CHAPTER VIII

Before the man on the old couch realized the actuality of the situation

and sprang to his feet, his bewildered, incredulous eyes took in

perforce the vision of a tall, graceful young girl with dark bands of

hair wound about her small head and dark brows and eyes conspicuous in

the dusk because of the pallor of her face. But pale as she was, and

weak and faint and confused, Alice Lorraine’s fear took flight almost

immediately. The first movement of the unknown man startled only to

reassure her. He sprang to his feet, but only to shrink back into the

corner as if to allow her to fly if she would.

He waited a moment for that before he spoke. In the inconsiderable

interval, Alice, shaken as she was, saw the man so clearly that she

could have given a fairly accurate description of him if she had never

seen him thereafter. She saw that he was tall, thin and gaunt, but

that his face, worn as it was, was almost the face of a boy. That must

have been because of his eyes, which were deep set and wide apart, not

large nor dark of colour but at once shy, kind and appealing. As he

started to speak, it came to the girl that he was the very image of the

man upon whom her thoughts had been dwelling from the moment of her

leaving the Hollow, except that he was thinner, more worn, older (save

for his eyes) and much more shabby. But gaunt as the man was, he was no

ghost.

“I beg your pardon. I must have frightened you,” he murmured in a

gentle, deprecatory voice which would have been exactly the right sort

of voice for the dead musician and which would of itself have reassured

Alice had the dusk been so deep as to veil the kindliness of his

countenance.

“I was--startled,” the girl gasped. “I didn’t know--I never dreamed----”

“Of course you didn’t. It was unpardonable in me,” he declared.

“But I believed the house yonder was unoccupied. There was no one

there all yesterday and no light at night. I could see that there

had been someone living there, but I supposed whoever it was had

gone--_vamoused_ as we say in the West. I wouldn’t however,--at least

I hope I wouldn’t have tried to enter that in any case. But I know

this old shop as a boy and I couldn’t resist making an attempt to get

in here. Then--I got to thinking of old times and--I have walked many

miles during the last week--I threw myself down on the old lounge and

fell asleep.”

He raised his eyes almost ingenuously to her, for the moment a shy boy.

“I hate to think what a sad shock it must have been to you coming upon

me so,” he said contritely. “You look ready to drop. Won’t you sit

down? The chair over yonder by the stair railing is all right for I

dusted it with my pocket handkerchief.”

“Thank you,” the girl faltered, “but----”

He understood. “Naturally you would like to get out of here right away?

May I help you down? The stairway is steep and narrow and it is dark

below. But perhaps you would rather go alone?”

The girl’s heart throbbed strangely.

“I should like to get out into the air,” she said. “I can get down all

right, but----”

“May I come after and--explain myself?” he asked. “I want you to

understand and to feel safe from further shocks of the sort.”

She murmured a confused affirmative and started to feel her way down.

“Do you mind my shining a light?” he asked. “I have an electric

flash-light in my pocket, but please don’t think me a professional

burglar for all that.”

Alice tried to laugh, though she was still shaken. He lighted her down

and out, took her key, locked the door and handed it back to her.

“You live in the house?” he asked.

Alice explained that she lived there with her mother but that they

were visiting in the part of the village called South Hollow. She knew

that she shouldn’t be saying this to a stranger whom she had found in

the upper storey of the shop; but for herself she felt that there are

strangers and strangers.

“I know the Hollow,” he said. “I lived about here as a boy. Are you

going back now?”

Alice replies that she ought to be, but that she felt as if she

must sit down for a little first and would go up to the porch. He

accompanied her thither and asked if he might wait. And when she gave

the desired permission, he suggested that she get herself a wrap from

the house. As she complied with the suggestion, the girl seemed to

feel her mother’s horror. He unlocked the door for her and waited on

the walk below. When she came out and dropped down upon one settee, he

seated himself opposite.

“I want to apologise for my thoughtlessness which might have had

serious consequences,” he said quietly. “And I give you my word that

I will not come near the place again so that you needn’t feel nervous

about coming in at any time. And--neither need your mother. I suppose

you will tell her?”

“No, I don’t think I will,” said the girl slowly. “It would frighten

her unnecessarily and what’s the use?”

“None if you feel so,” he said. “I confess that I shall be very glad if

you do not, though I wouldn’t stand in the way of your doing so if you

feel it right. As a matter of fact, I don’t want anyone to know I am

about here--or that anyone is about who is not here ordinarily.”

“I won’t mention it,” she said.

“You are very good,” he returned simply.

For a little there was silence between them. Then he spoke.

“I really want to stay about for a little,” he began deprecatingly. “I

have only just come, and--perhaps you wouldn’t mind if I promise to

keep away from here? I have been away a long time. All sorts of things

have happened to me in the interval and also, I dare say, to the people

in Farleigh I used to know. I am living and working in the Middle West.

I saved up money to take a vacation and come East and look around. I

don’t want people to see me but I want to try to see some of those I

used to think a lot of. You will believe me, won’t you, when I say that

I have no other purpose in mind?”

“Of course I will,” the girl cried warmly.

“Thank you. It might well look queer to you for me to be skulking

about, but I simply cannot let anyone know anything about me, and yet

I long above all things to find out about old friends--who is alive

and--and all that. I thought it would be simple, for it is a very long

time and I have changed so that I felt I was safe. But I came upon a

drummer in New York who had known me only slightly and he recognised

me. That took away my nerve. I couldn’t bluff now. So there’s nothing

to do but to spy around nights. I can only see who’s here and who----”

“If you don’t see them you won’t think they’re dead?” protested the

girl.

“The ones I care for would be dead if they weren’t here,” he said

quietly.

He said this so exactly as Dick Cartwright would have said it, that it

came to Alice Lorraine that it was not unlikely that he was a relative

of the dead man. He looked enough like him--or like the image in

Alice’s mind which people who had known him had furnished material

for--to be his brother. He wasn’t old enough to be his father nor young

enough to be his son. Suppose it was really Dick Cartwright that the

stranger had gone through so much to come and look up? How terribly sad

to find him dead! But if that should be the case, it would, perhaps,

be the kindest thing to tell him at once. As she felt for words to

introduce the subject, it came to the girl that he would feel somewhat

comforted to hear of her idea of a memorial.

“I wonder,” she began almost eagerly, then started again quietly. “The

man that built this house--the shop was built years earlier, they tell

me--he was--I wonder if he was here in your day? His name was Richard

Cartwright.”

“O yes, I knew Cartwright,” he returned not at all enthusiastically.

“You may not have heard--that he is dead?” she said softly.

“I understood he was. He came to a bad end, I believe?”

“A sad end,” she amended with a trace of indignation. “He was killed in

a railway accident.”

“But he was himself a wreck long before that, I believe,” he remarked.

“However, you, being a stranger, would not have heard I suppose. If you

hadn’t come to live in his house, you would never have heard of him at

all and then only because it is a crazy-built house.”

“It’s a charming house,” the girl declared.

“It is attractive to look at,” he agreed, peering through the dusk.

“But--he is pretty well forgotten by this time, I dare say?”

“Well, if he is, it isn’t fair! It isn’t fair at all!” she cried.

He had nothing to say.

“Mr. Langley, the minister, whom everybody looks up to, thought ever

so much of Mr. Cartwright. I don’t believe he has forgotten him,” she

asserted.

“Mr. Langley! You know Mr. Langley!” he exclaimed. “O tell me of him,

please.”

“I have only seen him to speak to him once. But he is--O very

impressive--I mean you take to him and feel he’s wonderful just as

those who have always known him do.”

“How does he look? But I shall see him. I must. I’ll see him to-night.

Does--but I ought not to let you stay here longer. It’s dark already.

My name is John Converse. May I ask to whom I am indebted for this

kindness?”

“I am Alice Lorraine,” she said, rising reluctantly.

He asked if he might walk to the Hollow with her. The girl hesitated,

wondering if it were safe for him.

“I am sorry I am so shabby, Miss Lorraine,” he said. “I have decent

clothes over at Marsden Bridge where I am staying--I didn’t dare risk

Wenham--but I am less likely to be recognized in these.”

They set out at once. But they had gone only a few rods beyond the lane

when the sound of light footsteps came clearly to them in the absolute

stillness of the damp autumn evening.

“That’s Mr. Langley,” he said quietly. “I’ll have to leave you. He’s

the one person I dare not meet even in black night.”

“O wait!” begged Alice in agonised whisper, panic stricken at the

thought that she would never see him again. But at that moment a dark

figure appeared in sight. Alice pressed the keys into the stranger’s

hand. “To-morrow at four. I’ll come to the shop,” she whispered. John

Converse disappeared into the bushes by the roadside.

It was barely a minute before Mr. Langley had stopped and was calling

her by name.

“Why Miss Lorraine, is it indeed you?” he cried, surprised to see the

girl out alone after dark. He bade her come back as far as the Smiths’

with him that he might get their horse and drive her back to Miss

Penny’s, giving her no opportunity to refuse.

They were hardly in the carriage when Alice turned to the minister.

“Mr. Langley, I heard lately of a man returning to his birthplace

after years of absence longing to find out all about the friends of

his boyhood and to see them if he could do it secretly. How would you

account for such a thing?”

Though Mr. Langley was quite accustomed to being bombarded with odd

questions, sometimes hypothetical, sometimes otherwise, he hesitated

now. He could not say to this girl whose father was in prison that

the obvious solution of her problem was that the man had committed a

crime and was a fugitive from justice or was ashamed of his record. But

before the pause became awkward an happy suggestion came to his mind.

“Well, it might be another case of Enoch Arden,” he said. “This man

might have been missing for so long that he had been taken for dead.

That used to be very common in sea-faring places and among sea-faring

people. His wife or sweet-heart may have married another. Or I can

imagine a man being unwilling to make himself known when relatives have

come into possession of his more material property.”

Alice’s heart leaped. She remembered Enoch Arden only vaguely, but

enough to feel a thrill at her heart at the thought of re-reading it in

her bed that night. There was a copy of Tennyson’s complete poems in

the book-case of the room she occupied--which was Reuben’s old room.

The Smiths’ horse was a fine, strong creature which did not get

sufficient exercise, but he didn’t fancy starting out just at supper

time any more than Miss Penny’s fat pony, and he showed his reluctance

plainly. It came to Alice that this was her chance to find out more of

Richard Cartwright. She had said she would seize her first opportunity.

Besides, Mr. Converse had spoken slightingly of him. It wouldn’t be bad

to have Mr. Langley’s own word as to his respect and admiration for the

dead genius.

“O Mr. Langley, I have--well living in the cottage where he lived

I suppose it is natural for me to wonder about Mr. Cartwright,” she

observed. “But--no one seems to have anything to say about him. Of

course, he can’t be forgotten?”

“His son has rather overshadowed Cartwright’s memory,” Mr. Langley

remarked quietly.

“One certainly hears enough of _him_,” the girl remarked.

“O Miss Lorraine, I hope you and your mother aren’t getting the

impression that Reuben is anything of a prig,” he protested, “for he

isn’t. He is--well, he is four-square, that boy is, Miss Lorraine, and

I am happy to think that you will see him and judge for yourself in the

Christmas holidays.”

“I shall be pleased, I’m sure,” she murmured conventionally. “But I

can’t help being more interested in the father,--being so musical and

wanting a pipe organ in his house and dying before it ever came to him.

You knew him well, Mr. Langley?”

“Yes, I knew--and loved the man well,” he said sadly. “He was a

charming fellow, the best of companions and friends.”

“And he played--well?”

“To me he seemed almost a genius,” he replied, and Alice heard herself

repeating it triumphantly to John Converse.

“And yet--people have forgotten him already!” she exclaimed. “One would

think--O Mr. Langley, has there ever been any idea of a memorial for

him here in Farleigh?”

“O no, nothing of the kind,” he said in some surprise.

“But don’t you think there should be?” she cried.

“In his case, I think it is better as it is,” he said.

Alice’s heart sank. O dear, how terribly strict Mr. Langley was!

“You mean because he drank?” she asked.

“No, I didn’t mean that,” he said slowly. “I believe his taking to

drink as he did shows weakness, but I cannot judge Dick Cartwright too

severely for that. His artistic temperament made him different. Grief

was truly more terrible to him and temptation stronger than to less

gifted mortals. And when he went away and deserted his little son he

was hardly a responsible person.”

Alice was silent until lights twinkling in the Hollow reminded her that

she had only a few minutes. “But surely, Mr. Langley, you wouldn’t have

him forgotten?” she asked.

Mr. Langley realised that Alice Lorraine was a girl of some force.

She was apparently intent upon obtaining justice to Dick Cartwright’s

memory--which must not be.

“It’s this way, Miss Lorraine,--for I am going to tell you something

in strict confidence. It is for the best that Richard Cartwright be

forgotten save in the minds of a few friends. He died in a railway

wreck, it is true, but he was not an innocent victim. I myself thought

him to have been at first. I wrote to a friend in Chicago hoping he

might secure details which might be of comfort to Cartwright’s friends

and later to Reuben. But I regretted my action. My friend learned that

Cartwright had turned ruffian and desperado. He was a member of a gang

that killed the mail clerk and the engineer and thus wrecked the train.”

He sighed. He didn’t say that if Cartwright had not been killed he

would to-day be serving life sentence in prison with others of the gang

who had escaped. But he felt compelled to add: “I dislike to believe

it and do not, but one of the men said that Cartwright fired the shot

that killed the mail clerk. So I do not wish any attempt to revive the

remembrance of Reuben’s father.”

“Of course not,” cried Alice. “I understand, and--thank you, Mr.

Langley. I am sorry to have awakened sad memories for you.”

The house was in darkness but Alice did not mind that. Relieved at the

absence of Miss Penny and her mother she rushed upstairs and removing

her wraps threw herself on the bed, her thoughts a wild chaos. She did

not know how long she had been there when she heard her name called

from below.

Going down, she found Anna’s brother Frank who had lighted the lamp.

“I guess you were scared about your mother and Miss Penny,” the boy

said sympathetically, gazing at her white face. “They thought you’d

be, but they clean forgot. They’re over to our house. Anna’s come home

and--something terrible’s happened to her!”

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