JOURNAL.

"_Holmhurst, March 23, 1862._--In March last year dear Uncle

Penrhyn died. Aunt Kitty was with him, and felt it deeply. Now she

also, on the same day of the same week, the first anniversary of

his death, has passed away from us--and oh! what a blank she has

left! She was long our chief link with all the interest of the

outside world, writing almost daily, and for years keeping a little

slate always hanging to her davenport, on which, as each visitor

went out, she noted down, from their conversation, anything she

thought my mother might like to hear.

"Five weeks ago Arthur went to join the Prince of Wales at

Alexandria. He was very unwilling to leave his mother, but he took

the appointment by her especial request, and she was delighted with

it. He took leave of her in the early morning, receiving farewells

and blessings as she lay on the same bed, from whence she was

unable afterwards to speak one word to her other children. When he

went, my mother was very ill with bronchitis. Aunt Kitty also

caught it, but wrote frequently, saying that 'her illness did not

signify, she was only anxious about my mother.' It did signify,

however. She became rapidly weaker. Congestion of the lungs

followed, and she gradually sank. The Vaughans were sent for, and

Mary was with her. We were ready to have gone at any moment, if she

had been the least bit better, but she would not have been able to

have spoken to the mother, perhaps not have known her, so that I am

thankful for my sweet mother's sake that she should have been here

in her quiet peaceful home.

"There were none of the ordinary features of an illness. Aunt Kitty

suffered no pain at all: it was a mere passing out of one gentle

sleep into another, till the end.

"Kate wrote--'What a solemn hour was that when we were sitting in

silence round her bed, watching the gradual cessation of

breathing--the gradual but sure approach of the end! Not a sound

was heard but the sad wailing of the wind as her soul was passing

away. She lay quite still: you would hardly have known who it was,

the expression was so changed--Oh no, you would never have known it

was the dear, dear face we had loved so fondly. And then, when all

ceased, and there was stillness, and we thought it had been the

last breath, came a deep sigh, then a pause--then a succession of

deep sighs at long intervals, and it was only when no more came

that we knew she was gone. Charles then knelt down and prayed for

us, "especially for our dear absent brother, that he might be

comforted"--and then we rose up and took our last look of that

revered countenance.'

"When people are dead, how they are glorified in one's mind! I was

almost as much grieved as my mother herself, and I also felt a

desolation. Yet, on looking back, how few words of tenderness can I

remember receiving from Aunt Kitty--some marigolds picked for me in

the palace garden when I was ill at Norwich--a few acknowledgments

of my later devotion to my mother in illness--an occasional

interest in my drawing: this is almost all. What really makes it a

personal sorrow is, that in the recollection of my oppressed and

desolate boyhood, the figure of Aunt Kitty always looms forth as

that of _Justice_. She was invariably just. Whatever others might

say, she never allowed herself to be biassed against me, or indeed

against any one else, contrary to her own convictions.

"I went with Mary and Kate to the funeral in Alderley churchyard.

We all assembled there in the inner school-room, close to the

Rectory, which had been the home of my aunt's happiest days, in the

centre of which lay the coffin covered with a pall, but garlanded

with long green wreaths, while bunches of snowdrops and white

crocuses fell tenderly over the sides. 'I know that my Redeemer

liveth' was sung as we passed out of the church to the churchyard,

where it poured with rain. The crowds of poor people present,

however, liked this, for 'blessed,' they said, 'is the corpse that

the rain falls on.'"

[Illustration: ALDERLEY CHURCH AND RECTORY.]

During this sad winter it was a great pleasure to us to have our

faithful old friend the Baroness von Bunsen at St. Leonards, with two of

her daughters--Frances and Matilda. She had been near my mother at the

time of her greatest sorrow at Rome, and her society was very congenial

at this time. We were quite hoping that she would have made St.

Leonards her permanent winter-home, when she was recalled to live in

Germany by the death of the darling daughter of her heart--Theodora von

Ungern-Sternberg--soon after giving birth, at Carlsruhe, to her fifth

child.

In this winter I went to stay at Hurstmonceaux Rectory with Dr.

Wellesley, who was never fitted to be a country clergyman, but who never

failed to be the most agreeable of hosts and of men. In person he was

very like the Duke of Wellington, with black eyes, shaggy eyebrows, and

snow-white hair. His courtesy and kindness were unfailing, especially to

women, be their rank what it might. A perfect linguist, he had the most

extraordinary power of imitating Italians in their own peculiar

dialects. Most diverting was his account of a sermon which he heard

preached in the Coliseum. I can only give the words--the tone, the

gestures are required to give it life. It was on the day on which the

old Duke of Torlonia died. He had been the great enemy of the monks and

nuns, and of course they hated him. On that day, being a Friday, the

Confraternità della Misericordia met, as usual, at four o'clock, in SS.

Cosmo and Damiano in the Forum, and went chanting in procession to the

Coliseum. Those who remember those days will recall in imagination the

strong nasal twang of "Sant' Bartolome, ora pro nobis; Santa Agata, ora

pro nobis; Sant' Silvestro, ora pro nobis," &c. Arrived at the Coliseum,

the monk ascended the pulpit, and began in the familiar style of those

days, in which sermons were usually opened with "How do you do?" and

some remarks about the weather.

"Buon giorno, cari fratelli miei. Buon giorno, care sorelle--come

state tutti? State bene? Oh, mi fa piacere, mi fa molto piacere! Fa

bell' tempo stasera, non e vero? un tempo piacevole--cielo sereno.

Oh ma piacevole di molto!

"Ebbene, cari fratelli miei--Ebbene, care sorelle--sapete cosa c' è

di nuovo--sapete che cos' è successo stammattina in città? Non lo

sapete--maraviglia! Oh, non vi disturbate--nò--nò--nò--non vi

disturbate affatto--ve lo dirò, io ve lo spieghierò tutto.

"Stammattina stessa in città è morto qualcheduno. Fu un uomo--un

uomo ben inteso--ma che specie d' uomo? Fu un uomo grande--fu un

uomo ricco--fu un uomo potente--fu un uomo grandissimo,

ricchissimo, potentissimo, magnificentissimo, ma morì!--morì, cari

fratelli miei, quell' uomo così grande, così ricco, così

potente--morì!--così passiamo tutti--così finisce il

mondo--moriamo.

"E che fu quell' uomo così importante che è morto? Fu un Duca! un

Duca, cari fratelli miei! E, quando morì, cosa fece? È montato

sopra, montato sopra su alla porta del Paradiso, dove sta San

Pietro, colle sue sante chiavi. Picchia il Duca.... 'Chi è là,'

disse San Pietro. 'Il Duca di Torlonia!'--'Ah, il Duca di

Torlonia,' disse San Pietro, 'quel nome è ben conosciuto, ben

conosciuto davvero.' Quindi si voltò San Pietro all' angelo custode

che teneva il libro della vita, e disse, 'Angelo mio, cercate un pò

se trovate quel nome del Duca di Torlonia.' Dunque l'angelo cercò,

cercò con tanta pena, con tanta inquietudine, voltò tante pagine in

quel libro così grande della vita, ma disse infine, 'Caro Signor

San Pietro mio, mi rincresce tanto, ma quel nome lì non mi riesce

di trovarlo.'

"Allora si voltò San Pietro, e disse, 'Caro Signor Duca mio, mi

rincresce tanto, ma il suo nome non si trova nel libro della vita.'

Rise il Duca, e disse, 'Ma che sciocchezza! cercate poi il titolo

minore, cercate pure il titolo maggiore della famiglia, cercate il

Principe di Bracciano, e lo troverete sicuramente.' Dunque l'angelo

cercò di nuovo, cercò con sollecitudine, voltò tante tante pagine

in quel libro così immenso--ma alla fine disse, 'Caro Signor San

Pietro mio, mi rincresce tanto--ma quei nomi non si trovan qui, nè

l'uno, nè l'altro.' Allora disse San Pietro, 'Mi dispiace tanto,

Signor Duca mio--ma bisogna scendere più giù--bisogna scendere più

giù.'

"Scese dunque il Duca--poco contento--anzi mortificato di

molto--scese giù alla porta del Purgatorio. Picchia il Duca. 'Chi è

là,' disse il guardiano. 'Il Duca di Torlonia' (_piano_). 'Ah, il

Duca di Torlonia,' disse il guardiano. 'Anche qui, quel nome è ben

conosciuto, molto ben conosciuto--ma bisogna scendere più

giù--bisogna scendere più giù.'

"Scese dunque il Duca. Ahimè! quant' era miserabile! come gridava,

quanto piangeva, ma--gridando, piangendo--scendeva--scendeva

giù--alla porta dell' Inferno, dove sta il Diavolo. Picchia il

Duca. 'Chi è là,' disse il Diavolo. 'Il Duca di Torlonia'

(_pianissimo_). 'Ah, il Duca di Torlonia,' disse il Diavolo, 'oh

siete il benvenuto, entrate qui, caro amico mio, oh quanto tempo

siete aspettato, entrate qui, e restate per sempre.' Ecco cari

fratelli miei, ecco care sorelle, quel ch' è successò quest' oggi,

stammattina, in città, a quel povero Duca di Torloni-a!" &c.

I narrated this story afterwards to Mrs. F. Dawkins and her daughters,

and they told me that some friends of theirs were at Rome on August 10,

St. Laurence's Day--which fell on a Friday that year--and St. Laurence,

as all know, was roasted on a gridiron. That day, the monk began as

usual--

"Buon giorno, cari fratelli miei--buon giorno, care sorelle (sniff,

sniff, sniff)--ma sento qualche cosa (sniff, sniff)--che cosa sento

io (sniff)--sento un odore. E l'odore de che? (sniff, sniff,

sniff)--è l'odore di carne (sniff). Chi specie di carne può essere?

E l'odore di carne bollito? (sniff). Nò, nò, nò, non e bollito

(sniff, sniff, sniff). Ah, lo vedo, è l'odore di carne arrosto, è

l'odore di carne arrostito--è l'odore d'un santo arrostito--è

l'odore di San Lorenzo."

Lady Marian Alford used to tell a similar story. Lord Brownlow was at S.

Agostino, when a monk, who was walking about, preaching, in the great

pulpit there, said, "Che odore sento io? E l'odore di montone?--nò! È

l'odore di presciutto?--nò! È l'odore delle anime che friggono nell'

inferno."

I cannot remember whether it was in this or the preceding winter that I

spent an evening with Dr. Lushington, the famous judge, who, having been

born in the beginning of 1782, and preserving evergreen all the

recollections of his long life, was one of the most delightful of men. I

remember his describing how all the places ending in _s_ in England take

their names from people who have lived there. Leeds is so called from an

old person called Leed or Lloyd, of whom the great city is now the only

memorial. Levens is from Leofwin.

He said that "the Duchesse d'Angoulême never forgave the Court of Rome

for not canonising her father." She always regarded Louis XVI. as a

saint. Of her mother she spoke with less confidence--"she had faults,"

she said, "but they were terribly expiated."

Dr. Lushington said that when he was a very little child travelling

alone with his father, the carriage stopped near a public-house, and

the footman and coachman, with the license of those times, went in to

drink. He was himself asleep in the corner of the carriage, when a

pistol, directed at his father, came crashing in at the window, with a

demand for money. Dr. Lushington distinctly remembered his father

drawing out a long green silk purse, in which were one hundred guineas,

and deliberately counting out twelve guineas into the man's hand, and

saying, "There, take that, that is enough." "Well," said the man, "but I

must have your watch."--"No," said his father, "it is an old family

watch, and I cannot give it to you." Upon this the man said, "Well, God

bless you," and went away. Immediately after the servants came out of

the inn, and hearing what had happened, said they were armed, they could

pursue the highwayman, and they could easily take him. "No," said Dr.

Lushington's father, "let him go. The man God-blessed _me_, and I'll be

damned if I hang _him_."

At this time I took the opportunity of persuading Dr. Lushington to tell

me himself the most celebrated of his stories, which I had already heard

from his son Godfrey and from Arthur Stanley. I wrote it down at the

time, and here it is, in the very words of the old judge.

"There was once, within my memory, an old gentleman who lived in

Kent, and whose name, for very obvious reasons, I cannot mention,

but he lived in _Kent_. He was a very remarkable old man, and

chiefly because in the whole course of his very, very long

life--for he was extremely old--he had never been known on any

single occasion to want presence of mind; he had always done

exactly the right thing, and he had always said exactly the right

word, at exactly the right moment. The old gentleman lived alone.

That is to say, he had never married, and he had no brother or

sister or other relation living with him, but he had a very old

housekeeper, a very old butler, a very old gardener--in fact, all

the old-fashioned retinue of a very old-fashioned household, and,

bound together by mutual respect and affection, the household was a

very harmonious one.

"Now I must describe what the old gentleman's house was like.

Upstairs, there was a very long passage, which ended in a blank

wall. At the end of the passage, on the left, was a dressing-room,

and on the right was a bedroom, the room in which the old gentleman

himself slept. The bedroom was entered by a very heavy swing-door,

which could only be opened from the inside--that is to say, the old

gentleman carried the key upon his watch-chain, and let himself in

and out. When he wished housemaids or other persons to go in or

out, he left the door open; but when he was inside and shut the

door, no one could come in unless he opened the door to them.

People may say 'it was very eccentric;' it _was_ very eccentric:

but the old gentleman was very peculiar; it was the way he chose

to live: at any rate, it was a fact. Through the bedroom, opposite

the door into the passage, was another door which led into the

plate-room. This was also a very heavy swing-door, which could only

be opened from the _outside_, and very often in summer the old

gentleman would set it open at night, because he thought it gave

more air to the bedroom. Everything depends upon your attending to

and understanding the geography of these rooms. You see they were

all _en suite_ cross-wise. If you stood in the plate-room, and all

the doors were open, you would see the dressing-room, and _vice

versâ_.

"One morning when the old gentleman came down to breakfast, he

found upon his plate a note. He opened it, and it contained these

words--'Beware, you are in the hands of thieves and robbers.' He

was very much surprised, but he had such presence of mind that he

threw the note into the fire and went on buttering his toast,

having his breakfast. Inwardly he kept a sharp look-out upon all

that was going on. But there was nothing special going on whatever.

It was very hot summer weather; the old gardener was mowing the

lawn, the old housekeeper cooked the dinner, the old butler brought

it in: no, there was nothing whatever especial going on.

"That night, when the old gentleman went to bed, he took particular

care to examine his room, and to see that his heavy swing-door was

well fastened, so that no one could come in to disturb him. And

when he had done this, he went to bed and fell asleep, and slept

very well till the next morning, for nothing happened, nothing

whatever.

"When the next morning came, he rang his bell for his hot water as

usual, but nobody came. He rang, and rang, and rang again, but

still nobody came. At last he opened his bedroom door, and went out

down the passage to the head of the staircase, and called to the

butler over the banisters. The butler answered. 'Why did you not

attend to my bell?' said the old gentleman. 'Because no bell rang,'

answered the butler. 'Oh, but I have rung very often,' said the old

gentleman; 'go downstairs again, and I will pull the bell again;

watch if it rings.' So the butler went downstairs, and the old man

pulled the bell, but no bell rang. 'Then,' said the old gentleman,

'you must send for the bell-hanger at once; one cannot live with

broken bells; that sort of thing cannot be allowed to go on in the

house,'--and he dressed and went down to breakfast.

"While he was eating his breakfast, the old gentleman found he had

forgotten his pocket-handkerchief, and went up to his room to get

it. And such was the promptitude of that old-fashioned household,

that the village being close to the house, and the bell-hanger

living in the village, the master's orders had already been obeyed,

and the bell-hanger was already in the room, standing on a ladder,

arranging the new wire of the bell. In old-fashioned houses, you

know, the bell wires come through the wall and go round the top of

the room, so that you can see them, and so it was in this house in

Kent. You do not generally perhaps observe how many wires there are

in your room, but it so happened that, as he lay in bed, the old

gentleman had observed those in his, and there were three wires.

Now he looked, and there were four wires. Yes, there was no doubt

there were four wires going round his room. '_Now_,' he said,

'_now_ I know exactly what is going to happen,' but he gave no

outward sign of having discovered anything, and he went down and

finished his breakfast.

"All that day everything went on as usual. It was a dreadfully hot

day in July--very sultry indeed. The old gentleman was subject to

bad nervous headaches, and in the afternoon he pretended to be not

quite so well. When dinner-time came, he was very suffering indeed.

He spoke of it to the butler. He said, 'It is only one of my usual

attacks; I have no doubt it is the weather. I shall be better

to-morrow; but I will go to bed early.' And towards half-past nine

he went upstairs. He left the door of the bedroom ajar, so that any

one could come in; he set the door of the plate-room wide open, for

the sake of more air to the bedroom, and he went to bed. When he

was in bed, he rang the bell, the new bell that the bell-hanger had

put up that morning. The butler came. The old gentleman gave some

orders about horses for the next day, and then said, 'Do not

disturb me in the morning. I had better sleep off my headache; I

will ring when I want to get up. You can draw the curtains round

the bed, and then shut the door.' So the butler drew the curtains

round the bed, and went out, shutting the door after him.

"As soon as the old gentleman heard the footsteps of the butler die

away down the passage, he dressed himself completely from head to

foot; he took two loaded pistols and a blunderbuss. He stealthily

opened the heavy swing-door of the bedroom. He let himself out

into the dark passage. He shut to the bedroom door behind him. It

fastened with a click; he could not go in himself any more, and he

crossed the passage, and stood in the dark dressing-room with the

door open.

"It was still very early, and eleven o'clock came, and nothing

happened; and twelve came and nothing happened; and one o'clock

came and nothing happened. And the old gentleman--for he was

already very old--began to feel very much exhausted, and he began

to say to himself, 'Perhaps after all I was wrong! Perhaps after

all it is a hallucination; but I will wait till two o'clock.'

"At half-past one o'clock there was a sound of stealthy footsteps

down the passage, and three figures passed in front of him and

stood opposite the bedroom door. They were so near that he could

have shot them every one; but he said to himself, 'No, I'll wait,

I'll wait and see what is going to happen.' And as he waited, the

light from the dark lantern which the first man carried fell upon

their faces, and he recognised them. And the first figure was the

butler, and the second figure was the bell-hanger, and the third

figure, from having been long a magistrate on a London bench, he

recognised as the most notorious ruffian of a well-known London

gang. He heard the ruffian say to the butler, 'I say, it's no use

mincing this kind of thing: no use doing this kind of thing by

halves: better put him out of the way at once, and go on to the

plate afterwards.'--'Oh no,' said the butler, 'he has been a good

master to me; I'll never consent to that. Take all he has; he'll

never wake, not he; but you can't do him any harm; I'll never

consent to that.' And they wrangled about it for some time, but at

last the butler seemed to get the better, and the ruffian had to

consent to his terms.

"Then exactly what the old gentleman had expected happened. The

butler, standing on tiptoe, could just reach the four wires of the

bells, which came through into the low passage above the bedroom

door. As the butler reached the lowest of the wires, and by leaning

his weight upon it, pulled it downwards, it was seen that the wire

was connected with the bolt of the door on the inside; the bolt

rolled up, and the heavy swing-door of the bedroom, of which the

hinges were well oiled for the occasion, rolled open. 'There,' said

the butler, as they passed into the room, 'master always sleeps

like that. Curtains drawn all round the bed. He'll not hear

anything, not he.' And they all passed in through the open door of

the plate-room. The old man waited till they were entirely occupied

with the plate-chest, and then he slipped off his slippers, and,

with a hop, skip, and a jump, he darted across the room, and--bang!

they were all caught in a trap. He banged to the heavy swing-door

of the plate-room, which could only be opened from the outside.

"Having done that--people may believe it or not, but I maintain

that it is true--the old man had such presence of mind, that he

undressed, went to bed, and slept soundly till the next morning.

Even if this were not so, till the next morning he did not send for

the police, and the consequence was that when he did send for the

police, and the door was opened, the following horrible scene

revealed itself: The ruffian had tried to make a way of escape

through the roof, had stuck fast, and was dreadfully mangled in the

attempt: the bell-hanger had hung himself from the ceiling: and the

butler was a drivelling idiot in the corner, from the horror of the

night he had gone through."

Dr. Lushington had been employed in the inquiry which ensued, and had

personal knowledge of all he narrated. I must record one more story

which he told me--in his words:--

"I had a great-uncle, and as I am a very old man, you may imagine

that my great-uncle was alive a very long time ago. He was a very

eccentric man, and his peculiar hobby when in London was to go

about to dine at all sorts of odd places of entertainment, to amuse

himself with the odd characters he fell in with. One day he was

dining at a tavern near St. Bride's in Fleet Street, and at the

table opposite to him sat a man who interested him exceedingly, who

was unusually amusing, and quaint, and agreeable. At the end of

dinner the stranger said, 'Perhaps, sir, you are not aware that you

have been dining with a notorious highwayman?'--'No, indeed,' said

my great-uncle, not the least discomposed. 'What an unexpected

pleasure! But I am quite sure, sir, that you cannot always have

been a highwayman, and that your story must be a very remarkable

one. Can I not persuade you to do me the honour of telling it to

me?'--'Well,' said the stranger, 'we have had a very pleasant

dinner, and I like your acquaintance, and I don't mind if I do

tell you my story. You are quite right in thinking that I was in

early life as free as you are, or indeed, for that matter, as I

myself am now. But one day, as I was riding over Hounslow Heath, I

was surrounded by highwaymen. They dragged me from my horse, and

then said, "We don't want your money, and we don't want your life,

but we want _you_, and you we must have. A great many of us have

been taken, and we want recruits; you must go with us." I protested

in vain; I said it was impossible I could go with them; I was a

respectable member of society, it was quite impossible that I could

become a highwayman. "Then," they said, "you must die; you cannot

be allowed to live, to go out into the world, and tell what has

been proposed to you." I was in a terrible strait, and eventually I

was obliged to promise to go with them. I was obliged to promise,

but I made such difficulties that I was able to exact two

conditions. One was that at the end of seven years I should be

allowed to go free, and that I should never be recognised or taken

by them again. The other was that in the seven years I was with

them, no deed of actual cruelty should ever be committed in my

presence.

"'So I rode with the highwaymen, and many strange things happened.

I saw many people robbed and pillaged, and I helped to rob and

pillage them, but no deed of actual cruelty was ever committed in

my presence. One day, after I had been with the band four years, we

were riding in Windsor Forest. I saw a carriage approaching down

the long avenue. It was sure to have ladies in it; there was likely

to be a disagreeable scene; it was not necessary that I should be

present, so I lingered behind in the forest. Presently, however, I

was roused by so dreadful a scream from the carriage that I could

no longer resist riding forward, and I spurred on my horse. In the

carriage sat a lady, magnificently dressed, evidently just come

from Windsor Castle, and the highwaymen had torn the bracelets from

her arms and the necklace from her neck, and were just about to cut

off her little finger, because there was a very valuable diamond

ring upon it, which they could not otherwise get off. The lady

implored me to have pity upon her, to intercede for her, and I did.

I represented that the highwaymen had made me a solemn promise that

no deed of personal cruelty should ever be committed in my

presence, that on that condition only I was with them, and I called

upon them to keep their promise. They disputed and were very angry,

but eventually they gave in, and rode off with the rest of their

booty, leaving me alone with the lady.

"'The lady then said she owed me everything. She certainly owed me

her life, for she was quite sure that she should never, never, have

survived the loss of her little finger. She was quite sure, she

said, that I could not like being a highwayman, and she entreated

me to abandon the road and reform my life. "I can get you a

pardon," she said, "I can set you up in life--in fact, I can do

anything for you." Then I told her my story. I told her how the

highwaymen had made a promise to me, and they had kept it; and I

told her how I had made a promise to them, and I must keep it also.

I had promised to go with them for seven years, and I had only been

with them four; I must go with them for three years more. "Then,"

said the lady, "I know what will happen; I know what stringent

measures are going to be enforced for the suppression of

highwaymen. I am certain you cannot escape for three years: you

will be taken, and you will be condemned to death. When this

happens, send for me, and I will save your life. I am Mrs. Masham."

"'It was indeed Mrs. Masham, the great favourite of Queen Anne.

"'Before the expiration of the three years I was taken, I was

tried, and I was condemned to death. While I was lying in Newgate

under sentence of death, I sent to Mrs. Masham, and Mrs. Masham

flung herself at the feet of Queen Anne, and the Queen spared my

life.'"

This was the story of Dr. Lushington's great-uncle's friend.

* * * * *

In April I returned to my work in the North. My first visit worth

recording was one to the old house of Mainsforth in Durham, the home of

Mrs. Surtees, widow of the genial and delightful historian, who was the

intimate friend of Sir Walter Scott, though he offended him when it was

discovered that he had himself written the glorious ballads which he had

imposed upon Sir Walter as originals.[205] He was also the author of

many ballads of a simpler and more touching character, which have never

attained to the position in English poetry which they surely deserve.

* * * * *

_To_ MY MOTHER.

"_Mainsforth, April 26, 1862._--This has been a most interesting

visit, both the old ladies of the house so amusing, and so full of

stories of the past, in which they are still living, having shut

out the present ever since the death of Mr. Surtees, twenty years

ago. Miss Robinson has lived with 'my Sister Surtees' for the last

fifteen years, and thinks there is no place in the world like

Mainsforth: and indeed it is a most pleasant old house, thoroughly

unpretending, but roomy and comfortable, close to the road on one

side, but a very quiet road, with a fringe of ancient trees and a

rookery, and on the other looking out on the wide green lawn and

broad terrace-walk, bordered by clumps of hyacinths and tall

turncap lilies. My room has two low windows, which slide back like

doors, and look down through glades of hollies, like a picture, to

the silvery windings of the Skene. It is quiet, and stillness

itself; no sound but the cawing of the rooks, and the ticking of

the clock on the broad old staircase.

"Ever since an accident five years ago, 'my Sister Surtees' has sat

on a sofa in a sitting-room covered with fine old prints pasted on

the walls, with a large tapestry screen on one side of her, and

during the three days I have been here, I have never seen her move

from this place, to which she appears to be glued. 'My Sister Mary'

does all the hospitalities of the house, in the heartiest, most

cordial way, and both always keep open house at Mainsforth for

every one who likes to come. University students from Durham are

constantly here, and the house is a second home to all the poor

clergy of the neighbourhood, who come whenever they want a good

dinner, or ready interest and kindly sympathy. A new curate was

appointed to the neighbouring church of Bishop Middleham, and was

asked to stay here while he looked out for lodgings: he stayed on

and on, till he never went away again: he stayed here three years!

The students of Durham University have just put up two stained

glass windows in the church here, in token of gratitude for the

kindness they have received at Mainsforth. Imagine the students of

Oxford doing such a thing!

"On Thursday I went by the early train to Darlington, and, after

seeing the town, set off in a gig on a long round of country

villages. I saw the 'Hell Kettles,' three pools which are supposed

to be fathomless, and into which, if a sheep falls, it is believed

to be always 'a going' to the end of all time: and at one o'clock

came to Sockburne, a lovely peninsula on the Tees, where an old

ruined chapel stands on the edge of the green lawn above the

rushing river, and beside it 'the Wishing-Tree,' a chestnut 1100

years old, where everything wished for comes true. I had an

introduction to Mrs. Blackett, the owner, who lives in a beautiful

modern house with terraces above the river, and when I was shown

in, I found with her, in three young ladies spinning, three

friends of last year, daughters of Sir Edward Blackett of Matfen.

After luncheon, though it rained, they all walked with me three

miles along the lovely hanging woods by the Tees to 'the Leper's

Bath.'

"Yesterday I went off again, before the family breakfast, to

Stockton-on-Tees, a manufacturing town, celebrated for possessing

the widest street in England. I dined at Greatham Hospital with Mr.

Tristram, the Master. It seemed a most melancholy place morally, no

one speaking to anybody else, every one quarrelling about their

rights of way, the keys of their church, even about their interest

in the poor old men of the Hospital. The country is now all

blackened with coal-pits, and it is curious to hear my present

hostesses describe it all trees and verdure, as it was in their

youth. But the natives are still wonderfully simple and full of

kind-heartedness. At Billingham a poor woman having spent

half-an-hour in trying to find the keys of the church for me, said,

when I begged her to give it up, 'Na, na, I'll try once again, if

only to show a willin'.'"

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