MY MOTHER MAD!

I was anxious at once to set sail for Liverpool--taking my mother and

sister along with me. Of the money I had brought from San Francisco,

there was still left a sufficient sum to accomplish this purpose; but

should I remain much longer in Sydney, it would not be enough. I had

determined not to leave my relatives in the colony; and the next day a

long consultation took place, between myself and Martha, as to how we

should induce our mother to return to England. My idea was, to let her

know that Leary was dead--then tell her plainly of the crime he had

committed, as also the manner of his death. Surely, on knowing these

things, she would no longer remain blind to his wickedness; but would

see the folly of her own conduct, and try to forget the past, in a

future, to be happily spent in the society of her children?

So fancied I. To my surprise, Martha seemed opposed to this plan of

action, though without assigning any very definite reasons for opposing

it.

"Why not be contented, and live here, Rowland?" said she; "Australia is

a fine country; and thousands are every year coming to it from England.

If we were there, we would probably wish to be back here. Then why not

remain where we are?"

My sister may have thought this argument very rational, and likely to

affect me. It did; but in a different way from that intended. Perhaps

my desire to return to Lenore hindered me from appreciating the truth it

contained.

I left Martha, undetermined how to act, and a good deal dissatisfied

with the result of our interview. It had produced within me a vague

sense of pain. I could not imagine why my sister was so unwilling to

leave the colony, which she evidently was.

I was desirous to do everything in my power, to make my new-found

relatives happy. I could not think of leaving them, once more

unprotected and in poverty; and yet I could not, even for them, resign

the only hope I had of again seeing Lenore.

I returned to the hotel, where I was staying. My thoughts were far from

being pleasant companions; and I took up a newspaper, in hopes of

finding some relief from the reflections that harassed my spirit.

Almost the first paragraph that came under my eye was the following:--

Another Atrocity in California.--Murder of an English Subject.--We

have just received reliable information of another outrage having been

committed in California, on one of those who have been so unfortunate

as to leave these shores for that land of bloodshed and crime. It

appears, from the intelligence we have received, that a woman was, or

was supposed to have been, murdered, at the diggings near Sonora. The

American population of the place, inspired by their prejudices against

English colonists from Australia, and by their love for what, to them,

seems a favourite amusement--Lynch Law--seized the first man from the

colonies they could find; and hung him upon the nearest tree!

We understand the unfortunate victim of this outrage is Mr Mathews--a

highly respectable person from this city. We call upon the Government

of the Mother Country to protect Her Majesty's subjects from these

constantly recurring outrages of lawless American mobs. Let it demand

of the United States Government, that the perpetrators of this crime

shall be brought to punishment. That so many of Her Majesty's loyal

subjects have been murdered, by blind infuriated mobs of Yankees, is

enough to make any true Englishman blush with shame for the Government

that permits it.

There is one circumstance connected with the above outrage, which

illustrates American character; and which every Englishman will read

with disgust. When the rope was placed around the neck of the

unfortunate victim, a young man stepped forward, and claimed him as

his father! This same ruffian gave the word to the mob, to pull the

rope that hoisted their unfortunate victim into eternity! So

characteristic a piece of American wit was, of course, received by a

yell of laughter from the senseless mob. Comment on this case is

unnecessary.

Regarding this article as a literary curiosity, I purchased a copy of

the paper containing it, by preserving which, I have been enabled here

to reproduce it _in extenso_.

On reading the precious statement, one thing became very plain, that my

mother could not remain much longer ignorant of Mr Leary's death; and,

therefore, the sooner it should be communicated to her, in some delicate

manner, the better it might be. It must be done, either by Martha or

myself and at once.

I returned forthwith to the house--in time to witness a scene of great

excitement. My mother had just read in the Sydney paper, the article

above quoted; and the only description I can give, of the condition into

which it had thrown her, would be to say, that she was mad--a raving

lunatic!

Some women, on the receipt of similar news, would have fainted. A

little cold water, or hartshorn, would have restored them to

consciousness; and their sorrows would in time have become subdued. My

mother's grief was not of this evanescent kind. Affection for Mathew

Leary absorbed her whole soul, which had received a mortal wound, on

learning the fate that had unexpectedly, but justly, befallen the

wretch.

"Rowland!" she screamed out, as I entered the house! "He is dead! He

is murdered. He has been hung innocently, by a mob of wretches in

California."

I resolved to do what is sometimes called "taking the bull by the

horns."

"Yes, you are right, mother," said I. "If you mean Mr Leary, he _was

hung innocently_; for the men who did the deed were guilty of no wrong.

Mathew Leary deserved the fate that has befallen him."

My mother's intellect appeared to have been sharpened by her affliction,

for she seemed to remember every word of the article she had read.

"Rowland!" she screamed, "you have come from California. You aided in

murdering him. Ha! It was you who insulted him in the hour of death,

by calling him father. O God! it was you."

The idea of my insulting Mathew Leary, by calling him father, seemed to

me the most wonderful and original conception, that ever emanated from

the human mind.

"Ha!" continued my mother, hissing cut the words. "It was you that gave

the word to the others--the word that brought him to death? You are a

murderer! You are not my son! I curse you! Take my curse and begone!

No, don't go yet! Wait 'till I've done with you!"

As she said this, she made a rush at me; and, before I could get beyond

her reach, a handful of hair was plucked from my head!

When finally hindered from farther assailing me, she commenced dragging

out her own hair, all the while raving like a maniac!

She became so violent at length, that it was found necessary to tie her

down; and, acting under the orders of a physician, who had been suddenly

summoned to the house, I took my departure--leaving poor Martha, weeping

by the side of a frantic woman, whom we had the misfortune to call

mother.

How long to me appeared the hours of that dreary night. I passed them

in an agony of thought, that would have been sufficient punishment, even

for Mr Leary--supposing him to have been possessed of a soul capable of

feeling it.

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