VIII

But one glad day in the early spring-time the sun shone again--when

Krelis bent down over her bed with a look of real love in his bright

eyes and kissed her; and then--in a half-fearful way that made her

laugh at him with a weak little laugh in which there was great

happiness--kissed also his little son. "As if his father's kiss could

hurt this great strong boy!" she said in a tone of vast superiority:

and held the little atom close to her breast with all the strength

of her feeble arms. She loved with a double love this little Krelis:

greatly for himself and for the strong thrilling joy of motherhood, but

perhaps even more because his coming had brought the other Krelis back

again into the deep chambers of her heart.

It was the prettiest of sights, presently, when she was up and about

again, to see Marretje standing in front of her own door in the spring

sunshine holding this famous little Krelis in her arms. Then, as now,

young mothers were common enough in Marken; but there was a look of

radiant happiness about Marretje--so the old people will tell you--that

made her different from any young mother whom ever they saw. "Her face

was as shining as the face of an angel!" one of the old women said to

me--when I heard this story told in Marken on a summer day. And this

same old woman told me that through that time of Marretje's great

happiness Geert Thysen walked sullen: ready at any moment, without

cause or reason, to fly out into what the old woman called a yellow

rage.

But even from the first the matrons of the island, knowing in such

matters, pulled long faces when they talked about the little Krelis

among themselves. Krelis Kess's son, they said, should not have been

so frail a child; and then they would account for this puny baby by

casting back to the time when Marretje was orphaned before she was

weaned, and so was started in life without the toughness and sturdiness

with which the Marken folk as a rule are dowered. These worthy women

had much good advice to give, and gave it freely, as to how the little

Krelis should be dealt with to strengthen him; but Marretje paid scant

attention to their suggestions, being satisfied in her own mind that

this wonderful baby of hers really was--as she had said he was on the

day when his father first kissed him--a great strong boy.

Krelis, seeing his little son only once a week, was the first to notice

that he was not so strong as a healthy child should be; but when he

said so to Marretje she gave him such a rating that he decided he must

be all wrong. And then, one day, Geert Thysen opened both his and

Marretje's eyes.

It was a bright Sunday afternoon, when the little Krelis was between

two and three months old, that Marretje was sitting with him on her

lap, suckling him, on the steps above her scouring-shelf; and Krelis

was seated on the step above her, and she really was making a back of

his big knees. What with the joy of her motherhood, and her joy because

her Krelis was her own again, it seemed to Marretje as though in all

the world there was only happiness. She held the little Krelis close

to her, crooning a soft song sweetly over the tiny creature nestled to

her heart; and as she suckled him there tingled through her breast, and

thence through all her being, thrills of that strange subtle ecstasy

which only mothers know. And Krelis, in his own way, shared Marretje's

great happiness: as they sat there lonely, looking out over the

marsh-land seaward, their hearts very near together because of the deep

love that was in both of them for their child. Presently Krelis leaned

a little forward, and with a touch rarely loving and tender encircled

the two in his big arms and drew Marretje still closer against his

knees. And they sat there for a while so--in the bright silence of that

sunny afternoon, fronting that still outlook over level spaces cut

only by the level sky-line far away--their two hearts throbbing gently

and very full.

A little noise broke the deep silence suddenly, and an instant later

Geert Thysen was almost within arm's-length of them--standing in a boat

which she had poled very quietly along the canal. Krelis unclasped his

arms and drew back quickly; but Marretje bent forward and grasped the

little Krelis still more closely, as though to shield him from harm.

For a moment there was silence. Krelis flushed and looked uneasy,

almost ashamed. There was a dull burning light in Geert's black eyes

and her face was pale and drawn. She was the first to speak.

"You're quite right to make the most of your sick baby," she said. "You

won't have him long."

"He's not a sick baby," Marretje answered furiously. "He's as strong

and well as he can be!"

Geert laughed. "That puny little thing strong and well!" she answered.

"Much it is that you know about babies, Marretje! Don't you see how the

veins show through his skin? Don't you see the marks under his eyes?

Don't you see how little he is, and how he don't grow? In another

month you'll know more. He'll be over yonder in the graveyard by that

time!" And then she flashed a look on Krelis of that sort of hate which

comes when love goes wrong as she added: "And it is no more than you

deserve, Krelis Kess. You might have had a strong woman for a wife, and

then you would have had a strong child!" With that she gave a sudden

thrust with the pole that sent her boat flying away from them, and in

an instant vanished around a turn in the canal.

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