JAN'S RETURN.
"For them the rod of chastisement flowered."
A stranger suddenly dropped in these Shetland islands, especially in
winter, would not unnaturally say, "how monotonously dreary life must
be here! In such isolation the heart must lose its keen sense of
sympathy, and be irresponsive and dumb." That is the great mistake
about the affections. It is not the rise and fall of empires, the
birth and death of kings, or the marching of armies that move them
most. When they answer from their depths, it is to the domestic joys
and tragedies of life. Ever since Eve wept over her slain son, and
Rebecca took the love-gifts of Isaac, this has been the case; and
until that mighty angel, who stands on the sea and land, cries, "Time
shall be no more," the home loves, and the home trials, will be the
center of humanity's deepest and sweetest emotions. So, then, the
little Shetland town had in it all the elements necessary for a life
full of interest--birth and death, love and sorrow, the cruel hand and
the generous hand, the house of mourning and the house of joy.
Just before Christmas-tide, Tulloch was sitting alone at midnight. His
malady was too distressing to allow him to sleep, but a Norseman
scorns to complain of physical suffering, and prefers, so long as it
is possible, to carry on the regular routine of his life. He was
unable to go much out, and his wasted body showed that it was under a
constant torture, but he said nothing, only he welcomed Margaret and
the doctor warmly, and seemed to be glad of their unspoken sympathy.
It had been stormy all day, but the wind had gone down, and a pale
moon glimmered above the dim, tumbling sea. All was quiet, not a
footfall, not a sound except the dull roar of the waves breaking upon
the beach.
Suddenly a woman's sharp cry cut the silence like a knife. It was
followed by sobs and shrieks and passing footsteps and the clamor of
many voices. Every one must have noticed how much more terrible
noises are at night than in the daytime; the silly laughter of
drunkards and fools, the maniac's shout, the piercing shriek of a
woman in distress, seem to desecrate its peaceful gloom, and mock the
slow, mystic panorama of the heavens. Tulloch felt unusually impressed
by this night-tumult, and early in the morning sent his servant out to
discover its meaning.
"It was Maggie Barefoot, sir; her man was drowned last night; she has
six bairns and not a bread-winner among them. But what then? Magnus
Tulloch went too, and he had four little lads--their mother died at
Lammas-tide. They'll be God's bairns now, for they have neither kith
nor kin. It is a sad business, I say that."
"Go and bring them here."
The order was given without consideration, and without any conscious
intention. He was amazed himself when he had uttered it. The man was
an old servant, and said hesitatingly, "Yes, but they are no kin of
thine."
"All the apples on the same tree have come from the same root, Bele;
and it is like enough that all the Tullochs will have had one
forbear. I would be a poor Tulloch to see one of the name wanting a
bite and sup. Yes, indeed."
He was very thoughtful after seeing the children, and when Dr. Balloch
came, he said to him at once: "Now, then, I will do what thou hast
told me to do--settle up my affairs with this world forever. Wilt thou
help me?"
"If I think thou does the right thing, I will help thee, but I do not
think it is right to give thy money to Margaret Vedder. She has enough
and to spare. 'Cursed be he that giveth unto the rich.' It was Mahomet
and Anti-Christ that said the words, but for all that they are good
words."
"I have no kin but a fifth cousin in Leith; he is full of gold and
honor. All that I have would be a bawbee to him. But this is what I
think, my money is Shetland money, made of Shetland fishers, and it
ought to stay in Shetland."
"I think that too."
"Well, then, we are of one mind so far. Now my wish is to be
bread-giver even when I am dead, to be bread-giver to the children
whose fathers God has taken. Here are Magnus Tulloch's four, and Hugh
Petrie's little lad, and James Traill's five children, and many more
of whom I know not. My houses, big and little, shall be homes for
them. My money shall buy them meal and meat and wadmall to clothe
them. There are poor lonely women who will be glad to care for them,
eight or ten to each, and Suneva Fae and Margaret Vedder will see that
the women do their duty. What thinkest thou?"
"Now, then, I think this, that God has made thy will for thee.
Moreover, thou hast put a good thought into my heart also. Thou knows
I brought in my hand a little money when I came to Shetland, and it
has grown, I know not how. I will put mine with thine, and though we
are two childless old men, many children shall grow up and bless us."
Into this scheme Tulloch threw all his strength and foresight and
prudence. The matter was urgent, and there were no delays, and no
waste of money. Three comfortable fishermen's cottages that happened
to be vacant, were fitted with little bunks, and plenty of fleeces for
bedding. Peat was stacked for firing, and meal and salted fish sent
in; so that in three days twenty-three fatherless, motherless
children were in warm, comfortable homes.
Suneva entered into the work with perfect delight. She selected the
mothers for each cottage, and she took good care that they kept them
clean and warm, that the little ones' food was properly cooked, and
their clothes washed and mended. If there were a sorrow or a complaint
it was brought to her, and Suneva was not one to blame readily a
child.
Never man went down to the grave with his hands so full of beneficent
work as Tulloch. Through it he took the sacrament of pain almost
joyfully, and often in the long, lonely hours of nightly suffering, he
remembered with a smile of pleasure, the little children sweetly
sleeping in the homes he had provided for them. The work grew and
prospered wonderfully; never had there been a busier, happier winter
in Lerwick. As was customary, there were tea-parties at Suneva's and
elsewhere nearly every night, and at them the women sewed for the
children, while the men played the violin, or recited from the Sagas,
or sung the plaintive songs of the Islands.
Margaret brought the dying man constant intelligence of his bounty:
the children, one or two at a time, were allowed to come and see him;
twice, leaning on Dr. Balloch, and his servant Bele, he visited the
homes, and saw the orphans at their noonday meals. He felt the clasp
of grateful hands, and the kiss of baby lips that could not speak
their thanks. His last was the flower of his life-work and he saw the
budding of it, and was satisfied with its beauty.
One morning in the following April, Margaret received the letter which
Suneva had prophesied would arrive by the twentieth, if the weather
were favorable. Nowhere in the world has the term, "weather
permitting," such significance as in these stormy seas. It is only
necessary to look at the mail steamers, so strongly built, so bluff at
the bows, and nearly as broad as they are long, to understand that
they expect to have to take plenty of hard blows and buffetings. It
was the first steamer that had arrived for months, and though it made
the harbor in a blinding snow-storm, little Jan would not be prevented
from going into the town to see if it brought a letter. For the boy's
dream of every thing grand and noble centered in his father. He talked
of him incessantly; he longed to see him with all his heart.
Margaret also was restless and faint with anxiety; she could not even
knit. Never were two hours of such interminable length. At last she
saw him coming, his head bent to the storm, his fleet feet skimming
the white ground, his hands deep in his pockets. Far off, he
discovered his mother watching for him; then he stopped a moment,
waved the letter above his head, and hurried onward. It was a good
letter, a tender, generous, noble letter, full of love and longing,
and yet alive with the stirring story of right trampling wrong under
foot. The child listened to it with a glowing face:
"I would I were with my father and Snorro," he said, regretfully.
"Would thou then leave me, Jan?"
"Ay, I would leave thee, mother. I would leave thee, and love thee, as
my father does. I could stand by my father's side, I could fire a gun,
or reef a sail, as well as Snorro. I would not be afraid of any thing;
no, I would not. It is such a long, long time till a boy grows up to
be a man! When I am a man, thou shall see that I will have a ship of
my own."
It is only in sorrow bad weather masters us; in joy we face the storm
and defy it. Margaret never thought of the snow as any impediment.
She went first to Suneva, and then to Dr. Balloch with her letter; and
she was so full of happiness that she did not notice the minister was
very silent and preoccupied. After a little, he said, "Margaret, I
must go now to Tulloch; it has come to the last."
"Well, then, I think he will be glad. He has suffered long and
sorely."
"Yet a little while ago he was full of life, eager for money,
impatient of all who opposed him. Thou knowest how hard it often was
to keep peace between him and thy father. Now he has forgotten the
things that once so pleased him; his gold, his houses, his boats, his
business, have dropped from his heart, as the toys drop from the hand
of a sleepy child."
"Father went to see him a week ago."
"There is perfect peace between them now. Thy father kissed him when
they said 'good-by.' When they meet again, they will have forgotten
all the bitterness, they will remember only that they lived in the
same town, and worshiped in the same church, and were companions in
the same life. This morning we are going to eat together the holy
bread; come thou with me."
As they walked through the town the minister spoke to a group of
fishers, and four from among them silently followed him. Tulloch was
still in his chair, and his three servants stood beside him. The table
was spread, the bread was broken, and, with prayers and tears, the
little company ate it together. Then they bade each other farewell, a
farewell tranquil and a little sad--said simply, and without much
speaking. Soon afterward Tulloch closed his eyes and the minister and
Margaret watched silently beside him. Only once again the dying man
spoke. He appeared to be sleeping heavily, but his lips suddenly moved
and he said: "We shall see Nanna to-morrow!"
"We!" whispered Margaret. "Whom does he mean?"
"One whom we can not see; one who knows the constellations, and has
come to take him to his God."
Just at sunset a flash of strange light transfigured for a moment the
pallor of his face; he opened wide his blue eyes, and standing erect,
bowed his head in an untranslatable wonder and joy. It was the moment
of release, and the weary body fell backward, deserted and dead, into
the minister's arms.
During the few months previous to his death, Tulloch had been much in
every one's heart and on every one's tongue. There had not been a
gathering of any kind in which his name had not been the prominent
one; in some way or other, he had come into many lives. His death made
a general mourning, especially among the fishers, to whom he had ever
been a wise and trustworthy friend. He had chosen his grave in a small
islet half a mile distant from Lerwick--a lonely spot where the living
never went, save to bury the dead.
The day of burial was a clear one, with a salt, fresh wind from the
south-west. Six fishermen made a bier of their oars, and laid the
coffin upon it. Then the multitude followed, singing as they went,
until the pier was reached. Boat after boat was filled, and the
strange procession kept a little behind the one bearing the coffin and
the minister. The snow lay white and unbroken on the island, and, as
it was only a few acres in extent, the sea murmured unceasingly around
all its shores.
The spot was under a great rock carved by storms into cloud-like
castles and bastions. Eagles watched them with icy gray eyes from its
summit, and the slow cormorant, and the sad sea-gulls. Overhead a
great flock of wild swans were taking their majestic flight to the
solitary lakes of Iceland, uttering all the time an inspiring cry, the
very essence of eager expectation and of joyful encouragement. Dr.
Balloch stood, with bared head and uplifted eyes, watching them, while
they laid the mortal part of his old friend in "that narrow house,
whose mark is one gray stone." Then looking around on the white earth,
and the black sea, and the roughly-clad, sad-faced fishers, he said,
almost triumphantly--
"The message came forth from him in whom we live, and move, and have
our being:
"Who is nearer to us than breathing, and closer than hands or feet.
"Come up hither and dwell in the house of the Lord forever.
"The days of thy sorrow have been sufficient; henceforward there is
laid up for thee the reward of exceeding joy.
"Thou shalt no more fear the evil to come; the bands of suffering are
loosed. Thy Redeemer hath brought thee a release from sorrow.
"So he went forth unto his Maker; he attained unto the beginning of
peace.
"He departed to the habitations of just men made perfect, to the
communion of saints, to the life everlasting."
Then he threw a few spadefuls of earth into the grave, and every man
in turn did the same, till the sepulture was fully over. Silently then
the boats filled, and all went to their homes. They were solemn, but
not sorrowful. The simple, pathetic service left behind it a feeling
as of triumph. It had shown them they were mortal, but assured them
also of immortality.
During the following summer Margaret received many letters from Jan;
and she wrote many to him. Nothing is so conducive to a strong
affection as a long sweet course of love-letters, and both of them
impressed their souls on the white paper which bore to each other
their messages of affection. It was really their wooing time, and
never lover was half so impatient to claim his bride, as Jan was to
see again his fair, sweet Margaret. But it was not likely that he
could return for another year, and Margaret set herself to pass the
time as wisely and happily as possible.
Nor did she feel life to be a dreary or monotonous affair. She was far
too busy for morbid regrets or longings, for ennui, or impatience.
Between Dr. Balloch, little Jan, the "Tulloch Homes," and her own
house, the days were far too short. They slipped quickly into weeks,
and the weeks into months, and the months grew to a year, and then
every morning she awoke with the same thought--"Even to-day Jan might
come." Little Jan shared her joyous expectations. He was always
watching the horizon for any strange-looking craft. The last thing at
night, the first in the morning, sometimes during the night, he
scanned the bay, which was now filling fast with fishing boats from
all quarters.
One Sunday morning very, very early, he came to his mother's bedside.
"Wake, my mother! There is a strange ship in the bay. She is coming
straight to harbor. Oh! I feel surely in my heart, that it is my
father's ship! Let me go. Let me go now, I ask thee."
Margaret was at the window ere the child ceased speaking. "Thou may
go," she said, "for I certainly think it is 'The Lapwing.'"
He had fled at the first words, and Margaret awoke Elga, and the fires
were kindled, and the breakfast prepared, and the happy wife dressed
herself in the pale blue color that Jan loved; and she smiled gladly
to see how beautifully it contrasted with the golden-brown of her
hair, and the delicate pink in her cheeks.
As for the child, his clear, sharp eyes soon saw very plainly that the
vessel had come to anchor in the bay. "Well," he said, "that will be
because the tide does not serve yet." John Semple, an old Scot from
Ayrshire, was on the pier, the only soul in sight. "John, thou loose
the boat, and row me out to 'The Lapwing.' It is 'The Lapwing.' I know
it is. Come, thou must be in a hurry."
"'Hurry' is the deil's ain word, and I'll hurry for naebody; forbye, I
wadna lift an oar for man nor bairn on the Sawbath day."
"Dost thou think it is 'The Lapwing?'"
"It may be: I'll no say it isn't."
The child had unfastened the boat while he was talking; he leaped into
it, and lifted an oar. "Then I must scull, John. Thou might go with
me!"
"I'm no gaun to break the Sawbath, an' a water way is waur than a land
way, for then you'll be atween the deil an' the deep sea. Bide at
hame, Jan, an' ye'll be a wise lad."
Jan shook his head, and went away by himself. The bay was smooth as
glass, and he paddled with marvelous ease and speed. Very soon he came
alongside the yacht: the sailors were holystoning the deck, but there
was not a face looked over the side that little Jan knew.
"Well, then, is this 'The Lapwing?'" he asked.
"That's her name; what's your name, you little monkey?"
"Jan Vedder. Throw me a rope."
The men laughed as if at some excellent joke, and taunted and teased
the child until he was in a passion. In the middle of the quarrel Jan
himself came on deck.
"A lad as wants to come on board, Captain."
Jan looked down at the lad who wanted to come on board, and the
bright, eager face gave him a sudden suspicion. "What is thy name?" he
asked.
"Jan Vedder. Wilt thou throw me a rope?"
Then the captain turned and gave some orders, and in a few minutes
little Jan stood on the deck of "The Lapwing." His first glance, his
first movement was toward the handsomely dressed officer who was
watching him with such a smiling, loving face.
"Thou art my father! I know thou art!" and with the words he lifted up
his face and arms as if to be kissed and embraced.
Then they went into the cabin and Snorro was called, and perhaps Jan
had a little pang of jealousy when he witnessed the joy of the child,
and saw him folded to Snorro's big heart. Jan and Snorro were already
dressed in their finest uniforms. They had only been waiting for the
daybreak to row into harbor. But now there was no need of delay. "My
mother is waiting for thee," said little Jan, anxiously. "Come, let us
go to her."
It was still very early. John Semple had disappeared, and not a soul
else was stirring. But this time when Jan approached his old home, the
welcome was evident from afar. The chimneys were smoking, the blinds
raised, the door wide open, and Margaret, beautiful and loving, stood
in it, with beaming face and open arms to welcome him.
Then there was a wonderful breakfast, and they sat over it until the
bells were ringing for church. "There will be time to talk afterward,"
said Snorro, "but now, what better thing can be done than to go to
church? It will be the best place of all, and it is well said, 'for a
happy hour a holy roof.' What dost thou think, Jan?"
"I think as thou dost, and I see the same answer in my Margaret's
face. Well, then, we will take that road."
So Jan, with his wife upon his arm, went first, and Snorro, holding
little Jan by the hand, followed. The congregation were singing a
psalm, a joyful one, it seemed to Jan, and they quietly walked to the
minister's pew, which was always reserved for strangers.
Ere they reached it there was a profound sensation, and Dr. Balloch
slightly raised himself and looked at the party. Jan was in his full
uniform, and so was Snorro, but there was no mistaking either of the
men. And no mistaking the tone of the service which followed! It
seemed as if the minister had flung off fifty years, and was again
talking to his flock with the fire and enthusiasm of his youth. His
prayer was like a song of triumph; his sermon, the old joyful
invitation of the heart that had found its lost treasure, and called
upon its neighbors to come and rejoice with it. The service ended in a
song that was a benediction, and a benediction that was a song.
Then Dr. Balloch hastened to come down, and Jan, seeing how he
trembled with joy, went to meet and support him; and so there,
even on the pulpit stairs, the good minister kissed and blessed
him, and called him, "my dear son." Peter put out both hands to Jan,
and Margaret embraced Suneva, and in the church-yard the whole
congregation waited, and there was scarcely a dry eye among either
men or women.
"Thou come home to my house to-night, Jan," said Peter, "thou, and thy
wife and child; come, and be gladly welcome, for this is a great day
to me."
"Come, all of you," said Suneva, "and Snorro, he must come too."
So they spent the night at Peter's house, and the next morning Peter
walked to his store between his son-in-law and his grandson, the
proudest and happiest man in Shetland. All, and far more than all of
his old love for Jan had come back to his heart. Jan could have asked
him now for the half of his fortune, and it would have been given
cheerfully.