CHAPTER V.

Books.--Two books that left impressions on

Jack.--Must a Christian boy be miserable?--Jack

says "No."--So says Jack's mother.--Father gives

his opinion.--"The Enchanted Rocks;" a fairy

story.

I WONDER if any of my readers ever think what the books they read are

doing for them, especially the books they are most fond of? Do you know

every book you read makes _you_ a little bit different? By _you_, I mean

the unseen part of you, your mind and character.

I remember, when I was somewhere about the mischievous age of eight or

nine, how fond I used to be of getting to the putty round a newly-put-in

window pane. It was lovely to press my thimble on it, and see all the

pretty little holes it left; or to push a naughty finger deep down into

the nice soft stuff. Then, when the putty had dried hard, I used to

look with great interest on my work, for every impression was there, and

could not now be removed.

So it is with books, they make an _impression_ on you; and you are

either a little bit better or a little bit worse for every book you

read. _Take care only to read those books that will make you better._

The summer after Jack decided to be a minister, he read two books which

made some big impressions on his mind, and left him _better_ than he was

before reading them. One was called "The Imitation of Christ," and the

other "Holy Living and Dying." They taught him that true religion must

be in the heart, and that it is not enough for our words and actions, as

seen and heard by men, to be right, but our very thoughts must be pure

and good, such as would be approved of God. He did not at all agree with

Thomas a Kempis, the writer of the first book I mentioned, in

everything, though, for he made out, according to Jack's idea, that we

should always be miserable.

I think Jack would never have persevered in his determination to follow

Christ, if he had been convinced that "to be good you must be

miserable," for he loved fun, and could not help being happy. He felt

sure Thomas a Kempis was mistaken, especially when he remembered that

verse in the Bible which says religion's ways "are ways of

_pleasantness_" (Prov. iii. 17). When he wrote home, he asked his

mother what she thought, for although he was now a young man of

twenty-two, he was still the old Jack that thought father and mother

knew better than anybody else.

His mother wrote back that she thought Thomas a Kempis _was_ mistaken,

for so many texts in the Bible show us that God intends us to be happy

and full of joy. "And," she said, "if you want to know what pleasures

are right and wrong, ask yourself: 'Will it make me love God more, and

will it help me to be more like my great example, Jesus Christ?'"

Jack's father wrote: "I don't altogether agree with Thomas a Kempis; but

the world is like a siren, and we must beware of her. If the young man

would rejoice in his youth, let him take care that his pleasures are

innocent; and in order to do this, remember, my son, that for all these

things God will bring us into judgment."

Some of my readers will hardly understand what Mr. Wesley meant when he

said the world is "like a siren." Most of you have read fairy tales;

well, a kind of Greek fairy story tells of some beautiful maidens,

called sirens, who used to sit on some dangerous rocks, and play

sweetest music. When sailors saw them and heard their singing, they were

drawn by magic nearer and nearer to where they were, until at last their

boats struck on the rocks, and the poor deluded sailors were dragged by

the sirens to the bottom of the sea and were drowned.

Now, do you see why the world is like a siren? Its pleasures all look so

beautiful that we are tempted to draw nearer and nearer, until at last

we are lost to all that is holy and good.

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