The sky, of a greenish blue, is striped with broad light and

faun-colored bands; little slender trees wave in the middle distance

their sparse foliage of the color of dried rose-leaves; the background,

instead of swimming in azure vapor, is of the most beautiful

apple-green, and spiral columns of golden smoke float up-ward here and

there. A stray beam catches upon the pediment of a ruined temple or the

spire of a tower.--Cities full of steeples, pyramids, domes, arches,

and balustrades are perched on hillsides and reflected in crystal

lakes; tall trees with great leaves, cut deep on the edges by fairy

scissors, entwine their trunks and branches inextricably to form the

wings. The clouds in the sky pile up above their heads like snow-balls,

you see the eyes of dwarfs and gnomes shining through their interstices

and their tortuous roots bury themselves in the ground like the fingers

of a giant hand. The woodpecker taps rhythmically on them with its

beak of horn, and emerald-green lizards warm themselves in the sun on

the moss about their feet.

The mushroom watches the play with his hat on his head, like the

insolent rascal he is: the delicate violet stands on the tips of its

tiny toes between two wisps of grass, and opens its blue eyes wide to

see the hero pass. The bullfinch and the linnet swing on the ends of

twigs to prompt the actors in their parts.

Amid the tall grass, the purple thistles and the burdocks with velvet

leaves, brooks made by the tears of stags at bay wander like silver

snakes; here and there anemones gleam on the turf like drops of blood

and marguerites swell with pride, their heads laden with wreaths of

pearls like veritable duchesses.

The characters are of no time and no country; they come and go no one

knows how or why; they neither eat nor drink, they live nowhere and

have no trade; they possess neither estates nor houses nor consols;

sometimes they carry under their arms a little casket full of diamonds

as large as pigeons' eggs; when they walk they do not brush a single

drop of dew from the petals of the flowers or raise a single atom of

dust from the roads.

Their clothes are the most fantastic and extravagant clothes

imaginable. Pointed, steeple-shaped hats with brims as broad as a

Chinese parasol and plumes of inordinate length taken from the tail

of the bird of paradise and the phoenix: striped capes of brilliant

colors, velvet and brocade doublets, showing their lining of satin or

cloth of silver through their gold-laced slashes; full short-clothes,

swelling like balloons; scarlet stockings with embroidered clocks,

shoes with high heels and broad rosettes; fragile swords, point up,

hilt down, all covered with cords and ribands;--so much for the men.

The women are no less curiously apparelled.--The drawings of Della

Bella and Romain de Hooge may serve to indicate the general character

of their attire; dresses of heavy, undulating stuffs, with broad

folds which change color like the breasts of pigeons, and display all

the varying hues of the iris, ample sleeves from which other sleeves

issue, ruffs of open-slashed lace that rise higher than the heads for

which they serve as frames, corsages covered with bows and embroidery,

brooches,--strange trinkets, tufts of heron's feathers, necklaces of

huge pearls, peacock's tail fans with mirrors in the centre, little

slippers and pattens, wreaths of artificial flowers, spangles, striped

gauze, paint, patches and everything that can add zest and piquancy to

a stage costume.

It is a style that is not precisely English or German or French

or Turkish or Spanish or Tartar, although it partakes a little of

them all and has taken from each country, its most graceful and

characteristic features.--Actors thus arrayed can say whatever they

choose without offending one's ideas of probability. The fancy can run

in all directions, style uncoil its variegated rings at its pleasure,

like a snake warming itself in the sun; the most exotic conceits open

fearlessly their strangely-shaped calyxes and spread their perfume of

amber and musk around.--There is nothing to offer any obstacle, either

places or names or costumes.

How fascinating and entertaining what they say! Fine actors that they

are, they do not strut about, like our howlers of melodrama, twisting

their mouths and forcing the eyes out of their heads to deliver their

tirades with effect;--at all events they haven't the appearance of

workmen at a task, of oxen harnessed to the plot and in a hurry to have

done with it; they are not plastered with chalk and rouge half an inch

thick; they don't wear tin daggers and keep in reserve under their

waistcoats a pig's bladder filled with chicken's blood; they don't drag

the same oil-spotted rag about through whole acts.

They speak without hurry, without shrieking, like people of good

breeding who attach no great importance to what they are doing; the

lover makes his declaration to his sweetheart in the most nonchalant

manner imaginable; as he speaks he taps his thigh with the ends of

his gloved fingers or adjusts the leg of his trousers. The lady

carelessly shakes the dew from her bouquet and jokes with her maid;

the lover cares but little about touching his cruel enslaver's heart:

his principal business is to let fall bunches of pearls from his mouth

and clusters of roses, and to sow poetic precious stones like a true

prodigal;--often he effaces himself altogether and allows the author to

pay court to his mistress for him. Jealousy is not one of his defects

and his disposition is most accommodating. With his eyes raised toward

the sky, and the frieze of the theatre, he waits patiently for the poet

to finish saying what passed through his mind, before resuming his rôle

and returning to his knees.

The whole plot is tangled and untangled with admirable indifference;

effects have no cause and causes have no effect: the brightest

character is he who says the greatest number of foolish things; the

greatest fool says the brightest things; the maidens make speeches

that would make harlots blush; harlots declaim moral maxims. The most

incredible adventures follow one another in rapid succession and are

never explained; the noble father arrives post-haste from China in a

little bamboo junk to identify a little kidnapped girl; the gods and

fairies do nothing but ascend and descend in their machines. The plot

plunges into the sea under the topaz dome of the waves and walks on

the bottom of the ocean, through the forests of coral and madrepore,

or rises skyward on the wings of the skylark or the griffin.--The

dialogue is shared by all; the lion contributes to it with an _oh! oh_!

in a vigorous roar; the wall speaks through its fissures and every

one is at liberty to interrupt the most amusing scene provided that

he has an epigram, a rebus or a pun to interject: Bottom's ass's head

is as welcome among them as Ariel's blond locks;--the author's wit is

displayed in every conceivable form; and all the contradictions are

like so many facets, as it were, which reflect its different aspects,

adding the colors of the prism thereto.

This apparent pell-mell and confusion are found, when all is said, to

render real life more accurately under their fantastic guise than the

most painstaking drama of manners.--Every man embodies all humanity in

himself, and by writing what comes into his head, he succeeds better

than by copying outside objects by means of a magnifying-glass.

O what a fine family!--romantic young lovers, wandering damsels,

accommodating ladies' maids, sarcastic clowns, valets and innocent

peasants, free-and-easy kings, whose names are unknown to the

historian, and the kingdom of the geographer; parti-colored clowns with

miraculous capers and biting repartees; oh! ye, who give free speech

to caprice through your smiling mouths, I love you and adore you above

all the world!--Perdita, Rosalind, Celia, Pandarus, Parolles, Silvio,

Leander and the rest, all the charming types, so false and yet so true,

who rise above vulgar reality on the bespangled wings of folly, and in

whom the poet personifies his joy, his melancholy, his love and his

most secret dreams under the most frivolous and most unconventional

appearances.

There is one play, written for the fairies and properly to be played by

moonlight, that delights me more than any other in the repertory of

this theatre;--it is such a vagabond, wandering play, with such a vague

plot and such strange characters, that the author himself, not knowing

what title to give it, called it _Comme il vous plaira_,[1] an elastic

name, which answers all purposes.

While reading that strange play, you seem to be transported into

an unfamiliar world of which you have nevertheless some vague

reminiscence; you are not sure whether you are dead or alive, awake

or dreaming; gracious faces smile sweetly upon you and toss you an

affable greeting as they pass; you feel strangely moved and disturbed

at sight of them as if you should suddenly meet your ideal at an angle

in the road, or the forgotten phantom of your first mistress should

rise suddenly before you. Springs bubble up from the ground, murmuring

half-stifled plaints; the wind stirs the foliage of the venerable trees

over the exiled duke's head with compassionate sighs; and when the

melancholy Jaques confides his philosophic lamentations to the stream,

with the leaves of the willow, it seems to you that you yourself are

speaking and that the most secret and most obscure thoughts of your

heart come forth into the light.

O youthful son of the gallant Sir Rowland de Bois, so maltreated by

fate! I cannot help being jealous of you; you still have a faithful

servant, honest Adam, whose old age is still green under his snow-white

locks.--You are banished, but not until you have at least struggled and

triumphed; your wicked brother takes all your property from you, but

Rosalind gives you the chain from her neck; you are poor, but you are

beloved; you leave your country, but your persecutor's daughter follows

you beyond the sea.

The dark forest of Arden opens wide its great arms of foliage to

welcome and conceal you; the kindly forest heaps up its silkiest moss

in the depths of its grottoes for your bed; it bends its leafy arches

over your brow to protect you from the rain and sun; it pities you

with the tears of its springs and the sighs of its bleating fawns

and deer; its rocks afford convenient desks on which to write your

amorous epistles; it lends you the brambles from its bushes with which

to attach them, and orders the satiny bark of its aspens to yield to

the point of your stiletto when you wish to carve Rosalind's initials

thereon.

If only I could have, like you, young Orlando, a vast cool forest to

which to retire and live alone in my sorrow, and if, at a turning

in a path, I could meet her whom I seek, recognizable, although

disguised!--But, alas! the world of the soul has no verdant Arden, and

only in the garden of poesy do the capricious little wild-flowers bloom

whose perfumes make one oblivious of everything. In vain do we shed

tears, they do not form those lovely silvery cascades; in vain do we

sigh, no obliging echo takes the trouble to send back our lamentations

embellished with imperfect rhymes and gay conceits.--In vain do we

hang sonnets to the sharp points of all the brambles, Rosalind never

picks them off, and we carve amorous ciphers on the bark of trees

gratuitously.

Birds of heaven, lend me each a feather, swallow and eagle,

humming-bird and roc, that I may make of them a pair of wings to soar

aloft and swiftly through unknown regions, where I shall find nothing

to recall to my mind the city of the living, where I can forget that I

am myself and live a strange, new life, farther than America, farther

than Africa, farther than Asia, farther than the farthest island in

the world, through the ocean of ice, beyond the pole where the Aurora

Borealis flickers, in the impalpable kingdom to which the divine

creations of poets and the types of supreme beauty take flight.

How can one endure the ordinary conversation at clubs and salons when

one has heard you speak, sparkling Mercutio, whose every sentence

bursts in a shower of gold and silver, like a pyrotechnic bomb beneath

a star-studded sky? Pale Desdemona, what pleasure, think you, one can

take in any earthly music, after the ballad of the Willow? What women

do not seem ugly beside your Venuses, ye ancient sculptors, poets who

wrote strophes in marble?

Ah! despite the fierce embrace with which I have sought to enlace the

material world in default of the other, I feel that my birth was a

mistake, that life was not made for me and that it spurns me; I can

no longer take part in anything; whatever road I follow, I go astray;

the smooth avenue, the stony path, alike lead me to the abyss. If I

attempt to take my flight, the air condenses around me and I am caught,

with out-stretched wings, unable to close them.--I can neither walk

nor fly; the sky attracts me when I am on the earth, the earth when I

am in the sky; aloft, the north wind pulls out my feathers; below, the

stones wound my feet. My soles are too tender to walk on the broken

glass of reality; the spread of my wings is too narrow to enable me to

soar above earthly things, and to rise from circle to circle to the

deep azure of mysticism, to the inaccessible summits of everlasting

love; I am the most wretched hippogriff, the most miserable collection

of heterogeneous odds and ends that has ever existed since the ocean

first loved the moon and women deceived men: the monstrous Chimera put

to death by Bellerophon, with his maiden's head, his lion's claws, his

goat's body and his dragon's tail, was an animal of a simple make-up

beside me.

In my frail breast the violet-strewn reveries of the modest maiden and

the insensate ardor of courtesans on a debauch live side by side; my

desires go about like lions, sharpening their claws in the dark and

seeking something to devour; my thoughts, more restless and uneasy

than goats, cling to the most dangerous peaks; my hatred, swollen with

poison, twists its scaly folds into inextricable knots, and crawls

along in ruts and ravines.

My soul is a strange country, in appearance flourishing and splendid,

but more reeking with fetid, deleterious miasmas than Batavia itself;

the faintest sunbeam on the slime causes reptiles and venomous insects

to breed;--the great yellow tulips, the _nagassaris_ and _angsoka_

with their gorgeous flowers conceal the heaps of disgusting carrion.

The amorous rose opens her scarlet lips in a smile and discloses her

tiny dew-drop teeth to the gallant nightingales who sing sonnets and

madrigals to her: nothing can be more charming; but it is a hundred to

one that a dropsical toad is crawling along on her clumsy feet in the

grass at the foot of the bush, whitening his path with his slaver.

There are springs clearer and more transparent than the purest diamond;

but it would be better for you to drink the stagnant water of the swamp

under its cloak of rotting shrubs and drowned dogs than to dip your cup

in that basin.--A serpent lies hidden at the bottom, and twists and

turns with frightful rapidity, disgorging his venom.

You have planted wheat; your crop is asphodel, henbane, tares and pale

hemlock with twigs covered with verdigris. Instead of the root you set

out, you are surprised to see the hairy, twisted limbs of the black

mandragora coming up out of the earth.

If you leave a memory there and go to take it up again some time

after, you will find it more covered with moss and more swarming with

palmer-worms and vile insects than a stone laid on the damp floor of a

cavern.

Do not try to pass through its dark forests; they are more impassable

than the virgin forests of America and the jungles of Java; creepers

strong as cables run from tree to tree; all the paths are obstructed

by bristling plants as sharp as lance-heads; the very turf is covered

with a stinging down like that of the nettle. From the arches of the

foliage, gigantic bats of the vampire species hang by their nails;

beetles of enormous size wave their horns threateningly, and thrash the

air with their four-footed wings; monstrous, fantastic beasts, like

those we see in nightmares, come clumsily forward, crushing the reeds

before them. There are troops of elephants, who crush flies in the

wrinkles of their flabby skin and rub their sides against the rocks and

trees, rhinoceroses with their rough, uneven hides, hippopotami with

their swollen snouts bristling with hair, who knead the mud and the

débris of the forest with their huge feet.

In the clearings, where the sun insinuates a luminous beam like a wedge

of gold through the damp atmosphere, you will always find, on the spot

where you propose to sit, a family of tigers lying at their ease,

sniffing the air, winking their sea-green eyes, and polishing their

velvet coats with their blood-red, papilæ-covered tongues; or else it

is a tangled knot of boas, half asleep, digesting the last bull they

have devoured.

Be suspicious of everything; grass, fruit, water, air, shade, sunlight,

all are deadly.

Close your ears to the chattering of the little paroquets with golden

beaks and emerald necks, that fly down from the trees and perch on

your finger, with fluttering wings; for the little paroquets with the

emerald necks will end by gently pecking your eyes out with their

pretty golden beaks, just as you bend to kiss them.--So it is.

The world will have none of me; it spurns me like a spectre escaped

from the tombs; I am almost as pale as one; my blood refuses to believe

that I am alive and will not tinge my flesh; it crawls sluggishly

through my veins like stagnant water in obstructed canals.--My heart

beats for none of those things that make men's hearts beat.--My sorrows

and my joys are not those of my fellow-creatures.--I have fiercely

desired what no one desires; I have disdained what others wildly long

for.--I have loved women who did not love me, and I have been loved

when I would have liked to be hated; always too soon or too late, too

much or too little, too far or not far enough; never just what was

needed; either I have not arrived or I have gone beyond.--I have thrown

my life out of the window, or I have concentrated it too exclusively

upon a single point, and from the restless activity of the busybody I

have passed to the deathlike somnolence of the _teriaki_ or the Stylite

on his pillar.

What I do seems always to be done in a dream; my actions seem rather

the result of somnambulism than of free will; there is something

within me, which I feel vaguely at a great depth, which makes me act

without my own initiative, and always outside of ordinary laws; the

simple and natural side of things is never revealed to me until after

all the others, and I lay hold first of all that is eccentric and

unusual; however straight the line, I will soon make it more winding

and tortuous than a serpent; contours, unless they are marked in the

most precise way, become confused and distorted. Faces take on a

supernatural expression and gaze at me with awe-inspiring eyes.

Thus, by virtue of a sort of instinctive reaction, I have always clung

desperately to matter, to the exterior outline of things, and I have

awarded a great share of my esteem to the plastic in art.--I understand

a statue perfectly, I do not understand a man; where life begins, I

stop and recoil in dismay as if I had seen the head of Medusa. The

phenomenon of life causes me an astonishment from which I cannot

recover.--I shall make an excellent corpse, I doubt not, for I am an

extremely poor living man, and the meaning of my existence escapes me

completely. The sound of my voice surprises me beyond measure, and I am

tempted sometimes to take it for somebody else's voice. When I choose

to put out my arm and my arm obeys me, it seems to me a most prodigious

thing, and I fall into the most profound stupefaction.

By way of compensation, Silvio, I perfectly understand the

unintelligible; the most extravagant _motifs_ seem perfectly natural

to me and I enter into them with extraordinary facility. I readily

find the sequel of the most capricious and most incomprehensible

nightmare.--That is why the class of plays I described to you just now

pleases me above all others.

Théodore and Rosette and I have great discussions on this subject:

Rosette has but little relish for my system, she is for _true_ truth;

Théodore would give the poet more latitude, and would not exclude

conventional, optical truth.--For my part, I maintain that the field

must be left absolutely free for the author and that the imagination

must hold sovereign sway.

Many of the guests based their arguments on the ground that plays

of this sort were as a general rule outside of the ordinary stage

conditions and could not be acted; I answered that that was true in one

sense and false in another, just like everything else that people say,

and that their ideas as to the possibilities and impossibilities of the

stage seemed to me to lack exactness and to be based upon prejudices

rather than arguments; and I said among other things that the play of

_As You Like It_ was certainly capable of being performed, especially

for society people who were not accustomed to other parts.

That suggested the idea of acting it. The season is drawing on and all

other forms of amusement are exhausted; we are weary of hunting, of

riding and boating parties; the chances of boston, varied though they

be, are not exciting enough to fill up the evening, and the proposition

was received with universal enthusiasm.

A young man who knows how to paint offered his services to paint the

scenery; he is working at it now with much zeal, and in a few days it

will be finished.--The stage is erected in the orangery, which is

the largest apartment in the chateau, and I think everything will go

off well. I am to play _Orlando_; Rosette was to be the _Rosalind_,

as it was proper that she should be; as my mistress and the mistress

of the house, the rôle was hers as of right; but she has refused to

masquerade as a man, through some whim most extraordinary for her, for

prudery certainly is not one of her faults. If I had not been sure of

the contrary, I should have thought that her legs are not well formed.

Actually not one of the ladies in the party would consent to seem less

scrupulous than Rosette, and the play was very near falling through;

but Théodore, who was to take the part of the melancholy _Jaques_,

offered to take her place, inasmuch as _Rosalind_ is a man, almost

all the time, except in the first act, when she is a woman, and with

a little paint, a pair of corsets and a dress, he could carry out the

deception well enough, having no beard as yet and being very slender in

figure.

We are now learning our parts and it is a curious thing to see us.--In

every solitary nook in the park you are sure of finding some one, with

a roll of paper in his hand, mumbling to himself, looking up at the

sky, then suddenly lowering his eyes, and making the same gesture

seven or eight times. Any one who didn't know that we were going to

give a play would certainly take us for inmates of a lunatic asylum, or

poets--which is almost a pleonasm.

I think we shall soon know our parts well enough to have a

rehearsal.--I expect something very interesting. Perhaps I am wrong.--I

was afraid for a moment that our actors, instead of acting by

inspiration, would strive to reproduce the gestures and intonation of

some fashionable comedian; but luckily they have not followed the stage

closely enough to make that mistake, and it is to be hoped that, amid

the natural awkwardness of people who have never stood on the boards,

they will show some precious gleams of nature and a charming _naïveté_

that the most consummate talent cannot equal.

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