CHAPTER XIX.

"Regina, will you touch the bell for Hattie, that she may come and

carry away all this breakfast, which I have not touched, and the bare

sight of which surfeits me? From the amount supplied, one might

imagine me a modern Polyphemus, or, abjuring the classics, a second

old Mrs. Philipone, who positively drank four cups of tea at the last

'Kettledrum.' How fervently she should pray for continued peace with

China, and low tariff on Pekoe? I scarcely know which is the greater

hardship, to abstain from food when very hungry, or to impose upon

one's digestive apparatus when it piteously protests, asking for

'rest, only rest.'"

It was twelve o'clock on a bright, cold day in December, but Olga was

still in bed; and as she raised herself, crushing the pillows under

her shoulder for support, Regina, sewing beside her, thought she had

never seen her look so handsome.

The abundant ruddy hair tossed about in inextricable confusion,

curled and twined, utterly regardless of established style, making a

bright warm frame for the hazel eyes that seemed unusually keen and

sparkling, and the smooth fair cheeks bore a rich scarlet tinge,

rather remarkable from the fact that their owner had danced until

three o'clock that morning.

"Instead of impairing your complexion, late hours seem to increase

its brilliancy."

"Regina, never dogmatize; it is a rash and unphilosophic habit that

leads you to ignore secondary causes. I have a fine colour to-day,

_ergo_ the 'German' is superior to any of the patent chemical

cosmetics? No such thing. I am tired enough in body to look just like

what I feel, that traditional Witch of Endor; but a stroke of

wonderful good fortune has so elated my spirits, that despite the

fatigue of outraged muscles and persecuted nerves, my exultant pride

and delight paint my cheeks in becoming tints. How puzzled you look!

You pretty, sober, solemn, demure blue-eyed Annunciation lily, is

there such a thing among flowers? If I tripped in the metaphor,

recollect that I am no adept in floriculture, only know which

blossoms look best on a velvet bonnet or a chip hat, and which dainty

leaves and petals laid upon my Lucretia locks make me most resemble

Hebe. Are you consumed by curiosity?"

"Not quite; still I should like to know what good fortune has

rendered you so happy?"

"Wait until Hattie is beyond hearing. Come, take away these dishes,

and be sure to eat every morsel of that omelette, for I would not

willingly mortify Octave's vanity. When you have regaled yourself

with it, show him the empty dish, tell him it was delicious, and that

I send thanks. Hattie, say to mamma I shall not be able to go out

to-day."

"Miss Regina, I was told to tell you that you must dress for the

rehearsal, as Mrs. Palma will take you in the carriage."

"Very well. I shall be ready, if go I must."

"Bravo! How gracefully you break to harness! But when these Palmas

hold the bit, it would be idle to plunge, kick, or attempt to run.

They are for rebellious humanity, what Rarey was for unruly

horseflesh. Once no fiery colt of Ukraine blood more stubbornly

refused the bridle than I did; but Erle Palma smiled and took the

reins, and behold the metamorphosis! Did he command your attendance

at this 'Cantata'?"

"Not exactly; but he said he would be displeased if I failed to

comply with Mrs. Brompton's request, because she was an old friend;

and moreover that Professor Hurtsel had said they really required my

voice for the principal solo."

"Did it occur to you to threaten to break down entirely, burst into

tears, and disgrace things generally, if forced to sing before such

an audience? Pride is the only lever that will move him the billionth

fraction of an inch; and he would never risk the possibility of being

publicly mortified by his ward's failure. He dreads humiliation of

any kind, far more than cholera or Asiatic plague, or than even the

eternal loss of that infinitesimal microscopic bit of flint, which he

is pleased in facetious moments to call his soul."

"Of course I could not threaten him; but I told him the distressing

truth, that I am very much afraid I shall fail if compelled to

attempt a solo in public, for I know the audience at Mrs. Brompton's

will be critical, and I feel extremely timid."

"And he dared you--under penalty of his everlasting wrath--to break

down? Forbade you at your peril, to allow your frightened heart to

beat the long-roll, or the tattoo?"

"No, though very positive, he was kind, and urged me to exert my

will; reminding me that the effort was in behalf of destitute

orphans, and that the charitable object should stimulate me."

"Charity! Madame Roland incautiously blundered in her grand

apostrophe, hastily picked up the wrong word to fling at the heads of

her brutal tormentors. Had she lived in this year of grace, she would

certainly have said: 'Oh, Charity! how much hypocrisy is practised in

thy name!' How many grim and ghastly farces are enacted in thy

honour! Oh, Charity! heavenly maid! what solemn shameful shams are

masked beneath thy celestial garments? Of late this fashionable

amusement called 'Charity' has risen to the dignity of a fine art;

and old-fashioned Benevolence that did its holy work silently and

slyly in a corner, forbidding left hand to eavesdrop, or gossip with

right hand, would never recognize its gaudy, noisy, bustling modern

sister. Understand, it is not peculiar to our own great city,--is a

rank growth that flourishes all over America, possibly elsewhere. At

certain seasons, when it is positively wicked to eat chicken salad,

porter-house steak, and boned turkey, and when the thought of

attending the usual round of parties gives good people nightmare, and

sinful folks yet in the bonds of iniquity a prospective claim to the

pleasant and enticing style of future amusements which Orcagna

painted at Pisa, then Charity rushes to the rescue of _ennuied_

society, and mercifully bids it give Calico Balls for a Foundling

Hospital, or _Thé Musicale_ for the benefit of a Magdalen Home, or a

Cantata and Refreshments to build a Sailors' Bethel, or help to

clothe and feed the destitute. A few ladies dash around in open

carriages and sell tickets, and somebody's daughters make ample

capital for future investments, as Charity Angels, by riding,

dancing, singing, and eating in becoming piquant costumes, for the

'benefit of the afflicted poor.'"

"Oh, Olga! how unjustly severe you are! How exceedingly uncharitable!

How can you think so meanly of the people with whom you associate

intimately?"

"I assure you I am not maligning 'our set,' only refer to a universal

tendency of this advancing age. I merely strip the outside rind, and

look at the kernel, and therefore I 'see the better, my dear,'

horrified little rustic Red Ridinghood! Now, you are quite in

earnest, and you trudge along carrying your alms to this poor old

Grandmother Charity; but before long you will have your eyes opened

roughly, and learn as I did that the dear pitiful grandmother is

utterly dead and gone; and the fangs and claws of the wolf will show

you which way your cake and honey went. A most voracious wolf, this

same Public Charity, and blessed with the digestion of an ostrich.

But go you to the Cantata, and sing your best, and if you happen to

fall at the feet of pretty little Cécile Brompton, you will hear in

the distance a subdued growl; the first note of the lupine fantasia

that inevitably awaits you. Oh! I wonder if ever this green earth

knew a time when hypocrisy and cant did not prowl even among the

young lambs, pasturing in innocence upon the 'thousand hills' of God?

It seems to me that cant cropped out in the first pair that ever were

born, and Cain has left an immense family. Cant everywhere, in

science and religion; in churches and in courts; cant among lawyers,

doctors, preachers; cant around the hearth; cant even around the

hearse. It is the carnival of cant, this age of ours, and heartily as

I despise it, I too have been duly noosed and collared, and taught

the buttery dialect, and I am meekly willing to confess myself 'born

thrall' of cant."

Regina smiled and shook her head, and tossing her large strong white

hands restlessly over her pillow, Olga continued:

"Indeed, I am desperately in earnest, and it is a melancholy truth

that Longfellow tells us: 'Things are not what they seem.' You appear

disinclined to believe that I am one of those 'whited sepulchres,'

outwardly fair and comely, but filled with unsavoury dust and ugly

grinning skulls? Life is a huge sham, and we are all masked puppets,

jumping grotesquely, just as the strongest hands pull the wires.

Regina, I have gone to and fro upon the earth long enough to learn

that the most acceptable present is never labelled advice;

nevertheless, I would fain warn your unsophisticated young soul

against some of the pitfalls into which I floundered, and got sadly

bruised. Never openly defy or oppose your apparent destiny, so long

as it is in the soft hands of that willow wand--your present

guardian. Strategy is better than fierce assault, bloodless cunning

than a gory pitched battle; Cambyses' cats took Pelusium more

successfully than the entire Persian army could have done, and the

head dresses Hannibal arranged for his oxen, delivered him from the

clutches of Fabius and the legions. In my ignorance of polite and

prudent tactics, I dashed into the conflict, yelled, clawed

(metaphorically, you understand), and fought like the Austrians at

Wagram; but of course came out always miserably beaten, with trailing

banners and many gaping wounds. Regina, you might just as well stand

below the Palisades, and fire at them with cartridges of boiled rice,

as make open fight with Erle Palma. Be wise and assume the appearance

of submission, no matter how stubbornly you are resolved not to give

up. Don't you know that Cilician geese outwit even the eagles? In

passing over Taurus, the geese always carry stones in their mouths,

and thus by bridling their gabbling tongues they safely cross the

mountain infested with eagles, without being discovered by their

foes. I commend to you the strategy of silence."

"Do not counsel me to be insincere and deceitful. I consider it

dishonourable and contemptible."

"Why will you persist in using words that have been out of style as

long as huge hoop-skirts, coal-scuttle bonnets, and long-tailed

frock-coats? Once, I know, ugly things and naughty ways were called

outright by their proper, exact names; but you should not forget that

the world is improving, and _nous avons changé tout cela!_

'We have that sort of courtesy about us,

We would not flatly call a fool a fool.'

I daresay some benighted denizens of the remote rural districts might

be found, who still say 'tadpole,' whereas we know only that

embryonic batrachians exist: and it is just possible that in the

extreme western wilds a poor girl might rashly state that being

sleepy she intended 'going to bed,' which you must admit could be an

everlasting stigma and disgrace here, where all refined people merely

'retire;' leaving the curious world to conjecture whither,--into the

cabinet of a diplomatist, the confession box of a cathedral, the cell

of an anchorite, or to that very essential and comfortable piece of

household furniture which at this instant I fully appreciate, and

which the Romans kept in their _cubiculum_. Even in my childhood,

when I was soaped and rubbed and rinsed by my nurse, the place where

the daily ablution was performed was frankly called a bath-rub in a

bathroom; but now _créme de la créme_ know only 'lavatory.' Just so,

in the march of culture and reform, such vulgarly nude phrases as

'deceitful' have been taken forcibly to a popular tailor, and when

they are let loose on society again you never dream that you

meet anything but becomingly dressed 'policy;' and fashionable

'diplomacy' has hunted 'insincerity'--that other horrid remnant of

old-fogyism--as far away from civilization as are the lava beds of

the Modocs. If ghosts have risible faculties, how Machiavelli must

laugh, watching us from the Elysian Fields! Sometimes silence is

power; try it."

"But is seems to me the line of conduct you advise is cowardly, and

that, I think, I could never be."

"It is purely from ignorance that you fail to appreciate the valuable

social organon I want to teach you. Of course you have heard your

guardian quote Emerson? He is a favourite author with some who

frequent the classic halls of the 'Century;' but perhaps you do not

know that he has investigated 'Courage,' and thrown new light upon

that ancient and rare attribute of noble souls? Now, my dear, in

dealing with Erle Palma, if you desire to trim the lion's claws, and

crimp his mane, adopt the courage of silence."

"Have you found it successful?"

"Unfortunately I did not study Emerson early in life, else I night

have been saved many conflicts, and much useless bloodshed. Now I

begin to comprehend Tennyson's admonition, 'Knowledge comes, but

wisdom lingers,' and I generously offer to economize your school

fees, and give you the benefit of my dearly bought experience."

"Thank you, Olga; but I would rather hear about the wonderful piece

of good fortune, of which you promised to tell me."

"Ah, I had almost forgotten. Wonderful, glorious good fortune! The

price of Circassian skins has gone up in the matrimonial

slave-market."

Regina laid aside her sewing, opened her eyes wider, and looked

perplexed.

"You have not lived in moral Constantinople long enough to comprehend

the terms of traffic? You look like a stupid fawn, the first time the

baying of the hounds scares it from its quiet sleep on dewy moss and

woodland violets! Oh you fair pretty, innocent young thing! Why does

not some friendly hand strangle you right now, before the pack open

on your trial? You ought to be sewed up in white silk, and laid away

safely under marble, before the world soils and spoils you."

For a moment a mist gathered in the bright eyes that rested so

compassionately, so affectionately on the girlish countenance beside

her, and then Olga continued in a lighter and more mocking tone:

"Can you keep a secret?"

"I think so. I will try."

"Well, then, prepare to envy me. Until yesterday I was poor Olga

Neville, with no heritage but my slender share of good looks, and my

ample dower of sound pink and white, strawberry and cream flesh,

symmetrically spread over a healthy osseous structure. Perhaps you do

not know (yet it would be remarkable if some gossip has not told you)

that poor mamma was sadly cheated in her second marriage; and after

bargaining with Mammon never collected her pay, and was finally cut

off with a limited annuity which ceases at her death. My own poor

father left nothing of this world's goods, consequently I am

unprovided for. We have always been generously and kindly cared for,

well fed, and handsomely clothed by Mr. Erle Palma, who, justice

constrains me to say, in all that pertains to our physical

well-being, has been almost lavish to both of us. But for some years

I have lost favour in his eyes, have lived here as it were on

sufferance, and my bread of late has not been any sweeter than the

ordinary batch of charity loaves. Yesterday I was a pensioner on his

bounty, but the god of this world's riches--_i.e._, Plutus--in

consideration no doubt of my long and faithful worship at his altars,

has suddenly had compassion upon me, and to-day I am prospectively

one of the richest women in New York. Now do you wonder that

Circassia is so jubilant?"

"Do you mean that some one has died, and left you a fortune?"

"Oh no! you idiotic cherub! No such heavenly blessing as that. Plutus

is even shrewder than a Wall Street broker, and has a sharp eye to

his own profits. I mean that at last, after many vexatious and

grievous failures, I am promised a most eligible alliance, the

highest market price. Mr. Silas Congreve has offered me his real

estate, his stocks of various kinds, his villa at Newport, and his

fine yacht. Congratulate me."

"He gives them to you? Adopts and makes you his heiress? How very

good and kind of him, and I am so glad to hear it."

"He offers to many me, you stupid dove!"

"Not that Mr. Congreve who dined here last week, and who is so deaf?"

"That same veritable Midas. You must know he is not deaf from age; oh

no! Scarlet fever when he was teething."

"You do not intend to marry him?"

"Why not? Do you suppose I have gone crazy, and lost the power of

computing rents and dividends? Are people ever so utterly mad as

that? If I were capable of hesitating a moment, I should deserve a

strait-jacket for the remainder of my darkened days. Why, I am

reliably informed that his property is unencumbered, and worth at

least two millions three hundred thousand dollars! I think even dear

mamma, who mother-like overrates my charms, never in her rosiest

visions dreamed I could command such a high price. The slave trade

is looking up once more; threatens to grow brisk, in spite of

Congressional prohibition."

She sat quite erect, with her hands clasped across the back of her

head; a crimson spot burning on each cheek, and an unnatural lustre

in her laughing eyes.

"Olga, do you love him?"

"Now I am sure you are the identical white pigeon that Noah let out

of the ark; for nothing less antediluvian could ask such obsolete,

such utterly dead and buried questions! I love dearly and sincerely

rich laces, old wines, fine glass, heavy silver, blooded horses fast

and fiery, large solitaires, rare camei; and all these comfortable

nice little things I shall truly honour, and tenaciously cling to,

'until death us do part,' and as Mrs. Silas Congreve--hush! Here

comes mamma."

"Olga, why are you not up and dressed? You accepted the invitation to

'lunch' with Mrs. St. Clare, and what excuse can I possibly frame?"

"I have implicit faith in your ingenuity, and give you _carte

blanche_ in the manufacture of an apology."

"And my conscience, Olga?"

"Oh dear! Has it waked up again? I thought you had chloroformed it,

as you did the last spell of toothache a year ago. I hope it is not a

severe attack this time?"

She took her mother's hand, and kissed it lightly.

"My daughter, are you really sick?"

"Very, mamma; such fits of palpitation."

"I never saw you look better. I shall tell no stories for you to Mrs.

St. Clare."

"Cruel mamma! when you know how my tender maidenly sensibilities are

just now lacerated by the signal success of such patient manoeuvring!

Tell Mrs. St. Clare that like the man in the Bible who could not

attend the supper, because he had married a wife, I stayed at home to

ponder my brilliant prospects as Madame Silas----"

"Olga!" exclaimed Mrs. Palma, with a warning gesture toward Regina.

"Do you think I could hide my bliss from her? She knows the honour

proffered me, and has promised to keep the secret."

"Until the gentleman had received a positive and final acceptance, I

should imagine such confidence premature."

Mrs. Palma spoke sternly, and withdrew her fingers from her

daughter's clasp.

"As if there were even a ghost of a doubt as to the final acceptance!

As if I dared play this heavy fish an instant, with such a frail

line? Ah, mamma! don't tease me by such tactics! I am but an

insignificant mouse, and you and Mr. Congreve are such a grim pair of

cats, that I should never venture the faintest squeak. Don't roll me

under your velvet paws, and pat me playfully, trying to arouse false

hopes of escape, when all the while you are resolved to devour me

presently. Don't! I am a wiry mouse, proud and sensitive, and some

mice, it is said, will not permit insult added to injury."

"Regina, are you ready? I shall take you to Mrs. Brompton's, and it

is quite time to start."

Mrs. Palma looked impatiently at Regina, and as the latter rose to

get her hat and wrappings from her own room, she saw the mother lean

over the pillows, saw also that the white arms of the girl were

quickly thrown up around her neck.

Soon after, she heard the front door-bell ring, and when she started

down the steps, Olga called from her room:

"Come in. Mamma has to answer a note before she leaves home. When you

go down, please ask Terry to give a half-bottle of that white wine

with the bronze seal to Octave, and tell him to make and send up to

me as soon as possible a wine-chocolate. Mrs. Tarrant's long-promised

grand affair comes off to-night, and I must build myself up for the

occasion."

"Are you feverish, Olga? Your cheeks are such a brilliant scarlet?"

"Only the fever of delicious excitement, which all young ladies of my

sentimental temperament are expected to indulge, when assured that

the perilous voyage of portionless maidenhood is blissfully ended in

the comfortable harbour of affluent matrimony. Does that feel like

ordinary fever?"

She put out her large well-formed hand, and, clasping it between her

own, Regina exclaimed:

"How very cold! You are ill, or worse still, you are unhappy. Your

heart is not in this marriage."

"My heart? It is only an automatic contrivance for propelling the

blood through my system, and so long as it keeps me in becoming

colour, I have no right to complain. The theory of hearts entering

into connubial contracts, is as effete as Stahl's Phlogiston! One of

the wisest and wittiest of living authors, recognizing the drift of

the age, offers to supply a great public need, by--'A new proposition

and suited to the tendencies of modern civilization, namely, to

establish a universal Matrimonial Agency, as well ordered as the

Bourse of Paris, and the London Stock Exchange. What is more useful

and justifiable than a Bourse for affairs? Is not marriage an affair?

Is anything else considered in it but the proper proportions? Are not

these proportions values capable of rise and fall, of valuation and

tariff? People declaim against marriage brokers. What else, I pray

you, are the good friends, the near relations who take tie field,

except obliging, sometimes official brokers?' Now, Regina, 'M.

Graindorge,' who makes this proposal to the Parisian world, has lived

long in America, and doubtless received his inspiration in the United

States. Hearts? We modern belles compress our hearts, as the Chinese

do their feet, until they become numb and dwarfed; and some even

roast theirs before the fires of Moloch until they resemble human

_pâté de foie gras_. There are a great many valuable truths taught us

in the ancient myths, and for rugged unvarnished wisdom commend me to

the Scandinavian. Did you ever read the account of Iduna's captivity

in the castle of Thiassi in Jötunheim?"

"I never did, and what is more, I never will, if it teaches people to

think as harshly of the world as you seem to do."

"You sweet, simple blue-eyed dunce! How shamefully your guardian

neglects your education! Never even heard of the Ellewomen? Why, they

compose the most brilliant society all over the world. Iduna was a

silly creature, with a large warm heart, and loved her husband

devotedly; and in order to cure her of this arrant absurd folly she

was carried away and shut up with the Ellewomen, very fair creatures

always smiling sweetly. The more bitterly the foolish young wife wept

and implored their pity, the more pleasantly they smiled at her; and

when she examined them closely she found that despite their beauty

they were quite hollow, were made with no hearts at all, and could

compassionate no one. I have an abiding faith that they had Borgia

hair, hazel eyes, red lips, and sloping white shoulders just like

mine. They have peopled the world; a large colony settled in this

country, we are nearly all Ellewomen now, and you are an ignorant,

wretched little Iduna, _minus_ the apples, and must get rid of your

heart at once, in order to smile constantly as we do."

"Olga, don't libel yourself and society so unmercifully. Don't marry

Mr. Congreve. Think how horrible it must be to spend all your life

with a man whom you do not love!"

"I assure you, that will form no part either of his programme, or of

mine. I shall have my 'societies' (charitable, of course), my daily

drives, my 'Luncheons,' and box the opera with occasional supper at

Delmonico's; and Mr. Congreve will have his Yacht affairs, and Wall

Street 'corners' to look after, and will of course spend the majority

of his evenings at that fascinating 'Century,' which really is the

only thing that your quartz-souled guardian cherishes any affection

for."

"But Mr. Palma is not married, and when you are Mr. Congreve's wife,

of course instead of going to his club, your husband will expect to

remain at home with you."

"That might be possible in the old-fashioned parsonage where you

imbibed so many queer outlandish doctrines; but I do assure you, we

have quite outgrown such an intolerable orthodox system of penance.

The less married people see of each other these days, the fewer

scalps dangle around the hearthstone. The customs of the matrimonial

world have changed since that distant time when sacrificing to Juno

as the Goddess of Wedlock, the gall was so carefully extracted from

the victim and thrown behind the altar; implying that in married life

all anger and bitterness should be exterminated. If Tacitus could

revisit this much-civilized world of the nineteenth century, I wonder

if he could find a nation who would tempt him to repeat what he once

wrote concerning the sanctity of marriage among the Germans? 'There

vice is not laughed at, and corruption is not called the fashion.'

Mr. Silas Congreve is much too enlightened to prefer his slippers at

home to his place at the club. As for sitting up as a rival in the

'Century,' female vanity never soared to so sublime a height of

folly! and if Erle Palma were married forty times, his darling club

would still hold the first place in his flinty affections. It must

be a most marvellously attractive place, that bewitching 'Century,'

to magnetize so completely the iron of his nature. I have my

suspicion that one reason why the husbands cling so fondly to its

beloved precincts is because it corresponds in some respects to the

wonderful 'Peacestead' of the Æsir, whose strongest law was that 'no

angry blow should be struck, and no spiteful word spoken within its

limits.' Hence it is a tempting retreat from the cyclones and

typhoons that sometimes sing among a man's Lares and Penates. In view

of my own gilded matrimonial future, I reverently salute my ally--the

'Century!' There! Mamma calls you. Go trill like a canary at the

Cantata, and waste no sighs on the smiling Ellewoman you leave behind

you. Tell Octave to hurry my wine-chocolate."

She drew the girl to her, looked at her with sparkling merry eyes,

and kissed her softly on each cheek.

When Regina reached the door and looked back, she saw that Olga had

thrown herself face downward on the bed, and the hands were clasped

above the tanged mass of ruddy hair.

During the drive, Mrs. Palma was unusually cheerful, almost

loquacious, and her companion attributed the agreeable change in her

generally reticent manner to maternal pride and pleasure in the

contemplated alliance of her only child.

No reference was made to the subject, and when they reached Mrs.

Brompton's, Regina was not grieved to learn that the rehearsal had

been postponed until he following day, in consequence of the sickness

of Professor Hurtzsel.

"Then Farley must take you home, after I get out at Mrs. St. Clare's.

The carriage can return for me about four o'clock."

"That will not be necessary. I wish to go and see Mrs. Mason, who has

been out of town since July, and I can very easily walk. She has

changed her lodgings."

"Have you consulted Erle on the subject?"

"No, ma'am; but I do not think he would object."

"At least it would be best to obtain his permission, for only last

week when you stayed so long at that floral establishment, he said he

should forbid your going out alone. Wait till to-morrow."

"To-morrow I shall have no time, and all my studies are over for

to-day. Why should he care? He allows me to go to Mrs. Mason's in the

carriage."

"It is entirely your own affair, but my advice is to consult him. At

this hour he is probably in his office; drive down and see him, and

if he consents, then go. Here is Mrs. St. Clare's. Farley, take Miss

Orme to Mr. Palma's office, and be sure you are back here at

half-past three. Don't keep me waiting."

Never before had Regina gone to the law-office, and to-day she very

reluctantly followed the unpalatable advice; but the urgency of Mrs.

Palma's manner constrained obedience. When the carriage stopped, she

went in, feeling uncomfortable and embarrassed, and secretly hoping

that her guardian was absent. At a large desk near the door sat a

young man intently copying some papers, and as the visitor entered,

he rose and stared. "Is Mr. Palma here?"

"He will be in a few moments. Take a seat."

Hoping to escape before his return, she said hastily: "I have not

time to wait. Can you give me a pencil and piece of paper? I wish to

leave a note."

There were two desks in the apartment, but glancing at their dusty

appearance, and then at the dainty pearl-tinted gloves of the

stranger, the young man answered hesitatingly:

"You will find writing materials on the desk in the next room. The

door is not locked."

She hurried in, sat down before the desk where a number of papers

were loosely scattered, and took up a pen lying near a handsome

bronze inkstand.

How should she commence? She had never written him a line, and felt

perplexed. While debating whether she should say Dear Mr. Palma or My

Dear Guardian, her eyes wandered half unconsciously about the

apartment, until they were arrested by a large portrait hanging over

the mantlepiece. It was a copy of the picture her mother had directed

to be painted by Mr. Harcourt, and which had been sent to Europe.

This copy differed in some respects from the original portrait; Hero

had been entirely omitted, and in the hands of the painted girl were

clusters of beautiful snowy lilies.

Surprised and gratified that he deemed her portrait worthy of a place

in his office, she hastily wrote on a sheet of legal cap:

"DEAR MR. PALMA,--Having no engagements until to-morrow, I wish

to spend the afternoon with Mrs. Mason, who has removed to No.

900, East ---- Street, but Mrs. Palma advised me to ask your

permission. Hoping that you will not object to my making the

visit, without having waited to see you, I am,

"Very respectfully

Your ward,

REGINA ORME."

Leaving it open on the desk, where he could not fail to see it, she

glanced once more at the portrait, and hurried away, fearful of being

intercepted ere she reached the carriage.

"Drive to No. 900, East ---- Street."

The carriage had not turned the neighbouring corner, when Mr. Palma

leisurely approached his office door, with his thoughts intent upon

an important will case, which was creating much interest and

discussion among the members of the Bar, and which in an appeal form

he had that day consented to argue before the Supreme Court. As he

entered the front room, the clerk looked up.

"Stuart, has Elliott brought back the papers?"

"Not yet, sir. There was a young lady here a moment ago. Did you meet

her?"

"No. What was her business?"

"She did not say. Asked for you, and would not wait."

"What name?"

"Did not give any. Think she left a note on your desk. She was the

loveliest creature I ever looked at."

"My desk? Hereafter in my absence allow no one to enter my private

office. I did not consider it necessary to caution you, or inform you

that my desk is not public property, but designed for my exclusive

service. In future when I am out keep that door locked. Step around

to Fitzgerald's and get that volume of Reports he borrowed last

week." The young man coloured, picked up his hat, and disappeared;

and the lawyer walked into his sanctum and approached his desk.

Seating himself in the large revolving chair, his eyes fell instantly

upon the long sheet, with the few lines traced in a delicate feminine

hand.

Over his cold face swept a marvellous change, strangely softening its

outlines and expression. He examined the writing curiously, taking

off his glasses and holding the paper close to his eyes; and he

detected the alteration in the "Dear," which had evidently been

commenced as "My."

Laying it open before him, he took the pen, wrote "my" before the

"dear," and drawing a line through the "Regina Orme," substituted

above it "Lily."

In her haste she had left on the desk one glove, and her small ivory

_porte-monnaie_ which her mother had sent from Rome.

He took up the little pearl-grey kid, redolent of Lubin's "violet,"

and spread out the almost childishly small fingers on his own broad

palm, which suddenly closed over it like a vice; then with a half

smile of strange tenderness, in which all the stony sternness of lips

and chin seemed steeped and melted, he drew the glove softly,

caressingly over his bronzed cheek.

Pressing the spring of the purse, it opened and showed him two small

gold dollars, and a five dollar bill. In another compartment, wrapped

in tissue paper, was a small bunch of pressed violets, tied with a

bit of blue sewing silk. Upon the inside of the paper was written:

"Gathered at Agra. April 8th, 18--."

He knew Mr. Lindsay's handwriting, and his teeth closed firmly as he

refolded the paper, and put the purse and glove in the inside breast

pocket of his coat. Placing the note in an envelope, he addressed it

to "Erle Palma," and locked it up in a private drawer.

Raising his brilliant eyes to the lovely girlish face on the wall, he

said slowly, sternly:

"My Lily, and she shall be broken, and withered, and laid to rest in

Greenwood, before any other man's hand touches hers. My Lily, housed

sacredly in my bosom; blooming only in my heart."

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