BELINDA LUCAS.

A woman of color, living in Chrystie street, New York, is now, 1825,

about one hundred years old. She retains her faculties remarkably well,

and she recently gave the following account of herself: "When I was a

small child in Africa, being one day at play in the woods, some people

came along; one of whom catched me, and throwing me over his shoulder,

ran away with me. After he had gone some distance, he put me down and

whipped me to make me run.

"When we came to the water, they put me into the ship and carried me

to Antigua. Soon after, the captain of a vessel from New York, taking

a liking to me, bought me, and brought me here. I was then so little,

that I slept sometimes at my mistress's feet. I think there was only

one house for worship in the city then; and I remember very well that

up Broadway there were only a few small houses; and where the college

(in Park Place) stands it was woods.

"I was sold several times, married twice, and had one child that died

young. I was baptized in St. Paul's church, not long after it was

built; and when I was about forty years old, I bought my freedom for

twenty pounds. Not long after I married my last husband, I paid for

his freedom, and we went to Charleston. After living there about seven

years, he died; and knowing I had many friends and acquaintances in New

York, I came back.

"I brought a hundred dollars with me, which I put into the church

stock. From that I have received seven dollars every year, and with it

I buy my winter firewood. By working early and late, besides my day's

work, I earned money, and got a life lease of this spot of ground, and

built this house; and in this room" (which is on the first floor) "I

have lived many years.

"The upper part I rent; but sometimes the people have been poor, and

could not pay me; then I lost it; but these people pay me very well. I

have been asked many times to sell it, but I think it is much better

for me to stay quietly here than to be moving about: and besides, I

let Mr. ---- have fifty dollars, and when he failed, I lost it; and the

bad folks have several times taken money out of my chest; and I was

afraid, if I did sell, I should lose that also, and then I should be

very bad off.

"As I have no relation of my own, when I am gone, and don't want these

things any more, they are to be divided among my husband's folks." A

person present told her she should have a writing drawn, to tell how

they should be divided; saying, "Perhaps they will quarrel about it."

She said, "I have told them if they did, them that quarrelled must not

have anything."

When asked if she could read, she answered, "Yes; when I was young I

learned to spell a little, but I did not know how to put the words

together, till I went to the Clarkson school. There I learned to read;

and though I can't read all the hard words in the Bible, I can read

Matthew and John very well." A representation of the crucifixion of

Christ hanging over the chimney-piece, she pointed to it, and explained

it very intelligibly, remarking that, "To Mary, who was kneeling near

the cross, it was said, 'Woman, behold thy Son,' and to one of those

standing by, 'Behold thy Mother.'"

This representation appeared to afford her much interest in

contemplating it, though she looked only to the Lord for consolation,

and several times, while giving this account, testified of His goodness

and mercy to her; saying, "It is the Lord's will that I should be so

comfortably provided for. When I was younger, and worked so steadily,

the people used to say, 'Belinda, what do you work so hard for, and lay

up money? you have no children to take it when you are gone.'

"I did not know then, but the Lord knew that I was to live a great

while, and He put it into my heart to do so, and now I have plenty, and

trouble nobody for a living. I am unwell this morning, but by and by,

when I feel better, I intend to clean up. I used to live very snug and

comfortable; I can't get anybody now to put up my things for me so well

as I can do it for myself." Her bed had curtains, and appeared to have

comfortable covering on it. She had a looking-glass, an arm-chair, a

carpet on her floor, and other necessary furniture.

She further said, "When I was able, I went often to see the sick, and

the suffering poor, and do something for them, and I sometimes prayed

by their bedside;" and added, "I believe the Lord heard my prayers."

Placing her hands in an attitude of supplication, and turning her eyes

upward, "I often pray now, and I leave it to Him, and He gives me

what I pray for. If He thinks it best for me to live longer yet, I am

willing to stay; and if He thinks best to take me away, I am ready to

go."

On being asked how old she was, she replied, "When Peter Williams was

going to Hayti, and he came to see me and bid me farewell, he said,

'Belinda, I have been calculating your age, as near as I can from

circumstances, and I believe you are about a hundred years old.' I

thought I was older, but I suppose he must be correct.

"I used to work for the rich folks, and they seemed to love me, and

treated me very kindly. Mrs. T----, and Mrs. H----, and many others,

have been to see me a great many times. Mr. Livingston, the lawyer, who

died at Washington, you remember--with his first wife's father, Mr.

Kittletas, I lived, and of him I bought my freedom. And when I went to

Mr. Livingston's, he would say, 'Why, Belinda, you have a long life of

it here.' I would say, 'Yes, master, the Lord knows, but I don't, why I

stay so long'--but, dear man, he is gone!"

On being asked why she lived alone, she said, "If I have somebody with

me, they will want other company, and that will make more noise than

I like. I love to be still; then I can think. And when I am sick, the

people up stairs are kind to me, and do what little I want done."

When speaking of reading, she said, "I met with a bad accident lately;

I dropped my spectacles in the fire, and it spoiled them: when I can

get into the Bowery, to Mr. ----'s store, I can get another pair;

but nobody can get them for me--they would not know how to suit my

eyes--and then I always pay cash for what I get--I have found it the

best way. In all my life long, there has never anybody had the scratch

of a pen against me. I have been saving too: them plates there"

(pointing to her closet), "I brought them with me from Charleston

before Washington's war."

In this unpolished narrative, we see the benefit of acquiring steady

habits in early life--of honest, persevering industry--and frugality in

the use of what was so obtained. From the one hundred dollars put into

church stock, she has in fifty years received three hundred and fifty

dollars; and in such a way as to be particularly useful to her. Her

pious care of the sick; her quiet, decent, and comely way of living;

and her exertions in learning to read, even at the advanced age of

eighty years, are also worthy of particular notice.

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