28 June.

It is one o'clock in the afternoon. Sniatynski and his wife are

starting for Ploszow. Aniela ought to agree at least to a postponement

of her marriage. Various thoughts cross my mind. That Kromitzki is

greedy for money there is not the slightest doubt; then why did he not

fix his attentions on a richer girl? Aniela's estate is large, but

encumbered with debts,--perhaps it was the landed property he wanted,

so as to secure himself a position and a citizenship. Yet Kromitzki,

with his reputation as a rich man, could have got all this, and money

with his wife besides. Evidently Aniela attracted him personally

and for some time. It is not to be wondered at that Aniela should

captivate any one.

And to think that she was waiting, as one waits for one's happiness or

salvation, for one word from me! My aunt says it, that she was lying

in wait for Chwastowski, to take the letters from him. A terrible fear

seizes me that all this may not be forgiven, and that I am doomed and

all those that are like me.

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