CHAPTER V

The Prey of the Terrible

"I believe we are in the midst of a great battle.

We are not ourselves fighting, we are simply

accepting everything that comes; but the Powers of

Light are fighting against the Powers of Darkness,

and they will certainly prevail. The Holy Spirit

is working, but the people do not as yet know it

is the Spirit."

_Hester Needham, Sumatra._

THE devil's favourite device just now is to move interested people to

far-away places. We have had several who seemed very near to the

Kingdom. Then suddenly they have disappeared.

There was Wreath, of the Village of the Temple. She used to listen in

the shadow of the door while we sat on the outside verandah. Then she

got bolder, and openly asked to see Golden, and talk with her. One day,

unexpectedly, Golden was led to the Red Lake Village, and to her

surprise found Wreath there. She had been sent away from the Village of

the Temple, and was now with some other relations, under even stricter

guard. But God led Golden, all unknowingly, to go straight to the very

house where she was. So she heard again.

Next time Golden went she could not see her alone, but somehow Wreath

got her to understand that if she went to a certain tree near the

women's bathing-place, at a certain time next week, she would try to

meet her there. Golden went, and they met. Wreath told her she believed

it all, but she could not then face breaking Caste and destroying her

family's name. They had been good to her, how could she disgrace them?

Still, she eagerly wanted to go on hearing, and we felt that if she did,

the love of God would win. So we were full of hope.

Next time Golden went she could find no trace of her. She has never seen

her since. There is a rumour that she has been carried off over the

mountains, hundreds of miles away.

In another village a bright, keen boy of seventeen listened one day when

we taught the women, and, becoming greatly interested, openly took the

Gospel's part when the village elders attacked it. After some weeks he

gathered courage to come and see the Iyer. He was a very intelligent

boy, well known all over the countryside, because he had studied the

Tamil classics, and also because of his connection with one of the chief

temples of the district.

A fortnight after his visit here, our Band went to his village. They

heard that he was married and gone, where, no one would say. The

relations must have heard of his coming to us (of course he was urged to

tell them), and they rushed him through a marriage, and sent him off

post haste. So now there is another key turned, locking him into

Hinduism.

In the Village of the Wind a young girl became known as an inquirer. Her

Caste passed the word along from village to village wherever its members

were found, and all these relations and connections were speedily

leagued in a compact to keep her from hearing more. When we went to see

her, we found she had been posted off somewhere else. When we went to

the somewhere else (always freely mentioned to us, with invitations to

go), we found she had been there, but had been forwarded elsewhere. For

weeks she was tossed about like this; then we traced her, and found her.

But she was thoroughly cowed, and dared not show the least interest in

us. It is often like that. Just at the point where the soul-poise is so

delicate that the lightest touch affects it, something, someone, pushes

it roughly, and it trembles a moment, then falls--on the wrong side.

The reason for all this alertness of opposition is, that scattered about

the five thousand square miles we call our field, here and there seeds

are beginning to grow. Some of the sowers are in England now, and some

are in heaven--sowers and reapers, English and Tamil, rejoice together!

This is known everywhere, for the news spreads from town to town, and

then out to the villages, and the result is opposition. Sometimes the

little patch of ground which looked so hopeful is trampled, and the

young seedlings killed; sometimes they seem to be rooted up. When we go

to our Master and tell Him, He explains it: "An Enemy hath done this."

But as the measure of the Enemy's activity is in direct proportion to

the measure of God's working, we take it as a sign of encouragement,

however hindering it may be. Satan would not trouble to fight if he saw

nothing worth attacking; he does not seem to mind the spread of a head

knowledge of the Doctrine, or even a cordial appreciation of it. Often

we hear the people say how excellent it is, and how they never worship

idols now, but only the true God; and even a heathen mother will make

her child repeat its texts to you, and a father will tell you how it

tells him Bible stories; and if you are quite new to the work you put it

in the _Magazine_, and at home it sounds like conversion. All this goes

on most peacefully; there is not the slightest stir, till something

happens to show the people that the Doctrine is not just a Creed, but

contains a living Power. And then, and not till then, there is

opposition.

This opposition is sufficiently strong in the case of a boy or young man

(older Caste men and women rarely "change their religion" in this part

of South India), but if a girl is in question, the Caste is touched at

its most sensitive point, and the feeling is simply intense. Men and

demons seem to conspire to hold such a one in the clutch of the

Terrible.

There is a young girl in Cupid's Lake Village whose heart the Lord

opened some weeks ago. She is a gentle, timid girl, and devoted to her

mother. "Can it be right to break my mother's heart?" she used to ask us

pitifully. We urged her to try to win her mother, but the mother was

just furious. The moment she understood that her daughter wanted to

follow Jesus, or "join the Way," as she would express it, she gathered

the girl's books and burnt them, and forbade her ever to mention the

subject; and she went all round the villages trying to stop our work.

At last things came to a crisis. The girl was told to do what she felt

would be sin against God. She refused. They tried force, sheer brute

force. She nerved herself for the leap in the dark, and tried to escape

to us. But in the dark night she lost the way, and had to run back to

her home. Next morning the village priest spread a story to the effect

that his god had appeared to him, told him of her attempt to escape, and

that she would try twice again, "but each time I will stand in the way

and turn her back," he said.

This naturally startled the girl. "Is his god stronger than Jesus?" she

asked in real perplexity. We told her we thought the tale was concocted

to frighten her; the priest had seen her, and made up the rest. But

twice since then, driven by dire danger, that girl has tried to get to

us, and each time she has been turned back. And now she is kept in

rigorous guard, as her determination to be a Christian is well known to

all in the place.

Do you say, "Tell her to stay at home and bear it patiently"? We do tell

her so, when we can see her, but we add, "till God makes a way of

escape"; and if you knew all there is to be known about a Hindu home,

and what may happen in it, you would not tell her otherwise.

But supposing there is nothing more than negative difficulty to be

feared, have you ever tried in thought to change places with such a

girl? Have you ever considered how impossible it is for such a one to

grow? The simple grace of continuance is in danger of withering when all

help of every sort is absolutely cut off, and the soul is, to begin

with, not deeply rooted in God. Plants, even when they have life, need

water and sunshine and air. Babes need milk.

You find it hard enough to grow, if one may judge from the constant

wails about "leanness," and yet you are surrounded by every possible

help to growth. You have a whole Bible, not just a scrap of it; and you

can read it all, and understand at least most of it. You have endless

good books, hymn-books, and spiritual papers; you have sermons every

week, numerous meetings for edification, and perhaps an annual

Convention. Now strip yourself of all this. Shut your Bible, and forget

as completely as if you had never known it all you ever read or heard,

except the main facts of the Gospel. Forget all those strengthening

verses, all those beautiful hymns, all those inspiring addresses.

Likewise, of course, entirely forget all the loving dealings of God with

yourself and with others--a Hindu has no such memories to help her. Then

go and live in a devil's den and develop saintliness. The truth is, even

you would find it difficult; but this Hindu girl's case is worse than

that, a million times worse. Think of the life, and then, if you can,

tell her she must be quite satisfied with it, that it is the will of

God. You could not say that it is His will! It is the will of the

Terrible, who holds on to his prey, and would rather rend it limb from

limb than ever let it go.

We are often asked to tell converts' stories; and certainly they would

thrill, for the way of escape God opens sometimes is, like Peter's from

prison, miraculous; and truth is stranger than fiction, and far more

interesting. But we who work in the Terrible's lair, and know how he

fights to get back his prey, even after it has escaped from him, are

afraid to tell these stories too much, and feel that silence is safest,

and, strange as it may seem to some, for the present most glorifies God.

For a certain connection has been observed between publicity and peril.

And we have learned by experience to fear any attempt to photograph

spiritual fruit. The old Greek artist turned away the face that held too

much for him to paint; and that turned-away face had power in it, they

say, to touch men's hearts. We turn these faces away from you; may the

very fact that we do it teach some at home to realise how much more lies

in each of them than we can say, how great a need there is to pray that

each may be kept safe. The names of one and another occur, because they

came in the letters so often that I could not cross them all out without

altering the character of the whole; they are part of one's very life.

But as even a passing mention may mean danger, unless a counteracting

influence of real prayer protects them, we ask you to pray that the

tender protection of God may be folded round each one of them; and then

when we meet where no sin can creep into the telling, and no harm can

follow it, they will tell you their stories themselves, and God will

give you your share in the joy, comrades by prayer at home! But let us

press it on you now--pray, oh, pray for the converts! Pray that they may

grow in Christ. Pray that He may see of the travail of His soul, and be

satisfied with each of them. And pray that we may enter into that

travail of soul with Him. Nothing less is any good. Spiritual children

mean travail of soul--spiritual agony. I wonder who among those who read

this will realise what I mean. Some will, I think; so I write it. It is

a solemn thing to find oneself drawn out in prayer which knows no relief

till the soul it is burdened with is born. It is no less solemn

afterwards, until Christ is formed in them. Converts are a responsible

joy.

And now we have told you a little of what is going on. There are days

when nothing seems to be done, and then again there are days when the

Terrible seems almost visible, as he gathers up his strength, and tears

and mauls his prey. And so it is true we have to fight a separate fight

for each soul. But another view of the case is a strength to us many a

time. "We are not ourselves fighting, but the Powers of Light are

fighting against the Powers of Darkness," and the coming of the victory

is only a question of time. "Shall the prey be taken from the Mighty or

the captives of the Terrible be delivered? But thus saith the Lord,

=Even the captives of the Mighty shall be taken away and the prey of the

Terrible shall be delivered=."

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