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I have not had to alter any thought ever formed about you, Beloved; I have

only had to deepen it--that is all. You grow, but you remain. I have heard

people talk about you, generally kindly; but what they think of you is

often wrong. I do not say anything, but I am glad, and so sure that I know

you better. If my mind is so clear about you, it shows that you are good

for me. Now for nearly three months I may not see you again; but all that

time you will be growing in my heart; and at the end without another word

from you I shall find that I know you better than before. Is that strange?

It is because I love you: love is knowledge--blind knowledge, not wanting

eyes. I only hope that I shall keep in your memory the kind place you have

given me. You are almost my friend now, and I know it. You do not know

that I love you.

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