THE EQUATION

Captain Bill Flanders walked down East Twenty-third Street toward

the Yacht Club dock, tired, mentally and physically. Back and forth

from the big steam yacht which he commanded, to ship chandler, boss

carpenter, boss painter and boss rigger, he had traveled, night and

day, for four weeks; but at last the work was done, and the yacht,

shining like a piece of cabinet work, waited at anchor off the landing

for the owner and his daughter, who, with other guests, were to make

the Mediterranean cruise.

Bill had not slept for the last two nights, nor bathed nor shaved for

the last four. He was irritable, cranky, and when he came upon a crowd

of half-grown hoodlums egging a mongrel dog on to a small black kitten

in the clutches of one, Bill gave way. He spared the dog, for the dog

was palpably not in sympathy with the project, but he mercilessly

punished the rest. First, he grabbed the kitten, and stowed the wee

creature in his pocket, then he went for the gang, and, with fists and

boots, so afflicted them that they fled, howling and swearing, from his

vicinity. He sped them with stronger profanity, and when the last rowdy

had disappeared around the corners or into saloons, Bill went his way

with the kitten purring gratefully under his big but soft hand.

Bill felt better for the experience. Bill was a bachelor, whose life's

experiences had been sadly devoid of sentiment. He was, or had been,

a "bilge midshipman," as they say in the navy--that is, a student at

Annapolis who had failed to pass the final examination, and had then

gone to sea as he could, simply for the love of the sea. He had put in

one voyage before the mast in a Yankee ship, and learned self-control;

had sailed in English ships, and learned to eat anything edible not

named in the Board of Trade allowance; had tried Norwegian, German,

Italian, Scotch, and Russian craft, and learned the fundamentals of

the Brotherhood of Man; and then, waking up, he had taken to American

yachts, and soon risen to command. He was a blond giant, smooth-shaven

and gentle of speech, except when aroused; then his face grew dark, and

his voice took on the accents of a fireman's trumpet.

It was late in the evening; he hailed the anchor watch, and the dingey

put off and took him aboard. He saw that all was well, and turned in,

first feeding the kitten and stowing it in his berth. In the morning

the little black mite was still with him, and he fed it again, then

shut it in his room while he attended to business. And it may be

mentioned here that, as the days went on, the kitten grew plump and

playful and lovable, while Big Bill Flanders' big heart grew bigger as

it infolded the pet.

But the business of that morning was the cleaning up of the yacht, and

the taking aboard of the owner and guests. They came, at ten o'clock,

and Captain Bill and the steward received them at the gangway. The

owner was the conventional wealthy man, dignified and severe, who spoke

sternly to his sailing-master, politely to his guests, and smiled

only upon his daughter, a person who invited and demanded smiles. The

abashed steward smiled, as he took her bundle of shawls from her; Big

Bill smiled, as he sent forward a thundering order for men to lift the

baggage out of the boat; and the cabin-boy smiled, as he opened the

companion door for her. She was about twenty-one, with dark hair and

eyes, and of medium height and build, beautiful, as men value beauty,

but with the additional charm of presence that we cannot name except

as personality. The friends of such people smile with them, laugh with

them, frown with them, and suffer with them, and each thinks it emotion

of his own. She had smiled upon Bill, and he went forward, smiling

himself, and happier than he had been for years--for all the years

since he had hoped for his commission, and failed to pass the test. He

spared a few moments to the kitten, fondling, stroking, and caressing

it, then tucking it snugly beneath his blanket against the time when he

would come again.

In bringing this kitten aboard, Bill was guilty of disobedience; the

owner had told him explicitly that the big yacht was to be kept clear

of cats. But as the owner had given no reason for this embargo, he had

considered it merely the whim of the moment, expressed by an irritable

old man, and forgot it quickly.

Bill conned the big steam yacht down the river, through the Narrows,

and out to sea by the Ambrose Channel; then, just a little tired, and

able to enjoy a smoke, he was about to call the mate to the bridge,

when Miss Mayhew appeared. She climbed the steps, rigged out in a

hooded mackintosh--for there was a Scotch mist in the air--and with her

was one of the guests--a tall, well-built, intellectual-looking fellow

named Pearson, a lawyer, as Bill knew by the steward's gossip, and a

devoted attendant on Miss Mayhew.

"You are the captain, aren't you?" ventured the girl. "Do you know,

Captain Flanders, that I've never met a real captain in my life, until

now, though I've read of so many? Have you ever led a cavalry charge?"

"What?" gasped Bill. "Why, Miss Mayhew! No, I'm a seafaring man, not a

soldier."

"There are several kinds of captain, Miss Mayhew," interposed the

lawyer, smiling. "There is the captain of a battleship, we'll say, or

of a cruiser, a destroyer, or the captain of a merchant ship, a North

River sloop, a mud scow, a tug, or a canal boat; then we have captains

in the army, who might lead cavalry charges and we have captains of

militia--tin soldiers, some call them--and captains of industry,

captains in the Salvation Army, captains of police, and captains of boy

soldiers in the parochial and industrial schools."

"And where, and how, do you classify me?" said Bill, his eyes opened

wide, and his voice tense and restrained.

"You?" said the lawyer. "Why, under the rules of the New York Yacht

Club, you are not a 'captain,' but a 'mister.' You are Mister Flanders,

not Captain Flanders."

"I am?" stuttered Bill, in a suppressed fury of rage. "Yes, you're

right. Under the rules of the club I am mister, while the owner is

captain, but in the minds of my crew I am called captain of this ship,

and away from soundings, under the law, I _am_ captain, with power,

backed by the law, to put a recalcitrant guest in irons if he gets too

fresh. Get off this bridge instantly, or I'll call my men; and if you

resist, I'll have you in irons."

"You will?" asked the smiling Pearson. "Well, all right; put me in

irons, and I will deprive you of your license."

"You will not!" stormed Bill. "We're off the three-mile limit, and on

the high seas. Get off this bridge, or I will confine you for mutinous

insubordination. Go, and go quickly, or I'll call the boatswain."

"Gentlemen, Captain Flanders, Mr. Pearson," interposed the girl,

anxiety and apprehension in her face. "Please do not quarrel. Why

should you?"

She looked appealingly at Bill, and his rage left him. Yet it took a

moment or two before he could speak sanely, then he said:

"Of course not. Mr. Pearson, I apologize for my share in this."

"And I apologize for mine," responded the lawyer; "but I think it best,

Miss Mayhew, that we go down now. Good afternoon, Mister Flanders."

He smiled sweetly as he spoke, and turned his back; the girl smiled,

too, but from a different motive, as Bill could readily perceive.

There was trouble in her face--embarrassment, shame, and sympathy--and

something else which Bill could not analyze.

"Don't mind," she whispered, then followed her escort down the steps.

Bill called his first mate, gave him the course, and went to his

room abaft the pilot house. Here he lit his pipe, and lay down--all

standing--in his berth; but not to sleep, only to think of the bright

face peeping out of the mackintosh hood, and the troubled smile, and

the whispered admonition. He thought, too, of the blackness of lawyers,

and dozed off profanely reviling them to be wakened by the purring and

caresses of the kitten. Bill petted the small thing, and forgot Mr.

Pearson, but remembered the troubled smile and the whispered words.

After that the girl came many times to the bridge, and always without

escort of father or admirer. There were plenty of these, and Bill

took the measure of all, as he glanced aft occasionally, and saw

them dancing attendance upon her. There was a little slim fellow,

named Arsdale, whom the steward described as an artist; a big, portly

gentleman, named Muggins, who was a famed short-story writer--and

Bill, as he looked at him, wondered why he himself could not write

short stories and be famous--and a magazine editor on his vacation,

a fine fellow, as men go, one who had especially commended himself

to Bill by his tact, his appreciation of the big fellow's inborn

qualities, and by his deprecation of his own. "I'm only an editor," he

had said, "a critic of other men's work. I'd give my job if I could do

something original, if I could write something, or do something, or

paint something, or kill something. I have tried the last, but never

succeeded; the authors I tried to kill got new life from other editors,

so--what's the use?" This man's name was Elkins, and Bill liked him,

until he saw Miss Mayhew smiling on him; then he classed him in with

the rest. A man in love is not reasonable, and this was Big Bill's

condition, as he was forced to remind himself when the gossipy steward

informed him that, to the best of his understanding, Miss Mayhew was

an adopted daughter, and in no way likely to inherit the vast wealth

of the father--stocks and bonds, steamship lines, railroads, and such

things. As a rich man's daughter, she was out of his reach, and, as an

honorable man with a full supply of self-respect, he could not make an

advance. But as a ward, a poor dependent, she was on his level, and the

big soul of the big boy rejoiced. He loved her, and he would have her.

So he told himself, joyously and courageously.

Another man among the guests worried Bill, until he learned that he

was the family doctor; he worried him by his assiduous attentions to

the girl, even against the presence of his own wife in the party, and

it was the owner himself who set the matter right. Doctor Calkins, it

transpired, had been a member of the family, practically, since the

girl was born. So, with his rivals all placed and classified, Big Boy

Bill grew tranquil. But he still kept his eye on Pearson.

And so the big yacht charged across the Atlantic, with Bill on the

bridge or in his room with the kitten, the male contingent of the

guests attending upon Miss Mayhew, and Miss Mayhew herself seemingly

indifferent to their attentions, manifesting a strong desire for Bill's

society on the bridge. She came, as often as she could, to talk with

him, to scold him for imagined masculine peccadilloes, and to smile

upon him. And Bill went under.

He knew, as all men know under such conditions, that the small, sweet

girl loved him as the little kitten loved him, just because he was

big, and strong, and protective. And while he could not, under the

circumstances, manifest his response to the girl, he took it out of

the kitten when off duty; he would grab the little thing, bring it up

to his lips, kiss it, and fondle it, and hug it--all of which brought

response from the cat in the shape of scratch marks on Bill's face; for

cats are not psychologists; they know nothing of the workings of the

male human mind.

But still the cat was fond of Bill, as manifested by purrings and

kittenish advances, and Bill was no less fond of the cat, in spite of

the scratches on his face. He gave the small creature the caresses that

he would have given the girl that he loved, had he have been allowed

to. Yet there came a moment when he was perilously near to being

allowed to.

She joined him on the bridge, when his first mate was asleep, the

guests aft in deck chairs, and the father and owner below in his room;

she had brought her fancywork--mysterious to Bill, for he saw nothing

but scissors, needles, and an expanse of white cloth, all of which he

knew nothing about.

There was a half gale of wind blowing; the awning was furled, the

weather cloths stretched along the bridge railing, and the deck chairs

of the guests placed in snug positions under the lee of the houses;

there was a lively sea rolling, which prevented any great activity of

mind or body in the guests, and no one seemed to care that the owner's

daughter came to the bridge. Bill brought her a chair from his room,

and incidentally aroused the kitten from sleep; the kitten purred, and,

receiving only one pat and stroke, followed her big master to the door

of the room. There she stood, looking out on the stormy sea, and, no

doubt, jealous of the other kittenish creature in the mackintosh, whom

Bill was seating in the chair.

The small fluffy lump of darkness saw her lord and master apparently

petting another creature, and came out on the bridge, shivering with

cold, yet animated by a purpose of protest. She crept up to the pair,

out of sight of the man at the wheel in the pilot house and sprang on

to Bill's shoulders, purring contentedly, and giving him a tentative

dig of admonition with her sharp claws. Bill reached up, to pet her and

bring her down--possibly to introduce her to the girl. But this was

not permitted. Miss Mayhew screamed, stood up, and backed away, her

eyes wide open in terror and dismay; then Bill, dimly understanding

that the cat was an interloper, took it down, and tossed it toward the

door of his room. Then the girl, uttering incoherent little cries, of

terror, flung herself into his arms and the big fellow infolded her,

kissing and comforting her, and promising protection from danger which

he did not sense or understand. The man at the wheel was busy, the

guests more or less asleep; no one saw but the slighted kitten. Bill

kissed the frightened little face again and again, and the outraged

kitten acted. With one leap she reached Miss Mayhew's shoulders, and,

spitting and purring her hatred and love, she separated the two. The

girl, gasping and choking, shrank back, struck the small creature a

blow that sent it flying three yards away, and went insane. She turned

on Bill in a fury of rage, and, while she uttered no word that could

not be printed in a modern novel, yet there was enough of invective,

threat, and menace in her attitude to make the big man back away from

her, shocked and horrified beyond conception. The girl followed him,

waving her scissors, tightly clutched in her hand, her eyes blazing,

her face distorted in furious rage, and her small body quivering with

the emotions that racked it.

"You cowardly dog!" she screamed. "You dared to play this trick on me?

If God will help me, I will kill you."

She lunged at Bill with the scissors, and he dodged. He could not speak

in protest or argument; he was too surprised and shaken. All he could

do was to run to the door of his room. She followed part way, and then

paused, her eyes still blazing, and her face distorted; yet she seemed

to be trying to control herself.

"Don't ever, while you live," she said calmly, "speak to me again, or

attempt to."

"Very well, Miss Mayhew," answered Bill gravely. "I'm sorry, but I do

not understand."

He turned into his room, as the best place for him, and noticed the

black kitten darting out. Then he heard a scream from the girl, and

turned to look. She was making for the bridge stairs, her scissors

still tightly clutched, and the wee, black cause of the trouble chasing

her. Bill caught his pet, and shut it in with him, while he smoked, and

thought, and deduced, with the logic of a poor man, on the never-solved

problem--the inscrutability of women.

In half an hour he was aroused by a shout, and went on deck. His men

were tumbling out of the forecastle; stewards, cooks, and guests were

scrambling forward, and a glance down from the head of the steps showed

Bill the cause. Miss Mayhew lay prone on the deck, the scissors still

gripped in her small hand, but the points driven into her side, and a

pool of blood drifting down to the scuppers from the wound. Bill jumped

clear of every step, and, landing beside her, picked her up. She was

unconscious, and her eyes were closed. It took an effort of strength,

but he drew the scissors out of the wound, and looked helplessly into

the face of the doctor.

"What happened?" asked the latter. "Well, never mind what happened. She

has fallen down the stairs and wounded herself with her scissors. Carry

her aft. We must stop this effusion of blood. Heavens"--he looked at

the deck--"she has bled a quart already. Aft with her quickly."

Bill carried the limp and bleeding form back to the cabin, and, having

laid it gently on the bed in her stateroom, was moved to go. He was

sailing master; the agonized father was there, the doctor, a member

of the family and acting the part; the doctor's wife, a motherly and

practical old lady, and a group of quiet, gentlemanly, and questioning

rivals, whom Bill had no love for and who invited their own destruction

by the looks they gave him. Bill went to the bridge, called his mate,

then, capturing the steward on his way forward to the galley, ordered

him to report, as he valued his life, on the condition of the sick

girl. The steward promised, and Bill waited on the bridge.

The steward went aft, and Bill watched him come up on the run and race

forward. Bill again cleared the bridge stairs at a jump, and met him.

"Dying, captain," gasped the steward. "Dying from loss of blood."

Bill went aft--he never remembered whether he walked or ran--and bolted

down the stairs, shoving aside the small Arsdale, the big Muggins, the

athletic Parsons, and even the gentlemanly Elkins, all of them white

in the face, as they hovered near the stateroom door, and burst into

the room, where the grief-stricken father, the anxious doctor, and the

weeping Mrs. Calkins hovered over the quiet, unconscious form on the

bed. The rivals followed him in, but did not attempt to get between him

and the girl. The doctor looked around at them, while Bill leaned over

and raised the girl's head in the palm of his hand. He choked, but did

not speak.

"Nothing but transfusion of blood will save her," said Doctor Calkins.

"Who will volunteer?"

"I will," stuttered young Arsdale.

"You won't do, young man," said the doctor, coldly. "You're not big

enough, and need all the blood you have for yourself."

"Then I'm the man," said Muggins, the author. "Heavens, what an

experience! What a story I can make of it!"

"You won't do, sir," repeated the doctor to this aspirant. "Your blood

is impregnated with alcohol, and Lord knows what. I would as soon

inoculate her with vitriol." Mr. Muggins left the room.

Mr. Pearson drew back, very pale in the face, evidently impressed with

the thought that he was expected to offer himself to the sacrifice; but

no one seemed to notice, and Mr. Elkins, the editor, faced the doctor.

"I have mentioned to the captain," he said, "my wish to do something,

be something, make something, before I die. I am a healthy man, Doctor

Calkins, and I offer myself."

The doctor looked him over approvingly.

"It will take a full quart of your blood. You may not survive."

"Take it," said Elkins firmly. "I will run the chance."

Bill looked up, dazed and shaking. He had dimly recognized the drift of

the talk, but now grasped the fact in its entirety that a man--another

than himself--was ready to die for this girl that he loved. It was

preposterous, unthinkable, and impossible. He laid the girl's head back

on the pillow, and motioned Mr. Elkins out of the room. Mr. Elkins went

quickly and quietly. There was that in Bill's face that induced him to

obey the gesture.

Pearson and Arsdale followed as quickly, stumbling somewhat in their

haste, and even the stern old father drew away from Bill.

"Does she need my blood?" asked Bill grimly. "I've plenty to spare.

Take it all."

"You are needed to command this boat," said the doctor.

"I am not. My two mates can navigate. Get ready quickly, or she may die

while you're talking."

Bill threw off his coat and rolled up his sleeve, showing an arm as big

as an ordinary leg. The doctor rushed for his instruments, and while

he was gone the owner asked brokenly of Bill how it happened.

"I do not know, sir," he answered, resolved not to describe the scene

to her disadvantage. "I did not see her fall. I think nobody saw her

fall."

"God grant that she lives!" said the old man, all the austerity gone

from his face. "I can do nothing, willing as I am, for I am old and

feeble; but you are young and strong. You see, there is much at stake

beside by own grief and suffering. She is my daughter, and the real

owner of this yacht, and every bond, and share, and mortgage that I

control. Should she die, I would die myself--from poverty and want,

while her relatives would obtain control. Still," and the old man

stiffened up, "why should I speak of this? She is my daughter. I love

her, for she is all I have left. Save her life, and while I live I am

at your command."

"The hell you say!" said Bill. "I thought she was your ward."

"My daughter by my second wife," said the old gentleman, with dignity.

"My first wife, with all her relations, is still alive and fighting me."

"I think," said Bill reflectively, "that I understand. Well," and here

the doctor appeared with his appurtenances, "you don't love this little

girl any more than I do, and I'll do my part."

"Lie down beside her quickly," ordered the doctor. Bill did so.

"Can you stand pain?" asked the doctor of Bill. "Or do you want an

anæsthetic?"

"Go ahead," growled Bill, between his teeth. "Work quickly."

"I am going to sever a vein in both your arms, and connect them by this

tube. Miss Mayhew is unconscious, and will feel no pain. But _you_

will."

"Go ahead," yelled Bill. "What do I care for pain? Use your surgical

skill, and save her life, or, by God, I'll toss you overboard. Quickly,

now. Go ahead, before she dies."

"I will," answered the doctor grimly, as he picked up his lancet.

Bill felt pain; he felt that his arm was being torn from his shoulder,

as the doctor severed a large vein, and dragged the upper end out from

the bleeding wound. He gritted his teeth, however, and closed his eyes

tightly, while the doctor ligatured the vein and bound its end around

the tube; then, shivering in every muscle of his body, he waited while

the same operation was performed on the arm of the girl. Then the

ligatures were removed, and Bill slowly went to sleep, the pain and

distress, love of the girl, and interest in life leaving him as the

somnolence increased.

He awakened a few years later, as he thought, lying in his own berth

abaft the pilot house, his arm bound to his side, and the black kitten

nestling upon his chest. He looked at the little creature, and an

ungovernable hatred overcame him. He could barely lift his free arm,

but with this arm and hand he brushed the kitten off to the floor. Then

he tried to pull himself together, but did not succeed; things were

obscure, he could not remember, and all he felt was hatred of the cat,

now glaring at him from under the chart table. There was a nautical

almanac in the berth, and Bill flung it at the cat; but she dodged,

and ran out on deck. Then she came back in the arms of Miss Mayhew,

or, rather, in one arm, for the right was strapped to her side, as was

his left; she was not exactly rosy of face, still there was color in

it, and a soft light in her eyes, and a sweet smile on her lips, that

robbed Bill of his resentment toward the cat. She fondled the small

creature, and came toward his couch; then, bending over him, she

deposited the kitten on his chest and kissed him on the lips. Bill

choked and gasped.

"You mustn't mind," she said, rosy now, "if I kiss you. The doctor told

me. You gave me most of your blood, and I lived. I was well in a day."

Before Bill could formulate an answer the father came in.

"Well," he said cheerfully, "you've waked up, have you? Good! We had

our doubts about it; for it took three days. We're almost to Gibraltar,

as the mate says."

"That's good," said Bill wearily, "but--is Miss Mayhew all right?"

"Got a hole in her side," answered the father, "and a hole in her arm;

but, tell me, you folks. Something happened, and I want to know."

"It was all my fault, daddy," said the girl. "This little cat

frightened me, and I think I went crazy again."

"I see," said the father, his face clouding. "I told you, Mr. Flanders,

to have no cats on board. Why is this?"

"Why," said Bill, "I'm sorry now, of course, but I found the brute

being tormented by a gang of toughs, and brought it with me. I never

dreamed that there would be any unpleasant consequences."

"But I knew," said the owner warmly. "This little girl of mine was

marked by her mother, who was frightened into insanity by a mad cat.

She has gone crazy several times at the sight of a cat."

"But not any more," said the smiling girl. "Come here, kitty, and let

me love you." She picked up the kitten, and fondled it. Then the doctor

appeared, and looked them all over with a stern, scientific eye.

The girl placed the kitten on Bill's chest, close to his chin, and

smilingly bade him pat it. But Bill, with a furious, though not

profane, exclamation, struck his former pet from him. The girl picked

it up, and consoled it, looking down on Bill with mild disapproval.

"Please pardon me," he said weakly, "but I hate the thing. I cannot

stand it."

"Don't worry, young man," said Doctor Calkins. "You'll come around all

right, and be as merciful to dumb animals as you have been, while our

little girl here is relieved from the obsession of her life. It has

never before come into my experience, but I have read about it in my

studies--transfusion of blood carries with it transference of psychic

qualities. This girl, in taking into her veins some of your blood, has

taken your love of cats--I know all about it, because I talked with the

mess boy--and you, in giving your blood to her, took something of her

obsession. But you will both get over it. Come, Mr. Mayhew, and leave

these people alone with the cat."

They went out, and the girl sat beside the weak and helpless man,

stroking his face and caressing him for an hour before he spoke a vital

word.

"Say," he said, at last. "Tell me, what is your first name?"

"Kitty," she answered.

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