CHAPTER XXI.

The inquest was to be held at the "Blue Bell" inn. And after the

inquest, the dust of the Honourable Castalia Errington was to be laid

beneath the turf of the humble village churchyard, amidst less noble

dust, with the daisies growing impartially above all, and spreading

their pink-edged petals over the just and the unjust alike.

It was now currently reported that the thefts at the post-office had

been Castalia's doing. Mrs. Smith and Mrs. Dockett had been "sure of it

all along"--so they said, and so they really imagined now. The story of

the mysterious notes paid to Ravell, the draper, was in every mouth.

Roger Heath went about saying that Mr. Errington ought to make _his_

loss good out of his own pocket, if he had any feelings of honour. But

all the people who had not lost any money in the post-office were

disgusted at Roger Heath's hardness and avarice, and asked indignantly

if that was the moment to speak of such things? For the tragedy of

Castalia's death had produced a strong effect in Whitford. Perhaps there

was not one human being in the town who grieved that she was gone; but

many were oppressed by the manner of her going. People had an uneasy

feeling in remembering how much they had disliked her; almost as if

their dislike made them guilty of her death in some vague, far-off,

inexplicable way. They told themselves and each other that though "her

manners had been repellent, poor thing," yet for their part they had

always felt sorry for her, and had long perceived that her mind was

astray, and that she was falling into a low melancholy state, that was

likely to lead to some terrible catastrophe. By this time scarcely any

one in Whitford entertained a doubt as to Castalia's having destroyed

herself. And the social verdict, "Temporary insanity," was pronounced in

assured anticipation that the legal verdict would be to that effect

also.

There were two men who did not mystify themselves by conjuring up any

factitious tenderness about Castalia's memory, and who gave way to no

superstitious uneasiness of conscience as to their dislike of her when

she was alive. One of these men was Jonathan Maxfield; the other was the

dead woman's husband.

Maxfield had no retrospective softness on the subject. He, indeed, being

accustomed to take certain passages of the Old Testament very seriously

and literally, and having fed his mind almost exclusively upon those

passages, was of opinion that Castalia's tragic fate had been brought

about by a direct interposition of Providence as a judgment on her for

her bad behaviour to himself and his daughter. And if this opinion on

Maxfield's part should appear incredibly monstrous, let it be remembered

that in his own mind "the godly" were typified by the Maxfield family,

and "the ungodly" by the enemies of that family.

As to Algernon--harassed, anxious, and doubtful of the future as he

might be, he was glad that his wife was dead, and he knew that he was

glad. Her death made a way out--apparently the only possible way out--of

a labyrinth of troubles, and relieved Algernon from the apprehension of

an exposure which it made him sick to think of. He had not meant to kill

her, he said to himself. He had certainly laid no deliberate plan to do

so. Had he, in truth, been the cause of her death? In the state of mind

she was in, would she not have thrown herself into the river, or

otherwise put an end to herself, without that touch from him which he

had given, he knew not how?

It all seemed unreal to him when he thought of it--the leaden water,

the grey sky and meadows, and the slippery bank with its tufts of

blackberry bushes. He went over and over again in his mind the words

that had passed between himself and Castalia; her violence, and her wild

jealousy and suspicions, and her allusion to her uncle's letter, and to

what Gibbs had told her, and then her fierce threat that she would not

spare him! She had become utterly unmanageable--mad, in fact. She had

resolved to die. She had a suicidal mania. That scrap of writing would

suffice to prove it. To be sure he had found it and put it in his

pocket-book weeks ago, although he told the servant that he had picked

it up off the floor that morning of his return from London. But that

only indicated that the idea had long been rooted in her mind. And

besides, the paper bore no date. There was nothing to show how long it

had been written.

No, it was not he who had killed Castalia. She had gone down willingly

to death. She had uttered no sound, no cry. He should have heard a cry

all across the silent meadows. He had not looked back. He had fled away

from the river at his topmost speed after he saw her slip, and stagger,

and fall heavily into the black water under the shadow of the bank. Had

she risen again to the surface? It was said that drowning persons always

rose three times. But she had made no sound. Surely she would have

cried out if she had longed for life. Ugh! It was horrible to imagine

her white face and staring eyes rising above the strong dragging current

and looking for help. That was all very ghastly, very hideous. He would

not think of it. It was over. Castalia was dead. And although he would

have given much that she should have died in any other way, yet he was

glad that she was dead, and he knew that he was glad.

He made no pretence to himself of a factitious tenderness about her. She

had been thoroughly antagonistic and distasteful to him of late. She had

been the bitter drop flavouring every action, every hope, every minute

of his life. He had been the victim of a hard fate, and of the false

promises (implied, if not expressed) of Lord Seely. Those paltry

sums--those notes that he had taken--he had been driven into committing

that action altogether by stress of circumstances. It was strange to

himself to think of the light that action would appear in to other

people. To his own mind, knowing how it had come to pass in an instant,

by the tug of a sudden impulse, it seemed so clear that there was no

real ground for blaming him in the matter! He had felt the difficulty of

getting money with a severity which the rest of the world probably could

not conceive. He was absolutely indifferent to the question of abstract

right or wrong, justice or injustice, in the case. But the concrete

hardship to himself of being poor he had keenly felt to be undeserved.

And now, if it were not for one thing, he should begin to breathe more

freely. The one thing that weighed on him with a gloomy, though formless

foreboding, was the inquest. He had been obliged to go to Duckwell Farm.

He had been asked to look at Castalia's dead body. He had not dared to

refuse to do so; but he had requested to be shown into the room where

she lay, alone and without witnesses. The room was that sunny parlour

where Rhoda Maxfield had sat on many a summer evening, and where the

neighbours had discussed the news of his own marriage less than a year

ago. But Algernon's imagination did not wander very far from the

present. He walked to the window and looked out through the black

trellis-work of leafless vine branches. Then he stared at the prints on

the walls, and the gay china vases filled with winter nosegays of

trembling grass and chrysanthemums. And then his eyes, which had

wandered in every other direction, were compelled to turn towards the

broad, old-fashioned sofa covered with fair white linen, under which the

outlines of a human shape revealed themselves.

Was that stiff, white, silent thing Castalia? He could not realise it.

He would scarcely have started if the door had opened and his wife had

walked into the room in her ordinary dress, and with her ordinary gait.

He had seen her last full of passionate excitement. That stiff, white,

silent thing could not be she. He would not lift the coverlet, though,

nor look on that which lay beneath. But he stood and gazed at it until

the heap beneath the linen sheet seemed to stir and change its outlines.

Then he turned away shuddering to the window, and looked at his watch to

see whether he might venture to leave the room yet. Would the people

think he had been there too short a time? He came out at length, looking

pale and depressed enough to excite a good deal of sympathy in the

breast of Mrs. Seth Maxfield. And with his usual quick susceptibility to

the impression he produced on others, he was fully aware of this, and

gratified by it, despite the chill vision of the still white heap under

the coverlet which persistently haunted his memory. He saw looks of

pity; he heard whispered exclamations of admiration, and they did more

than gratify, they reassured him. It had entered into nobody's mind to

conceive that he had been the cause of his wife's death. Into whose

head, indeed, should it enter? or how? He remembered the last

lightning-quick glance he had cast over the wide meadows, and how it had

shown them to him empty and bare of any living thing for as far as his

eye could reach. No; he was safe from suspicion. Of course he was safe

from suspicion! And yet--he would have given a year of his life to have

the inquest over, and the dead woman safely put away beneath the daisies

in Duckwell churchyard.

Meanwhile the mortal frame that had so throbbed and suffered for his

sake, lay there lonely and neglected. Strangers' hands had composed it

decently; a stranger's roof sheltered it. It was to lie in a stranger's

grave. Only one woman came and stood beside the couch in the sunny

parlour, and looked on the dead shape with eyes full of compassionate

tears; and, before going away, laid some sprays of fern and delicate

hothouse blossoms on the quiet breast, and fastened there a curl of

light hair. The hair had been cut jestingly from Algernon Errington's

head when he was a school-boy, and then put away and forgotten for

years. It now lay above his dead wife's heart. "She was so fond of him,

poor soul!" said the compassionate woman. It was Minnie Bodkin.

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