1712-1778.
It is impossible to imagine a character in stronger contrast with
Voltaire, than that of Rousseau. They possessed but one quality in
common. It is difficult to know what to call it. In ordinary men it
would be named egotism, or vanity. It is that lively and intimate
apprehension of their own individuality, sensations, and being, which
appears to be one of the elements of that order of minds which feel
impelled to express their thoughts and disseminate their views and
opinions through the medium of writing;--men of imagination, and
eloquence, and mental energy. This quality is good as long as it renders
an author diligent, earnest, and sincere; it is evil when it deprives
him of the power of justly appreciating his powers and position, and
causes him to fancy himself the centre, as it were, of the universe.
Rousseau was its victim; it was exaggerated till his mind became
diseased; and one false idea becoming fixed and absorbing, a sort of
madness ensued. He was too alive to the sense of his own actions and
feelings; and as he had committed many faults, not to say crimes, the
recollection of these, joined to his sincere love of virtue, produced a
struggle in his mind full, of misery and remorse.
Jean Jacques Rousseau was born at Geneva, on the 28th June, 1712. His
birth cost the life of his mother, and was, he says, "the first of his
misfortunes." His father was a watchmaker, and clever in his trade--it
was all he had to subsist upon. Jean Jacques was born weakly, and with
some organic defect, that rendered the rearing difficult and precarious.
A sister of his father devoted herself to him. According to his own
account, his childish years were happy. Loved and caressed by many
relations, and watched over by his aunt, he was indulged without being
spoiled. His father taught him to read, after the business of the day
was over. That his attention might be excited, the long romances of
Scudéri and the elder Crebillon were put into his hands. His father
shared the pleasure he took in this occupation, and parent and child
often sat up all night to indulge in it: a taste for the romantic, and a
precocious knowledge of the language of passion and sentiment, were thus
impressed upon the boy. When the collection of romances was ended, they
turned to other books. They had a good collection, being a portion of
the library of his mother's father, a minister of the church. The
"History of the Church and the Empire," by Le Seur; Bossuet's "Discourse
on Universal History;" Plutarch's "Lives;" Ovid's "Metamorphoses;" the
works of Molière, La Bruyère, and Fontenelle, were among them. The boy
read to his father as he sat at work.
[Sidenote: 1720.
Ætat.
8.]
"I thus," Rousseau writes "imbibed a singular taste, perhaps unexampled
at my age. Plutarch, above all, became my favourite reading, and the
pleasure I took in it cured me somewhat of my love for romances, and I
soon learnt to prefer Agesilas, Brutus, and Aristides, to Oorondates,
Artamenes, and Juba. These delightful books, and the conversations to
which they gave rise between my father and me, formed that independent
and republican spirit, that proud untameable character, impatient of
yoke and servitude, which has tormented me through life, in situations
ill adapted to foster it. "With my thoughts continually occupied by Rome
and Greece,--living, so to speak, with their great men, born myself the
citizen of a republic, and the son of a father whose strongest passion
was love of his country,--I warmed by his example--I fancied myself
Greek or Roman--I became the man whose life I read. The account of acts
of constancy and intrepidity which struck me caused my eyes to flash,
and gave expression to my voice. One day, as I was relating at table the
history of Scævola, the listeners were frightened to see me advance and
hold my hand above a brazier to represent his action."
These happy days, which, had they continued, might have blotted many
pages of error and suffering from Rousseau's life, ended too soon. The
darling of all, he lived in an atmosphere of love. He had one elder
brother, who, treated with negligence, ran away, and took refuge in
Germany. Not long after, his father had a quarrel with a French officer;
and rather than submit to the short, but, as it appeared to him, unjust,
imprisonment with which he was menaced in consequence, expatriated
himself, leaving his little son with his sister, who had married his
wife's brother; and the family was thus doubly related. Jean Jaques was
now sent, together with a young cousin, to board at Bossey, with a
minister named Lambercier. His life here was more pleasurable than
generally falls to the lot of childhood;--the boys had their hours of
tuition, and their hours of play--they quarrelled and made it up--they
had their childish schemes, their holidays,--they were happy. Rousseau,
in his "Confessions," well describes how these days of innocence and
childish enjoyment were disturbed by an unjust punishment. The injustice
sunk deep into the children's minds,--it despoiled their country home of
all its charm; and this circumstance deserves mention, as it will always
be found that the more children are treated with kindness and
familiarity, the more necessary it is to guard against the slightest
show of injustice. At a great school, accusation and punishment are
often the effect of accident, and the boys lay less store by them; they
are not pregnant with disgrace or shame,--many others, like themselves,
are subject to the like, and it appears simply as one of the common
hardships of life. But in domestic education they feel themselves to be
a portion of the whole; and if that whole be harmonious, a discord, an
act of tyranny, that falls peculiarly on themselves, makes a frightful
impression; it appears to enfranchise them from the tacit vow of
obedience under which they before lived, and causes them to regard their
elders as treacherous enemies.
Leaving their country pension, the boys continued to lead a happy life
at the house of Bernard, who was an engineer. He brought up his son to
the same profession, and Rousseau shared his cousin's lessons. At length
it was decided that he must adopt some calling, by which to earn his
livelihood: he was placed with a _greffier_, or attorney; but he
disliked the employment, and neglected his duties; he was dismissed, and
apprenticed to an engraver. Here he appears to have been neglected by
his relations; and the vulgarity and violence of his master had the
worst effect on his character. There was that in Rousseau, which is
often found in the early years of genius,--detestation of
control--rebellion against all forced application. Eager to occupy
himself, if allowed the choice of employment; revolting from a routine,
in which his own purposes and inclinations were not consulted; it is one
of the Sphinx's riddles, not yet divined, how to break in the daring and
aspiring spirit of youth to the necessities of life, without exciting
discontent and rebellion. The heart opening at that age more warmly to
the affections, nature seems to point out the way,--but who in society,
as it is formed, takes nature for a director?
Beaten, maltreated, hard worked, Rousseau became idle, timid, and lying.
It is strange, but true, how, in the little republic of Geneva, money is
perhaps more the main spring of existence than in larger states, and how
early the children of the artizans are subjected to the grinding evils
of penury. Brought up to earn their subsistence as soon as is
practicable, the parents are eager to cast them wholly on their own
exertions: and the numerous class of young people, male and female,
decently born and bred, who, in that city, live by attendance in shops,
by the needle, or the workman's tool, suffer much of the excess of
labour and poor living to which the inferior classes in our
manufacturing towns are subject.
Rousseau, timid of heart, but with an imagination that warmed him to
daring, was led into mischievous scrapes: the very ardour of his
disposition occasioned his faults: he was treated like a vulgar
apprentice, and he fell into the vices of such a position, without at
the same time blunting that eagerness and romance that formed the
essence of his character. In the midst of disgraceful scrapes, his love
of reading returned. He had none of those fixed principles which would
lead him to give due time to the work required of him by his master, and
his leisure to his books; a new volume in hand, every other occupation
was sacrificed to it;--he was beaten and ill-treated for his negligence;
he became obstinate and taciturn, but never gave up his point. His
books, and the day-dreams founded on them, which fabricated and painted
a thousand romantic scenes, filled his heart in solitude; real life was
replete with indignity and suffering; in reverie, he was enterprising,
noble, and free.
Sunday--the day of leisure and liberty--was spent in rambles and games
with his comrades. It is the law of Geneva to shut the gates early in
the evening, and they are not opened on any pretence for any one till
the following morning. The lad, once or twice too late, was punished
severely for his negligence. On the third occasion he resolved rather to
run away than to encounter the menaced chastisement. His last act was to
send for his cousin Bernard, to take leave of him: the boy did not press
him to stay--did not offer to mediate for him; he returned to his
parents, while Rousseau turned his steps from his native city--a vagrant
and a beggar.
No such aspect of things presented itself to the wanderer himself;--he
was in his own eyes a hero in search of adventures;--he dreamt of all of
brilliant and festive of which he had read in his romances, and while he
slept under the roofs of peasants with whom he was acquainted, and who
received him with cordial hospitality, his reveries pictured castles and
enamoured damsels, a fortune the gift of love, and lasting happiness the
effect.
Rousseau was unfortunate at the outset. He had wandered about till he
found himself at Confignon, in Savoy, a place two leagues distant from
Geneva. He paid the curate, M. de Pontverre, a visit. His own account of
his motives is suspicious: he says that he was anxious to see the
descendant of men who figured in the history of the republic; that M. de
Pontverre received him well, asked him to dinner, and invited him to be
converted to the Roman catholic religion; and that he had not the heart
to say nay to his kind entertainer. There is--and there was in those
days still more--a great spirit of proselytism kept up among the
priesthood of Savoy, hovering, as they do, close to a nest of heresy.
Still, we cannot help imagining that the scheme was Rousseau's own, and
that he presented himself as a willing convert--expecting thus to be
made much of, and introduced in triumph to the houses of the catholic
nobility. At any rate, M. de Pontverre behaved ill: he ought to have
felt that it was more for the youth's permanent advantage to send him
back to his friends, mediate for his pardon, and exhort him to regular
and virtuous courses; and that to make a proselyte of him, and thus
render his relations entirely hostile, and him an object of disgrace in
his native city, while it opened no future career for earning an honest
livelihood, was the worst step in the beginning of life that a young man
could take. But M. de Pontverre, as a priest, thought differently;--if
he did not invite the youth to abjure the religion of his country, he
facilitated a scheme that sprang from any feeling rather than piety.
Rousseau felt his pride fall, when his host told him that he would give
him a letter to a charitable lady living at Annecy, who would forward
his views. He saw, however, no other resource against starvation; and he
yielded. Furnished by the curate with a letter, he set out--his head
full of princesses, palaces, and castles, and in great hopes that some
fortunate adventure would present a more brilliant prospect than the one
before him. None occurred. He arrived at Annecy; he saw madame de
Warens; and in her and her kindness found embodied one of those romances
of real life, which, if of less fairy and glittering hue to the eye, are
equally magic-like to the heart, and do not less serve to alter the
course of existence, and to metamorphose the soul.
The comtesse de Warens was a native of Vevay, in the Pays de Vaud: she
had married when very young; and having no children, and not being happy
in her marriage, she took occasion, when the king of Savoy, Victor
Amadeo, was at Evian, to cross the lake, throw herself at his feet, and
claim his protection as a convert to Catholicism. The king, who was
zealous in the cause of his religion, received her graciously, and
settled on her a pension of 1500 Piedmontese livres. She was much loved
at Vevay, and there was some danger of her being rescued against her
will: to preserve his proselyte, the king was obliged to have her
escorted to Annecy by a detachment of guards; where, under the direction
of the titular bishop of Geneva, she abjured protestantism. She had
lived for six years at Annecy, and was eight and twenty, when Rousseau
first saw her. She was beautiful, and, above all, an expression of
angelic sweetness and benevolence beamed in her face, that inspired him
at once with hope, confidence, and gratitude. She felt the folly of the
step he had taken; but, surrounded by priests and spies, she feared to
show compassion, or to give him good advice; the few words she did say,
to induce him to return to his father, were of no avail. Yet it was not
easy to find the means of subsistence for him. At length one of her
guests proposed that he should go to Turin, and enter the hospital
established for the instruction of proselytes, where he could remain
until his abjuration, when it might be supposed some charitable person
would come forward to his assistance. Sad and humble was the prospect
held out; but there appeared to be no other resource except to return to
Geneva,--an alternative he obstinately rejected. Some respectable
persons were found who were going to Turin, and he accompanied them. The
journey was performed on foot, and lasted nine days--nine happy
days--when casting away all thought of the future, unincumbered by
luggage, his expenses attended to by others, he wandered among the
valleys of the Alps, crossed their summits, and beheld the happy garden
which Piedmont presents to the traveller, just emerging from the snows
of Savoy. The recollection of this delightful journey often made him
wish to renew it in after life--and a pedestrian tour always appeared to
him one of the chief happinesses of existence.
Once established in the hospital, he began to feel the importance of the
step he was about to take. His conscience told him that he was making a
traffic of religion, and he dimly appreciated the sin and disgrace of
such a proceeding. Brought up in a bigoted calvinist city, he had been
taught a holy horror for catholic ceremonies; still he fancied there was
no escape: false shame--fear of starvation--a determination not to
return to Geneva, caused him to silence his better thoughts. Yet he was
eager to delay the fatal act;--he argued with the priests employed to
teach him a new religion; and it was found necessary to provide one
especially, who was capable of mastering the catechumen's objections by
the arms of logic and learning. Finding that he could not answer the
priest's arguments, Rousseau began to think that he might be in the
right; and he yielded with good grace to the act of abjuration. After
being received into the catholic church--after being absolved by a
father inquisitor for the crime of heresy--twenty francs, collected at
the church door, were put into his hands; he was recommended to be
faithful to his new religion, and to lead a good life; and then he was
dismissed, and found himself--the doors of his late abode closed
behind--friendless and alone in the streets of Turin. Newly recovered
liberty, however, at first sufficed to inspire him with happy
sensations; and the very sight of the well-built and well-peopled
streets filled him with hopes for the future. Where there were so many
rich and great, there could not fail, he thought, to be found a thousand
eligible resources against want.
The resources he really found were in ill accord with the pictures his
imagination formed. He was obliged to hire himself as a servant. At
first he served a fair shopkeeper; and then became the attendant of an
old countess Vercelli, with whom he lived till her death, which occurred
only three months after. It was on this occasion that he committed that
fault, remorse for which pursued him till his death. During the illness
of his mistress he had abstracted a riband from her wardrobe, with the
intent of bestowing it on a maidservant of the house. The riband was
missed, sought for, and found on him. False shame led him to deny the
theft; and, when more closely questioned, he declared that the stolen
riband had been given to him by the very girl on whom he had intended to
bestow it. The two were confronted; the innocent servant implored him
with tears to retract his falsehood, but he resolutely maintained his
story. He was believed. He tells this tale in his "Confessions;" he
declares that the avowal cost him more pain than any other--that remorse
never ceased to pursue him--the image of the injured girl, reproaching
him for the wrong he had done her, often haunted his dreams--it weighed
on his conscience as the most atrocious crime. He had sought merely to
shelter himself, and false shame prevented his retracting the accusation
once made; but the thought of his victim driven to want and infamy by
his lie made him often look on his after sufferings as but the just
retribution of his crime. This is one of the laws of life. The shadows
of our past actions stalk beside us during our existence, and never
cease to torment or to soothe, according as they are ill or good, that
mysterious portion of mind termed conscience.
Rousseau was now again thrown back upon independent poverty. His time
was not all lost: he frequented the society of an excellent man, a
Savoyard abbé, M. Gaime, who enlightened his mind as to his real
duties, instructed him in the better part of religion, and corrected his
false estimate of society. These lessons were often forgotten, at least,
inasmuch as they ought to have served as guides for conduct; but they
were as dew upon a field; in due time, the hidden seeds of thought, then
sown, sprang up. While thus unemployed, and not looking beyond the hour,
the nephew of his late mistress sent for him, and told him that he had
found a situation: he was to become a domestic in a noble family of
Turin: this was a fall for the youth's pride, but he had no other
resource against want.
He was treated with infinite kindness by the various members of the
family: he distinguished himself by his intelligence; and the younger
son, who was destined for clerical honours, became interested for him:
he questioned him as to his acquirements; and, finding that he had
received the rudiments of education, undertook to teach him Latin. He
might now have been happy: had he shown himself steady, he would have
been advanced by his protectors. The Italians, satisfied with the
acknowledged distinctions of rank, have no ridiculous pride, and are
ready to treat inferiors on an equality, if their education raises them
to their mental level. Many careers, closed against the ignoble in
France, were open in Italy; and these were offered to Rousseau's view as
spurs to his ambition. He was won for a brief period; but, though he
dreamt of climbing, he did not like going up the ladder--and a caprice
ruined all. He fell in with a merry fellow, who had been his fellow
apprentice in Geneva, and who was about to return to that city.
Rousseau, charmed by his wild gay spirits--allured by the attractions of
a mountain journey made on foot, with the idea of madame de Warens in
the misty distance--threw up his situation with a careless show of
ingratitude that disgusted his protectors, and set out again a beggar,
but rendered wildly happy by the project of travelling among the valleys
and over the mountains of Savoy, with a little toy fountain as all his
treasure; round which he believed the peasants would gather, and pay for
their amusement by their hospitality. The fountain was soon spoiled; but
they had a little money, and enjoyed their rambles till the sight of
Annecy recalled Rousseau to the realities of life.
Madame de Warens had, however, none of that rigid uprightness which
thrusts the young into misery because their untaught impulses lead them
astray. She received the wanderer with simple kindness. "I feared you
were too young," she said, "for this journey; I am glad, however, that
it has not turned out as ill as I expected." She received him into her
house, and with maternal care sought to find some permanent occupation
for which he was fitted. For some time her endeavours were vain. He was
pronounced to be incapable of being able even to learn Latin enough for
a country curate. Her heart must have been indeed warm with natural
charity, not to have been chilled by these rebukes of any vanity she
might have felt in patronising the outcast. A taste which Rousseau
developed for music at length afforded her some hope. She placed him
with M. le Maître, music master to the cathedral choir.
[Sidenote: 1729.
Ætat.
17.]
Here he remained for a year studying the art. M. le Maître, however,
had a quarrel with a canon of the cathedral; and, to revenge himself,
absconded with his case of music on the eve of the holy week, when his
services were most wanted. Unable to dissuade him from this folly,
madame de Warens permitted Rousseau to aid and accompany him in his
flight. He did not go far: at Lyons poor Le Maître fell into an
epileptic fit; and Rousseau, frightened, hastily gave him in charge to
the bystanders, made his own escape, and returned to Annecy. This, he
says, is his "second painful confession." It is here mentioned, as well
as his first, to show--as in the more heinous one that follows--that
Rousseau's real defect was a want of moral courage to meet any menacing
and uncertain evil, and absence of fixed principle to enable him to
conquer this defect, and to recognise the omnipotent claims of duty. He
returned to Annecy, and found that madame de Warens had departed for
Paris. Thrown on his own resources, he felt uncertain as to the means of
gaining his bread. He was asked by madame de Warens' maid-servant to
accompany her to Fribourg, her native place; she also being left without
explanation by her mistress. A wandering life of some years commenced
with this journey. In writing this portion of Rousseau's biography, we
labour under the disadvantage, that we but abridge details, which he
gives with all the glow and charm of romance and the interest of
reality--while, limited in space, we can scarcely do more than mark
epochs;--we pass over, therefore, the history of his adventure at
Lausanne, where he pretended to furnish a concert of musicians with a
piece of music of his own composition, although ignorant of the first
principles of the art. Still he had studied music for some time, and had
a taste for it,--and this led him to endeavour to earn his livelihood by
teaching it. He remained for nearly two years at Neufchâtel, exercising
the calling of music master: the temptation held out by a sort of Greek
swindler led him to give up his career: he engaged himself to this man
as interpreter, but was rescued out of his hands by M. de Bonac, the
French ambassador, who treated him with great kindness, and gave him an
introduction at Paris to be tutor to a young gentleman who had just
entered the army. This scheme did not succeed. Rousseau was disgusted by
the treatment he met; he left his employer, and returned to Savoy on
foot: he had reached Paris in a similar manner.
[Sidenote: 1733.
Ætat.
21.]
Arriving at Chambery, he found madame de Warens returned. She presented
him on the instant to the intendant-general of the province, who gave
him employment as clerk, or, as he was styled, secretary, in an office
instituted to make a census of the estates of the nobles of the country.
And thus, he says, after five years, which had elapsed since his flight
from Geneva--after many follies and many sufferings, for the first time
he began to earn his livelihood in a creditable situation. He was still
a mere boy--or rather, had just arrived at that age where boyhood ceases
and manhood begins.--He had led a precarious life. The kindness of
madame de Warens was all in which he could put his trust; and that had
failed him during the space of nearly two years. Want had frequently
stared him in the face. He could gain bare necessaries only by his own
exertions. Of a romantic unsteady disposition, any stable position,
holding out positive remuneration and demanding regular conduct, was
swiftly abandoned; while he also, through some strange conformation of
mind, appeared incapable of using the genius then in embryo within him,
for the acquirement of such knowledge as would have insured him an
honourable position. Thus the precious years of youth wasted away
imperceptibly, and all that he gained, apparently, as of account for
future years, was a knowledge of music. It may be that this wandering,
desultory, precarious existence, fed by romantic dreams and burning
affections, was best adapted to develope his peculiar talents--but it
certainly was not such as to form habits of mind conducive to happiness.
It engendered a sort of bold and restless self-confidence, founded
rather on that which he could do without, than on that which he could
attain it inspired mistrust or disdain for the assistance of others as
being of no ultimate avail to his welfare; he acquired through it a
capacity of living for the present day, without care for the coming one;
and an inability to endure restraint, even when restraint was an
imperious duty;--in short, a restless sense of unused liberty.
Independence is assuredly the basis of true genius--but then it is that
which holds fast by duty;--this last better portion was not developed in
Rousseau till a later day--and then in so imperfect a manner, and
tainted by so much, first of whim, and lastly of madness, that he reaped
little benefit from the lessons of experience.
He continued to fulfil his duties as secretary for two years; and showed
his aptitude for things beyond, by making a study at the same time of
arithmetic and geometry. But his steady course of life was suddenly
interrupted. An illness confined him to his chamber, and during this
time Rameau's treatise on harmony fell into his hands. It served still
more to develope a passion for music of which he had already given many
tokens. He prevailed on madame de Warens to give a weekly concert; he
became absorbed in the art--neglected his office--and at length proposed
to his protectress to give up his situation, that he might devote
himself entirely to the study of composition. She struggled against a
scheme which offered little prospect of future good, and was to be
followed by the immediate sacrifice of a respectable position and habits
of sober industry.
[Sidenote: 1735.
Ætat.
23.]
Rousseau's ardour caused him to prevail; and he became music master at
Chambery, that he might earn a livelihood while he prosecuted his
studies. He was thus thrown among the best society of the town; and
found it far more agreeable to teach well-born and agreeable young
ladies, than to spend eight hours a day in a close dark office, in
company with under-bred uncombed clerks. Fortunately, where the salt of
intellect prevails, nothing but absolute slavery of mind to an absorbing
and uninstructive pursuit can prevent a man of talent from turning the
various events of life to profit. Among his pupils was a M. de
Conzié--a man of some talent, but with no real taste for the art which
Rousseau was to teach: conversation was therefore usually substituted
for the lesson; and Rousseau, led by him to read Voltaire's works,
acquired something of the tone of the literature of the day, and felt
himself rapidly carried away into the very heart of philosophical
discussions;--he himself began to desire to write with elegance, charmed
by the brilliant style of his great contemporary.
It is impossible to dwell upon the minutia of his life for the five
following years; they were important--they led him through early
manhood, and during their course he developed his taste for the
acquirement of knowledge--educating himself intellectually and morally,
as well as he could, by the light of little else than his own natural
reason.
At first, his head was perpetually full of projects for advancement. He
made many little journeys to Lyons, Geneva, and Niort, for the sake of
prosecuting schemes, which he believed to be fraught with advantages;
but which failing each in turn, he returned penniless to his home with
madame de Warens. By degrees, however, he fell into a bad state of
health. Feeling an inexplicable weakness pervade his frame, he believed
he had but a short time to live, and lost his desire for advancement in
the languor and bodily inaction produced by disease. His protectress,
for the sake of securing a friend at the court of Savoy, rented a house
of a Piedmontese noble at Chambery, which no one else would take, being
close and damp. In the summer, she escaped from this species of prison
to a small country house. Les Charmettes, near Chambery. There, in
solitude and tranquillity, Rousseau gave himself up to study.
Mathematics and Latin were his principal occupations: he worked hard:
there was an inaptitude to remember in him which made knowledge
difficult to acquire; but he acquired the power of reflection--he learnt
to distinguish his ideas--he recognised moral principles and
philosophical truths--he penetrated deeply into the secret springs of
human action. Man's nature was often exposed as a map before him--and he
knew its various bearings and powers--although he was ill able then, as
ever, to control its impulses as they existed within himself.
The confidential domestic of madame de Warens died; and Rousseau, in
some sort fulfilling his avocations, discovered the ruin into which his
protectress was plunged, through her love of scheming, and the ready ear
she gave to every quack and swindler who sought her for the sake of
plunder. It became his desire to save her; and, if that were impossible,
to make such a fortune as would enable him to be of use to her in his
turn.
It is not our intention to enter into the details of Rousseau's
connection with this lady. To any one who loves to make a study of human
nature, the "Confessions" are an invaluable book, and disclose the
secret of many hearts to those who have courage to penetrate into the
recesses of their own. But, to be useful, they must be read as they are,
with the author's observations and minute anatomy of motive; and a mere
abridgment would disgust without advantage. It is not to-day that we
have learnt, that it is not true, that when a woman loses one virtue she
loses all. The true distinctive virtue of woman's nature is her
promptitude to self-sacrifice, and a capacity to bind up her existence
in the happiness and well-being of the objects of her attachment.
Experience shows us, that as far as a woman does this, and is neither
worldly nor depraved, she preserves, in spite of error, the more lovely
qualities of her nature. Personal fidelity is the purifier and preserver
of the affections; and whoso fails in this, either man or woman,
degrades human nature--the glory of which is to ally the sensations of
love to the emotions of the heart and the passions of the soul. If we
examine the conduct of madame de Warens by this rule, we find her
wanting; and whether she be a real personage, and did and felt as
Rousseau describes, or an imaginary being, we may pass judgment on her,
and assert that the event proves that depravity of conduct led her to
fail in fulfilling the duties which the affections impose.
Rousseau, having somewhat recovered his health, returned to his projects
for worldly advancement, and his journeys that carried him hither and
thither in search of it. On one occasion he visited Montpellier for the
sake of consulting a physician; he returned--his hopes of renovated
health gone, his resolve to dedicate himself to his benefactress
strengthened. He returned, to find another in his place--his friend's
heart changed--the paradise he cherished desecrated. He did not the less
resolve to serve her. "Reduced," he writes, "to form a fate for myself
independent of her, and not being able even to imagine such, I sought it
wholly in herself--and I did this so entirely, that I succeeded in
almost forgetting myself. The ardent desire of seeing her happy absorbed
all my affections. In vain did she separate her happiness from mine; I
saw it in hers, in spite of her. Thus the virtues whose seed were in my
soul, and which study had matured, began to germinate with my
misfortunes, and waited but for the operation of adversity to bud
forth." This exalted state of mind, however, could not last. Finding his
rival totally unworthy of his attempts to educate him, and that he was
plunging the unfortunate madame de Warens deeper in inevitable ruin, he
hurried from the scene. The employment of tutor to the children of M. de
Mabli, at Lyons, was offered him; he undertook it; but soon became
disgusted. At a distance, the tranquil happiness of Les Charmettes
recurred to his memory; he began to fancy that he was in fault--that he
had but to return to find love and peace. He did return, and the
illusion was dispelled for ever. For a short time he gave himself up to
study, while he revolved a thousand projects for his future life. Music
was still a favourite pursuit. He had invented a method of noting music
which he considered more facile and perfect than the one in use. He
believed that, if known, it would be generally adopted; and that, if he
took it to Paris and showed it to the professors, they would at once
perceive its advantages, and his fortune would be made. His imagination
speedily warmed with the idea, and he hurried to execute it. "I had
brought," he writes, "some money with me from Lyons; I sold my books to
acquire a sum sufficient for my journey. My design was taken and
executed within the space of fifteen days. In short, full of magnificent
ideas--and ever the same in all times--I left Savoy with my system of
music, as before I had quitted Turin with my toy fountain."
Rousseau pauses--his biographers usually pause--at this epoch, when he
was about to enter on a new life,--leaving the country and solitude for
the busy capital of France. He was nine and twenty; his character was
formed. The love of adventure, which had first caused his flight from
Geneva, had turned into a love of scheming. While censuring madame de
Warens for this turn of mind; he little felt how entirely--he
participated in it. His life was made up of schemes; which his ardent
disposition exalted into passions. The genuine impulses of his soul
were; his genius, developed in authorship; his passionate heart; which
wasted its fondest impulses on one (madame d'Houdetot) who loved
another. These were not schemes; but his stoicism--his hermitism (if
this word he allowed)--his independence carried to an extravagant pitch;
were all schemes; and succeeded; consequently; as ill as possible. "With
this scheming head; a heart yet full of romance; and a mind stored
beyond his own knowledge with observation and sagacity; he left every
old friend; every old association; and plunged; poor and unknown; into a
new life, in the most civilised and most profligate city in the world.
[Sidenote: 1741.
Ætat.
29.]
Rousseau entered Paris this time, as it appeared to him, under good
auspices. He found a friendly and cordial welcome from several French
ladies, to whom he had letters of introduction. His system of noting
music was examined, eulogised, and neglected by the Academy; and Rameau
detecting a radical defect, its inventor cast it aside; but he found
employment as secretary to madame Dupin and M. Franceuil; and better
prospects opened themselves when he was appointed secretary to M. de
Montaigu, ambassador to Venice.
[Sidenote: 1743.
Ætat.
31.]
Here the influence of an evil destiny was manifest. Had the ambassador
been a man of honour and sense, Rousseau might have passed a happy life,
fulfilling an honourable career; but M. de Montaigu was avaricious to a
degree that made him sacrifice propriety as well as dignity to his
saving propensities. "The character of this ambassador," says Bernardin
de Saint Pierre, "is well known. I have heard from good authority
several traits of his avarice. 'Three shoes,' he often said, 'are
equivalent to two pair, because one is sooner worn out than the other;'
and he therefore always had three shoes made at a time." This man,
silly, insolent, and grasping, crushed the last ambition of Rousseau. He
treated him with such indignity that he was forced to leave him.
Plundered and ill treated, while every one at Venice at the time was
eager to furnish testimonials of his excellent conduct--and his
dispatches had merited high praise--he received no compensation from the
court he served. The iniquitous maxim of the French government, never
publicly to acknowledge the misconduct of those whom it employed, joined
to the circumstance that Rousseau was not a Frenchman, sufficed to
render his representations of no avail. This thoroughly, and with
reason, disgusted him from seeking employment under a system where all
worth was trampled on by rank and wealth.
He returned to Paris, and was kindly received by all his friends, with
one exception only, of a highborn lady, who could not imagine that a
_roturier_ had any right to quarrel with a noble. His friends madame
Dupin and M. Franceuil continued their employment; the latter
subsequently endeavoured to place him advantageously as cashier in his
office, he being farmer-general; but Rousseau could neither rest nor
sleep while the money-chest was under his care; and falling ill in
consequence, gave up his situation. M. de Franceuil was somewhat
alienated by this act; he began to think that there were no means of
befriending a man who shrunk from a lucrative and easy employment.
On his first arrival from Venice, Rousseau enjoyed the intimate
friendship of an enlightened Spaniard, a man of noble nature and great
powers of mind. They agreed to live under the same roof, and allied
themselves in the closest friendship. D'Alcuna was recalled to his
native country, and Rousseau felt the void. He had been accustomed to
domestic society, and in addition he felt that he needed the kind
attentions of a woman, and this want led to the fatal act from which
sprung so many of his misfortunes.
In his native country, or in England, Rousseau would, under the
influence of public opinion, probably have married. He would not have
been content in forming so solemn a tie without being satisfied with the
connections of her who hereafter was to share his life; he would have
desired still more to assure himself of the qualities of her heart and
mind. Unfortunately his residence in Savoy and in Paris had deprived him
of all primitive simplicity in his principles of moral conduct; and he
had none of that fastidious taste that made him shrink from the society
of the vicious. For purposes of economy he dined at a sort of
table-d'hôte frequented by persons lost to all sense of decency;
refinement was out of the question. He found a poor girl there, who was
too modest for the depraved and brutalised men who frequented the house.
Rousseau took her part, ties of kindness were formed between them, and
it appearing a matter of convenience to himself, he induced her to
become his mistress.
Therese le Vasseur was not an ill-conducted girl on certain points; she
was always faithful, as far as is known, to her tie to Rousseau; but she
was not only ignorant and illiterate, but wanting in common
understanding. Rousseau boasts that she could give excellent advice on
emergencies; but this common sense did not lead her to resist the
influence of her mother, a low cunning woman; while Rousseau, not liking
to have the burden of her destiny, future as well as present, thrown
wholly on himself, felt no inclination, at the commencement of their
intercourse, when alone it was possible, to separate her from
association with her family, which tended to keep her vulgar-minded and
artful.
Even in his Confessions, where Rousseau discloses his secret errors, he
by no means appreciates the real extent of his misconduct on this
occasion. He allied himself to a girl whom he despised too much to allow
her at first even to share his home; he took her as a sort of
convenience, and when inconveniences arose from the connection, he was
disposed to get rid of them on the easiest possible terms. Theresa was
about to become a mother. According to the profligate code of French
morals, this fact would dishonour her; though the illicit intercourse,
if not openly acknowledged, did not. Rousseau did not like to multiply
ties between himself and his mistress and her family: he was needy: he
had heard young men of rank and fortune allude vauntingly to the
recourse they had had on such occasions to the Foundling Hospital. He
followed their criminal example.
He at first acted, he says, without serious examination of the morality
of his conduct; but when he commenced author, he gave attentive
consideration to the point, and satisfied himself that he did right, and
continued his course of conduct. Five of his children were thus sent to
a receptacle where few survive; and those who do go through life are
brutified by their situation, or depressed by the burden, ever weighing
at the heart, that they have not inherited the commonest right of
humanity, a parent's care.
It is insulting the reader to dwell on the flagrancy of this act. But it
is a lesson that ought to teach us humility. That a man as full of
genius and aspiration after virtue as Rousseau, should have failed in
the plainest dictates of nature and conscience, through the force of
example and circumstances, shows us how little we can rely on our own
judgment. It shows too, that a father is not to be trusted for natural
instincts towards his offspring; for the mother wept, and it needed the
control of her own mother, and strong necessity, to induce the
weak-minded and misguided girl to consent to part with her offspring.
We say little of Rousseau's vain excuses as to the probable destiny of
his children. They were better, he says, brought up by the public, than
rendered rogues by madame le Vasseur, or led into evil courses as
dependants on madame d'Epinay and the maréchale de Luxembourg. This
futile reasoning does not need elaborate refutation. Rousseau talks of
public care, as if that were, in such a place as a Parisian foundling
hospital, aught else but public desertion. The poor children in all
probability died in their infancy.
Rousseau was indeed short-sighted. Brought up in virtue and honour, as a
man of his talents ought to have brought up his offspring,--or genius
were a vainer gift even than it is,--these children might have clustered
round him in his days of desolation, have cheered his house with smiles,
and been a help and support in his age. He would not have felt
friendless, nor been driven to suicide by the sense of abandonment and
treachery. He indeed sowed the wind, and reaped the whirlwind. France
was on the eve of a sanguinary revolution. The social state of things
was about wholly to change. Who knows of what use Rousseau's sons might
have been to check barbarous outrages, to teach justice, or display
fortitude? Such ideas are vain, but will present themselves. Our first
duty is to render those to whom we give birth, wise, virtuous, and
happy, as far as in us lies. Rousseau failed in this,--can we wonder
that his after course was replete with sorrow? The distortion of
intellect that blinded him to the first duties of life, we are inclined
to believe to be allied to that vein of insanity, that made him an
example among men for self-inflicted sufferings. We now dismiss this
subject. It was necessary to bring it so far forward as to show the evil
effects of so bad a cause; it is too painful to dwell further upon.
By degrees Rousseau overcame his dislike to its being known to his
friends that he had formed this sort of connection with Theresa, and he
made common household with her. This species of intercourse was looked
upon in a different light in France than in England. She was regarded as
Rousseau's housekeeper, and respected as such; and no one thought that
they had a right to scrutinise their real relations, or to censure them.
This had been praiseworthy as a proceeding founded on tolerant and
charitable principles; but when we find that this kindly-seeming society
was a Moloch, whom to pacify, little children were ruthlessly
sacrificed, the whole system takes a revolting and criminal aspect from
which we turn with loathing.
However, to go back to narrative. Rousseau instituted Theresa his
housekeeper, assisted in the maintenance of her relatives, and found, in
the convenience and attention which these domestic arrangements brought
with them, a great alleviation to his physical sufferings.
[Sidenote: 1749.
Ætat.
37.]
This same year was memorable on another and important score. Among his
Parisian friends, there was none to whom he was more attached than
Diderot, a man of an amiable disposition, and possessed of greater
abilities in the eyes of those who personally knew him, than he has
developed in his writings. Some people in power were displeased at
certain personal allusions in his "Letter on the Blind." According to
the nefarious system of the old regime, the result was, a _lettre de
cachet_, and his being imprisoned in the keep of the castle of
Vincennes. Rousseau was penetrated by indignation and anguish. He
fancied that his friend would never be liberated; he figured to himself
all that a man of ardent and yet feeble temperament would suffer in
solitary confinement. He wrote to implore madame de Pompadour to exert
her influence, either to procure his liberation, or to admit of him,
Rousseau, being shut up with him. On all occasions he was energetic in
representing the unmerited sufferings to which his friend was exposed.
After a period, the confinement of Diderot was mitigated. The castle and
park of Vincennes, on parole, were given him for a prison, with liberty
to see his friends. Rousseau hastened to avail himself of this
permission, and frequently walked to Vincennes to pass the afternoons in
relieving the solitude of his friend. The way was long, the summer
sultry, his pace slow. He read as he walked along; and once took with
him the "Mercure de France" to beguile the way; as he looked it over, he
fell upon the question proposed by the Academy of Dijon, as the subject
for the prize of the following year--"Whether the progress of the arts
and sciences had tended to corrupt or purify the manners of men." The
words touched a chord that revealed a power, latent in his heart,
undreamt of before. The scroll of society unrolled itself before him,
such as he found it, blotted and tainted, in the city of the earth that
boasted to be the most advanced in the cultivation of the arts and
sciences. And beside it he placed a picture of pristine innocence,--of
man enjoying the full development of his physical powers; living for the
day as it rose, untouched by care, unbewildered by intellectual
speculations,--by vanity, emulation, or pride;--man liberated from the
control of opinion and the tyranny of his own unreasonable desires.
Words descriptive of such a state poured into his mind; expressions of
burning eloquence seemed to cluster on his lips, and to demand a voice.
Before he could transfer his thoughts to paper, much was lost; but
enough remained to gain for him the reputation of being one of the most
eloquent authors that ever lived.[8]
The eloquence with which he represented the evils of civilisation, and
the blessings of a state of nature, as he called it, fascinated every
reader. The freshness and energy of his style charmed; the heart he put
into his arguments served instead of reason, and convinced. The
opponents of his system were sufficiently in the wrong, to make him
appear absolutely in the right. Yet, in point of fact, nothing can be
more unnatural than his natural man. The most characteristic part of
man's nature is his affections. The protection he affords to woman--the
cares required by children; yet Rousseau describes his natural man as
satisfying his desires by chance,--leaving the woman on the instant;
while she, on her side, goes through child-bearing, child-birth, and
child-nurture alone. Much may be granted to the strength that human
beings enjoy in savage life; much to the little needed by the
inhabitants of those happy isles where food grows beneath their feet;
but, in all, man has ever been found (except in one or two cases, where
the human animal descends below brutes), the protector of women, and the
source of his children's subsistence; and among all societies, however
barbarously constituted, the gentler and nobler individuals among them
have loved their wives and their offspring with constant and
self-sacrificing passion. Let us advance civilisation to its highest
pitch, or retrograde to its origin,--and let both bring freedom from
political and social slavery; but in all let us hold fast by the
affections: the cultivation of these ought to be the scope of every
teacher of morality, every well-wisher to the improvement of the human
race. Poor Rousseau, who had thrust his offspring from parental care to
the niggard benevolence of a public charity, found some balm to the
remorse that now and then stung him, by rejecting the affections out of
his scheme of the state of natural man.
His work had a sudden and prodigious success; and as the ideas that
inspired it disclosed a new and intellectual world to him, so did the
favour of the public open a new scene of life. It was soon after writing
this essay, that M. de Franceuil offered him the place of cashier. The
uneasiness he felt, and other circumstances, combined to give him a fit
of illness. During the delirium of fever, and during the reveries of
convalescence, he formed a plan for securing his independence. He
believed that he had but a few years to live; and he saw no prudence in
working for a fortune he could never enjoy. He resolved therefore to
renounce his place of cashier, to give up that of secretary to madame
Dupin, and to gain his subsistence by copying music. In Paris, men of
letters, frequenting the highest society, often live in the most frugal
manner, and need only the wherewithal to buy their daily bread. Rousseau
determined to reduce himself to this situation, to limit his expenses to
bare necessities, and to guard the independence he coveted, by
decreasing his wants. His friends heard of his resolution with
incredulity, surprise, and subsequent disapprobation. The family of
Therese le Vasseur were dependent on him, and he thus condemned them
also to indigence. Rousseau was not to be moved. His new reputation as
an author caused him to be sought by the most chosen societies of Paris;
his idea of adapting his manners and life to his theories gave piquancé
to his appearance and society. "I avow," he says, in his second letter
to M. de Malesherbes, "that the name I acquired by my writings greatly
facilitated the plan I adopted. It was necessary that I should be
thought a good author, to become with impunity a bad copyist, and to
find work notwithstanding; without the first title, I might have been
disregarded in the other; and though I can easily brave ridicule, I
should have supported contempt with difficulty." As it was, all he did
seemed to increase his reputation. He was considered eccentric,--but he
was sought as a man of genius.
[Sidenote: 1750.
Ætat.
38.]
Another circumstance concurred to raise him to the pinacle of fashion.
This was the success of the "Divin du Village." He had before composed
an opera; but the envy of Rameau had robbed him of the fame: the "Divin
du Village" was all his own. It was represented at Versailles before the
king and assembled court, and received with enthusiasm. It became the
topic of conversation in Paris; he was invited to be presented to Louis
XV.; and it was supposed that a pension would be conferred on him.
Independence, pride, false shame, all concurred to make him renounce the
intended honour and emolument: his friends reproved him severely, but he
was not to be shaken. Still he made a few hundred louis by the piece,
and was thus, with his frugal habits, placed above want for several
years to come.
The academy of Dijon proposing another question--the Origin of
Inequality among Men. Rousseau seized the opportunity of further
developing his opinions, and of asserting still more boldly the
superiority of what he termed the natural man over the nurslings of
civilisation.
[Sidenote: 1754.
Ætat.
42.]
He soon after visited his native town. He dwells slightly on the motives
of this journey: a wish to revisit the scenes which he had quitted a
penniless adventurer, and to enter Geneva attended by the celebrity he
had already gained, were no doubt principal motives. Theresa and his
friend Gauffecourt accompanied him. He saw madame de Warens sunk in a
low abyss of poverty; he implored her to leave Savoy, and to take up her
abode with him in Paris; she refused, and he left her, never to see her
more. While at Geneva he abjured the Roman catholic religion, and
entered again the protestant church. The pedantic clergy of Geneva were
very desirous that he should make a speech on the occasion; Rousseau
would not have been sorry to comply, but he broke down at the outset. He
was treated with great distinction by the most distinguished of his
fellow citizens, and the design soon suggested itself of his
establishing himself entirely among them; a place of librarian, worth
about 50_l_, a year, was offered him, to secure the respectability of
his situation.
After some time spent in revisiting scenes dear through youthful
association, and of entrancing beauty in themselves, he returned to
Paris; and here he was assailed by many doubts as to his plans for the
future. The idea of residing an honoured and distinguished citizen in
his native town, so flattering at first, began to lose its charm. In his
heart he doubtless felt that the sort of inquisitorial and pedantic tone
that reigned in Geneva, clothed in the garb of virtue and reason, was
more likely to shackle the free expression of his genius than the
versatile society of Paris. Voltaire also had just taken up his
residence at les Delices. Without any taint of envy, Rousseau might
naturally shrink from living under his shadow. Older than him, rich, of
established reputation, arrogant beneath all his playfulness, and so
mischievously meddling, that even the king of Prussia found him a
troublesome inmate, a very little knowledge of the world would have told
Rousseau that they could only agree, when in vicinity, through continual
deference on his part; and the views they took of the social system were
so different, and both were by disposition so eager to disseminate their
respective opinions, that deference was out of the question, and open
hostilities must have been the consequence.
Still Rousseau doubted, and was disturbed. Madame d'Epinay relates the
nature of his deliberations, which betray great foresight and prudence.
"Rousseau is perplexed," she says; "nor am I less, with regard to the
advice that he asks of me. He has received letters pressing him warmly
to return and live in his native country. 'What ought I to do?' he said,
'I neither can nor will reside in Paris, I am too miserable. I should be
glad to visit and to pass several months in my republic; but the
propositions made me are of a nature to fix me there; and if I accept
them, I must remain. I have some acquaintance, but no friends. These
people scarcely know me, and they write to me as a brother; this I am
aware is the result of the republican spirit, but I distrust such warm
friends. On the other hand, my heart warms at the idea, that my country
invites me; but how quit Grimm, Diderot, and yourself?'"
Madame d'Epinay was, when left to herself, a woman of generous impulses
and an affectionate heart. She conceived a method of cutting the gordian
knot, and acted on it at once. At the entrance of the forest of
Montmorenci, there was a small house belonging to M. d'Epinay, called
the Hermitage. M. d'Epinay was adding a new wing to the chateau; his
wife persuaded him to allow some of the workmen to enlarge and fit up
this house: all was executed with zealous speed. She then offered
Rousseau the dwelling with all the grace a woman puts into an obligation
she confers; she was desirous, at the same time, of adding to his
income; but he at once refused the latter proposition, while he accepted
the first. He could not help being deeply touched by so kind and tender
a mark of affection. The active attention she paid to the details of his
removal, when all was arranged, taking him and his two gouvernantes in
her carriage, and herself giving them possession, were marks of real
attachment and sympathy.
[Sidenote: 1756.
Ætat.
44.]
Rousseau found the spot exactly calculated to please him: however much
the society of Paris might be necessary at times to entertain, he had
been bred in the country; his young and happy days had been passed
there, and he could not view a secluded abode in the midst of forest
glades, and the advance of spring, as it clothed the landscape with
verdure, without a burst of transport. The house was small, but neat and
comfortable; and that all was the gift of friendship rendered it
inestimable in his eyes.
It is difficult not to dwell, as he has done, on the delight he
experienced during the commencement of his abode at the Hermitage. At
first he could only enjoy the woodland walks; the budding of the trees;
the balmy winds of opening spring; the aspect of nature. He deliberated
as to his occupations; he arranged his papers. He still considered
copying music as the calling by which he was to gain his bread; but he
revolved many literary projects. The editing the manuscripts of the
Abbé de Saint Pierre; an original work he named "Les Institutions
Politiques;" a metaphysical discussion on the effects of external
circumstances on the human mind; and, to crown all, a system of
education, on which he had been requested to occupy himself, by a lady
to whose sons he had at one time acted as tutor;--such were his
schemes--the subject of his meditations during his walks. These
meditations were, however, soon merged into reveries and day-dreams,
that absorbed his heart and soul. The long summer days passed beneath
the shades of the forest, recalled the wanderings of his youth, and the
passions that had warmed his young heart.--A settled life with Theresa;
the cares and discontents he had endured in Paris, his literary
occupations and theories, engrossing his thoughts, had banished love.
Now, in his solitary rambles, as his memory reverted to the illusions of
bygone years, his imagination fired, his heart swelled, his being became
absorbed. No real object presenting itself, he created chimerical
beings, on whom he exhausted the most passionate sentiments, the most
brilliant imaginations. His day-dreams became extatic: he was drunk with
an abstract love for one who lived only as he painted her, in the form
most delightful to his thoughts: he charmed himself by figuring various
situations--by addressing letters to her--by fancying those he received
in return. He checked himself in his vague reveries, and gave a form and
place, a name and a habitation to his creations: the lover and beloved,
and the friend dear to both, were imaged and placed in a spot carefully
selected as beautiful in itself, and associated with his fondest
recollections. Julie, Claire, and Saint Preux, lived and loved at Vevay,
beside his native lake, in the midst of the most majestic and lovely
scenes that exist on earth.