I asked my uncle one day, in a very quiet manner, his opinion of magic.

He looked at me severely and answered:

“What are the words of Moses on the subject? Listen: ‘A man or a woman

that hath a familiar spirit, or that is a wizard, shall surely be put to

death. They shall stone them with stones.’”

This did not convince me that my father was in error.

Months passed; and a gradual and saddening change was creeping over our

life and its surroundings. I had detected no robbery, no magical

practices; but I had no faith in my uncle. Cautious and reticent as he

was, he could not conceal some of the ugly points of his character. He was

violent and cruel in his dealings with his slaves. He was addicted to

falsehood, and in both opinion and practice was destitute of charity. His

strict observance of the ceremonial law and his intense ritualism, could

not conceal from me the fact that his heart was wholly untouched by the

spiritualizing influences of true religion.

He ceased after a while to take us to see our aunt. Our teachers in

various branches were not re-engaged, or were dismissed. Education came to

a stand-still. Company was excluded from our house. His own was opened at

night to suspicious characters. By bribing one of his servants one dark

night, I obtained admission to his courtyard, and discovered, by muffled

sounds of music and dancing, that a bacchanalian revelry was going on

underground. He sometimes betrayed the next day, in his face and manner,

the effect of these midnight orgies.

In the mean time my beautiful sisters pined, neglected and sorrowful.

Magistus rarely visited them; and when he did, he was guilty of coarse

familiarities which shocked and repelled them. I summoned courage, boy as

I was, on one of these occasions to reproach him bitterly for these

things; for neglecting our education, our dress, our manners, our

comforts; and for falling himself into habits which would certainly lead

to the ruin of us all. He stared at me insolently, and said that I had

better get my father’s friend Caiaphas to revise his guardianship.

Like a man who sits helpless in a boat without oars, gliding down a swift

current, and hears the far-off but inevitable cataract, I contemplated the

dark future that awaited us. I grieved for my sisters more than for

myself. We had just been mourning together one day over our sad fate, when

Magistus came into the room. He had held a long private interview that

morning with a strange man of gigantic size and very coarse manners, whose

appearance, as he entered the guest-chamber, excited my gravest

suspicions.

“You complain so bitterly,” said he, looking reproachfully at me, “of the

general decay and ruin into which everything about here, animate and

inanimate, is falling, that it is surprising you have not yet intimated

your doubts about your father getting his proper supply of provisions.”

“Oh no, uncle!” said Mary, tenderly, “you could not forget so sacred a

duty as that. Surely no one ever hinted such a thing. The thought of it

would drive me mad.”

“I wish you to satisfy yourselves perfectly upon that point,” he

continued, in the tone of a man who thought himself aggrieved. “A trusty

servant is to convey to him a basket of things the day after to-morrow.

Let Lazarus accompany him. Let his daughters send some little presents.

His son can see him and even speak with him at a distance. He can see his

lodging and satisfy himself that he is comfortably situated.”

“Without confessing, uncle,” said I, “that this visit is necessary for my

faith in your attention to my father, I concede that it will give me very

great pleasure.”

“How long will he be gone?” said Martha.

“Is there no danger?” said Mary.

“He will run no risk and will return the same night,” said Magistus,

answering both questions in a breath.

This visit occupied our thoughts continually, and we delighted to imagine

what joy it would give our poor father. I was out of bed before daylight

that morning, impatient to start. I partook heartily of an extempore

breakfast which Ethopus provided me. That personage to my surprise seemed

sad and abstracted. I could say nothing to him, however, for Magistus was

present. I kissed my sisters good-bye at the door of their room, for they

too could not sleep for excitement. Magistus waved his adieu at the front

door. I walked through the courtyard with Ethopus, who carried a covered

basket on his arm.

We were near the gate, when Ethopus coming close to me slipped something

into my hand. It was a long, thin, bright dagger. I concealed it

immediately in my bosom.

“Ethopus thinks there will be danger,” said I, to myself.

I would perhaps have said something, but I observed the porter admitting a

person through the gate, whose entrance at that hour in the morning caused

me the greatest surprise.

It was a woman; and at the age of sixteen a woman occupies a great deal of

the field of vision before the masculine eye. This woman was very

young—not more than fifteen, although perfectly mature. She was very

beautiful—so beautiful that everybody must have turned to look after her.

Her eyes were large, soft and hazel; her hair brown and wavy; her cheeks

blended roses and pearls: her mouth small and curved like a bow; her voice

and smile perfectly bewitching—all that I took in at a glance: nor did it

need the splendid ear-rings and brilliant necklace and scarlet robe she

wore, to impress it very deeply on my mind.

She bade me good-morning with the sweetest smile imaginable, and with the

affable, self-possessed manner of a woman much older than herself.

Startled and abashed, I could do nothing but bow profoundly and hurry into

the street where Ethopus had given the basket to the person who was to be

my guide.

I made signs to Ethopus, by a kind of pantomime we had acquired, to keep a

watchful eye on my sisters. He replied by an affirmative motion of the

head and a deep sigh, which was evidently on my own account.

This woman was destined, under the leadings of Providence, to make a

greater and more lasting impression on my soul than all others. And this

was our first meeting: I a bashful boy; she a strange woman, too gaudily

dressed, entering my father’s house at a strange hour. So two ships might

pass each other on the Great Sea, merely exchanging signals of

good-morning—ships destined long afterward to convoy each other beyond the

Pillar of Hercules into the infinite unknown!

This woman was Mary Magdalen.

[Illustration: Ornament]

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