IV.

Peter had lost all interest in the books that Maxim used to read aloud to

him, and nothing ever arrested his attention now, unless it bore directly

or indirectly upon his own affairs. Once he interrupted the reading to

ask,—

“_Red ringing; carmine ringing_,—what does that mean? Can one see colors

in tones?”

“No,” replied Maxim; “but some sounds make an impression analogous to

that of colors. I am not sure that I shall be doing right, or even if I

shall succeed in explaining this analogy to you so that you will be able

to understand it; but I have often thought of it myself, and this is the

way it appears to me: Whenever I look upon a bright red surface of any

considerable dimensions, it produces on me the impression of something

flexible and quivering. It seems as if this red surface were changing

every instant; rising from a substratum of a deeper color, it throbs, so

to speak, with swift pulsations of a lighter shade, making a most vivid

impression on the eyes. That may be the reason why a certain kind of

ringing is called red.”

“Yes, yes! wait a moment,” said Peter, quickly opening the piano; and

with practised hand he struck the key-board in imitation of the holiday

bell-ringing. The illusion was unusually perfect. A chord in the middle

register served as a background, while the clearer high notes rose over

it as though leaping and bounding through the air.

“Is that it?” asked the blind man.

“Yes, that is like it; and I know persons who are as unpleasantly

affected by those sounds as I myself am affected by the color. I believe

the expression ‘carmine ringing’ refers to post-bells. After a bell has

been ringing for a long time it grows monotonous,—the sound becomes

deeper, softer, and more uniform, although it is still as distinct as

ever. The same effect may be obtained by a skilful selection of the

different tones.”

“Now, listen,” said Peter; and under his fingers the piano rang out like

the spasmodic peals of a post-bell.

“No, that is not the way,” said Maxim. “You must play more softly.”

“Ah, yes, I remember!”

And now the instrument sent forth tones, low, rhythmical, and sad, like

the music of a “set of bells” under the _dugà_ of a Russian _tròika_,

receding along the dusty road in the dim vista of evening,—a sound low

and monotonous, growing softer and softer, until the last notes are lost

amid the silence of the quiet fields.

“Ah, now you have it! You have caught the idea,” said Maxim. “Our

language possesses certain definitions applicable to our conceptions of

sound and light, as well as of touch. Thus we use the word ‘brilliant’

in regard to tones, and also in regard to colors; and the word ‘soft’

belonging primarily to the sense of touch, may also be applied to colors.

We even say a ‘warm’ color, a ‘cold’ color. Of course this is only by

way of analogy, but they show some points of resemblance. Some time ago,

while you were still a child, your mother tried to explain colors to you

by means of sounds.”

“Yes, I remember. Why did you forbid us to continue? Perhaps I might have

succeeded in understanding.”

“No,” replied Maxim, “that would have been impossible, and all your labor

would have been in vain. You can study an object by itself, as far as its

form and the space it occupies are concerned,—and you seem able, in some

inscrutable way, to perceive vague differences in color; but in order to

gain any distinct ideas of form, size, and color the sense of sight is

absolutely indispensable. The sooner you give up your vain efforts the

better it will be for you.”

Peter made no reply; but afterward he returned to those musical

experiments that had been given up in days gone by. While he by

the sense of touch would examine bits of bright-colored cloth, his

mother—her nerves strained to their utmost tension, and trembling with

agitation—would try to represent the color by a correspondence in sound.

Maxim no longer opposed these performances; he realized that his

influence was of no avail against that inward impulse, and felt that it

would be better to allow the blind man to pursue his own course, that

in the end he might be convinced that all his efforts to combine these

separate impressions were utterly in vain. And that this result might be

the sooner attained, Maxim lent his own assistance to promote the blind

man’s researches.

“Uncle Maxim,” said Peter to him one day, “you once described red to me

by means of words so vividly, I wish you would tell me about the other

colors that you see in Nature.”

Maxim paused to consider. “That is a very difficult matter; but I will

try. I will begin by describing to you something with which you are

perfectly familiar, and that is blood. Blood courses through the veins,

but it cannot be seen. It circulates through the body, diffused by the

heart, which is constantly throbbing, beating, and burning with sorrow

or joy. When a sudden thought occurs to you, or when from dreams you

awake trembling and weeping, it is because the heart has given a more

rapid impulse to the blood, and sent it coursing in bright streams to the

brain. Well, this blood is red.”

“Red, warm,” said the young man, thoughtfully.

Maxim paused: was it well for him to go on with these fruitless

illustrations? But when he saw the eagerness with which the blind man was

hanging on his words, he sighed, and made up his mind to continue.

“First, I will tell you about the heavens. If you lift your arm above

your head, you will describe with it a semi-circle in space. In the same

way, infinitely far above us, we behold the vaulted semi-circle of the

hemisphere. It is blue. We call it the sky. The sun crosses it from

east to west,—that you already know. You can also tell when the sky is

overcast; at such times its blue depths are hidden by the confused and

portentous outlines of dense masses of clouds. You always perceive the

approach of a threatening storm-cloud—”

“Yes, I am conscious of an influence that agitates the soul.”

“You are right. A blue sky is the symbol of serene and lasting happiness.

We watch for the return of the dark-blue sky. The tempest will pass over,

while the sky above remains ever the same; knowing this, we can wait

patiently for the passage of the storm. The sky then is blue; and the

sea when it is calm is of the same color. Your mother has blue eyes, and

Evelyn’s eyes are also blue.”

“Like the sky,” murmured the blind man, tenderly.

“Blue eyes are said to be the token of a pure soul. Now I will tell

you about the earth. A little while ago it was spring; now the summer

has come, and the surface of the ground is nearly all covered with

green grass. The earth is black; and in the early spring the trunks and

branches of the trees look black too, and moist; but no sooner are these

dark surfaces warmed by the rays of the sun than they send forth green

grass and leaves. Vegetation requires light and warmth; but the amount

must not be excessive. The reason why all that is green is so grateful

to the eye, is that it seems like the union of warmth and cool moisture;

it arouses sensations of calm contentment and health, but not those of

passion, or what the world calls happiness. Do you understand?”

“No, it is not quite clear. But please go on.”

“Well, I don’t know that I can make that clearer; but I will tell you

more. The summer grows hotter and brighter as it goes on. All vegetation

seems to be oppressed with its own vitality; the leaves droop, and if

the heat of the sun is not cooled by the refreshing rain, the green

vegetation grows utterly parched and withers away. But with the approach

of autumn, the juicy fruit begins to ripen among the brown and faded

leaves, reddening most on the side next the sun, as if all the intensity

and passion of vegetable nature were concentrated therein. You see that

even here red is as ever the symbol of passion. It is the color of

luxury and delight; the color of sin, anger, and madness; the emblem of

unforgiving vengeance.—But you fail to follow me!”

“Never mind; go on, go on!”

“The autumn comes. The fruit has grown heavy; it drops and falls to the

ground,—it dies; but the seed still lives,—and therein lies the germ of

a ‘possibility’ of some future plant, with its luxuriant foliage and

its fruit. The seed falls on the ground; and above this ground the cold

sun hangs low, the cold wind sweeps over it, the cold clouds float

overhead. So life and the passions die slowly, imperceptibly. Day by day

the blackness of the soil shows more and more plainly through the green

grass, until at last the day comes when the snowflakes fall by millions

and cover the ground, humble and sorrowful in its widowhood, with a

mantle of one uniform color,—cold, and white. The cold snow, the clouds

that float in the inaccessible heights above our heads, the grand and

sterile mountain-peaks, all are white. It is the emblem of a passionless

nature, of the cold purity of holiness, and of the future spiritual life.

As to black—”

“I know,” interrupted the blind man, “_that_ signifies silence and

quiescence. It is night.”

“Yes; and therefore the emblem of death.”

Peter shuddered, and said in a low tone: “Yes,—as you say yourself,—of

death. And for me black is the prevailing color!”

“You are wrong to say that,” rejoined Maxim unhesitatingly, “when you

have access to all the pleasures of sound, warmth and movement.”

“Yes,” replied the young man, thoughtfully, “that is true. Sounds also

have their colors; and I have learned to know the red tones, the green

and the majestic white ones, that soar aloft in inaccessible heights. But

those nearest akin to me are the dark tones of grief, which reverberate

close to the earth. I never rejoice when I play,—I weep.”

“Let me tell you,” said Maxim earnestly, “of one gift which you fail to

appreciate at its proper value,—one that has been bestowed upon you with

a generosity rarely found among mortals. We have already spoken of light,

warmth, and sound. But you know still another joy,—you are surrounded by

love. You take little heed of this, and the reason of your suffering may

be ascribed to an egotistic cherishing of your own woes.”

“Yes,” exclaimed Peter, passionately, “I cherish them against my will!

Where can I hide from them, when they are with me wherever I go?”

“Could you once realize that the world is full of sorrow a hundredfold

harder to bear than yours,—sorrows in comparison with which your life,

rich in consolations and sympathy, may well be called bliss,—then—”

“No, no! it is not so!” interrupted the blind man, angrily, in his former

tone of passionate excitement. “I would change places with the lowest

beggar; gladly would I wear his rags! He sees!”

“Very well,” said Maxim, coldly, “I will prove to you that you are

mistaken.”

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