SECTION IX

"'Yudhishthira said, "For a little while, O Arjuna, concentrate thy

attention and fix thy mind and hearing on thy inner soul. If thou

listenest to my words in such a frame of mind, they will meet with thy

approbation. Abandoning all worldly pleasures, I shall betake myself to

that path which is trod by the righteous. I shall not, for thy sake,

tread along the path thou recommendest. If thou askest me what path is

auspicious that one should tread alone, I shall tell thee. If thou dost

not desire to ask me, I shall yet, unasked by thee, tell thee of it.

Abandoning the pleasures and observance of men of the world, engaged in

performing the austerest of penances, I shall wander in the forest, with

the animals that have their home there, living on fruit and roots.

Pouring libations on the fire at due hours, and performing ablutions at

morn and eve, I shall thin myself by reduced diet, and covering myself

with skins, bear matted locks on my head. Enduring cold, wind, and heat

as also hunger and thirst and toil, I shall emaciate my body by penances

as laid down in the ordinance. Charming to the heart and the ear, I shall

daily listen to the clear strains of cheerful birds and animals residing

in the woods. I shall enjoy the fragrance of flower-burthened trees and

creepers, and see diverse kinds of charming products that grow in the

forest. I shall also see many excellent recluses of the forest. I shall

not do the slightest injury to any creature, what need be said then of

those that dwell in villages and towns?[10] Leading a retired life and

devoting myself to contemplation, I shall live upon ripe and unripe

fruits and gratify the Pitris and the deities with offerings of wild

fruits and spring water and grateful hymns. Observing in this way the

austere regulations of a forest life, I shall pass my days, calmly

awaiting the dissolution of my body. Or, living alone and observing the

vow of taciturnity, with my head shaved clean, I shall derive my

sustenance by begging each day of only one tree.[11] Smearing my body

with ashes, and availing of the shelter of abandoned houses, or lying at

the foot of trees, I shall live, casting off all things dear or hateful.

Without indulging in grief or joy, and regarding censure and applause,

hope and affliction, equally, and prevailing over every couple of

opposites, I shall live casting off all the things of the world. Without

conversing with anybody, I shall assume the outward form of a blind and

deaf idiot, while living in contentment and deriving happiness from my

own soul. Without doing the least injury to the four kinds of movable and

immovable creatures, I shall behave equally towards all creatures whether

mindful of their duties or following only the dictates of the senses. I

shall not jeer at any one, nor shall I frown at anybody. Restraining all

my senses, I shall always be of a cheerful face. Without asking anybody

about the way, proceeding along any route that I may happen to meet with,

I shall go on, without taking note of the country or the point of the

compass to which or towards which I may go. Regardless of whither I may

proceed, I shall not look behind. Divesting myself of desire and wrath,

and turning my gaze inwards, I shall go on, casting off pride of soul and

body. Nature always walks ahead; hence, food and drink will somehow be

accomplished. I shall not think of those pairs of opposites that stand in

the way of such a life. If pure food in even a small measure be not

obtainable in the first house (to which I may go), I shalt get it by

going to other houses. If I fail to procure it by even such a round, I

shall proceed to seven houses in succession and fill my craving. When the

smoke of houses will cease, their hearth-fires having been extinguished,

when husking-rods will be kept aside, and all the inmates will have taken

their food, when mendicants and guests will cease to wander, I shall

select a moment for my round of mendicancy and solicit alms at two,

three, or five houses at the most. I shall wander over the earth, after

breaking the bonds of desire. Preserving equability in success and

failure, I shall earn great ascetic merit. I shall behave neither like

one that is fond of life nor like one that is about to die. I shall not

manifest any liking for life or dislike for death. If one strikes off one

arm of mine and another smears the other arm with sandal-paste, I shall

not wish evil to the one or good to the other. Discarding all those acts

conducive to prosperity that one can do in life, the only acts I shall

perform will be to open and shut my eyes and take as much food and drink

as will barely keep up life. Without ever being attached to action, and

always restraining the functions of the senses, I shall give up all

desires and purify the soul of all impurities. Freed from all attachments

and tearing off all bonds and ties, I shall live free as the wind. Living

in such freedom from affections, everlasting contentment will be mine.

Through desire, I have, from ignorance, committed great sins. A certain

class of men, doing both auspicious and inauspicious acts here, maintain

their wives, children, and kinsmen, all bound to them in relations of

cause and effect.[12] When the period of their life runs out, casting off

their weakened bodies, they take upon themselves all the effects of their

sinful acts, for none but the actor is burdened with the consequences of

his acts.[13] Even thus, endued with actions, creatures come into this

wheel of life that is continually turning like the wheel of a car, and

even thus, coming thither, they meet with their fellow-creatures. He,

however, who abandons the worldly course of life, which is really a

fleeting illusion although it looks eternal, and which is afflicted by

birth, death, decrepitude, disease, and pain, is sure to obtain

happiness. When again, the very gods fall down from heaven and great

Rishis from their respective positions of eminence, who that is

acquainted with truths of causes (and effects) would wish to have even

heavenly prosperity?[14] Insignificant kings, having performed diverse

acts relating to the diverse means of kingcraft (known by the means of

conciliation, gift, &c.) often slay a king through some contrivance.

Reflecting on these circumstances, this nectar of wisdom hath come to me.

Having attained it, I desire to get a permanent, eternal, and

unchangeable place (for myself). Always (conducting myself) with such

wisdom and acting in this way, I shall, by betaking myself to that

fearless path of life, terminate this physical frame that is subject to

birth, death, decrepitude, disease, and pain."'"

The Mahabharata of Krishna-Dwaipayana Vyasa, Volume 3 Books 8, 9, 10, 11 and 12 · 第 9 / 367 章