IX

One stormy day at the end of July, a bovine-eyed Swiss boy, dripping

with rain, appeared at the hygienic hotel, where Lassalle sat brooding

with his feet on the mantelpiece, to tell him that a magnificent lady

wanted to see him. She was with a party that had taken refuge in a

mountain-side shed. A great coup his resurging energy was meditating

at Hamburg, was swept clean from his mind.

He dashed down, his heart beating with a hopeless surmise, and saw,

amid a strange group, the golden hair of Helene von Dönniges shining

like a star. He accepted it at once as the star of his destiny. His

strength seemed flowing back in swift currents of glowing blood.

"By all the gods of Greece," he cried, "'tis she!"

In an instant they were lovers again, and her American friend and

confidante, Mrs. Arson, was enchanted by this handsome apparition,

which, Helene protested, she had only summoned up half laughingly.

Dear old Holthoff had written her that Lassalle was somewhere on the

Righi, but she had not really believed she would stumble on him. She

was suffering from nervous prostration, and it was only the accident

of Mrs. Arson's holiday plan for her children that had enabled her to

obey the doctor's advice to breathe mountain air.

"I breathe it for the first time," said Lassalle. "Do you know what I

was doing when your boy-angel came? Writing to Holthoff and old Boeckh

the philologist for introductions to your father. The game has dallied

on long enough. We must finish."

Helene blushed charmingly, and looked at Mrs. Arson with a glance that

sought protection against and admiration for his audacity.

"I guess you're made for each other," said Mrs. Arson, carried off her

feet. "Why, you're like twins. Are you relatives?"

"That's what everybody asks," said Helene. "Why, even before I met

him, people piqued my curiosity about him by saying I talked like

him."

"It was the best compliment I had ever received--said behind my back

too. But people are right for once. Do you know that the painter to

whom I gave your portrait to inspire him for the Brunehild fresco said

that in drawing our two faces he discovered that they have exactly the

same anatomical structure."

Her face took on that fascinating _diablerie_ which men found

irresistible.

"Then your compliments to me are only boomerangs."

"Boomerangs only return when they miss."

The storm abating, they moved up the mountain, talking gaily. Mrs.

Arson and her children kept considerately in the rear with their

guide. Helene admired Lassalle's stick. He handed it to her.

"It was Robespierre's. Förster the historian gave it me. That

_repoussé_ gold-work on the handle is of course the Bastille."

"How appropriate!" she laughed.

"Which? The Bastille to the stick, or the stick to me?"

"Both."

He grew serious.

"What would you do if I lost my head?"

"I should stand by till your head was severed in order that you might

look on your beloved to the last. Then I should take poison."

"My Cleopatra!"

Her fitful face changed.

"Or marry Janko!"

"That weakling--is he still hovering?"

"He passed the winter with us. He looks upon me as his," she said

dolefully.

"I flick him away. Do not try to belong to another. I tell you

solemnly I claim you as mine. We cannot resist destiny. Our meeting

to-day proves it. To-morrow we climb to see the sunrise together,--the

sunrise over the mountains. Symbol of our future that begins. The

heavens opening in purple and gold over the white summits--love

breaking upon your virginal purity."

Already she felt, as of yore, swept off on roaring seas. But the rush

and the ecstasy had their alloy of terror. To be with him was to be no

longer herself, but a hypnotized stranger. Perhaps she was unwise to

have provoked this meeting. She should have remembered he was not to

be coquetted with. As well put a match to a gunpowder barrel to warm

your fingers. Every other man could be played with. This one swallowed

you up.

"But Prince Janko has no one but me," she tried to protest. "My little

Moorish page, my young Othello!"

"Keep him a page. Othellos are best left bachelors. Remember the fate

of Desdemona."

"I'll give you both up," she half whimpered. "I'll go on the stage."

"You!"

"Yes. Everybody says I'm splendid at burlesque. You should see me as a

boy."

"You baby! You need no triumphs in the mimic world. Your rôle is

grander."

"Oh, please let us wait for Mrs. Arson. You go too fast."

"I don't. I have waited a year for you. When shall we marry?"

"Not before our wedding-day."

"Evasive Helene!"

"Cruel Ferdinand! Ask anything of me, but not will-power."

A little cough came to accentuate her weakness.

"My darling!" he cried in deep emotion. "We'll fly to Egypt or the

Indies. I'll hang up politics and all that frippery. My books and

science shall claim me again, and I will watch over my ailing little

girl till she becomes the old splendid Brunehild again!"

"No, no, I am no Brunehild; only a modern woman with nerves--the most

feminine woman in the world, irresponsible, capricious--please, please

remember."

"If you were not yourself I should not love you."

"But it cannot come to anything."

"Cannot? The word is for pigmies."

"But my mother?"

"She is a woman--I will talk to her."

"My father!"

"He is a man, with men one can always get on. They are reasonable.

Besides, you tell me he is an author, and I will read his famous

books."

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