What, then, was His ideal? It was nothing less than complete

renunciation of all self-interest without any diminution of energy and

effort in service for the good of the world. Jesus repudiated ambition

in any form as the dynamic of human aspiration and endeavour. He

required from His disciples the completest self-renunciation, combined

with enthusiastic self-devotion to the duty of making the world better.

To give up self was not to give up service, it was simply the

substitution of a higher motive for a lower. This explains in a

measure why Christianity came to replace the Stoic and Epicurean

philosophies. Stoicism is exhibited at its best, perhaps, in the nobly

active life of the greatest of the Antonines. Its ideal was rigid

devotion to duty, that of Christ was service inspired by love.

Ambition is a mode of self service, yet if we may so expand the meaning

as to make it include the Christian principle we might say that in the

place of ambition for the sake of self Christianity substitutes

ambition for the sake of God. In each case it is love for a person

that supplies the motive for the highest human endeavours. But how

incomparably grander and stronger is the Christian principle than that

which it replaced! All useful or desirable things that men are

accustomed to do for themselves Christianity requires them to do for

God. When the apostles finally came to understand this new commandment

their Gospel became a resistless force, and whenever since their day

the Church has succeeded in doing the same Christianity has arisen in

newness of life.

[1] Essay on the Sublime and Beautiful. Sect. xii.

VI.

Peter Thinks His Sacrifice Complete.

His Consequent Expectations.

In the three synoptical Gospels we have an account of a remarkable

conversation between Peter and his Lord in regard to the reward

promised to those who took service in the Kingdom of God. The occasion

was one of special interest. A rich young ruler came to Jesus to ask

the momentous question, "What shall I do to inherit eternal life?" The

disciples appear to have been much impressed by the incident--Peter,

perhaps, most of all, for in Mark's Gospel we have the best account of

the matter. Jesus, he says, was attracted by the simplicity, humility

and earnestness of one who certainly ran the risk of incurring odium by

stooping to ask advice of the new Teacher. Peter has preserved for us

in one vivid sentence something of the very aspect of the Master in His

final reply, "_Jesus, looking upon him, loved him, and said unto him,

'One thing thou lackest; go, sell whatsoever thou hast and give to the

poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven, and come, follow me._'"

This test was too much for the seeker; he turned and "went away

sorrowful, for he was one that had great possessions." In the

discourse that followed, the Master, doubtless in a vein of mingled

sadness and solemnity, observed, "How hardly shall they that have

riches enter into the Kingdom of God!" Peter accepting his Master's

words in their most literal sense, in the light of the foregoing

incident, spoke out in his impulsive way, "Lord, we have left all and

followed Thee. What, then, shall we have?"

Two things in regard to this question have a certain significance for

us. The first, Peter's inadequate sense of the extent of the

renunciation he had made, and secondly, our Lord's patient and wise

reply. Peter evidently considered his renunciation and that of his

companions to have been complete. They had abandoned their fishing

nets, and to a certain extent their homes. They had done so on the

understanding that He who summoned them was the promised Messiah and

future King of Israel, and therefore would be able in the future to

compensate all who associated themselves with Him to their own loss.

We must not suppose that this was the leading motive which attracted

Simon and the sons of Zebedee to the new Prophet, but it is very clear

that after they had been associated with Jesus for some time ambitious

hopes for place and power began to take possession of their hearts. Of

this we have already considered an example. Up to the present they had

misapprehended the deepest principle of the Master's teaching; they

felt that abandonment of their accustomed pursuits and possessions

merited a present and material reward not to be long delayed. Hence

Peter's question--a question which no doubt related to the expectations

of his companions also. The idea of a renunciation of _themselves_, a

spiritual renunciation, had not yet become clear to them. From our

point of view it is surprising that they should so long have

misunderstood.

Had He to whom the inquiry was addressed been as most of us are, Peter

would have received another sharp rebuke. How different is Jesus's

answer on this occasion from the stern, "Get thee behind me, Satan!" of

a little while before! The difference is due to the fact that, in this

case, Peter spoke of his own renunciation, while in the former case he

had ventured to interfere with his Master's. Jesus therefore replied

with a patience and kindness that were possible only to one who saw far

beyond the moment. "There is no man," said He, "that hath left house

or brethren or sisters or mother or father or children or lands for My

sake, and for the Gospel's sake, but he shall receive a hundredfold now

in this time, houses and brethren and sisters and mothers and children

and lands with persecutions; and in the world to come eternal life.

But many that are first shall be last, and the last first." Some have

objected to the tenor of this reply, arguing that it held out false

hopes to those who heard it, and that to promise such a reward was in

any case to lower somewhat the ideal of service. When, however, we

look forward to the noble fulfilment of the promise we cannot but think

the spirit of it altogether worthy of Jesus. It is a continuance of

the superhuman insight which had led Him to assert on His first meeting

with Simon, "Thou shalt be called _Rock_." If Mark's Gospel is really

Peter's memoirs it is probable that the story of this promise was

committed to writing long after Peter had begun to recognise its

meaning. He who afterwards at the Beautiful Gate of the Temple

addressed the cripple who asked for money was a nobler Peter than the

one who now sought a similar gift for himself. "Silver and gold have I

none, but such as I have give I unto thee. In the name of Jesus Christ

of Nazareth, rise up and walk." "_Such as I have!_" Who would not

desire to share in a possession so rich? Silver and gold, social and

political prominence, had faded into nothingness in the presence of the

privilege of speaking "in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth."

A mortal, sin's familiar friend, doth here

Avow that he will give all earth's reward,

But to believe and humbly teach the faith,

In suffering and poverty and shame,

Only believing he is not unloved.[1]

[1] R. Browning, Pauline.

VII.

The Scene in the Upper Room.

As our Lord's earthly ministry draws to a close the spiritual history

of the first Apostles reaches a crisis. The scene in the Upper Room

has for us a special interest in this connection. It is recorded in

all the four Gospels in such a manner as to establish its importance

and historicity. As usual Peter's own account is the most vivid, but

Luke supplies us with a sentence from which we learn more of the state

of affairs than is given by the other three. This is exceptional, for

Luke, as a rule, idealises the Apostles. He tells us that "there arose

also a contention among them which of them is accounted to be

greatest." We see then that even into the Upper Room and to the last

Supper had penetrated the jealousies, rivalries and ambitions of these

few men who were afterwards to become heroes of the Cross. We only

associate the upper room with thoughts of peace and sacredness, but

here is another side of the matter. It may well be that the little

meeting ended in solemnity and quietness, but it can hardly have begun

so. The stamp of truth seems to rest on John's account of what took

place, simply because it expresses so naturally Jesus's method of

dealing with the contention which Luke says was in existence. He rose

from the table and performed for His followers the ceremony their

jealousy of one another had made them omit. The foot-washing may have

had a direct reference to the future practice of mutual service, but it

had also an immediate significance. The disciples refused to wash one

another's feet, and the Lord and Master of them all undertook the duty

Himself. Perhaps the change of feeling induced by this simple and

lowly act made possible the beautiful utterances which only John has

preserved for us (John xiii.-xvii.).

In the forefront of this discourse, however, Jesus exchanged a few

sentences of special emphasis with Peter. "Simon, Simon," He declared,

"behold, Satan, asked to have you that he might sift you as wheat; but

I made supplication for thee, that thy faith fail not; and do thou,

when once thou hast turned again, stablish thy brethren." This

statement of tender solicitude must have been called forth by His

knowledge of the contention which had been taking place. Doubtless He

was filled with sorrow that Peter had not yet learned the lesson of

humility and self-forgetfulness. He foresaw the failure, the

cowardice, the denial, but He foresaw, too, the repentance, the

restoration, and the greater Peter whose strength should lie in his

humility and willingness to be led by the Spirit of God. But at this

moment the very last person to see any need of such a change was Peter

himself. Jesus went on to describe what in the time immediately

following would happen to the little band. "All ye," He said, "shall

be offended in Me this night, for it is written, Ye shall smite the

Shepherd, and the sheep of the flock shall be scattered abroad." Peter

instantly declared, "Though all shall be offended in Thee I will never

be offended." What feelings were contending in his mind at the moment

we can only conjecture. Possibly he felt a little sore at the implied

rebuke contained in the foot-washing and in the prophecy of the sifting

which had followed it. More probably, however, the simple affection

which he really had for his Master impelled him to declare his loyalty.

"Exceeding vehemently," according to his own account, he persisted, "If

I must _die_ with Thee I will not deny Thee." He felt it was possible

that Jesus might in the coming danger need to rely upon the services of

an active and courageous friend like himself. Doubtless he felt every

word he said, but he also felt the importance of the assistance he

could render to Jesus. It never occurred to him that Jesus had no need

of his assistance. Peter needed a sharp lesson, and ere long he had

it. The secret of true service consists in self-emptying. He learned

the true spirit of his Master's teaching only after the utter and

painful failure of his own self-confident promises. For the present

Jesus's only reply was, "Verily I say unto thee, that thou, to-day,

even this night, before the cock crow twice shalt deny me thrice."

VIII.

Gethsemane and After.

The testing time was not far distant. Peter, filled with determination

to show his loyalty and courage, seems to have carried away from the

upper room one of two swords that had lain therein. He believed

himself ready for emergencies, but failed at the very outset to give

what his Master really needed. Once again we find the story told best

by Peter himself. He, James and John were stationed by their Master's

desire a little nearer to His person than were the others. Most

pathetically Jesus entreated their sympathy. "My soul is exceeding

sorrowful even unto death. Abide ye here and watch." This, however,

they proved themselves unable to do. Luke says they were "sleeping for

sorrow," and most likely this is in a measure true. They could not

have been indifferent to their Master's trouble. He had given them

sufficient opportunity to observe His state of mind, and doubtless they

had done so, and were stirred with affectionate sympathy. Nevertheless

this sympathy did not go so far as to enable them to share in His

vigil. Probably Peter considered himself as a guard to His person--the

intensity of his Master's agony he could not understand. His emphatic

promise in the upper room, however, was being badly fulfilled. Even if

he were no more than a guard to Christ's person he should have kept

awake. In his own account of the scene he places the emphasis on this

point: "And He cometh and findeth them sleeping, and saith unto Peter,

Simon, sleepest _thou_? Couldest thou not watch _one hour_? Watch and

pray, that ye enter not into temptation." The implied reproach here

has reference almost certainly to the vehemence of Peter's promise of

superior loyalty. "Though all shall be offended yet will not I."

Jesus gently reminded him of the promise, and signified that he had

begun badly in the way of keeping it. The Master recognised, however,

the sincerity and simple affection of the Apostle in His concluding

words, "The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak."

Even while Jesus was speaking the surprise came. Judas and the rabble

with swords, staves and lanterns burst into the garden. Instantly all

was confusion and alarm; only Jesus remained calm and self-possessed.

Judas stepped forward and kissed Him; the disciples hurried to His

side, Peter drew his sword, and without waiting for explanations struck

at the foremost of the advancing band. The act was one of sheer folly;

it might have involved himself and his companions in one common ruin.

So far from saving Jesus it was Jesus who now saved him. The Master

turned hastily round and with quick gesture bade Peter restore the

sword to its place, saying, "They that take the sword shall perish with

the sword." The statement no doubt had immediate reference to Peter's

rashness. Jesus saw that any of His disciples taken with arms in their

hands would forfeit their lives. The warning did not need to be

repeated; Peter's new-found courage had already deserted him. The

assailants seem to have been in similar case. To save His disciples

Jesus confronted them, and as He advanced they retreated, stumbling

over one another, till, as John relates, they fell to the ground.

"Whom seek ye?" asked the victim of Pharisaic hate. "Jesus of

Nazareth," they replied. "I am He," was the rejoinder, and then, with

a thoughtfulness and love of which in this dreadful hour Jesus only

seems to have been capable, He continued, "If therefore ye seek Me let

these go their way." For some moments the officers hesitated; the

majesty and dignity of Him whom they had come to seize cast a spell

upon them; no one liked to be the first to arrest Him, and Jesus had to

declare Himself a second time ere the leaders ventured to execute their

commission. The moment this was done, however, "all the disciples left

Him. and fled."

So far Peter's self-assertion had ended in failure, but further

humiliation was yet to come. He could not bear to remain in ignorance

of the fate of a Master whom he really and truly loved; so, checking

his flight, when he saw the procession move off he followed it at a

safe distance. His friend and partner, John, who appears to have had

friends in the house of Caiaphas, obtained admission for him and he

waited therein, as Matthew says, "to see the end." All his bravery had

now deserted him; he was in a strange city where men of his province

were despised and ridiculed. He was only a humble fisherman, and

stricken with fear by finding himself in the power of authorities

ecclesiastical and secular. Humanly speaking, his next mistake was one

that might have been prophesied. He was discovered and questioned; in

his bewilderment and terror all the coarseness of his old Galilean life

returned upon him, and, forgetful of everything but the desire of

saving himself, he denied his Master, with cursing and swearing. Jesus

directed upon him a second reproach, this time a mute one. He "turned

and looked upon Peter," but that look was enough. It brought him to

his senses, laid bare his miserable failure, ingratitude, cowardice and

broken promises. He saw how completely he had fallen beneath himself

by over-confidence in himself. The Peter of that moment was not the

real Peter, after all. He did love his Master, and had run the risk of

arrest and death to get near Him again, but his humiliation was

complete and his self-abasement intense. "He went out and wept

bitterly." Shall we say that the experience of the next few days was

the greatest crisis in his career? From this depth of humiliation he

rose qualified to become an ambassador and a saviour.

IX.

The Power of the Resurrection.

We know nothing of Peter's history during the anguished hours that

intervened between the Crucifixion and the Resurrection, but we may

believe that his shame and contrition continued until Jesus Himself

breathed in his ear words of forgiveness and hope. We may infer

indirectly that Peter must have been humbled by the recollection of his

own self-confident boasting in the presence of the other apostles, for

we find him still in association with them. The little company seems

to have held together to mourn their lost Master and to assist each

other with a common sympathy. That Peter must have been with them is

clear from the fact that he was mentioned by name to the women who

visited the tomb on the first day of the week. "Go, tell His disciples

_and Peter_, He goeth before you into Galilee." When we consider that

Peter still associated with those who had listened to his

self-confident assumption of superiority to themselves we can discern

something more than remorse in his demeanour. There is evidence of a

new humility, and yet at the same time a continuance of tender

affection for the Lord whom he fully believed he should never see again.

There is one incident in which Jesus was concerned after the

Resurrection of which there is no record--there could be none. It is

the first interview between Jesus and Peter after the Resurrection.

The disciples in the upper room were informed that the Lord had

appeared unto Simon. What took place at that first meeting we can

never imagine; it must have been a season of such sacredness and

solemnity that Peter would not be likely to say much about it to his

brethren. The loving thoughtfulness of Jesus bade Him seek out His

humiliated and sorrow-stricken follower that He might assure him of

forgiveness and restoration. Very intense and holy must their

intercourse have been. From this moment Peter became a great and noble

character; his discipline has not been for nothing, his self-seeking is

at an end; ambition has no place in his mind for the future; arrogance

and self-confidence thenceforth must have given place to a lowliness

born of the remembrance of his cowardice and wretched failure. When in

after days he wrote for the guidance of the saints he was writing from

the depths of his own experience: "Yea, all of you gird yourselves with

humility to serve one another, for God resisteth the proud, but giveth

grace to the humble" (1 Peter v. 5).

The appearance of genuineness rests upon this New Testament story. In

its idyllic simplicity and faithfulness to the facts of human nature it

stands in marked contrast to the spurious and unauthorised legends

about Jesus and His Apostles with which the sub-apostolic age abounded.

The Church has not lost much, in all probability, by the oblivion in

which these lesser gospels have been buried. To unearth them now

would, no doubt, be of service in throwing light upon critical problems

in regard to the existing New Testament texts, but they could add

nothing to the sweet and natural accounts of the spiritual history of

the men who guided the early Church. We know Peter better from the

pages of the four Gospels than we do from legendary accounts.

Indirectly this faithfulness of the evangelic records is of great

assistance in establishing their historicity. Nothing is concealed, or

toned down, that we ought to know, nothing that would tend to represent

the Apostles as superhuman or exceptional in their lofty character is

thrust upon our notice; we are permitted to see Peter as he really was,

a man made noble by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ.

What he was, we are. Ambition, self-seeking, self-confidence, have

throughout the history of Christendom been the most serious defects of

the strongest characters. Sometimes these vices have been displayed

upon a grand scale, oftener their scope has been petty and mean. The

sins of the Catholic Church, as painted by a Bernard or a Catherine of

Siena, are to be found in many a little Bethel in the Protestant

England of our day. Simony is not unknown amongst the ministers of

Christ, even in the ranks of Non-conformity. Not unfrequently these

sinful tendencies are to be found allied with a true and earnest desire

to serve the Master. All the same, they are a serious hindrance, not

only to Christian character, but to the effect of Christian service;

the spirit in which a man does his work has the profoundest influence

upon the good result of that work. Where a man is sincere in his wish

to do good, and yet at the same time in any degree the victim of his

own self-confidence or self-seeking, he is sooner or later brought to

the point where he must choose between his wish and his practice. In

nearly every case the necessity for this choice is revealed to him by a

sharp discipline. Peter's case is repeated again and again in the

lives of the servants of God. It is hard to dislodge self from its

vantage-ground in the region of human motives. It would be hard to

find a church in which selfishness or jealousy had neither place nor

influence, and it is uncommonly difficult, even for a good and true

man, not to feel elated by admiration or depressed by being surpassed.

But surely the cure for this kind of feeling is included in the very

nature of Christian service. There is absolutely no relation between

moral excellence and worldly recognition of it. We have conceded

something to the world when we stop to think of its applause as an

object of desire. It is easier to go without such applause and to

labour in obscurity than it is to remain unaffected by it once it has

been bestowed. Still harder is it for a man to retire from a position

and a duty in which he has done nobly and well, and then to see his

bishopric taken by another. Sooner or later this experience falls to

the lot of most of God's heroes; it were well, therefore, that they

should recognise it in advance, count the cost, know their own minds,

and render unnecessary the sharp discipline which accompanies

self-discovery. When God means to use us, as He meant to use Peter, He

never spares us. Jesus could not afford to allow Peter to go his own

way, and therefore it was that the prince of the Apostles became an

instrument for good, yet so as by fire.

X.

A New Commission.

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