AFTER TWENTY GOLDEN YEARS

After twenty years have passed away, it is safe to ask if events have

been all that they promised to be; and one morning in August of 1857,

it was twenty years since Kate Atheling became Lady Exham. She was

sitting at a table writing letters to her two eldest sons, who were with

their tutor in the then little known Hebrides. Lord Exham was busy

with his mail. They were in a splendid room, opening upon a lawn, soft

and green beyond description; and the August sunshine and the August

lilies filled it with warmth and fragrance. Lady Exham was even more

beautiful than on her wedding day. Time had matured without as yet

touching her wonderful loveliness, and motherhood had crowned it with

a tender and bewitching nobility. She had on a gown of lawn and lace,

white as the flowers that hung in clusters from the Worcester vase at

her side. Now and then Piers lifted his head and watched her for a

moment; and then, with the faint, happy smile of a heart full and at

ease, he opened another letter or paper. Suddenly he became a little

excited. "Why, Kate," he said, "here is my speech on the blessings

which Reform has brought to England. I did not expect such a thing."

"Read it to me, Piers."

"It is entirely too long; although I only reviewed some of the notable

works that followed Reform."

"Such as--"

"Well, the abolition of both black and white slavery; the breaking

up of the gigantic monopoly of the East India Company, and the throwing

open of our ports to the merchants of the world; the inauguration of

a system of national education; the reform of our cruel criminal code;

the abolition of the press gang, and of chimney sweeping by little

children, and such brutalities; the postal reform; and the spread of

such good, cheap literature as the _Penny Magazine_ and _Chambers's

Magazine_. My dear Kate, it would require a book to tell all that the

Reform Bill has done for England. Think of the misery of that last two

years' struggle, and look at our happy country to-day."

"Prosperous, but not happy, Piers. How can we be happy when, all over

the land, mothers are weeping because their children are not. If this

awful Sepoy rebellion was only over; then!"

"Yes," answered Piers; "if it was only over! Surely there never was

a war so full of strange, unnatural cruelties. I wonder where Cecil and

Annabel are."

"Wherever they are, I am sure both of them will be in the way of honour

and duty."

There was a pause, and then Piers asked, "To whom are you writing, dear

Kate?"

"To Dick and John. They do not want to return to their studies this

winter; they wish to travel in Italy."

"Nonsense! They must go through college before they travel. Tell them

so."

The Duke had entered as Piers was speaking, and he listened to his

remark. Then, even as he stooped to kiss Kate, he contradicted it. "I

don't think so, Piers," he said decisively. "Let the boys go. Give

them their own way a little. I do not like to see such spirited youths

snubbed for a trifle."

"But this is not a trifle, Father."

"Yes, it is."

"You insisted on my following the usual plan of college first, and

travel afterwards."

"That was before the days of Reform. The boys are my grandsons. I think

I ought to decide on a question of this kind. What do you say, my dear?"

and he turned his kindly face, with its crown of snowy hair, to Kate.

"It is to be as you say, Father," she answered. "Is there any Indian

news?"

"Alas! Alas!" he answered, becoming suddenly very sorrowful, "there

is calamitous news,--the fort in which Colonel North was shut up, has

fallen; and Cecil and Annabel are dead."

"Oh, not massacred! Do not tell us _that_!" cried Kate, covering her

ears with her hands.

"Not quite as bad. A Sepoy who was Cecil's orderly, and much attached

to him, has been permitted to bring us the terrible news, with some

valuable gems and papers which Annabel confided to him. He told me

that Cecil held out wonderfully; but it was impossible to send him help.

Their food and ammunition were gone; and the troops, who were mainly

Sepoys, were ready to open the gates to the first band of rebels that

approached. One morning, just at daybreak, Cecil knew the hour had

come. Annabel was asleep; but he awakened her. She had been expecting the

call for many days; and, when Cecil spoke, she knew it was death. But

she rose smiling, and answered, 'I am ready, Love.' He held her close

to his breast, and they comforted and strengthened one another until

the tramp of the brutes entering the court was heard. Then Annabel

closed her eyes, and Cecil sent a merciful bullet through the brave

heart that had shared with him, for twenty-five years, every trial and

danger. Her last words were, 'Come quickly, Cecil,' and he followed

her in an instant. The man says he hid their bodies, and they were not

mutilated. But the fort was blown up and burned; and, in this case, the

fiery solution was the best."

"And her children?" whispered Kate.

"The boys are at Rugby. The little girl died some weeks ago."

The Duke was much affected. He had loved Annabel truly, and her tragic

death powerfully moved him. "The Duchess," he said, "had wept herself

ill; and he had promised her to return quickly." But as he went away,

he turned to charge Piers and Kate not to disappoint his grandsons.

"They are such good boys," he added; "and it is not a great matter

to let them go to Italy, if they want to--only send Stanhope with them."

No further objection was then made. Kate had learned that it is folly

to oppose things yet far away, and which are subject to a thousand

unforeseen influences. When the time for decision came, Dick and John

might have changed their wishes. So she only smiled a present assent,

and then let her thoughts fly to the lonely fort where Cecil and Annabel

had suffered and conquered the last great enemy. For a few minutes,

Piers was occupied in the same manner; and when he spoke, it was in the

soft, reminiscent voice which memory--especially sad memory--uses.

"It is strange, Kate," he said, "but I remember Annabel predicting

this end for herself. We were sitting in the white-and-gold parlour

in the London House, where I had found her playing with the cat in a

very merry mood. Suddenly she imagined the cat had scratched her, and

she spread out her little brown hand, and looked for the wound. There

was none visible; but she pointed to a certain spot at the base of her

finger, and said, '>Look, Piers. There is the sign of my doom,--my

death-token. I shall perish in fire and blood.' Then she laughed and

quickly changed the subject, and I did not think it worth pursuing.

Yet it was in her mind, for a few minutes afterwards, she opened her

hand again, held it to the light, and added, 'An old Hindoo priest

told me this. He said our death-warrant was written on our palms, and we

brought it into life with us.'"

"You should have contradicted that, Piers."

"I did. I told her, our death-warrant was in the Hand of Him with whom

alone are the issues of life and death."

"She was haunted by the prophecy," said Kate. "She often spoke of it.

Oh, Piers, how merciful is the veil that hides our days to come!"

"I feel wretched. Let us go to Atheling; it will do us good."

"It is very warm yet, Piers."

"Never mind, I want to see the children. The house is too still. They

have been at Atheling for three days."

"We promised them a week. Harold will expect the week; and Edith and

Maude will rebel at any shorter time."

"At any rate let us go and see them."

"Shall we ride there?"

"Let us rather take a carriage. One of the three may possibly be willing

to come back with us."

Near the gates of Atheling they met the Squire and his grandson Harold.

They had been fishing. "The dew was on the grass when we went away;

and Harold has been into the water after the trout. We are both a bit

wet," said the Squire; "but our baskets are full." And then Harold

leaped into the carriage beside his father and mother, and proudly

exhibited his speckled beauties.

Mrs. Atheling had heard their approach, and she was at the open door

to meet them. Very little change had taken place in her. Her face was

a trifle older, but it was finer and tenderer; and her smile was as

sweet and ready, and her manner as gracious--though perhaps a shade

quieter than in the days when we first met her. Her granddaughter Edith,

a girl of eight years, stood at her side; and Maude, a charming babe of

four, clung to her black-silk apron, and half-hid her pretty face in its

sombre folds. To her mother, Kate was still Kate; and to Kate, mother was

still mother. They went into the house together, little Maude making

a link between them, and Edith holding her mother's hand. But, in the

slight confusion following their arrival, the children all disappeared.

"They were helping Bradley to make tarts," said Mrs. Atheling, "when

I called them, and they have gone back to their pastry and jam. Let them

alone. Dear me! I remember how proud I was when I first cut pastry

round the patty pans with my thumb," and Mrs. Atheling looked at Kate,

who smiled and nodded at her own similar memory.

They were soon seated in the large parlour, where all the windows were

open, and a faint little breeze stirring the cherry leaves round them.

Then the Squire began to talk of the Indian news; and Piers told, with

a pitiful pathos, the last tragic act in Cecil's and Annabel's love

and life. And when he had finished the narration, greatly to every

one's amazement, the Squire rose to his feet, and, lifting his eyes

heavenward, said solemnly,--

"I give hearty thanks for their death, so noble and so worthy of their

faith and their race. I give hearty thanks because God, knowing their

hearts and their love, committed unto them the dismissing of their own

souls from the wanton cruelty of incarnate devils. I give hearty thanks

for Love triumphant over Death, and for that faith in our immortality

which could command an immediate re-union, 'Come quickly, Cecil!'

"There is nothing to cry about," he added, as he resumed his seat.

"Death must come to all of us. It came mercifully to these two. It did

not separate them; they went together. Somewhere in God's Universe they

are now, without doubt, doing His Will together. Let us give thanks for

them."

After a little while, Kate and her mother went away. They had many things

to talk over about which masculine opinions were not necessary, nor

even desirable. And the Squire and Piers had, in a certain way, a similar

confidence. Indeed the Squire told Piers many things he would not have

told any one else,--little wrongs and worries not worth complaining

about to his wife, and perhaps about which he was not very certain of

her sympathy. But with Piers, these crept into his conversation, and were

talked away, or at least considerably lessened, by his son-in-law's

patient interest.

This morning their conversation had an unconscious tone of gratified

prophecy in it. "Edgar is in a lot of trouble," he said; "but then

he seems to enjoy it. His hands gathered in the mill-yard yesterday

and gave him what they call, 'a bit of their mind.' And their 'mind'

isn't what you and I would call a civil one. Luke Staley, a big dyer

from Oldham, got beyond bearing, and told Edgar, if he didn't do

thus and so, he would be made to. And Edgar can be very provoking. He

didn't tell me what he said; but I have no doubt it was a few of the

strongest words he could pick out. And Luke Staley, not having quite such

a big private stock as Edgar, doubled his fist, to make the shortage

good, almost in Edgar's face; and there would have, maybe, been a few

blows, if Edgar had not taken very strong measures at once,--that is,

Piers, he knocked the fellow down as flat as a pancake. And then all

was so still that, Edgar said, the very leaves rustling seemed noisy; and

he told them in his masterful way, they could have five minutes to get

back to their looms. And if they were not back in five minutes, he

promised them he would dump the fires and lock the gates, and they

could go about their business."

"And they went to their looms, of course?"

"To be sure they did. More than that, Luke Staley picked himself up,

and went civilly to Edgar and said, 'That was a good knock-down. I'm

beat this time, Master;' and he offered his hand, blue and black with

dyes, and Edgar took it. My word! how his grandfather Belward would have

enjoyed that scene. I am sorry he is not alive this day. He missed a

deal by dying before Reform. Edgar and he together could keep a thousand

men at their looms--and set the price, too."

"What did the men want?"

"A bit of Reform, of course,--more wage and less work. I am not much

put out of the way now, Piers, with the mill. I get a lot of pleasure

out of it, one road or another. Did I ever tell you about the Excursion

Edgar gave them last week?"

"I have not heard anything about it."

"Well, you see, Edgar sent all his hands and their wives and sweethearts

to the seaside, and gave them a good dinner; and they had a band of

music to play for them, and a little steamer to give them a sail; and

they came home at midnight, singing and in high good humour. Edgar

thought he had pleased them. Not a bit of it! Two nights after they

held a meeting in that Mechanics Hall Mrs. Atheling built for them. What

for? To talk over the jaunt, and try and find out, '_What Master

Atheling was up to_.' You see they were sure he had a selfish motive of

some kind."

"I don't believe he had a single selfish motive; he is not a selfish

man," said Piers.

"I wouldn't swear to his motives, Piers. Between you and me, he wants

to go to Parliament again."

"He ought to be there; it is his native heath, in a manner."

"Well, as I said, one way or another, I get a lot of pleasure out of

these men. There is a truce on now between them and Edgar; but, in the

main, it is a lively truce."

"Edgar seems to enjoy the conditions, also, Father."

"Well, he ought to have a bit of something that pleases him. He has a

deal of contrary things to fight. There is his eldest son."

"Augustus?"

"Yes, Augustus."

"What has Augustus done?"

"He will paint pictures and make little figures, and waste his time

about such things as no Atheling in this world ever bothered his head

about,--unless he wanted his likeness painted. The lad does wonders

with his colours and brushes, and I'll allow that. He brought me a

bit of canvas with that corner by the fir woods on it, and you would

have thought you could pull the grass and drink the water. But I did not

think it right to praise him much. I said, 'Very good, Augustus, but

what will you make by this?'"

"Well?"

"Well, Piers, the lad talked about his ideals, and said Art was its

own reward, and a lot of rubbishy nonsense. But I never expected much

from a boy called Augustus. That was his mother's whim; no Atheling

was ever called such a name before. He wants to go to Italy, and his

father wants him in the mill. Edgar is finding a few things out now he

didn't believe in when he was twenty years old. The point of view is

everything, Piers. Edgar looks at things as a father looks at them now;

then, he had an idea that fathers knew next to nothing. Augustus is no

worse than he was. Maybe, he will come to looms yet; he is just like

the Curzons, and they were loom lovers. Now Cecil, his second boy, has

far better notions. He likes a rod, and a horse, and a gun; and he

thinks a gamekeeper has the best position in the world."

"Mrs. Atheling sets us all an example. She is always doing something

for the people."

"They don't thank her for it. She brings lecturers, and expects them

to go and hear them; and the men would rather be in the cricket field.

She has classes of all kinds for the women and girls; and they don't

want her interfering in their ways and their houses. I'll tell you

what it is, Piers, you cannot write Reform upon flesh and blood as

easy as you can write it upon paper. It will take a few generations

to erase the old marks, and put the new marks on."

"Still Reform has been a great blessing. You know that, Father."

"Publicly, I know it, Piers. Privately, I keep my own ideas. But there

is Kate calling us, and I see the carriage is waiting. Thank God, Reform

has nothing to do with homes. Wives and children are always the same.

We don't want them changed, even for the better."

"You do not mean that?"

"Yes, I do," said the Squire, positively. "My wife's faults are very

dear to me. Do you think I would like to miss her bits of tempers, and

her unreasonableness? Even when she tries to get the better of me, I like

it. I wouldn't have her perfect, not if I could."

Then Piers called for his son; but Harold could not be found. The Squire

laughed. "He has run away," he said. "The boy wants a holiday. I'll

take good care of him. He isn't doing nothing; he is learning to catch a

trout. Many a very clever man can't catch a trout." Then Piers asked

his little daughters to come home with him; and Edith hid herself behind

the ample skirts of her grandfather's coat, and Maude lifted her arms

to her grandmother, and snuggled herself into her bosom.

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"Come, Piers, we shall have to go home alone," Kate said.

"You have Katherine at home," said the Squire.

And then Kate laughed. "Why, Father," she said, "you speak as if

Katherine was more than we ought to expect. Surely we may have one of

our six children. The Duke thinks he has whole and sole right in Dick

and John; and you have Harold and Edith and Maude."

"And you have Katherine," reiterated the Squire.

When they got back to Exham Hall, the little Lady Katherine was in

the drawing-room to meet them. She was the eldest daughter of the

house, a fair girl of fifteen with her father's refined face and rather

melancholy manner. Piers delighted in her; and there was a sympathy

between them that needed no words. She had a singular love for music,

though from what ancestor it had come no one could tell; and it was

her usual custom after dinner to open the door a little between the

drawing-room and music-room, and play her various studies, while her

father and mother mused, and talked, and listened.

This evening Piers lit his cigar, and Kate and he walked in the garden.

It was warm, and still, and full of moonshine; and the music rose and

fell to their soft reminiscent talk of the many interests that had

filled their lives for the past twenty golden years. And when they were

wearied a little, they came back to the drawing-room and were quiet. For

Katherine was striking the first notes of a little melody that always

charmed them; and as they listened, her girlish voice lifted the song,

and the tender words floated in to them, and sunk into their hearts, and

became a prayer of thanksgiving.

"We have lived and loved together,

Through many changing years;

We have shared each other's gladness,

And wept each other's tears."

And while Kate's face illuminated the words, Piers leaned forward, and

took both her hands in his, and whispered with far tenderer, truer love

than in the old days of his first wooing.

And if any thought of The Other One entered his mind at this hour, it

came with a thanksgiving for a life nobly redeemed by a pure, unselfish

love, and a death which was at once sacrificial and sacramental.

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