IV.

They had before them a blind child, a future man, the possible father

of a family. “Malevolent fate,” or perhaps “accident” hidden within

the mysterious realm of phenomena, had closed forever those eyes,—the

windows through which the soul receives impressions from the glowing,

many-colored, changing world. Doomed never to behold the light of the

sun, although not himself the offspring of the blind, he was still a

link in the illimitable chain of bygone lives, and contained within

himself the possibilities of future lives. All those living links now

lost in the remote past, corresponding in proportion to their capacity

to the impressions of light, had transmitted to him the inner faculty,

and through him, blind though he was, to an endless succession of future

generations who would possess the power of vision.[14]

Thus it was that in the depths of this child’s soul these hereditary

forces lay dormant,—vague “possibilities,” hitherto unaffected by outside

influences. The whole fabric of his mind, fashioned after the ancestral

model, had reserved within itself a substratum of the impressions of

light, the product of the countless experiences of his ancestors. Thus in

his inner organization the blind man is like another possessing eyesight,

but with eyes forever closed, Hence a dim yet ever present consciousness

of desire that craves contentment; an undefined yearning to exercise the

dormant powers of his soul which have never been called into action.

Hence also certain vague forebodings and endeavors,—like the longing for

flight, which children feel, and the joys of which they taste in witching

dreams.

Now, at last, the instinctive inclination of little Peter’s childish

fancies was reflected on his features in that look of troubled

perplexity. Those hereditary, and yet as far as he himself was concerned

undeveloped and therefore unshaped, “possibilities” of the ideas of light

rose like obscure phantoms in the child’s mind, exciting him to aimless

and distressing efforts. All his nature, in an unconscious protest

against the individual “accident,” rose to claim the restoration of the

universal law.

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