III

But superstition and ignorance were not yet unhorsed. The Jewish

police-officers, though they allowed coach-gentry to enter and take up

their quarters where they pleased, did not fail to pry into their

affairs the next day, as well for the protection of the Jewish

community against equivocal intruders as in accordance with its

responsibility to the State.

In his modest lodging on the New-Market, Maimon had to face the

suspicious scrutiny of the most dreaded of these detectives, who was

puzzled and provoked by a belief he had seen him before, "evidently

looking on me," as Maimon put it afterwards, "as a comet, which comes

nearer to the earth the second time than the first, and so makes the

danger more threatening."

Of a sudden this lynx-eyed bully espied a Hebrew Logic by Maimonides,

annotated by Mendelssohn. "Yes! yes!" he shrieked; "that's the sort of

books for me!" and, glaring threateningly at the philosopher, "Pack,"

he said. "Pack out of Berlin as quick as you can, if you don't wish to

be led out with all the honors."

Maimon was once more in desperate case. His money was all but

exhausted by the journey, and the outside of the Rosenthaler gate

again menaced him. All his sufferings had availed him nothing: he was

back almost at his starting-point.

But fortune favors fools. In a countryman settled at Berlin he found a

protector. Then other admirers of talent and learning boarded and

lodged him. The way was now clear for Culture.

Accident determined the line of march. Maimon rescued Wolff's

_Metaphysics_ from a butterman for two groschen. Wolff, he knew, was

the pet philosopher of the day. Mendelssohn himself had been inspired

by him--the great brother-Jew with whom he might now hope some day to

talk face to face.

Maimon was delighted with his new treasure--such mathematical

exposition, such serried syllogisms--till it came to theology. "The

Principle of Sufficient Reason"--yes, it was a wonderful discovery.

But as proving God? No--for that there was _not_ Sufficient Reason.

Nor could Maimon harmonize these new doctrines with his Maimonides or

his Aristotle. Happy thought! He would set forth his doubts in Hebrew,

he would send the manuscript to Herr Mendelssohn. Flushed by the hope

of the great man's acquaintance, he scribbled fervidly and posted the

manuscript.

He spent a sleepless night.

Would the lion of Berlin take any notice of an obscure Polish Jew?

Maimon was not left in suspense. Mendelssohn replied by return. He

admitted the justice of his correspondent's doubts, but begged him not

to be discouraged by them, but to continue his studies with unabated

zeal. O, judge in Israel! _Nathan Der Weise_, indeed.

Fired with such encouragement, Maimon flung himself into a Hebrew

dissertation that should shatter all these theological cobwebs, that

by an uncompromising Ontology should bring into doubt the foundations

of Revealed as well as of Natural Theology. It was a bold thing to do,

for since he was come to Berlin, and had read more of his books, he

had gathered that Mendelssohn still professed Orthodox Judaism. A

paradox this to Maimon, and roundly denied as impossible when he first

heard of it. A man who could enter the lists with the doughtiest

champions of Christendom, whose German prose was classical, who could

philosophize in Socratic dialogue after the fashion of Plato--such a

man a creature of the Ghetto! Doubtless he took his Judaism in some

vague Platonic way; it was impossible to imagine him the literal

bond-slave of that minute ritual, winding phylacteries round his left

arm or shaking himself in a praying-shawl. Anyhow here--in logical

lucid Hebrew--were Maimon's doubts and difficulties. If Mendelssohn

was sincere, let him resolve them, and earn the blessings of a truly

Jewish soul. If he was unable to answer them, let him give up his

orthodoxy, or be proved a fraud and a time-server. _Amicus Mendelssohn

sed magis amica veritas._

In truth there was something irritating to the Polish Jew in the great

German's attitude, as if it held some latent reproach of his own. Only

a shallow thinker, he felt, could combine culture and spiritual

comfort, to say nothing of worldly success. He had read the

much-vaunted _Phoedon_ which Lutheran Germany hailed as a

counterblast to the notorious "Berlin religion," restoring faith to a

despondent world mocked out of its Christian hopes by the fashionable

French wits and materialists under the baneful inspiration of

Voltaire, whom Germany's own Frederick had set on high in his Court.

But what a curious assumption for a Jewish thinker to accept, that

unless we are immortal, our acts in this world are of no consequence!

Was not he, Maimon, leading a high-minded life in pursuit of Truth,

with no such hope? "If our soul were mortal, then Reason would be a

dream, which Jupiter has sent us in order that we might forget our

misery; and we should be like the beasts, only to seek food and die."

Nonsense! Rhetoric! True, his epistles to Lavater were effective

enough, there was courage in his public refusal of Christianity,

nobility in his sentiment that he preferred to shame anti-Jewish

prejudice by character rather than by controversy. He, Maimon, would

prefer to shame it by both. But this _Jerusalem_ of Mendelssohn's!

Could its thesis really be sustained? Judaism laid no yoke upon

belief, only on conduct? was no reason-confounding dogma? only a

revealed legislation? A Jew gave his life to the law and his heart to

Germany! Or France, or Holland, or the Brazils as the case might be?

Palestine must be forgotten. Well, it was all bold and clever enough,

but was it more than a half-way house to assimilation with the

peoples? At any rate here was a Polish brother's artillery to

meet--more deadly than that of Lavater, or the stupid Christians.

Again, but with acuter anxiety, he awaited Mendelssohn's reply.

It came--an invitation for next Saturday afternoon. Aha! The outworks

were stormed. The great man recognized in him a worthy foe, a brother

in soul. Gratitude and vanity made the visit a delightful

anticipation. What a wit-combat it would be! How he would marshal his

dialectic epigrams! If only Lapidoth could be there to hear!

As the servant threw open the door for him, revealing a suite of

beautiful rooms and a fine company of gentlefolks, men with powdered

wigs and ladies with elegant toilettes, Maimon started back with a

painful shock. An under-consciousness of mud-stained boots and a

clumsily cut overcoat, mixed itself painfully with this impression of

pretty, scented women, and the clatter of tongues and coffee-cups. He

stood rooted to the threshold in a sudden bitter realization that the

great world cared nothing about metaphysics. Ease, fine furniture, a

position in the world--these were the things that counted. Why had all

his genius brought him none of these things? Wifeless, childless,

moneyless, he stood, a solitary soul wrestling with problems. How had

Mendelssohn managed to obtain everything? Doubtless he had had a

better start, a rich father, a University training. His resentment

against the prosperous philosopher rekindled. He shrank back and

closed the door. But it was opened instantly again from within. A

little hunchback with shining eyes hurried towards him.

"Herr Maimon?" he said inquiringly, holding out his hand with a smile

of welcome.

Startled, Maimon laid his hand without speaking in that cordial palm.

So this was the man he had envied. No one had ever told him that

"Nathan der Weise" was thus afflicted. It was as soul that he had

appealed to the imagination of the world; even vulgar gossip had been

silent about his body. But how this deformity must embitter his

success.

Mendelssohn coaxed him within, complimenting him profusely on his

writings: he was only too familiar with these half-shy,

half-aggressive young Poles, whose brains were bursting with heretical

ideas and sick fantasies. They brought him into evil odor with his

orthodox brethren, did these "Jerusalem Werthers," but who should deal

with them, if not he that understood them, that could handle them

delicately? What was to Maimon a unique episode was to his host an

everyday experience.

Mendelssohn led Maimon to the embrasure of a window: he brought him

refreshments--which the young man devoured uncouthly--he neglected his

fashionable guests, whose unceasing French babble proclaimed their

ability to get on by themselves, to gain an insight into this gifted

young man's soul. He regarded each new person as a complicated piece

of wheelwork, which it was the wise man's business to understand and

not be angry with. But having captured the secret of the mechanism, it

was one's duty to improve it on its own lines.

"Your dissertation displays extraordinary acumen, Herr Maimon," he

said. "Of course you still suffer from the Talmudic method or rather

want of method. But you have a real insight into metaphysical

problems. And yet you have only read Wolff! You are evidently not a

_Chamor nosé Sefarim_ (a donkey bearing books)." He used the Hebrew

proverb to make the young Pole feel at home, and a half smile hovered

around his sensitive lips. Even his German took on a winning touch of

jargon in vocabulary and accentuation, though to kill the jargon was

one of the ideals of his life.

"Nay, Herr Mendelssohn," replied Maimon modestly; "you must not forget

_The Guide of the Perplexed_. It was the inspiration of my youth!"

"Was it?" cried Mendelssohn delightedly. "So it was of mine. In fact I

tell the Berliners Maimonides was responsible for my hump, and some of

them actually believe I got it bending over him."

This charming acceptance of his affliction touched the sensitive

Maimon and put him more at ease than even the praise of his writings

and the fraternal vocabulary. "In my country," he said, "a perfect

body is thought to mark the fool of the family! They believe the

finest souls prefer to inhabit imperfect tenements."

Mendelssohn bowed laughingly. "An excellently turned compliment! At

this rate you will soon shine in our Berlin society. And how long is

it since you left Poland?"

"Alas! I have left Poland more than once. I should have had the honor

and the happiness of making your acquaintance earlier, had I not been

stopped at the Rosenthaler gate three years ago."

"At the Rosenthaler gate! If I had only known!"

The tears came into Maimon's eyes--tears of gratitude, of self-pity,

of regret for the lost years. He was on his feet now, he felt, and his

feet were on the right road. He had found a powerful protector at

last. "Think of my disappointment," he said tremulously, "after

travelling all the way from Poland."

"Yes, I know. I was all but stopped at the gate myself," said

Mendelssohn musingly.

"You?"

"Yes--when I was a lad."

"Aren't you a native of Berlin, then?"

"No, I was born in Dessau. Not so far to tramp from as Poland. But

still a goodish stretch. It took me five days--I am not a Hercules

like you--and had I not managed to stammer out that I wished to enrol

myself among the pupils of Dr. Frankel, the new Chief Rabbi of the

city, the surly Cerberus would have slammed the gate in my face. My

luck was that Frankel had come from Dessau, and had been my teacher. I

remember standing on a hillock crying as he was leaving for Berlin,

and he took me in his arms and said I should also go to Berlin some

day. So when I appeared he had to make the best of it."

"Then you had nothing from your parents?"

"Only a beautiful handwriting from my father which got me copying jobs

for a few groschens and is now the joy of the printers. He was a

scribe, you know, and wrote the Scrolls of the Law. But he wanted me

to be a pedlar."

"A pedlar!" cried Maimon, open-eyed.

"Yes, the money would come in at once, you see. I had quite a fight to

persuade him I would do better as a Rabbi. I fear I was a very violent

and impatient youngster. He didn't at all believe in my Rabbinical

future. And he was right after all--for a member of a learned guild,

Jewish or Christian, have I never been."

"You had a hard time, then, when you came to Berlin?" said Maimon

sympathetically.

Mendelssohn's eyes had for an instant an inward look, then he quoted

gently, "Bread with salt shalt thou eat, water by measure shalt thou

drink, upon the hard earth shalt thou sleep, and a life of anxiousness

shalt thou live, and labor in the study of the law!"

Maimon thrilled at the quotation: the fine furniture and the fine

company faded, and he saw only the soul of a fellow-idealist to which

these things were but unregarded background.

"Ah yes," went on Mendelssohn. "You are thinking I don't look like a

person who once notched his loaf into sections so as not to eat too

much a day. Well, let it console you with the thought that there's a

comfortable home in Berlin waiting for you, too."

Poor Maimon stole a glance at the buxom, blue-eyed matron doing the

honors of her salon so gracefully, assisted by two dazzling young

ladies in Parisian toilettes--evidently her daughters--and he groaned

at the thought of his peasant-wife and his uncouth, superstition-swaddled

children: decidedly he must give Sarah a divorce.

"I can't delude myself with such day-dreams," he said hopelessly.

"Wait! Wait! So long as you don't day-dream your time away. That is

the danger with you clever young Poles--you are such dreamers.

Everything in this life depends on steadiness and patience. When we

first set up hospitality, Fromet--my wife--and I, we had to count the

almonds and raisins for dessert. You see, we only began with a little

house and garden in the outskirts, the main furniture of which," he

said, laughing at the recollection, "was twenty china apes,

life-size."

"Twenty china apes!"

"Yes, like every Jewish bridegroom, I had to buy a quantity of china

for the support of the local manufactory, and that was what fell to

me. Ah, my friend, what have not the Jews of Germany to support! The

taxes are still with us, but the _Rishus_ (malice)"--again he smiled

confidentially at the Hebrew-jargon word--"is less every day. Why, a

Jew couldn't walk the streets of Berlin without being hooted and

insulted, and my little ones used to ask, 'Father, is it wicked to be

a Jew?' I thank the Almighty that at the end of my days I have lived

to see the Jewish question raised to a higher plane."

"I should rather thank _you_," cried Maimon, with sceptical

enthusiasm.

"Me?" said Mendelssohn, with the unfeigned modesty of the man who, his

every public utterance having been dragged out of him by external

compulsion, retains his native shyness and is alone in ignorance of

his own influence. "No, no, it is Montesquieu, it is Dohm, it is my

dear Lessing. Poor fellow, the Christian bigots are at him now like a

plague of stinging insects. I almost wish he hadn't written _Nathan

der Weise_. I am glad to reflect I didn't instigate him, nay, that he

had written a play in favor of the Jews ere we met."

"How did you come to know him?"

"I hardly remember. He was always fond of outcasts--a true artistic

temperament, that preferred to consort with actors and soldiers rather

than with the beer-swilling middle-class of Berlin. Oh yes, I think we

met over a game of chess. Then we wrote an essay on Pope together.

Dear Gotthold! What do I not owe him? My position in Berlin, my

feeling for literature--for we Jews have all stifled our love for the

beautiful and grown dead to poetry."

"Well, but what is a poet but a liar?"

"Ah, my dear Herr Maimon, you will grow out of that. I must lend you

Homer. Intellectual speculation is not everything. For my part, I have

never regretted withdrawing a portion of my love from the worthy

matron, philosophy, in order to bestow it on her handmaid,

_belles-lettres_. I am sorry to use a French word, but for once

there's no better. You smile to see a Jew more German than the

Germans."

"No, I smile to hear what sounds like French all round! I remember

reading in your _Philosophical Conversations_ your appeal to the

Germans not to exchange their own gold for the tinsel of their

neighbors."

"Yes, but what can one do? It is a Berlin mania; and, you know, the

King himself.... Our Jewish girls first caught it to converse with the

young gallants who came a-borrowing of their fathers, but the

influence of my dear daughters--there, the beautiful one is Dorothea,

the eldest, and that other, who takes more after me, is

Henrietta--their influence is doing much to counteract the wave of

flippancy and materialism. But fancy any one still reading my

_Philosophical Conversations_--my 'prentice work. I had no idea of

printing it. I lent the manuscript to Lessing, observing jestingly

that I, too, could write like Shaftesbury, the Englishman. And lo! the

next time I met him he handed me the proofs. Dear Gotthold."

"Is it true that the King--?"

"Sent for me to Potsdam to scold me? You are thinking of another

matter. That was in my young days." He smiled and lowered his voice.

"I ventured to hint in a review that His Majesty's French verses--I am

glad by the way he has lived to write some against Voltaire--were not

perfection. I thought I had wrapped up my meaning beyond royal

comprehension. But a malicious courtier, the preacher Justi, denounced

me as a Jew who had thrown aside all reverence for the most sacred

person of His Majesty. I was summoned to Sans-Souci and--with a touch

of _Rishus_ (malice)--on a Saturday. I managed to be there without

breaking my _Shabbos_ (Sabbath)."

"Then he does keep Sabbath!" thought Maimon, in amaze.

"But, as you may imagine, I was not as happy as a bear with honey.

However, I pleaded that he who makes verses plays at nine-pins, and he

who plays at nine-pins, be he monarch or peasant, must be satisfied

with the judgment of the boy who has charge of the bowls."

"And you are still alive!"

"To the annoyance of many people. I fancy His Majesty was ashamed to

punish me before the French cynics of his court, and I know on good

authority that it was because the Marquis D'Argens was astonished to

learn that I could be driven out of Berlin at any moment by the police

that the King made me a Schutz-Jude (protected Jew). So I owe

something to the French after all. My friends had long been urging me

to sue for protection, but I thought, as I still think, that one ought

not to ask for any rights which the humblest Jew could not enjoy.

However, a king's gift horse one cannot look in the mouth. And now you

are to become _my_ Schutz-Jude"--Maimon's heart beat gratefully--"and

the question is, what do you propose to do in Berlin? What is the

career that is to bring you a castle and a princess?"

"I wish to study medicine."

"Good. It is the one profession a Jew may enter here; though, you must

know, however great a practice you may attain--even among the

Christians--they will never publish your name in the medical list.

Still, we must be thankful for small mercies. In Frankfort the Jewish

doctors are limited to four, in other towns to none. We must hand you

over to Dr. Herz--there, that man who is laughing so, over one of his

own good things, no doubt--that is Dr. Herz, and the beautiful

creature is his wife, Henrietta, who is founding a Goethe salon. She

and my daughters are inseparable--a Jewish trinity. And so, Herr

Physician, I extend to you the envious congratulations of a

book-keeper."

"But you are not a book-keeper!"

"Not now, but that was what I began as--or rather, what I drifted

into, for I was Talmudical tutor in his family, when my dear Herr

Bernhardt proposed it to me. And I am not sorry. For it left me plenty

of time to learn Latin and Greek and mathematics, and finally landed

me in a partnership. Still I have always been a race-horse burdened

with a pack, alas! I don't mean my hump, but the factory still steals

a good deal of my time and brains, and if I didn't rise at five--But

you have made me quite egoistic--it is the resemblance of our young

days that has touched the spring of memories. But come! let me

introduce you to my wife and my son Abraham. Ah, see, poor Fromet is

signalling to me. She is tired of being left to battle single-handed.

Would you not like to know M. de Mirabeau? Or let me introduce you to

Wessely--he will talk to you in Hebrew. It is Wessely who does all the

work for which I am praised--it is he who is elevating our Jewish

brethren, with whom I have not the heart nor the courage to strive. Or

there is Nicolai, the founder of 'The Library of the Fine Arts,' to

which," he added with a sly smile, "I hope yet to see you

contributing. Perhaps Fräulein Reimarus will convert you--that

charming young lady there talking with her brother-in-law, who is a

Danish state-councillor. She is the great friend of Lessing--as I

live, there comes Lessing himself. I am sure he would like the

pleasure of your acquaintance."

"Because he likes outcasts? No, no, not yet," and Maimon, whose mood

had been growing dark again, shrank back, appalled by these great

names. Yes, he was a dreamer and a fool, and Mendelssohn was a sage,

indeed. In his bitterness he distrusted even his own Dissertation, his

uncompromising logic, destructive of all theology. Perhaps Mendelssohn

was right: perhaps he had really solved the Jewish problem. To be a

Jew among Germans, and a German among Jews: to reconcile the old creed

with Culture: to hold up one's head, and assert oneself as an

honorable element in the nation--was not this catholic gathering a

proof of the feasibility of such an ideal? Good sense! What true

self-estimate as well as wit in the sage's famous retort to the

swaggering German officer who asked him what commodity he dealt in.

"In that which you appear to need--good sense." Maimon roused himself

to listen to the conversation. It changed to German under the impulse

of the host, who from his umpire's chair controlled it with play of

eye, head, or hand; and when appealed to, would usually show that both

parties were fighting about words, not things. Maimon noted from his

semi-obscure retreat that the talk grew more serious and connected,

touched problems. He saw that for Mendelssohn as for himself nothing

really existed but the great questions. Flippant interruptions the

sage seemed to disregard, and if the topic dribbled out into

irrelevancies he fell silent. Maimon studied the noble curve of his

forehead, the decided nose, the prominent lips, in the light of Herr

Lavater's theories. Lessing said little: he had the air of a broken

man. The brilliant life of the culture-warrior was closing in

gloom--wife, child, health, money, almost reputation, gone: the

nemesis of genius.

At one point a lady strove to concentrate attention upon herself by

accusing herself of faults of character. Even Maimon understood she

was angling for compliments. But Mendelssohn gravely bade her mend her

faults, and Maimon saw Lessing's harassed eyes light up for the first

time with a gleam of humor. Then the poet, as if roused to

recollection, pulled out a paper, "I almost forgot to give you back

Kant's letter," he said. "You are indeed to be congratulated."

Mendelssohn blushed like a boy, and made a snatch at the letter, but

Lessing jestingly insisted on reading it to the company.

"I consider that in your _Jerusalem_ you have succeeded in combining

our religion with such a degree of freedom of conscience, as was never

imagined possible, and of which no other faith can boast. You have at

the same time so thoroughly and so clearly demonstrated the necessity

of unlimited liberty of conscience, that ultimately our Church will

also be led to reflect how it should remove from its midst everything

that disturbs and oppresses conscience, which will finally unite all

men in their view of the essential points of religion."

There was an approving murmur throughout the company. "Such a letter

would compensate me for many more annoyances than my works have

brought me," said Mendelssohn. "And to think," he added laughingly,

"that I once beat Kant in a prize competition. A proof of the power of

lucid expression over profound thought. And that I owe to your

stimulus, Lessing."

The poet made a grimace. "You accuse me of stimulating

superficiality!"

There was a laugh.

"Nay, I meant you have torn away the thorns from the roses of

philosophy! If Kant would only write like you--"

"He might understand himself," flashed the beautiful Henrietta Herz.

"And lose his disciples," added her husband. "That is really, Herr

Mendelssohn, why we pious Jews are so angry with your German

translation of the Bible--you make the Bible intelligible."

"Yes, they have done their best to distort it," sighed Mendelssohn.

"But the fury my translation arouses among the so-called wise men of

the day, is the best proof of its necessity. When I first meditated

producing a plain Bible in good German, I had only the needs of my own

children at heart, then I allowed myself to be persuaded it might serve

the multitude, now I see it is the Rabbis who need it most. But

centuries of crooked thinking have deadened them to the beauties of the

Bible: they have left it behind them as elementary, when they have not

themselves coated it with complexity. Subtle misinterpretation is

everything, a beautiful text, nothing. And then this corrupt idiom of

theirs--than which nothing more corrupts a nation--they have actually

invested this German jargon with sanctity, and I am a wolf in sheep's

clothing for putting good German in Hebrew letters. Even the French

Jews, Cerf Berr tells me, think bad German holy. To say nothing of

Austria."

"Wait, wait!" said an eager-eyed man; "the laws of the Emperor Joseph

will change all that--once the Jews of Vienna are forced to go to

school with the sciences, they will become an honored element of the

nation."

Mendelssohn shook a worldly-wise head. "Not so fast, my dear Wessely,

not so fast. Your Hebrew Ode to the Austrian Emperor was unimpeachable

as poetry, but, I fear, visionary as history. Who knows that this is

more than a temporary political move?"

"And we pious Jews," put in Dr. Herz, smiling, "you forget, Herr

Wessely, we are not so easily schooled. We have never forgiven our

Mendelssohn for saying our glorious religion had accumulated cobwebs.

It is the cobwebs we love, not the port."

"Yes, indeed," broke in Maimon, so interested that he forgot his own

jargon, to say nothing of his attire. "When I was in Poland, I crawled

nicely into mud, through pointing out that they ought not to turn to

the east in praying, because Jerusalem, which, in accordance with

Talmudic law, they turned to, couldn't lie due east of everywhere. In

point of fact we were north-west, so that they should have

turned"--his thumbs began to turn and his voice to take on the

Talmudic sing-song--"south-east. I told them it was easy in each city

to compute the exact turning, by corners and circles--"

"By spherical trigonometry, certainly," said Mendelssohn pleasantly.

Maimon, conscious of a correction, blushed and awoke to find himself

the centre of observation. His host made haste to add, "You remind me

of the odium I incurred by agreeing with the Duke of

Mecklenburg-Schwerin's edict, that we should not bury our dead before

the third day. And this in spite of my proofs from the Talmud! Dear,

dear, if the Rabbis were only as anxious to bury dead ideas as dead

bodies!" There was a general smile, but Maimon said boldly--

"I think you treat them far too tolerantly."

"What, Herr Maimon," and Mendelssohn smiled the half-sad smile of the

sage, who has seen the humors of the human spectacle and himself as

part of it--"would you have me rebuke intolerance by intolerance? I

will admit that when I was your age--and of an even hotter temper--I

could have made a pretty persecutor. In those days I contributed to

the mildest of sheets, 'The Moral Preacher,' we young blades called

it. But because it didn't reek of religion, on every page the pious

scented atheism. I could have whipped the dullards or cried with

vexation. Now I see intolerance is a proof of earnestness as well as

of stupidity. It is well that men should be alert against the least

rough breath on the blossoms of faith they cherish. The only criticism

that still has power to annoy me is that of the timid, who fear it is

provoking persecution for a Jew to speak out. But for the rest,

opposition is the test-furnace of new ideas. I do my part in the

world, it is for others to do theirs. As soon as I had yielded my

translation to friend Dubno, to be printed, I took my soul in my

hands, raised my eyes to the mountains, and gave my back to the

smiters. All the same I am sorry it is the Rabbi of Posen who is

launching these old-fashioned thunders against the German Pentateuch

of "Moses of Dessau," for both as a Talmudist and mathematician

Hirsch Janow has my sincere respect. Not in vain is he styled 'the

keen scholar,' and from all I hear he is a truly good man."

"A saint!" cried Maimon enthusiastically, again forgetting his

shyness. His voice faltered as he drew a glowing panegyric of his

whilom benefactor, and pictured him as about to die in the prime of

life, worn out by vigils and penances. In a revulsion of feeling,

fresh stirrings of doubt of the Mendelssohnian solution agitated his

soul. Though he had but just now denounced the fanatics, he was

conscious of a strange sympathy with this lovable ascetic who fasted

every day, torturing equally his texts and himself, this hopeless

mystic for whom there could be no bridge to modern thought; all the

Polish Jew in him revolted irrationally against the new German

rationalism. No, no; it must be all or nothing. Jewish Catholicism was

not to be replaced by Jewish Protestantism. These pathetic zealots,

clinging desperately to the past, had a deeper instinct, a truer

prevision of the future, than this cultured philosopher.

"Yes, what you tell me of Hirsch Janow goes with all I have heard,"

said Mendelssohn calmly. "But I put my trust in time and the new

generation. I will wager that the translation I drew up for my

children will be read by his."

Maimon happened to be looking over Mendelssohn's shoulder at his

charming daughters in their Parisian toilettes. He saw them exchange a

curious glance that raised their eyebrows sceptically. With a flash of

insight he caught their meaning. Mendelssohn seeking an epigram had

stumbled into a dubious oracle.

"The translation I drew up for my children will be read by his."

By his, perhaps.

But by my own?

Maimon shivered with an apprehension of tragedy. Perhaps it was his

Dissertation that Mendelssohn's children would read. He remembered

suddenly that Mendelssohn had said no word to its crushing logic.

As he was taking his leave, he put the question point-blank. "What

have you to say to my arguments?"

"You are not in the right road at present," said Mendelssohn, holding

his hand amicably, "but the course of your inquiries must not be

checked. Doubt, as Descartes rightly says, is the beginning of

philosophical speculation."

He left the Polish philosopher on the threshold, agitated by a medley

of feelings.

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