3 July.

Yes, something has passed between them. They hide some mutual offence,

but I see it. For some days I have noticed that he does not take her

hands, as he used to and kiss them in turn; he does not stroke her

hair or kiss her forehead. I had a moment of real joy, but Aniela

herself poisoned it. I see that she tries to conciliate and humor him

as if wishing to restore their former relations. At the sight of this

a great rage possessed me, and showed itself in my behavior to Aniela.

Never had I been so pitiless to her and myself.

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