CHAPTER V.

So for three or four weeks of the beautiful summer, this little love

story went on. Claude Lennox was _au fait_ as to all the pretty wiles

and arts of love, he made a post-office of the trunk of a grand old

oak-tree--a trunk that was covered with ivy; he used to place letters

there every day, and Hyacinth would fetch and answer them. These letters

won her more than any spoken words; they were eloquently written and

full of poetry. She could read them and muse over them; their poetry

remained with her.

When she was talking to him a sense of unreality used to come over

her--a vague, uncertain, dreamy kind of conviction that in some way he

was not true; that he was saying more than he meant, or that he had said

the same things before and knew them all by heart. His letters won her.

She answered them, and in those answers found some vent for the romance

and imagination that had never had an outlet before. Claude Lennox, as

he read them, wondered at her.

"The girl is a genius," he said; "if she were to take to writing, she

would make the world talk of her. I have read all the poetry of the day,

but I have never read anything like these lines."

Claude Lennox had been a successful man. He had not been brought up to

any profession--there was no need for it; he was to inherit a large

fortune from his mother, and he had already one of his own. He had lived

in the very heart of society; he had been courted, admired and flattered

as long as he could remember. Bright-eyed girls had smiled on him, and

fair faces grown the fairer for his coming. He had had many loves, but

none of them had been in earnest. He liked Hyacinth Vaughan better than

any one he had ever met. If her friends had smiled upon him and

everything had been _couleur de rose_, he would have loved lightly, have

laughed lightly, and have ridden away. But because, for the first time

in his life, he was opposed and thwarted, frowned upon instead of being

met with eagerness, he vowed that he would win her. No one should say

Claude Lennox had loved in vain.

He was a strange mixture of vanity and generosity, of selfishness and

chivalry. He loved her as much as it was in his nature to love any one.

He felt for her; the descriptions she gave him of her life, its dull

monotony, its dreary gloom, touched his heart. Then, too, his vanity was

gratified; he knew that if he took such a peerlessly beautiful girl to

London as his wife, she would be one of the most brilliant queens of

society. He knew that she would create an almost unrivalled sensation.

So love, vanity, generosity, selfishness, chivalry, all combined, made

him resolve to win her.

He knew that if he were to go to Queen's Chase and ask permission to woo

her, it would be refused him--she would be kept away from him and

hurried away to Germany. That was the honest, honorable course, but he

felt sure it was hopeless to pursue it. Man of the world as he was, the

first idea of an elopement startled him; then he became accustomed to

it, and began at last to think an elopement would be quite a romance and

a sensation. So, by degrees he broke it to her. She was startled at

first, and then, after a time, became accustomed to it. It would be very

easy, soon over, and when they were once married his mother would say

nothing; if the Vaughans were wise, they too would be willing to forgive

and say nothing.

He found Hyacinth so simple, so innocent and credulous, that he had no

great difficulty in persuading her. If any thought of remorse came to

him--that, as the stronger of the two he was betraying his trust--he

quickly put the disagreeable reflection away--he intended to be very

kind to her after they were married, and to make her very happy.

So he waited in some anxiety for the signal. It was not a matter of life

or death with him; neither did he consider it as such; but he was very

anxious, and hoped she would consent. The library window could be seen

from the park; he had but to walk across it, and then he could see.

Claude Lennox was almost ashamed to find how his heart beat, and how

nervously his eyes sought the window.

"I did not think I could care about anything so much," he said to

himself; "I begin to respect myself for being capable of such devotion."

It was early on Wednesday morning, but he had not been able to sleep.

Would she go, or would she refuse? How many hours of suspense must he

pass before he knew? The sun was shining gayly, the dew lay on the

grass--it was useless to imagine that she would be thinking of her

flowers; yet he could not leave the place--he must know.

At one moment his hopes were raised to the highest point--it was not

likely that she would refuse. She would never be so foolish as to choose

a life of gloom and wretchedness instead of the golden future he had

offered her. Then again his heart sunk. An elopement! It was such a

desperate step; she would surely hesitate before taking it. He walked to

the end of the park, and then he returned. His heart beat so violently

when he raised his eyes that it seemed to him as if he could hear it--a

dull red flush rose to his face, his lips quivered. He had won--the

white flowers were there!

There was no one to see him, but he raised his Glengarry cap from his

head and waved it in the air.

"I have won," he said to himself; "now for my arrangements."

He went back to Oakton Park in a fever of anxiety; he telegraphed from

Oakton Station to the kind old aunt who had never refused him a favor,

asking her, for particular reasons which he would explain afterward, to

meet him at Euston Square at 6 A.M. on Thursday.

"There is some one coming with me whom I wish to put under your charge,"

he wrote; and he knew she would comply with his request.

He had resolved to be very careful--there should be no imprudence

besides the elopement; his aunt should meet them at the station,

Hyacinth should go home with her and remain with her until the hour

fixed for the wedding.

Hyacinth had taken her life into her own hands, and the balance had

fallen. She had decided to go; this gray, dull, gloomy life she could

bear no longer; and the thought of a long, dull residence in a sleepy

German town with a relative of Lady Vaughan's positively frightened her.

Claude had dazzled her imagination with glowing pictures of the future.

She did not think much of the right or wrong of her present behavior;

the romance with which she was filled enthralled her. If any one had in

plain words pointed out to her that she was acting badly, dishonorably,

deceitfully, she would have recoiled in dread and horror; but she did

not see things in their true colors.

All that day Lady Vaughan thought her granddaughter very strange and

restless. She seemed unable to attend to her work; she read as one who

does not understand. If she was asked a question, her vacant face

indicated absence of mind.

"Are you ill, Hyacinth?" asked Lady Vaughan at last. "You do not appear

to be paying the least attention to what you are doing."

The girl's beautiful face flushed crimson.

"I do not feel quite myself," she replied.

Lady Vaughan was not well pleased with the answer. Ill-health or

nervousness in young people was, as she said, quite unendurable--she had

no sympathy with either. She looked very sternly at the sweet crimsoned

face.

"You do not have enough to do, Hyacinth," she said gravely; "I must find

more employment for you. Miss Pinnock called the other day about the

clothing club; you had better write and offer your services."

"As though life was not dreary enough," thought the girl, "without

having to sew endless seams by the hour!"

Then, with a sudden thrill of joy, she remembered that her freedom was

coming. After this one day there would be no more gloom, no more tedious

hours, no more wearisome lectures, no more dull monotony; after this one

day all was to be sunshine, beauty, and warmth. How the day passed she

never knew--it was like a long dream to her. Yet something like fear

took possession of her when Lady Vaughan said:

"It is growing late, Hyacinth; it is past nine."

She went up to her and kissed the stern old face.

"Good-night," she said simply with her lips, and in her heart she added

"good-by."

She kissed Sir Arthur, who had never been quite so harsh with her and as

she closed the drawing-room door, she said to herself,

"So I leave my old life behind."

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