Her face brightened. "Then I will be guided by thee."

Spinoza smiled. Theology demanded perfect obedience, he thought, even

as philosophy demanded perfect knowledge, and both alike were saving;

for the believing mob, therefore, to which Religion meant subversion

of Reason, speculative opinions were to be accounted pious or impious,

not as they were true or false, but as they confirmed or shook the

believer's obedience.

Refusing her solicitous offers of a warm meal, and merely begging her

to buy him a loaf, he began to read his arrears of letters, picking

them up one after another with no eagerness but with calm interest.

His correspondence was varied. Some of it was taken up with criticisms

of his thought--products of a leisurely age when the thinkers of

Europe were a brotherhood, calling to each other across the dim

populations; some represented the more deferential doubts of disciples

or the elegant misunderstandings of philosophic dilettanti, some his

friendly intercourse with empirical physicists like Boyle or like

Huyghens, whose telescope had enlarged the philosopher's universe and

the thinker's God; there was an acknowledgment of the last scholium

from the young men's society of Amsterdam--"_Nil volentibus

arduum_,"--to which he sent his _Ethica_ in sections for discussion;

the metropolis which had banished him not being able to keep out his

thought. There was the usual demand for explanations of difficulties

from Blyenbergh, the Dort merchant and dignitary, accompanied this

time by a frightened yearning to fly back from Reason to Revelation.

And the letter with the seal of the Royal Society proved equally

faint-hearted, Oldenburg exhorting him not to say anything in his next

book to loosen the practice of virtue. "Dear Heinrich!" thought

Spinoza. "How curious are men! All these years since first we met at

Rijnburg he has been goading and spurring me on to give my deepest

thought to the world. 'Twas always, 'Cast out all fear of stirring up

against thee the pigmies of the time--Truth before all--let us spread

our sails to the wind of true Knowledge.' And now the tune is, 'O pray

be careful not to give sinners a handle!' Well, well, so I am not to

tell men that the highest law is self-imposed; that there is no virtue

even in virtues that do not express the essence of one's being. Oh,

and I am to beware particularly of telling them their wills are not

free, and that they only think so because they are conscious of their

desires, but not of the causes of them. I fear me even Oldenburg does

not understand that virtue follows as necessarily from adequate

knowledge as from the definition of a triangle follows that its angles

are equal to two right angles. I am, I suppose, also to let men

continue to think that the planetary system revolves round them, and

that thunders and lightnings wait upon their wrong-doing. Oldenburg

has doubtless been frighted by the extravagances of the restored

Court. But 'tis not my teachings will corrupt the gallants of

Whitehall. Those who live best by Revelation through Tradition must

cling to it, but Revelation through Reason is the living testament of

God's word, nor so liable as the dead letter to be corrupted by human

wickedness. Strange that it is thought no crime to speak unworthily of

the mind, the true divine light, no impiety to believe that God would

commit the treasure of the true record of Himself to any substance

less enduring than the human heart."

A business letter made a diversion. It concerned the estate of the

deceased medical student, Simon De Vries, a devoted disciple, who

knowing himself doomed to die young, would have made the Master his

heir, had not Spinoza, by consenting to a small annual subsidy,

persuaded him to leave his property to his brother. The grateful heir

now proposed to increase Spinoza's allowance to five hundred florins.

"How unreasonable people are!" mused the philosopher again. "I agreed

once for all to accept three hundred, and I will certainly not be

burdened with a _stuiver_ more."

His landlady here entered with the loaf, and Spinoza, having paid and

entered the sum in his household account-book, cut himself a slice,

adding thereto some fragments of Dutch cheese from a package in his

hand-bag.

"Thou didst leave some wine in the bottle," she reminded him.

"Let it grow older," he answered. "My book shows more than two pints

last month, and my journey was costly. To make both ends meet I shall

have to wriggle," he added jestingly, "like the snake that tries to

get its tail in its mouth." He cut open a packet, discovering that a

friend had sent him some conserve of red roses from Amsterdam. "Now

am I armed against fever," he said blithely. Then, with a remembrance,

"Pray take some up to our poor Signore. I had forgotten to inquire!"

"Oh, he is out teaching again, thanks to thee. He hath set up a candle

for thee in his church."

A tender smile twitched the philosopher's lip, as the door closed.

A letter from Herr Leibnitz set him wondering uneasily what had taken

the young German Crichton from Frankfort, and what he was about in

Paris. They had had many a discussion in this little lodging, but he

was not yet sure of the young man's single-mindedness. The contents of

the letter were, however, unexpectedly pleasing. For it concerned not

the philosopher but the working-man. Even his intimates could not

quite sympathize with his obstinate insistence on earning his living

by handicraft--a manual activity by which the excommunicated Jew was

brother to the great Rabbis of the Talmud; they could not understand

the satisfaction of the craftsman, nor realize that to turn out his

little lenses as perfectly as possible was as essential a part of his

life as that philosophical activity which alone interested them. That

his prowess as an optician should be invoked by Herr Leibnitz gave him

a gratification which his fame as a philosopher could never evoke. The

only alloy was that he could not understand what Leibnitz wanted.

"That rays from points outside the optic axis may be united exactly in

the same way as those in the optic axis, so that the apertures of

glasses may be made of any size desired without impairing distinctness

of vision!" He wrinkled his brow and fell to making geometrical

diagrams on the envelope, but neither his theoretical mathematics nor

his practical craftsmanship could grapple with so obscure a request,

and he forgot to eat while he pondered. He consulted his own treatise

on the Rainbow, but to no avail. At length in despair he took up the

last letter, to find a greater surprise awaiting him. A communication

from Professor Fabritius, it bore an offer from the Elector Palatine

of a chair at the University of Heidelberg. The fullest freedom in

philosophy was to be conceded him: the only condition that he should

not disturb the established religion.

His surprise passed rapidly into mistrust. Was this an attempt on the

part of Christianity to bribe him? Was the Church repeating the

tactics of the Synagogue? It was not so many years since the

messengers of the congregation had offered him a pension of a thousand

florins not to disturb _its_ "established religion." Fullest freedom

in philosophy, forsooth! How was that to be reconciled with impeccable

deference to the ruling religion? A courtier like Descartes might

start from the standpoint of absolute doubt and end in a pilgrimage to

Our Lady of Loretto; but for himself, who held miracles impossible,

and if possible irrelevant, there could be no such compromise with a

creed whose very basis was miracle. True, there was a sense in which

Christ might be considered _os Dei_--the mouth of God,--but it was not

the sense in which the world understood it, the world which

caricatured all great things, which regarded piety and religion, and

absolutely all things related to greatness of soul, as burdens to be

laid aside after death, toils to be repaid by a soporific beatitude;

which made blessedness the prize of virtue instead of the synonym of

virtue. Nay, nay, not even the unexpected patronage of the Most Serene

Carl Ludwig could reconcile his thoughts with popular theology.

How curious these persistent attempts of friend and foe alike to

provide for his livelihood, and what mistaken reverence his persistent

rejections had brought him! People could not lift their hands high

enough in admiration because he followed the law of his nature,

because he preferred a simple living, simply earned, while for

criminals who followed equally the laws of their nature they had anger

rather than pity. As well praise the bee for yielding honey or the

rose for making fragrant the air. Certainly his character had more of

honey than of sting, of rose than of thorn; humility was an

unnecessary addition to the world's suffering; but that he did not

lack sting or thorn, his own sisters had discovered when they had

tried to keep their excommunicated brother out of his patrimony. How

puzzled Miriam and Rebekah had been by his forcing them at law to give

up the money and then presenting it to them. They could not see that

to prove the outcast Jew had yet his legal rights was a duty; the

money itself a burden. Yes, popular ethics was sadly to seek, and

involuntarily his hand stretched itself out and lovingly possessed

itself of the ever-growing manuscript of his _magnum opus_. His eye

caressed those serried concatenated propositions, resolving and

demonstrating the secret of the universe; the indirect outcome of his

yearning search for happiness, for some object of love that endured

amid the eternal flux, and in loving which he should find a perfect

and eternal joy. Riches, honor, the pleasures of sense--these held no

true and abiding bliss. The passion with which van den Ende's daughter

had agitated him had been wisely mastered, unavowed. But in the

Infinite Substance he had found the object of his search: the

necessary Eternal Being in and through whom all else existed, among

whose infinite attributes were thought and extension, that made up the

one poor universe known to man; whom man could love without desiring

to be loved in return, secure in the consciousness he was not outside

the Divine order. His book, he felt, would change theology to

theonomy, even as Copernicus and Kepler and Galileo had changed

astrology to astronomy. This chain of thoughts, forged link by link,

without rest, without hurry, as he sat grinding his glasses, day by

day, and year by year: these propositions, laboriously polished like

his telescope and microscope lenses, were no less designed for the

furtherance and clarification of human vision.

And yet not primarily vision. The first Jew to create an original

philosophy, he yet remained a Jew in aiming not at abstract knowledge,

but at concrete conduct: and was most of all a Jew in his proclamation

of the Unity. He would teach a world distraught and divided by

religious strife the higher path of spiritual blessedness; bring it

the Jewish greeting--Peace. But that he was typical--even by his very

isolation--of the race that had cast him out, he did not himself

perceive, missing by his static philosophy the sense of historical

enchainment, and continuous racial inspiration.

As, however, he glanced to-day over the pages of Part Three, "The

Origin and Nature of the Affects," he felt somehow out of tune with

this bloodless vivisection of human emotions, this chain of

quasi-mathematical propositions with their Euclidean array of data and

scholia, marshalling passions before the cold throne of intellect. The

exorcised image of Klaartje van den Ende--raised again by the

landlady's words--hovered amid the demonstrations. He caught gleams of

her between the steps. Her perfect Greek face flashed up and vanished

as in coquetry, her smile flickered. How learned she was, how wise,

how witty, how beautiful! And the instant he allowed himself to muse

thus, she appeared in full fascination, skating superbly on the frozen

canals, or smiling down at him from the ancient balustrade of the

window (surely young Gerard Dou must have caught an inspiration from

her as he passed by). What happy symposia at her father's house, when

the classic world was opening for the first time to the gaze of the

clogged Talmud-student, and the brilliant cynicism of the old doctor

combined with the larger outlook of his Christian fellow-pupils to

complete his emancipation from his native environment. After the dead

controversies of Hillel and Shammai in old Jerusalem, how freshening

these live discussions as to whether Holland should have sheltered

Charles Stuart from the regicide Cromwell, or whether the

_doelen-stuk_ of Rembrandt van Rijn were as well painted as Van

Ravosteyn's. In the Jewish quarter, though Rembrandt lived in it,

interest had been limited to the guldens earned by dirty old men in

sitting to him. What ardor, too, for the newest science, what worship

of Descartes and deprecation of the philosophers before him! And then

the flavor of romance--as of their own spices--wafted from the talk

about the new Colonies in the Indies! Good God! had it been so wise to

quench the glow of youth, to slip so silently to forty year? He had

allowed her to drop out of his life--this child so early grown to

winning womanhood--she was apparently dead for him, yet this sudden

idea of her proximity had revitalized her so triumphantly that the

philosopher wondered at the miracle, or at his own powers of

self-deception.

And who was this young man?

Had he analyzed love correctly? He turned to Proposition xxxiii. "If

we love a thing which is like ourselves we endeavor as much as

possible to make it love us in return." His eye ran over the proof

with its impressive summing-up. "Or in other words (Schol. Prop,

xiii., pt. 3), we try to make it love us in return." Unimpeachable

logic, but was it true? Had he tried to make Klaartje love him in

return? Not unless one counted the semi-conscious advances of

wit-combats and intellectual confidences as she grew up! But had he

succeeded? No, impossible, and his spirits fell, and mounted again to

note how truly their falling corroborated--by converse reasoning--his

next Proposition. "The greater the affect with which we imagine that a

beloved object is affected towards us, the greater will be our

self-exaltation," No, she had never given him cause for

self-exaltation, though occasionally it seemed as if she preferred his

talk to that of even the high-born, foppish youths sent by their sires

to sit at her father's feet.

In any case perhaps it was well he had given her maidenly modesty no

chance of confession. Marriage had never loomed as a possibility for

him--the life of the thinker must needs shrink from the complications

and prejudices engendered by domestic happiness: the intellectual love

of God more than replaced these terrestrial affections.

But now a sudden conviction that nothing could replace them, that they

were of the essence of personality, wrapped him round as with flame.

Some subtle aroma of emotion like the waft of the orange-groves of

Burgos in which his ancestors had wandered thrilled the son of the

mists and marshes. Perhaps it was only the conserve of red roses. At

any rate that was useless in this fever.

He took up his tools resolutely, but he could not work. He fell back

on his rough sketch for a lucid Algebra, but his lucid formulæ were a

blur. He went downstairs and played with the delighted children and

listened to the landlady's gossip, throwing her a word or two of

shrewd counsel on the everyday matters that came up. Presently he

asked her if the van den Endes had told her anything of their plans.

"Oh, they were going to stay at Scheveningen for the bathing. The

second time they came up from there."

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