CHAPTER VII.

There were no playmates at Shintown. The nearest neighbor, Burtsch by

name, was nearly a mile away. The family consisted of the father and

mother, and Rose who was a year older than Beth was supposed to be.

There had been half a dozen children before Rose came, but they had died

when mere babies.

Mrs. Burtsch frequently referred to the loss of her children as "the

strange working of Providence." She had a thin, high-pitched voice. She

was angular, long-limbed. She wore basques and straight, narrow skirts.

Her hair was in a knob behind and drawn so tight that the muscles of her

forehead and temple had a habitual upward tendency. As though to

maintain an even balance, she always directed her glances toward the

earth, and the lines of her mouth went downward. She was ingratiating,

self-depreciating, and presumably humble. She was always declaring that

she was just as good as Mrs. Somebody-or-other, if she was poor. It was

no disgrace to be poor. But it was in her case. Poverty was her shame,

for had she and her husband been up and about their work, making the

most of their farm in place of trying to sustain themselves with the

maxim, 'Poverty is no disgrace,' they would have had all the comforts

desirable and might have been able to help others. Mrs. Burtsch had a

whining voice that got upon one's nerves after a time. She made a point

of coming in to see Eliza, and in an insinuating way found out all she

could, suggested where she dared and criticised in her exasperating way.

She brought Rose with her. While Mrs. Burtsch talked, the children

played, or presumably did so; but Rose's ears and eyes were wide open.

She never missed a word that her elders said. She was a skinny,

owlish-looking child who could sit for hours and listen, but whose

tongue could run as long and as easily as a ball-bearing machine. She

knew every bit of gossip of the country-side, and repeated it with all

the insinuating humility which was characteristic of her mother.

Rose and Beth were cutting out paper dolls. Eliza kept at her sewing

while Mrs. Burtsch, rocking slowly, slowly, kept the conversation going.

"Beth looks stout, Miss Eliza. I've noticed frequently how stout she

looks. But then that hain't no sign that she is going to live. Her own

folks might have had consumption. You can never tell. Like mother, like

child, you know. Her mother couldn't have had a constitution to brag on

when a little thing like falling on a stone killed her quick like it

did. If I were in your place, I'd be mighty careful of her. Don't let

her breathe no night air, and keep her housed up well."

Eliza had long since passed this stage in child-rearing. When she

realized that Beth might be with her always, she set about at once to

learn something of bringing up a little girl, just as she had learned

all she could about feeding chickens. She had long since discovered the

futility of discussing any question with Mrs. Burtsch when the latter

had the other view of the case. It was always a harangue and nothing

else.

"She's healthy enough. She's never had a cold. I'm not at all concerned

about her."

"You never can be sure. She's got a dreadful color in her cheeks, and

her eyes are too bright for health. I'd worry considerable about her."

"What good would that do? It would not improve her condition even if she

was in the last stage of consumption."

Eliza smiled to herself. Beth, the picture of health! Her bright cheeks

and dancing eyes were more the result of good, plain food, quiet, happy

home life and fresh air and sunshine. She looked all she had been

breathing in.

"You never can be sure. My William Henry was as strong a baby as you'd

see in a day's travel, but he went off like a flash with pneumonia. You

remember, Miss Eliza?"

She did remember. She knew how a sick child had been left to drag about

in wet grass, and left lying at home, sick with rising fever, while the

mother dilly-dallied over the fields looking for a weed that the Indians

had found infallible for colds.

Mrs. Burtsch was now well launched on the subject. She discussed in

detail the taking away of each one of her children. She called their

early death "strange and mysterious workings of Providence." It was far

from just to put the blame on Providence when each death had been the

direct result of careless, ignorant mothering, or lack of mothering.

Miss Eliza listened. She had heard the story all her life. It had been a

quarter of a century since William Henry had died. There was nothing to

do but listen. One could not have turned Mrs. Burtsch from the beaten

path of her conversation. The only thing to do was to let her go on

until she had run herself out.

Eliza listened and threw in a "yes", an "indeed", at the proper place;

but for the most part her attention was given to her sewing. It had

required close accounting to make her income provide for herself and

Beth. Each year the expenses would be greater; Eliza tried to lay a few

dollars of her interest money aside. She believed in being ready for

emergencies. Her trunk had, hidden in its capacious depth, all the odd

pennies which came her way.

Now, she was reducing her own wardrobe to fit Beth out. When her

shirt-waists were worn at the collar and cuffs, she took the fronts and

backs and made guimpes for Beth.

Mrs. Burtsch had ultimately spun her story to a finish. Rose and Beth

were yet intent upon cutting out ladies from a magazine. The former paid

little attention to what her mother was saying. She had heard it so

often that its charm had worn off. As far as Rose was concerned, it fell

on dull ears.

Suddenly, Mrs. Burtsch leaned forward and, seizing an end of Eliza's

sewing, took it up critically. "What do you mean to do with it?" she

asked. "The tucks hain't so bad, though the rest does look like it went

through the mill. It's a sin and a shame to throw it away, 'Liza. I do

hope you hain't going to be wasteful. It always cuts me up to see

anything throwed away."

Her own yard was a waste of weeds. Her household a waste in every way.

Hours and hours of each day were spent as she was spending these, at a

harangue that did no one any good, which sapped the energy and left no

gain whatever.

"I don't think I'll grow recklessly extravagant;" replied Eliza. "I've

worn this white dress for three summers. It's out at a good many places

and I've put on just enough flesh to make it too tight over the hips.

I'm making it over for Beth. I can get quite a nice little dress for

her. The ruffles are just as good as new." She held up the skirt and

looked it over. "There's plenty of material to make her a nice little

dress. I'm relieved at the thought of it. She does need one badly

enough, and I could not see my way clear to get her something nice and

fine."

Mrs. Burtsch had been fingering the dress with a hypercritical air. At

Eliza's words, she leaned back in her chair and sighed. That sigh spoke

volumes.

"You're very foolish, Miss Liza. Everyone is saying so and has been

saying so ever since Old Prince got away from you. I don't like to tell

you what folks are saying. I never was no hand at carrying news; but I

feel that it's my duty to let you know. That's what a friend's for, to

set us right when we go wrong. I feel it my duty to tell you."

"Don't put yourself out," said Eliza, biting off a thread closely, and

with just a little touch of vindictiveness. "I'll not treasure it up

against you." She was not angry. Amused came nearest to express her

state of mind.

"I wouldn't be doing right," continued the visitor in her meek, whining,

apologetic voice. "I never set up to be much. I know I hain't educated,

and me and John are poor, but that hain't anything against us. Being

poor hain't any disgrace, I've always tried to do my duty, as I saw it.

If I've failed it hain't because I hain't tried. It hain't no matter to

me how I hate to do a thing or how disagreeable it is, if it's my duty,

I do it. That's the way I feel about telling you. I hain't going to

shirk my duty by you living alone as you are."

The meeker Mrs. Burtsch tried to be, the more "hain'ts" she made use of.

They were the negative expression of herself and her thoughts. Eliza

said nothing at all, but picked her stitches carefully.

"Folks think that you are clean gone crazy about keeping this little

girl. It hain't as though you was a married woman with a man to provide

for you. Of course you've got money, put out on interest, but moths

corrupt and thieves might break in and steal. That means not to count

too much on what you've laid by.

"Now, folks say that you have no call to keep this child and treat her

just like she was of your own family. You're bringing her up just as

fine as a lady."

"Why not?" asked Eliza. "She's a little lady now and I hope she'll be a

big lady by and by. That's what I'm raising her for."

Rose's shears had not missed a snip; but her sharp little eyes narrowed

down to slits and her ears pricked themselves up. This was a new subject

to her. Wasn't Beth really Miss Eliza's little girl after all? The

wonder of it was that she had never found out before. Her mouth fairly

watered for this morsel of news. Yet she never so much as turned her

head or lost one snip with her shears.

"Well, to my way of thinking it hain't right. Every one I've spoke to

says the same thing. It hain't right to take a tramp child and bring her

up as though she was somebody. If you'd train her so she's be handy for

working out, folks wouldn't have so much to say, but you're spoiling her

so that she won't make even a good hired girl."

"I don't want her to be that, Liza Burtsch. She's just a baby yet. I

really haven't thought much what I'd like her to be. All I think about

now is to keep her sweet and wholesome and teach her all that other

little girls learn in schools. There's time enough to think about other

things when ten years more have gone.

"There's something else, Livia Burtsch, that we'll settle right here.

Beth is no tramp child and never was. You have no right to call her

that, and I will not allow it."

"Seems to me that I've got a good bit of right. Folks hain't as blind as

you're suspicioning them, Liza Wells. Tramp child, now what else could

she be called but tramp. Maybe she's worse for all I know. You can't

tell me things, Liza Wells. I've lived too long to have the wool pulled

over my eyes. You know and I know that no decent self-respecting woman

what has a home or any folks is tramping on foot through the country

with a baby. No woman that thinks anything of herself is walking through

a strange country and taking naps under bushes by the roadside. You

can't tell me. The child's mother was nothing but a worthless scal--."

"Stop! Not another word." Eliza's voice was low--too low for peace. It

was as clear cut and metallic as a blade of steel. Mrs. Burtsch was awed

by it. For an instant she looked at Eliza with wide-open eyes and

hanging jaw, but she soon recovered her rigidity of feature and posture.

"Well, I guess I'll say what I see fit to say when it's the truth.

That's what cuts you, Eliza. It's the truth and you know it. Tut, tut,

what's the world coming to if folks can't speak what's in their mind.

Beth's just a tramp--."

Eliza had risen. She stood like an offended goddess before the woman.

"Not another word in my house, Livia Burtsch. Not another word. You

always have been a news-carrier, making trouble wherever you go. I've

borne with you a good many years without saying a word in return. I've

put up with it too long. Now, we'll understand each other. If you can

come in my home and visit without carrying news, and slandering everyone

in the neighborhood, well and good; you may come and I'll make you

welcome. If you can't be civil and can't keep from bothering about my

affairs--stay away."

Mrs. Burtsch had also arisen. She was fairly trembling with offended

pride. She looked at Eliza as though she had never seen her before.

Indeed, she had never seen such an Eliza before. She could not say a

word. She made an effort, but it only ended in a clack of her tongue

against her false teeth. With what dignity she could command, she turned

and, jerking Rose up by the hand, fairly pulled her from the room.

Her tongue was loosened before she reached home. Rose listened to a

storm of abuse against Eliza and her fosterchild. She learned all the

particulars of Beth's advent into the Wells home.

When they had gone, Eliza went back to her sewing. Her hand trembled

with nervousness. Beth came and stood back of her chair. "Adee, I think

I'll fix your hair like you used to wear it when I was a baby."

She loosened the smooth bands until the soft chestnut locks fell loosely

about the high, broad forehead. The roll of hair was too heavy for the

child to manage, so Adee herself coiled it loosely as Beth wished it to

be.

The child disappeared for a moment, but soon returned with some sweet

peas in a delicate pink.

"This is the way you used to wear them, Adee." She stuck them in with

her light, easy touch.

"Now, look how sweet you look, Adee," she cried. Eliza viewed herself in

the big mirror and smiled. She recognized beauty when she saw it

and--well, she was growing to look like her own flowers, and her own

heart.

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