CHAPTER XXVIII.

The beautiful November day was drawing to a close as Lady Dartelle and

Hyacinth neared the end of their journey. It had been a lovely day. The

branches of the trees were all bare of leaves, but the sun shone

brightly and the sky was clear.

After the railway journey was ended, as they drove along the country

roads, a faint color came into Millicent's face, faint and exquisite as

the delicate bloom on the inner leaf of a wild rose, and a light shone

in her eyes. New life had come to her. The trees seemed to spread out

their grand branches as though to welcome her. The time was not so long

since she had talked to them in her pretty childlike way, believing they

could hear if not answer her. The life in that dull London house, where

no green leaf was to be seen, faded like a heavy dream. She could have

stretched out her hands to the trees, in fondest welcome. How had she

lived so long without seeing them? A long, deep sigh escaped her. Lady

Dartelle looked up.

"I hope you are not tired, Miss Holte?" she said.

"No, not at all, thank you; but the country looks so beautiful, and the

trees are like dear old friends."

Her ladyship did not look very well pleased; she had not bargained for a

sentimental governess.

"I hope," she returned stiffly, "you will find better friends at Hulme

Abbey than the trees are likely to prove."

Another cry of delight escaped Hyacinth, for, on turning a sharp corner

of the road, the sea lay spread out before them.

"Is Hulme Abbey near the sea?" she asked.

"Almost too near," said Lady Dartelle, "for when the wind blows and the

tide is high we can hear the noise of the surf too plainly--that is the

only fault that any one could possibly find with Hulme. Do you like the

sea, Miss Holte?"

She did not know. She had seen it twice--once when the world was all

fair and she was going to Bergheim, and again when the waves had sobbed

a dull requiem to all her hope and her love. Did she like it? The very

music seemed full of the sorrow of her life. She thought that she would

soon grow to love it with a passion that only poets lavish on the fair

beauties of nature. Then the gray turrets of the Abbey came in sight.

"We are at home," said Lady Dartelle.

Hulme Abbey was neither so spacious nor so magnificent as Queen's Chase.

It was an ancient building of imposing aspect, with square towers and an

old-fashioned gateway, the windows were large, and the exterior of the

house was ornamented with heavy carvings of stone. The building stood in

the midst of the beautiful grounds; a long chestnut avenue at the back

led to the woods, and these last sloped down to the very edge of the

sea.

"We are not many minutes' walk from the shore," said Lady Dartelle, "and

one of your most important duties, Miss Holte, will be to take Miss

Clara down to the sea every day. The walk will be most beneficial to

her."

The lonely, sorrowful heart clung to that idea of the sea; it would be a

companion, almost a friend to her. It had a voice that would speak to

her, that would tell her of her love, lost forever, and that would

whisper of the mysteries of life, so hard to understand. Lady Dartelle

almost wondered at the rapt, sublime expression that came over the

sweet, sad face. In another moment they were in the spacious

entrance-hall, servants bowing, Lady Dartelle proud and patronizing.

"You are tired, and will like to go to your room," she said. "King, show

Miss Holte to her room."

So for that one night the young girl escaped the ordeal she had

dreaded--the introduction to the daughters of Lady Dartelle.

Hyacinth rose early the next morning. She could not control her

impatience to see the sea; it was as though some one she loved were

waiting for her. After a few inquiries from one of the servants, she

found her way to the shore; her whole heart went out in rapture to the

restless waters. She sat down and watched the waves as they rolled in

and broke on the shore. The smell of the salt breeze was delicious, the

grand anthem of the waves was magnificent to hear; and as she sat there

she wept--as she had not wept since her sorrow fell upon her--tears that

eased her heart of its burning load, and that seemed to relieve her

brain of its terrible pressure.

Where was Adrian? The waves murmured his name. "My love, my lost, my

own," they seemed to chant, as the murmur died along the shore. Where

was he? Could it be that these same waves were chanting to him?

"If I could only go to him," she said, "and fall sobbing at his feet,

and tell him how I love him!"

Presently she went back to the house, feeling better than she had felt

for long months, and found, to her great relief, that none of the ladies

were up yet. The servant who had attended to her the night before was in

her room.

"My name is Mary King, miss," she said, "and my lady told me I was to

attend the school-room. Would you like to see it?"

Millicent followed her and the girl led the way to a pretty little room

that overlooked the woods. It was plainly furnished; but there was a

piano, an easel, and plenty of books and flowers.

"This is the school-room, miss," said the maid, "and my lady thought

that, as Miss Clara will be here for only six hours during the day--that

is, for study--it would answer as a sitting-room for you as well."

Hyacinth desired nothing better than the grand old trees to look at. The

maid wondered that she looked from the window instead of round the room.

"I will bring you your breakfast at once, miss," said the girl. "Miss

Clara takes hers with you."

After breakfast Lady Dartelle came in with the written order of studies

in her hand, and then Millicent found that her office was no sinecure.

There was one thing pleasant--every day she must spend two hours out of

doors with the young ladies in order to converse in French and Italian

with them.

Lady Dartelle added that she had one remark to make, and that was that

she had noticed in Miss Holte a tendency to dreaminess--this was always

bad in young people, but especially out of place in a governess. She

trusted that Miss Holte would try and cure herself of it. When the lady

had gone away, the girl looked round the room, she wondered how long she

would have to live in it, and what she would have to pass through. What

sorrowful thoughts, what ghosts of her lost love and lost happiness

would haunt her! But in her wildest dreams she never fancied anything so

strange as that which afterward came to pass.

She found that it was not without reason that she had dreaded the ordeal

of meeting the young ladies. They were not amiable girls. They were

tall, with good figures and high-bred faces--faces that, if they had

taken the trouble to cultivate more amiability and good temper, would

even have been passable, if not comely, but they wore continually an

expression of pride, discontent, and ill-temper. Lady Dartelle, like the

valiant and enterprising lady that she was, did her best with them and

tried to make the most of them. She tried to smooth down the little

angularities of temper--she tried to develop the best traits in their

characters and to conceal their faults. It was a difficult task, and

nothing but the urgency of the case would have given her ladyship

courage. The Misses Dartelle had been for three years in society, and

all prospect of their settlement in life seemed remote. It was a serious

matter to Lady Dartelle. She did not care to pass through life with two

cross old maids hampering her every movement.

Sir Aubrey had listened to his mother's complaints, and had laughingly

tried to comfort her. "I shall come down some time in February," he

said; "and I will bring some of the most eligible bachelors of my

acquaintance with me. If you make good use of the opportunity, you will

surely get one of the girls 'off.' I know how fatal country-house life

is to an idle man."

The prospect was rather a poor one; still Lady Dartelle was not without

hope.

The gentleman who was to win one of the Misses Dartelle was not to be

envied for the exceeding happiness of his lot. They treated the

governess with a mixture of haughty scorn and patronizing disdain which

at times even amused her. She was, as a rule, supremely indifferent, but

there were times when a sarcasm from one of the young ladies brought a

smile to her lips, for the simple reason that it was so very

inappropriate.

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