JOURNAL.

"_Sutton Place, Jan. 8._--Lord Eversley has been talking of

Bramshill, the old home of Prince Henry, where Archbishop Abbott

shot a keeper by accident, in consequence of which it became a

question whether consecration rites received at his hands were

valid. Lord Eversley did not believe that the oak in the park, from

which the arrow glanced (with the same effect as in the case of

Rufus), was the real tree, because it was _too_ old: oaks beyond a

certain age, after the bark has ceased to be smooth, do not allow

an arrow to glance and rebound.

"The Buxtons sent me a ticket for Lord Macaulay's funeral, but I

would not leave Sutton to go. Sir John went, and described that, as

often in the case of funerals and other sad ceremonies, people, by

a rebound, became remarkably merry and amusing, and that they had

occupied the time of waiting by telling a number of uncommonly good

stories. The sight of Lady Holland[179] and her daughters amongst

the mourners had reproduced the bon-mot of Mrs. Grote, who, when

asked how this Lady Holland was to be distinguished from the

original person of the name, said, 'Oh, this is New Holland, and

her capital is Sydney.'

"Apropos of Macaulay, Sir John remarked how extraordinary it was in

growing age to see a person pass away whose birth, education,

public career, and death were all within your memory.

"He said how unreadable 'Roderick Random' and 'Tom Jones' were now.

A lady had asked to borrow 'Pamela' from his library, saying she

well remembered the pleasure of it in her youth; but she returned

it the next day, saying she was quite ashamed of having asked for

anything so improper.

"Yesterday was Sunday, and I groped my way through the dark

passages to the evening service in the Catholic chapel, which has

always been attached to the house. An old priest, seated on the

steps of the altar, preached a kind of catechetical sermon upon

Transubstantiation--'My flesh is meat _indeed_'--'and the poor

Protestants have this in their Bibles, and yet they throw away the

benefit of the _indeed_.' The sight was most picturesque--the dark

old-fashioned roof, only seen by the light of the candles on the

richly decorated altar, and the poor English peasants grouped upon

the benches. It carried one back to the time before the

Reformation. In his discourse, the old priest described his

childhood, when he sat in the east wing of the house learning his

catechism, and when there were only two Catholics in Guildford; and

'what would these two solitary ones say now if they had seen the

crowd in St. Joseph's Chapel at Guildford this morning? Yes, what

would old Jem Savin say if he could rise up and see us now, poor

man?'"

_To_ MY MOTHER (after I had returned to my Handbook explorations).

"_Aldermaston Hall, Berks, Jan. 14, 1860._--I came here from

Newbury. The weather was so horrible, and the prospect of a damp

lonely Sunday in an inn so uninviting, that I thought over all

possible and impossible houses in the neighbourhood, and finally

decided upon Aldermaston as the best, and have taken it by storm.

"It was the dampest and dreariest of mornings as I came from the

station, but this place looked beautiful in spite of it--a wild

picturesque park, and a large house, full of colour inside, like a

restored French château. Mrs. Higford Burr (who seems to live more

in Italy than here) wears a sort of Greek dress with a girdle and a

broad gold hem.... I was at once, as I rather expected, invited to

stay _per l'amore d'Italia_, and my luggage sent for. This

afternoon Mrs. Burr, who is a most tremendous walker, has taken me

to Upton Court, the home of Arabella Fermor (Pope's Belinda), a

charming old house with a ghost, which the farm-people described as

'coming a clinkerin upstairs right upon un loike.'"

"_Christ Church, Feb. 4._--I have had a terribly cold tour to

Drayton-Beauchamp, Ashridge, Aylesbury, &c. The pleasantest feature

was a warm welcome from Mrs. Barnard, wife of the great

yeoman-farmer at Creslow Pastures, the royal feeding-grounds from

the time of Elizabeth to Charles II., with a lovely and interesting

old house overlooking Christ Low (the Christ's Meadow) and Heaven's

Low (Heaven's Meadow). Thence I went to North Marston, where was

the shrine of Sir John Shorne, a sainted rector, who preserved his

congregation from sin by 'conjuring the devil into his boot.'

Buckinghamshire is full of these quaint stories.

"Arthur has just been making great sensation by a splendid sermon

at St. Mary's, given in his most animated manner, his energies

gradually kindling till his whole being was on fire. It was on,

'Why stand ye here idle all the day long?--the first shall be last

and the last first.' 'Why stand ye here idle, listless, in the

quadrangle, in your own rooms, doing nothing; so that in the years

to come you will never be able to look back and say, "In such a

year, in such a term, I learnt this or that--that idea, that book,

that thought _then_ first struck me"? Perhaps this may be a voice

to the winds, perhaps those to whom it would most apply are even

now in their places of resort, standing idle: probably even those

who are here would answer to my question, "Because no man hath

hired us."'

"Then he described the powers, objects, and advantages of Oxford.

Then the persons who had passed away within the year, leaving gaps

to be filled up--the seven great masters of the English

language,[180] the German poets and philosophers,[181] the French

philosopher[182]--'and their praise shall go forth from generation

to generation.' Then he dwelt on the different duties of the coming

life to be prepared for, and he described the model

country-clergyman (Pearson), the model teacher (Jowett), the model

country-gentleman. Then came a beautiful and pictorial passage

about the eleventh hour and the foreboding of the awful twelfth.

The congregation was immense, and listened with breathless

interest. When the signatures were being collected for the Jowett

appeal, Arthur was hard at work upon them on Sunday when Mr. Jowett

came in. Arthur said, 'You need not mind my being at work to-day,

for I can assure you it is quite a Sunday occupation, a work of

justice, if not of mercy.'--'Yes,' said Jowett, 'I see how it is:

an ass has fallen into a pit, and you think it right to pull him

out on the Sabbath-day.'"

Arthur Stanley used to see a great deal of Mr. Jowett during this

year--far too much, my mother thought when she was staying with him at

Oxford; for Jowett--kind and unselfish as a saint--was only "Christian"

in so far that he believed the central light of Christianity to spring

from the life of Christ. He occasionally preached, but his sermons were

only illustrative of practical duties, or the lessons to be learnt from

holy and unselfish lives. It was during this year, too, that the English

Church recognised with surprise that it was being shaken to its

foundations by the volume of--mostly feeble and dull--"Essays and

Reviews." But to turn to a very different religious phase.

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