From Piso to Fausta

I trust that you have safely received the letter which, as we entered the

Tiber, I was fortunate enough to place on board a vessel bound directly

to Berytus. In that I have told you of my journey and voyage, and have

said many other things of more consequence still, both to you, Gracchus,

and myself.

I now write to you from my own dwelling upon the Coelian, where I have

been these many days that have intervened since the date of my former

letter. If you have waited impatiently to hear from me again, I hope

that I shall now atone for what may seem a too long delay, by telling

you of those concerning whom you wish chiefly to hear and know--Zenobia

and Julia.

But first let me say that I have found Portia in health, and as happy as

she could be after her bitter disappointment in Calpurnius. This has

proved a misfortune, less only than the loss of our father himself. That a

Piso should live, and be other than a Roman; that he should live and bear

arms against his country--this has been to her one of those

inexplicable mysteries in the providence of the gods that has tasked her

piety to the utmost. In vain has she scrutinized her life to discover what

fault has drawn down upon her and her house this heavy retribution. Yet

her grief is lightened by what I have told her of the conduct of

Calpurnius at Antioch and Emesa. At such times, when I have related the

events of those great days, and the part which my brother took, the pride

of the Roman has yielded to that of the mother, and she has not been able

to conceal her satisfaction. 'Ah,' she would say, 'my brave boy! That was

like him! I warrant Zabdas himself was not greater! What might he not be,

were he but in Rome!'

Portia is never weary with inquiring into every thing relating to yourself

and Gracchus. My letters, many and minute as they have been, so far from

satisfying her, serve only as themes for new and endless conversations, in

which, as well as I am able, I set before her my whole life while in

Palmyra, and every event, from the conversation at the table or in the

porticos, to the fall of the city and the death of Longinus. So great is

her desire to know all concerning the 'hero Fausta,' and so unsatisfying

is the all that I can say, that I shall not wonder if, after the ceremony

of the triumph, she should herself propose a journey to Palmyra, to see

you once more with her own eyes, and once more fold you in her arms. You

will rejoice to be told that she bewails, even with tears, the ruin of the

city, and the cruel massacre of its inhabitants. She condemns the Emperor

in language as strong as you or I should use. The slaughter of Sandarion

and his troops she will by no means allow to be a sufficient justification

of the act. And of her opinion are all the chief citizens of Rome.

I have found Curtius and Lucilia also in health. They are at their villa

upon the Tiber. The first to greet me there were Laco and Coelia. Their

gratitude was affecting and oppressive. Indeed there is no duty so hard as

to receive with grace the thanks of those whom you have obliged. Curtius

is for once satisfied that I have performed with fidelity the part of a

correspondent. He even wonders at my diligence. The advantage is, I

believe for the first time, fairly on my side; though you can yourself

bear testimony, having heard all his epistles, how many he wrote, and with

what vividness and exactness he made Rome to pass before us. I think he

will not be prevented from writing to you by anything I can say. He drops

in every day, Lucilia sometimes with him, and never leaves us till he has

exhausted his prepared questions concerning you, and the great events

which have taken place--there remaining innumerable points to a man of his

exact turn of mind, about which he must insist upon fuller and more

careful information. I think he will draw up a history of the war. I hope

he will--no one could do it better.

Aurelian, you will have heard, upon leaving Palmyra, instead of continuing

on the route upon which he set out toward Emesa and Antioch, turned aside

to Egypt, in order to put down by one of his sudden movements the Egyptian

merchant Firmus, who, with a genius for war greater than for traffic, had

placed himself at the head of the people, and proclaimed their

independence of Rome. As the friend and ally of Zenobia--although he could

render her during the siege no assistance--I must pity his misfortunes and

his end. News has just reached us that his armies have been defeated, he

himself taken and put to death, and his new-made kingdom reduced again to

the condition of a Roman province. We now every hour look to hear of the

arrival of the Emperor and his armies.

Although there has been observed some secrecy concerning the progress and

places of residence of Zenobia, yet we learn with a good degree of

certainty that she is now at Brundusium, awaiting the further orders of

Aurelian, having gone over-land from Byzantium to Apollonia, and there

crossing the Adriatic. I have not been much disturbed by the reports which

have prevailed, because I thought I knew too much of the Queen to think

them well grounded. Yet I confess I have suffered somewhat when, upon

resorting to the capitol or the baths, I have found the principal topic to

be the death of Zenobia--according to some, of grief, on her way from

Antioch to Byzantium--or, as others had it, of hunger, she having

resolutely refused all nourishment. I have given no credit to the rumor,

yet as all stories of this kind are a mixture of truth and error, so in

this case I can conceive easily that it has some foundation in reality,

and I am led to believe from it that the sufferings of the Queen have been

great. How indeed could they be otherwise! A feebler spirit than

Zenobia's, and a feebler frame would necessarily have been destroyed. With

what impatience do I await the hour that shall see her in Rome! I am

happily already relieved of all anxiety as to her treatment by

Aurelian--no fear need be entertained for her safety. Desirous as far as

may be to atone for the rash severity of his orders in Syria, he will

distinguish with every possible mark of honor the Queen, her family, and

such other of the inhabitants of Palmyra as have been reserved to grace

his triumph.

For this august ceremony the preparations are already making. It is the

sole topic of conversation, and the single object toward which seem to be

bent the whole genius and industry of the capital. It is intended to

surpass in magnificence all that has been done by former Emperors or

Generals. The materials for it are collecting from every part of the

empire, and the remotest regions of Asia and Africa. Every day there

arrive cargoes either of wild beasts or of prisoners, destined to the

amphitheatre; illustrious captives also from Asia, Germany and Gaul, among

whom are Tetricus and his son. The Tiber is crowded with vessels bringing

in the treasures drawn from Palmyra--her silver and gold--her statuary and

works of art--and every object of curiosity and taste that was susceptible

of transportation across the desert and the ocean.

It is now certain that the Queen has advanced as far as Tusculum, where

with Julia, Livia, Faustula and Vabalathus, they will remain--at a villa

of Aurelian's it is said--till the day of the triumph. Separation seems

the more painful as they approach nearer. Although knowing that they would

be scrupulously prohibited from all intercourse with any beyond the

precincts of the villa itself, I have not been restrained from going again

and again to Tusculum, and passing through it and around it in the hope to

obtain were it but a distant glimpse of persons to whom I am bound more

closely than to any others on earth. But it has been all in vain. I shall

not see them till I behold them a part of the triumphal procession of

their conqueror.

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Aurelian has arrived--the long expected day has come--and is gone. His

triumph has been celebrated, and with a magnificence and a pomp greater

than the traditionary glories of those of Pompey, Trajan, Titus, or even

the secular games of Philip.

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