JOURNAL.

"_Lime, Easter Sunday, April 12, 1857._--I have been spending a

happy fortnight at home. The burst of spring has been

beautiful--such a golden carpet of primroses on the bank,

interspersed with tufts of still more golden daffodils, hazels

putting forth their fresh green, and birds singing. My sweet mother

is more than usually patient under the trial of failure of

sight--glad to be read to for hours, but contented to be left

alone, only saying sometimes--'Now, darling, come and talk to me a

little.' On going to church this morning, we found that poor

Margaret Coleman, the carpenter's wife, had, as always on this day,

covered Uncle Julius's grave with flowers. He is wonderfully missed

by the people, though they seldom saw him except in church; for, as

Mrs. Jasper Harmer said to me the other day, 'We didn't often see

him, but then we knew he was always _studying_ us--now wasn't he?'"

A subject of intense interest after my return to Oxford was hearing

Thackeray deliver his lectures on the Georges. That which spoke of the

blindness of George III., with his glorious intonation, was

indescribably pathetic. It was a great delight to have George Sheffield

back and to resume our excursions, one of which was to see the May Cross

of Charlton-on-Ottmoor, on which I published a very feeble story in a

magazine; and another to Abingdon, where we had luncheon with the

Head-master of the Grammar School, who, as soon as it was over,

apologised for leaving us because he had got "to wallop so many boys."

All our visits to Abingdon ended in visits to the extraordinary old

brothers Smith, cobblers, who always sat cross-legged on a counter, and

always lived upon raw meat. We had heard of their possession of an

extraordinary old house which no one had entered, and we used to try to

persuade them to take us there; but when we asked one he said, "I would,

but my brother Tom is so eccentric, it would be as much as my life is

worth--I really couldn't;" and when we asked the other he said, "I

would, but you've no idea what an extraordinary man my brother John is;

he would never consent." However, one day we captured both the old men

together and over-persuaded them (no one ever could resist George), and

we went to the old house, a dismal tumble-down building, with shuttered

windows, outside the town. Inside it was a place of past ages--old

chairs and cupboards of the sixteenth century, old tapestries, and old

china, but all deep, deep in dust and dirt, which was never cleaned

away. It was like the palace of the Sleeping Beauty after the hundred

years' sleep. I have several pieces of china out of that old house

now--"Gris de Flandres ware."

In June I made a little tour, partly of visits, and from Mrs. Vaughan's

house at Leicester had an enchanting expedition to Bradgate, the ruined

home of Lady Jane Grey, in a glen full of oaks and beeches of immense

age.

In my final (History and Law) Schools I had passed with great ease, and

had for some time been residing at Oxford as a Bachelor, having taken my

degree. But as one friend after another departed, the interest of Oxford

had faded. I left it on the 13th of June 1857, and without regret.

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