JOURNAL.

"_Venice, May 10, 1868._--We had a terribly hot journey by Spoleto

and Ancona, and came on to Este. It is a long drive up from the

station to the primitive little town close under the Euganean

Hills, with the ruined castle where the first Guelph was born. The

inn (La Speranza) is an old palace, and our sittingroom was

thirty-four feet long. The country is luxuriance itself, covered

with corn and flax, separated by rows of peach and fig trees, with

vines leaping from tree to tree. I drove to Arqua, a most

picturesque village in a hollow of the hills. In the little court

of the church is Petrarch's tomb, of red Verona marble, and on the

high ridge his house, almost unaltered, with old frescoes of his

life, his chair, his chest, and his stuffed cat, shrunk almost to a

weasel."

"_Augsburg, May 24._--From Venice we saw Torcello--the Mother, Lea,

and I in a _barca_ gliding over those shallow mysterious waters to

the distant island and its decaying church, where we sat to draw

near Attila's marble chair half buried in the rank growth of the

mallows.

[Illustration: PETRARCH'S TOMB, ARQUA.[374]]

"We came away by an early train to Verona, and drove in the

afternoon to San Zenone, and then to the beautiful Giusti gardens

for the sunset. Mother was able to climb up to the summer-house on

the height, and the gardener gave us pinks and roses.

"On the 24th we came on to Trent, a most attractive place, with an

interesting cathedral, fine fountains, beautiful trees, and

surroundings of jagged pink mountains tipped with snow. Cheating

the Alps by crossing the Brenner, we went by Salzburg to

Berchtesgaden, where we found quiet rooms with a splendid view of

the snow-clad Watzmann. We were rowed down the Königsee as far as

the waterfall, Lea dreadfully frightened on the lake."

[Illustration: TOMB OF THE COUNT OF CASTELBARCO, VERONA.[375]]

From Augsburg we went to Oberwesel on the Rhine, where we were very

happy in a primitive hotel amid the vines and old timberhouses. On our

second morning there, while I was drawing on the shore of the river, a

strange and terrible presentiment came over me of some great misfortune,

some overwhelming grief which was then taking place in England. I threw

down my drawing things and hurried back to the hotel to my mother.

"Never," I said, "have these sudden presentiments come to me without

meaning. I am sure you will listen to me when I say that we ought to be

in England directly."--"Yes," she said, "I quite believe it; let us go

at once;" and then and there, in the hot morning, we walked down to the

train. We travelled all night, and at daybreak we were in England. I

confess that, as we travelled, the detailed impression which I had from

my presentiment was wrong. I thought of what would have affected my

mother most. I fancied that, as I was sitting on the Rhine shore, Arthur

Stanley had died at Westminster. But John Gidman met us with our little

carriage at Hastings, and as we drove up to Holmhurst he told me the

dreadful truth--that, at the very moment of my presentiment, my sister

Esmeralda had expired.

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