CHAPTER IV

WRECKING A GENERATION

The afternoon's heat was intense; it was reflecting in shimmering

waves from everything motionless, this breathless September day in

Donaldsville, Texas. Main Street is a half-mile long, unpainted "box-

houses" fringe either end and cluster unkemptly to the west, forming

the "city's" thickly populated "darky town." Near the station stands

the new three-story brick hotel, the pride of the metropolis. Not even

the Court House at the county seat is as imposing. Main Street is

flanked by parallel rows of one and two story, brick store-buildings,

from the fronts of which, and covering the wide, board-sidewalks,

extend permanent, wooden awnings; these are bordered by long racks

used for the ponies and mules of the Saturday crowds of "bottom

niggers" and "post oak farmers." The higher ground east of Main Street

is preempted by the comfortable residences of Donaldsville proper and

culminates in Quality Hill, where the two bankers and a select group

of wealthy bottom-planters lived in aristocratic supremacy. On this

particular afternoon, the town's only business street was about

deserted. On its shady side were hitched a few Texas ponies whose

drooping heads and wilted ears bespoke the heat--so hot it was that

the flies, even, did not molest them. Scattered groups of lounging,

idle men indicated the enervating influence of the sizzling 108

degrees in the shade.

But Donaldsville was not dead--perspiring certainly, but still

possessing one lively evidence of animation. From time to time peals

of boisterous laughter, boisterous but refreshing as the breath of a

breeze, a congenial, almost contagious laughter would roll up and down

Main Street even to its box-house fringes. Each peal would call forth

from some dusky denizen of the suburbs the proud recognition: "Dar's

Doctor Jim laughin' some mo'." Doctor Jim's laughter was one of

Donaldsville's attractive features. His friends living a mile away

claimed they often heard it--and everybody was Doctor Jim's friend. No

more genial, generous gentleman of the early post-bellum Texas South

could be found. His was an unfathomed well of good nature, good humor

and good stories. He knew all comers whether he had met them before or

not. For him, it was never "Stranger," it was always "Friend."

Let us take his proffered hand and feel the heartiness of its

greeting, feel its friendly shake, even to our shoe-soles. His good

humor beams from his deep-blue eyes; his shock of gray hair, which

knows no comb but his fingers, is pushed back from a brow which might

have been a scholar's, were it not so florid. A soft, white linen

shirt rolls deeply open, exposing a grizzled expanse of powerful

chest. Roomy, baggy, spotless, linen trousers do homage to the heat,

as does his broad, palm-fiber hat, used chiefly as a fan. Doctor Jim

McDonald, six feet in his socks, weighing 180 pounds, erect and manly

in bearing in spite of his negligee, is a remarkable specimen of

physical manhood at sixty-five. Even with the Saturday afternoon

crowds of the cotton-picking season, Main Street seems deserted if his

resounding laughter is not heard; but it takes something as serious as

a funeral to keep him away from his accustomed bench in front of

Doctor Will's drug-store, centrally located on the shady side of the

street. Doctor Will is Doctor Jim's brother, and is, according to the

negroes, a "sho-nuff" doctor.

Doctor Jim's life is comfortably monotonous. He had put up the first

windmill in the region roundabout and his was the first real bath-tub

in the county, and long before Donaldsville thought of water-works,

Doctor Jim's windmill was keeping the big cistern on stilts filled

from his deep artesian well. He started each day with a stimulating

plunge in his big tub, and never tired proclaiming that with this and

enough good whiskey he would live to be a hundred--and then Main

Street would stop and listen to the generous reverberations of his

deep-chested laugh. Three good meals, the best old Aunt Sue could cook

and Aunt Sue came from Mississippi with them after the war--were eaten

with an unflagging relish by this man whose digestion had never

discovered itself. Two mornings a week Doctor Jim drove leisurely out

to his big Trinity River plantation, a two-thousand-acre plantation,

where he was the beloved overlord of sixty negro families. This rich,

river-bottom farm, when cotton was at a good price, brought in so much

that Doctor Jim, with another of his big laughs, would say he was

"mighty lucky in having those rascally twins to throw some of it

away." One night a week he could always be found at the Lodge, and

once a day he covered each way the half-mile separating his generous,

rambling home on Quality Hill and Doctor Will's office. His only real

recreation was funerals. He would desert his shady seat and drive

miles to help lay away friend or foe--if foes he had. On such

occasions only, would he pass the threshold of a church. He

contributed generously to each of the town's five denominations and

showed considerable restraint in the presence of the cloth in his

choice of reminiscences, but it was always the occasion of a good-

natured uproar for him to proclaim, "The Missus has enough religion

for us both." Still the silence of his charity could have said truly

that his donation had constructed one-fifth of each church-building in

the town; in fact, it was his pride to double the Biblical one-tenth

in his giving.

Of his open-heartedness Doctor Jim rarely spoke but another pride was

his, to which he allowed no day to pass without some hilariously

expressed reference. He was proud of his whiskey-drinking. One quart

of Kentucky's best Bourbon from sun to sun, decade after decade! "I

have drunk enough whiskey to float a ship--and some ship too. Look at

me! Where will you find a healthier man at sixty-five? I haven't known

a sick minute since the war. If you drink whiskey right, with plenty

of water and plenty of eatin', it won't hurt anybody." This was the

law and the gospel to Doctor Jim; he never failed to proclaim it to

pale-faced youths or ailing mankind; and the Book of Judgment, alone,

will reveal the harvest of destruction which Time reaped through

Doctor Jim's influence in L---County. Yet, oddly, it was Doctor Jim's

principle and practice never to treat. He claimed he had never offered

a living soul a social drink.

"Drink whiskey right and it won't hurt anybody!" Did it hurt?

Doctor Jim and his two brothers spent their early life on a plantation

in Mississippi. The father wanted the boys to be educated. Two of them

took medical courses in New Orleans. Doctor Jim wished to see more of

the world, and literally did see much of it on a two-year cruise

around the Horn to the East Indies and China. He was thirty-five years

old in '60 when he married. Then he served as surgeon--"mighty poor

surgeon" he used to say, for a Mississippi regiment throughout the

four years of the Civil War. He and his two brothers passed through

this conflict and returned home to find their father dead, the negroes

scattered and the old plantation devastated. The three with their

families journeyed to Texas--the then Land of Promise! At twenty-five

cents an acre they bought river-bottom lands which are to-day

priceless, and the losses of the past were soon forgotten in the rapid

prosperity of the following years.

Mrs. McDonald represented all that high type of character which the

dark years of the war brought out in so many instances of Southern

womanhood. Patient, hopeful, uncomplaining she lived through the four

years of war-time separation, left her own people and journeyed to the

Southwest to begin life anew. She was particularly robust of physique,

domestic in a high sense, gentle and deeply kind. She passed through

hardship, privation and prosperity practically not knowing sickness.

Her children could not have had better mother-stock, and the scant

days were in the past, so they never knew the lack of plenty. There

were eight, from Edith, born in 1870, to Frank, in 1885, including the

twins.

Did whiskey-drinking hurt?

Edith grew into a slender, retiring girl, her paleness accentuated by

her black hair. She was quiet, read much, and took little interest in

out-of-door activities, entering into the play-life of the other

children but rarely. Her father insisted, later, on her riding, and

she became a fair horsewoman. She was refined in all her relations.

Edith went to New Orleans at seventeen. The spring after, she

developed a hacking cough and had one or two slight hemorrhages, but

at twenty was better and married an excellent young merchant. The

child was born when she was twenty-two; three weeks later the mother

died, leaving a pitiable, scrofulous baby, which medical and nursing

skill kept lingering eighteen months.

The first boy was named James, Jr., as we should expect, and, as we

should not expect, was never called "Jim." But James was not right. He

developed slowly, did not walk till over three, was talking poorly at

five; he was subject to convulsions and destructive outbreaks; he was

uncertain and clumsy in his movements, so provision was made that he

might always have some one with him. But even in the face of this

care, he stumbled and fell into the laundry-pot with its boiling

family-wash, was badly scalded and seriously blinded. James mercifully

died two years later in one of his convulsions.

Mabel was the flower of the family. Through her girlhood she was

lovable in every way, and beloved. She was blond like her father,

though not as robust as either father or mother, and in ideals and

character was truly the latter's daughter. She finished in a finishing

school, had musical ability and charm, and soon married and made a

happy home--an unusual home, until the birth of the first child. Since

then it has been a fight for health, with the pall of her family's

history smothering each rekindling hope. Operations and sanatoria,

health-resorts and specialists have not restored, and she lives, a

neurasthenic mother of two neurotic children. Happiness has long fled

the home where it so loved to bide those early days, before the strain

and stress of maternity had drained the mother's poor reserve of

vitality.

The history of Will and John, named for the two uncles, would prove

racy reading through many chapters. "The Twins" were the father's text

for spicy stories galore many years before their death. From the

first, they were "two young sinners." They both had active minds--

overactive in devising deviltry. Mischievous as little fellows, never

punished, practically never corrected by their father, humored by

sisters, house-servants, and the plantation-hands, feared and admired

by other boys, they seemed proof against any helpful influence from

the earnest, pained, prayerful mother. As boys of ten, they had become

"town talk" and were held responsible for all pranks and practical

jokes perpetrated in Donaldsville or thereabout, unless other guilty

ones were captured red-handed. Multiply your conception of a "bad boy"

by two and you will have Will at twelve; repeat the process and you

will have John. They possessed one quality--dare we call it virtue?--

which kept them dear to Doctor Jim's heart through their very worst.

They never lied to him, no matter what their misdeeds. They could lie

as veritable troopers, but from him the truth in its rankest boldness

was never withheld. As the years passed, they made many and deep

excursions into the old doctor's pocket. But he paid the bills

cheerfully and sent his reverberating laugh chasing the speedy

dollars, as soon as he got with some of his Main Street cronies. The

boys planned and worked together, protecting each other most cleverly.

Still they were expelled from every school they attended after they

were thirteen. A military academy noted for its ability to handle hard

cases found them quite too mature in their wild ways, and sent them

home. They may, for reasons best known to themselves, have been

"square with the old man," but they were a pair of thoroughgoing

toughs by twenty, not only fast but cruel, even brutal, in their evil-

doing.

Will was the first to show the strain of the pace. When twenty-two,

the warning cough sobered him a bit, and in John's faithful and

congenial company, he went first to Denver, then to New Mexico.

Doctors' orders were irksome, whiskey and cards the only available

recreation for the boys, and so they tried to follow their father's

example in developing a powerful physique on Kentucky Bourbon

("best"). John suddenly quit drinking. "Acute nephritis" was on the

shipping paster. Delirium tremens was the truth. Will was too frail to

accompany his brother's remains home. He was pretty lonely and

anxious, and miserable without John, but for several weeks behaved

quite to the doctor's satisfaction. It didn't last long, and within

the year tuberculosis and Bourbon laid him beside his brother.

May was a promising girl, "almost a hoiden," the neighbors said. She

rode the ponies bareback; she played boys' games, and at twelve looked

as though the problem of health could never complicate her glad, young

life. But cough and hemorrhage, twin specters, stalked in at sixteen

and the poor child fairly melted away and was gone in a year.

Annabel, the youngest girl, was a quiet child and thoughtful. Some

called her dull, but rather, it seems, she early sensed her fate. When

but a child she was sent to "San Antone" and operated on by a throat

specialist. After May's death she went to the mountains each summer

and spent two winters in South Texas. But she grew more and more thin,

and in the end it was tuberculosis.

Frank, the last child, was different from all the others. He seemed

bright of mind and active of body. He attended school as had none of

the other boys; he even went to Sunday-school. Physically and

mentally, he gave promise of prolonging the family line--but he proved

his father's only admitted regret. He lied and he stole. The money

which his father would have given him freely he preferred to get by

cunning. Doctor Jim could not tolerate what he called dishonesty, and

from time to time they would have words and Frank would be gone for

months. His cleverness made him a fairly successful gambler; that he

played the game "crooked" is probably evidenced by his being shot in a

gambling-joint before he was thirty.

We have thus scanned the-wreckage of a generation bred in alcohol.

Children they were of unusual physical and mental parentage, parents

who never knowingly offended their consciences, children reared in

most healthful surroundings with every comfort and opportunity for

normal development. Four of them showed their physical inferiority

through the early infection and unusually poor resistance to

tuberculosis; one was born an imbecile; one died directly from the

effects of drink; the only girl who survived early maturity, the best

of them all, spent twenty years a nervous sufferer, mothering two

nervously defective children; the physically best was the morally

worst and died a criminal.

Doctor Jim lived on with his habits unchanged, his laugh, only, losing

something in volume and more in infectiousness. Still proud of his

health he preached the gospel of good whiskey well drunk, never

sensing his part in the tragedy of his own fireside. He was nearly

eighty when the stroke came which bereft him of any possibility of

understanding, or of knowing remorse. He had laid his wife away some

years previously and for months he lingered on paralyzed, demented, in

the big, empty house, cared for by an old negro couple, hardly

recognizing Mabel when she came twice a year, but never forgetting

that, "Whiskey won't hurt anybody."

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