HALLOWE'EN.
"You have such a different way of looking at things from what
mamma did," said Katharine.
"Perhaps it is because we have lived so differently," Mrs. Hapgood
answered her.
It was a cold, gray day in late October, a day which showed that
November was close at hand. The other girls were off for some
frolic, Alan was reading and dozing on the sofa in the next room,
so Mrs. Hapgood and Katharine had the parlor to themselves, and
were snugly settled in two willow chairs drawn up in front of the
fire, Katharine busy on a dainty bit of embroidery, Mrs. Hapgood
putting a new sleeve into a gown which had yielded before Molly's
energetic elbows.
"I wonder if that is it." And Katharine laid down her work and
fell to pondering on the matter. After a time, she resumed, "After
all, auntie, I don't know but I like your way better. I thought at
first it was going to be slow here. At home, there's never any
time for quiet talks like this; it's just nothing but a hurry and
a scrabble, and when we get through, we've nothing to show for it.
I've only been here six weeks, but I really feel as if I know you
now better than I do mamma." And Katharine rested her head against
the back of her chair, while the dark eyes fixed on the fire grew
a little dim.
Mrs. Hapgood leaned over and rested her hand on the girl's, as it
lay on the arm of her chair.
"I'm glad to have you say so, Katharine," said she. "For this
year, I am to stand in place of a mother to you, you know, and I
like to have you feel at home here."
"I know all that," answered Katharine; "and I'm glad they sent me
here, only it mixes me all up. When I was at home and kept hearing
little bits about it, the parties and the flowers and the pretty
gowns, I felt as if I couldn't wait to be old enough to be in it
all. When I came away, mamma said I was to be here a year, and
then, go home to come out, so I could be ready to be married at
eighteen, as she did. A year is such a little while to wait that I
thought I was almost there. But when I came here, I found the
girls of my age acting like children, and having splendid times
doing what I had always thought was silly, and not caring the
least bit about society and all that. I shall just get used to
this and like it, and then go back into the other once more."
"But not in just the same way, I hope."
"I suppose not, auntie; but it won't make so very much difference,
after all."
"Perhaps not," her aunt answered; "but it may make a little. If
you hadn't come to us, you would never have seen the other side,
that there are a few good times outside of the parties and the
young men. And even if you go back into it when you go home, as
you probably will, Katharine, it won't do any harm for you to have
had a year to stop and think, and talk matters over, before
plunging into the 'scrabble,' as you call it."
"It seemed so queer, when I first came East," said Katharine, as
she took up her work again, "to see you and Molly sit down and
talk for an hour at a time. Mamma hasn't ever done it with us,
only to joke with us, or ask about our lessons once in a while.
But everything that comes up, Molly and Polly Adams say, 'Mamma
says so,' or 'Mamma thinks so.'"
She sewed steadily for a few moments, then she broke off, to ask,
with an air of mock tragedy,--
"Mamma says she wants me to marry at eighteen; but what in the
world should I do, auntie, if nobody should ask me?"
"Not get married, I suppose," returned her aunt composedly.
Katharine's face fell.
"What! be an old maid, like Polly's Aunt Jane!" she exclaimed.
"It isn't necessary that you should be like her, even if you
shouldn't marry." And Mrs. Hapgood laughed at the horror in
Katharine's tone. Then she went on, seriously, "Katharine, may I
talk very plainly with you, just as if you were really my
daughter?"
"Please do, auntie." And Katharine drew her chair a little closer
to her aunt's.
"You were just saying that your mother and I look at things
differently, Katharine, and it is true that we do. I wouldn't find
fault with her for anything, for she has been a dear, good sister
to me; but it seems to me that she has made a little bit of a
mistake in letting your head get filled with all these thoughts of
being married. You are only a child yet, my dear, and it is years
before such ideas ought to come to you. But now they are here, I
am going to tell you just what I think about it all. Not all women
are fitted to marry; some would be happier and better without it.
The day is long past when a woman must either marry or be laughed
at as an old maid. What I want my girls to do is to grow into
strong, noble women who are fitted to fill any position that opens
before them, and to fill it well, with no thought of self, but
only for the good of others. Then, if the time ever comes that you
are asked to be the wife of a man, for the sake of whose love and
companionship you are ready to give up all else, then you will do
right to marry him, but not until then."
There was another pause. Mrs. Hapgood went on,--
"And since we are on the subject, Katharine, there is one more
word to say. If the time ever comes for you, remember, in making
your great decision, that married life is not all sunshine, but
that there are the same little every-day worries after marriage as
there were before. If a woman is strong enough to be a true,
devoted wife, she can have no happier, better life than in her own
home. But she has no right to promise without thinking it all
over, whether she can sacrifice and work, can suffer hardship and
even wrong for her husband's sake. Those are solemn words, dear,
and should never be spoken thoughtlessly: 'For better for worse,
for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health--'"
"You make it all mean so much more than mamma did," said Katharine
thoughtfully. "She never talked to me like this. You make me half
afraid of it, auntie."
"So much the better," her aunt replied. "It isn't anything that
you can do one day, and undo the next; but it is a matter of life--
and death," she added, as if to herself. Then she went on, with
an entire change of tone, "Now, Kit, we have been talking about a
very serious matter, and I am nearly through. But we may never
speak of it again, so before we leave it, I want to just say that
I wish you could put this whole subject out of your head for
years, until the great question comes to you,--better still, if it
had never been put into your head in the first place. However,
that mischief is done. Still, try as hard as you can, for this
year at least, to forget all about it. Then, if you must remember
it at all, remember it as we have spoken of it, a serious question
which must be settled between you and your conscience. In the
meantime, do the very best you can to develop yourself into a
helpful woman, ready for any call that may come. Your call will
come, in one way or another, and all you have to do is to be
prepared to answer 'ready.' And the grand secret of this
preparation lies in perfect unconsciousness of self. It is all
hidden in you, Kit, if you only try to make the most of it. And
now I shouldn't at all wonder if we were better friends than ever
for this frank talk, should you?"
The girl did not speak, but, bending over, she kissed her aunt
impulsively and left the room.
"The child is finding her soul at last," said Mrs. Hapgood to
herself. "Kate had smothered it and buried it under her false
ideas of womanhood; but it is there, and Katharine might so easily
make a woman to be proud of, with her warm, loving nature, if only
she could be kept out of the 'scrabble' for a few years longer.
Well, my son, what is it?" she added aloud, as Alan came in,
yawning and stretching, and dropped into the chair just vacated by
Katharine.
"Nothing, only I'm sick of reading, and came in for my share in
the talk. Has Kit gone?"
"She just went up-stairs," answered his mother, surveying her boy
with fond pride, for, in all truth, Alan was good to look at as he
sat there, a real bonnie boy who might gladden any mother's heart.
Mother-like, she passed a caressing hand over his yellow hair, and
straightened out his coat-collar, but she only said, "Alan, you
are positively growing tall, every single day."
"Am I?" asked the boy absently. Then he went on. "Speaking of Kit,
mother, has it struck you that she is leaving off a little of her
airs and graces? She isn't near as silly as she was when she first
came."
"I don't think Katharine is silly," his mother replied; "it is
only a little way she has. You are too critical of her, Alan."
"Well, she makes me tired," responded the boy, rolling up his eyes
at his mother, whose deep-seated objection to that phrase he well
knew. "She wants to be the very middle of things when we're
together, and must have just so much fuss made over her. She'd be
well enough, if it wasn't for that."
"Katharine has a great deal of character, after all," said his
mother. "You aren't quite fair to her, Alan. If Polly or Florence
did the same things she does, you would think it was all right."
"Polly and Kit aren't to be spoken of in the same breath,"
answered Alan energetically. "Florence doesn't count, one way or
the other; but Polly is a splendid girl, and about the best friend
I have. She always fights for me, and it would be mean if I didn't
return the compliment once in a while. Here comes Mrs. Adams now,"
he added, as he glanced out of the window.
It was only an errand, not a call, she hurriedly explained. Friday
night was going to be Hallowe'en, and wouldn't Alan and the girls
come over to celebrate, as a surprise to Polly? Jean and Florence
would be there, too. Then she went away again, leaving Alan to
discuss the matter with his mother.
Friday evening came, and the surprise was kept a profound secret.
Mrs. Adams had called Polly up-stairs to try on a new gown which
she had just finished, and Polly was still revolving in front of
the mirror, making vain attempts to view her back, when the bell
rang.
"You go down, Polly," said her mother. "I am all covered with
basting-threads."
So Polly, in all the glory of her new gown, went running down the
stairs to the door, and started back in astonishment as her six
guests came solemnly marching into the house, dressed in their
best, to do honor to the occasion.
"Why, what are you doing here?" she was beginning rather
inhospitably, when her mother unexpectedly came to her relief and
invited the girls to take off their things.
"We're a party, Polly," exclaimed Jessie. "How stupid you are not
to see it!"
"It's Hallowe'en," added Florence; "and we've been asked to come
to celebrate it."
"Oh-h-h!" And a new light dawned on Polly. "It's a surprise party,
is it? Who started it? You, Jerusalem?"
"Why don't you take your little friends into the parlor and
converse with them, Polly?" asked Aunt Jane's prim voice. "Don't
you know that it isn't polite to leave them standing here?"
A sharp reply was trembling on the tip of Polly's tongue; but she
caught her mother's warning glance, so she resolutely turned her
back on the blue satin bow which Aunt Jane had donned for the
party, and led the way into the parlor.
Then the fun began, for Mrs. Adams had studied to find all the
amusing tricks, whether they belonged to Hallowe'en or not. She
was the gayest of the gay, entering into all the frolic, and doing
her best to make Aunt Jane unbend and have a share in the games.
But there must be a skeleton at every feast, and Miss Roberts
played the part to perfection, sitting back against the wall, and
only smiling indulgently, now and then, as the room rang with the
shouts of the young people. It all started with a tub and a plate
of apples which mysteriously appeared in the dining-room, and soon
they were all in a kneeling circle around the tub, bobbing for the
apples, that took a malicious delight in ducking under the water
and rolling away, just as the white teeth were ready to seize the
stem. The captured apples were only just pared and the seeds
counted, when Mrs. Adams called them away to try their fate on one
single apple which hung by a string from the top of the room.
"It is an unfailing test," she said. "If you can take a bite out
of this apple without touching it, except with your teeth, you
will live to get married. Otherwise, you will die an old maid."
Now, it sounds like a very easy matter to bite an apple; but when
it is free to swing this way and that as you touch it, the success
is not so sure. Alan first chased the apple up and down, gnashed
his teeth and retired. Next Florence took her turn, with no better
success. Jessie, too, failed to get a taste, even of the skin.
Then Jean advanced to the charge.
"Now watch," she said, laughing. "I'm going at this on scientific
principles. See here!"
She hit the apple with such force as to throw it far up and out,
waited with wide-open mouth until, pendulum-like, it swung back
and, at the instant of its reaching her, before it had turned, she
struck her strong, young teeth into the side and brought away a
generous mouthful.
"There!" said she triumphantly, as she marched back to her place.
"I defy anybody to do better than that."
They melted lead and poured it into water, to learn from the shape
as it cooled the secret of their future work; they floated needles
on water, watching them sink, or swim and gather in groups; they
roasted nuts in the ashes, and tried the old, old test of the
three dishes of water. But the prettiest trick of all was one that
brought them back to the great tub once more, to float the walnut-
shell boats, with their burning candles fixed in each. As the
girls took their pairs of shells, one with a pink, the other with
a blue candle placed in the middle like a mast, it was curious to
see the difference in their ways of launching them on this mimic
ocean of life. Jean and Jessie dropped theirs in thoughtlessly,
only intent on the fun of the moment. Florence put hers in
daintily and with care not to wet her fingers, and Molly and
Katharine launched theirs out boldly, following them up with a
little ripple which sent them rocking away into the midst of the
tiny fleet. But Polly, Polly who did not believe in signs, had an
anxious pucker about her eyebrows as she started out her wee
vessels, and hurried them all their way with a mighty splash which
threatened to capsize them, there and then.
Mrs. Adams stood back, watching the group of bright-colored gowns
and eager faces, as the young people gathered more closely about
the tub to see the fate of their lights, now exclaiming in chorus
at some crisis, now in anxious silence while they waited for new
developments.
"My light has failed, first of all," said Katharine regretfully.
"Which is it?" asked Mrs. Adams.
"The pink one."
"That is the man," she answered, bending over to look at the poor
little end of candle, with only a smouldering wick to show that
any life was left.
"It may come up again, Kit," said Florence consolingly. "While
there's life, there's hope."
"They are alive as long as they float," Mrs. Adams interpreted.
"When they sink, they are dead; but this one is only ill, or else
his plans have failed."
"That's almost as bad," said Jean. "But isn't this just like
Florence? Her two have cuddled up side by side, and are blazing
away in a corner, all by themselves." "Look at Polly's and mine,"
said Molly. "We have joined hands. We must be going to live
together, all four of us."
"In a New York tenement house," suggested Alan unkindly.
"No such thing," returned Polly. "Molly shall keep house, and I'll
board with her. I hope my man will be proprietor of a restaurant,
though," she added, in an aside to Alan.
Suddenly there came a wail from Jessie.
"Girls, girls! Just look at mine!"
"Where are they?" asked Molly.
"Here." And Jessie pointed tragically to one side of the tub,
where the blue candle lay at the bottom of the sea, and the pink
one, though still floating above it, had burned out and tilted to
one side in an attitude of profound dejection.
"'Where was Moses when the light went out?
Where was Moses, what was he about?'"
sang Alan teasingly.
But even while he was singing, an energetic wave from Jean's side
overturned his own small ships and left them floating bottom
upwards.
"Just my luck!" he remarked, as he rose. "I knew I should come to
some untimely end. As Poll says, I don't believe in signs,
anyway."
The chocolate and wafers had been passed, and the fateful loaf of
cake had been cut, bringing the ring to Florence, and the thimble,
fitting symbol of single blessedness, to Jean; and still there was
time for a little more of the fun. Some one suggested a game of
forfeits, and a pile of them was soon collected, to be held over
the head of Jessie who was chosen judge, as being the youngest
girl present. Her ingenuity was endless, and she kept them
laughing over her ridiculous fines, until nearly all had been
redeemed.
"Only two or three more," said Jean encouragingly. "Here's one of
them, now."
"Fine or superfine?"
"Fine."
"Fine? Let's see, I know whose 'tis," meditated Jessie. "Oh, I
haven't any ideas left! Let him.
"'Bow to the wittiest,
Kneel to the prettiest,
And kiss the one he loves best.'"
Like most sensible mothers, Mrs. Adams had a horror of anything
like kissing games; and now she frowned a little, in spite of
herself. No one of the V, she felt sure, would have pronounced
this fine. She turned to glance at Alan who stood for a moment,
blushing as his eye moved over the group. Then he walked up to
Polly and bowed low, passed on to Katharine's chair where he
dropped on one knee, and then, walking straight to Mrs. Adams, he
bent down and kissed her cheek with a heartiness which was not all
play. She put out her hand and drew him down on the sofa, at her
side.
"Thank you, dear," she whispered. "It was a pretty compliment, and
we old people enjoy such things, you may be sure."
"It was true," said Alan simply, as he settled himself beside her
with a confiding, little-boyish motion.
The last forfeit had not been redeemed, when the heavy portieres
swung open, and a figure swathed in dark draperies and with a veil
over her face came slowly into the room. The girls gazed
doubtfully at this ghostly apparition, till a brown hand--was
extended and a deep voice spoke from under the veil,--
"I am here to reveal the future. To-night is the time to know the
secret of your coming lives. Let the oldest advance first."
Katharine, still a little in awe of the mysterious stranger,
stepped forward and laid her hand on the dark one before her. The
being scanned it closely.
"A long life," she said, "and a happy one, for you will slowly
learn the joy of doing good to those around you and forgetting
yourself for others. Then, wherever you go, you will be surrounded
with friends and your name will long be remembered."
Katharine smiled, as she stepped back and Jean took her place.
"You will have the best possession the earth can give, a contented
mind. I see in the future a little house presided over by a
strong, quiet woman whose life is in her home."
Then Molly's turn came. Her fate was quickly spoken.
"Yours is a husband six feet tall, and your children will number
nineteen, as they sit about your meagre table."
Molly groaned, as she yielded her place to Florence.
"I see a lordly house, richly furnished and filled with servants.
Within is a devoted husband who watches over a wife with golden
hair."
"How elegant!" said Polly. "Now it's my turn." And she held out
her hand with a smile.
"You will suffer much and have much happiness," the voice went on.
"You will love deeply and be loved in return, and the end will
more than repay the beginning."
"Isn't that queer!" And Polly withdrew, to ponder on her mystical
fortune.
"Now Jessie," said Mrs. Adams; "see what fate has in store for
you."
"I'm half afraid," she said, laughing.
"Love, happiness, and sunshine," was what she heard. "A tiny
cottage simply furnished with a teapot and eleven cats."
There was a shout.
"Now, Alan."
The brown hand trembled a little, and the eyes under the veil
looked right into Alan's, as she spoke. "Some pain, much joy; a
slow, even growth into a glorious manhood that knows no wrong, but
lives for truth. Whatever else maybe is hidden from my sight."
"What a splendid one, Alan!" exclaimed Polly, her face flushing,
as she took in all the meaning of the words.
And Katharine added quietly,--
"You have read us very well, Aunt Ruth."
"Mamma?" exclaimed Molly and Alan, in a breath.
"Yes, mamma," answered Mrs. Hapgood's voice, as she quickly shed
her wrappings. "I thought I would have a finger in this pie, too.
But how did you know me so soon, Katharine?"
"I knew nobody else would say what you did, for it was just a part
of our talk the other day," she replied, as she unpinned the thick
veil from Mrs. Hapgood's hair.
"Good-night, Mrs. Adams," said Jean, as they stood grouped about
her in the hall. "This has been a lovely Hallowe'en, and I shall
always remember it, I know."
"I hope you will, too, till next year," added Alan suggestively,
as he went out into the bright starlight.