CHAPTER XVI--AT CHRISTMASTIDE

During the ensuing two or three weeks Daniel was absorbed in the

organization of his work, and it was not until the festivities of

Christmas interrupted his routine, that he was able to look about him

and take his bearings. He had found the work extremely interesting, and

already he could see some indications that his point of view was being

adopted in the general policy of the Residency, while in specific cases

Lord Blair accepted his advice with very little hesitation.

In this atmosphere of confidence Daniel thrived and his labours

prospered. He was amused by his new insight into the Egyptian mind; and

he enjoyed his frequent rambles through those quarters of the city which

are unknown to the European visitor. Already he had native friends in

all parts of Cairo--from scavengers to Pashas; and in many of the

bazaars he was now greeted as a guest by the hospitable merchants. He

did not find any great difficulty in avoiding the more tedious of the

social functions at the Residency: and the early mornings and the

evenings were spent in tranquillity at his camp or in the surrounding

desert.

Sometimes, returning from his duties soon after luncheon, he would fill

his pockets with biscuits and his water-bottle with cold tea, and,

mounting his camel, would ride for two hours or more into the desert,

until as the last light of day faded from the sky he would reach some

sheltered drift of sand or bed of shingle amongst the rocks; and here he

would refresh himself and take his rest, mental and physical, in the

vast solitude, until the blackness of the night enveloped him. Then,

under the glistening heavens, he would ride slowly home again, guiding

himself by the stars, and dreaming his way through the witchery of the

darkness, until the distant lights of his camp, with the promise of

supper and bed, brought him down from the dim regions of everlasting

quiescence to the pleasant things of the body, so that he would press

forward in a final rush through the night, the sharp air of the Egyptian

winter beating in his face, the planets swinging above him, and the

obscure jackal-track slipping like a trail of vapour beneath the soft

pads of his camel.

He slept by night upon the top of the spur of rock above his tents; and

here on his camp bed, under the warm blankets, he would lie absorbed in

the splendour of the stars until sleep carried him outside the range of

astronomy. As the first shafts of the morning sun struck upon him from

above the eastern horizon, he would cast the blankets from him, and,

full of the joy of vigorous life, would clamber down to his camp, there

to bathe and dress himself in the keen air of the morning, and to devour

his breakfast in the brilliant sunshine at the door of his tent.

Here in his beloved desert any anxieties which the day might bring were

wholly banished from his brain; and each morning he took up his duties

with a mind purged and washed clean of the dust of yesterday, enlivened

by healthy sleep and vigorous exercise, and, above all, renewed in its

unity with the everlasting Wisdom. It was as though his mighty hands

were clasped in the mightier hands of that Spirit which dwells in the

world's open spaces; and, if he strayed during his work into tangled

paths of disquietude, he stepped back, as it were, with the descending

sun into the grasp of the unfailing Friend.

In one particular there was especial need of this refreshment and

renewal; for his thoughts were often disturbed in regard to his

friendship with Lady Muriel. He was sufficiently frank with himself to

realize that as the days passed he was growing more interested in her,

and at the same time he was well aware that any such interest was likely

to lead to discordance and unrest; for her method of life so greatly

differed from his own.

Muriel was having what she called "a good time"; and the argument "eat,

drink, and be merry, for tomorrow we die," was ever ready upon her lips.

There was a sort of defiance in her attitude to Daniel, and sometimes as

she set out upon some new chase of amusement she seemed to be daring him

to stop her.

On a certain evening in Christmas-week this challenge had been

particularly evident. He had stayed on at the Residency until past seven

o'clock, for there had been an attempted assassination of one of the

native ministers, and Daniel had at once set himself to get to the

bottom of the trouble; and when at last he was crossing the hall on his

way out, he had come upon Muriel descending the staircase, dressed for a

dinner-party and dance which was being given at Mena House that evening.

Her luxurious automobile was standing at the door, and she had, of

course, offered to give him a lift.

Sitting by her side under the electric light in the car, he had been

more than ever conscious of the dissimilarity of their views of life. It

was not that he disapproved of her enjoyments, but rather that he

regretted the absence of all attempt on her part to get below the

surface of things. She was satisfied by her pursuit of the pleasures of

what is called Society; and the trouble was that she had caused him to

be dissatisfied with his own more profound search after happiness.

In his rough clothes he had seemed to be so far removed from this

exquisite dainty girl beside him, around whose white throat the pearls

glistened, and from whose gold-tasseled cloak of blue velvet there came

the faint scent of the lotus; and the disturbing fact had been

this--that he had been intoxicated by the fragrance of her, and the

touch of her arm against his. He had wanted to command her to abandon

her friends and to follow him into the desert; and suddenly he had been

aware that the expression in her eyes was one of disdain for the

hardihood that he loved.

As they had driven up to the gates of the hotel he had called her

attention to his camel which awaited him at the roadside, in charge of a

silent native, who now raised his hand to his dazzled eyes as the

headlights of the car fell upon him.

"Now confess," she had said, "that you would rather be coming with me

into the comfort of the hotel than bumping off on that great beast into

the cold bleak desert."

"I confess I would rather be with you tonight than alone," he answered,

"but not in the hotel. I don't like noise and clatter and stuffiness."

She had looked at him with a smile as the door of the car was opened by

a liveried servant. "I wonder," she mused, "why you play at being a

hermit. You are not a hermit at heart." She made a gesture with her arms

which was full of enticement. "Don't you ever hear the world calling

you?" she asked.

"Yes," he answered, gravely, "I hear it calling now; and I am shutting

my ears, because I know that it has nothing worth having to offer me."

"If you happen to be here at midnight," she said, "I dare say I shall be

wanting a breath of air."

The words had thrilled in his ears, and as she disappeared into the

lighted hall of the hotel he had stood for a moment irresolute. If he

were to ride down from the desert at midnight, she would stroll with him

for a few moments amongst the palms, and who could say what advancement

in their relationship would take place? But in so doing would he not be

but offering her material for new amusement?

He had ridden, then, in silence to his camp; and at his usual hour he

had gone to his bed beneath the stars; and though he was awake at

midnight he had not stirred from beneath his blankets.

That was three days ago; and now Christmas was passed, with its

church-service which he had attended together with the whole diplomatic

staff, and its heavy luncheon thereafter, at which he had been one of

twenty guests. Already, today, he had resumed the routine of his work;

but the short interruption had given him time to look about him, and his

bearings troubled him with their threat of dangers ahead.

Muriel, on her part, had felt herself snubbed that night when he failed

to take advantage of the midnight hour. She had slipped out on to the

veranda of the hotel and had waited for him, thereby missing a dance and

inconveniencing at least one partner. She had suggested the meeting

experimentally, to see what might be his attitude towards her; for she

could not decide whether he were fond of her or merely interested in her

as a case of needing reformation. And when he failed to turn up at the

trysting-hour, her foot tapped angrily upon the tiles of the veranda;

and at length she had gone indoors again with her head in the air but

her heart in the depths.

She was undoubtedly attracted to him, but she was also very decidedly

afraid of him. Sometimes it was as though he were suggesting to her that

she should abandon the luxuries and the little frivolities which she so

much enjoyed, and should trail after him into the desert, the Lord knows

where, and cook his food for him, and dress in a sheepskin, and sleep on

the hard sand with a rock for a pillow.

One of the most serious aspects of the matter was that her father was

very obviously attempting to throw her and Daniel Lane together. At

first she had supposed that Lord Blair desired her to come under his

influence for its philosophical value; but during the last few days

certain things that had been said led her to the amazing conclusion that

her father regarded him in the light of a possible son-in-law.

She utterly failed to picture this man in the role of husband: she could

imagine him as a companion or even as a lover, but as a husband never!

Husbands were people in top-hats, black coats, and stripey trousers,

with whom one went to St. Margaret's, Westminster, and then to

somebody's villa on the Riviera, "kindly lent," etc.; they had a lot of

old family servants who sniffed at you and said that such-and-such

wasn't his lordship's custom; they wanted sons and heirs, and, if you

failed to provide them, they cynically made you try again; they

developed money troubles sooner or later, and cut down your expenses at

the moment when you wanted to rebuild the ballroom; as the years passed

they became coldly courteous or hotly ill-tempered; and finally you were

either divorced or else laid by their crumbling side in the family

vault, in the sure and certain hope--thank God--that there were no

marriages in heaven.

But Daniel Lane was not of this autocratic class; nor could she picture

him living in England. If he succeeded to the Barthampton earldom he

would make an appalling mess of it; if he had to wear London clothes he

would look a sight; and if he shared the conjugal bed, it would probably

be on the roof or in the shrubbery, with gnats and things biting your

nose or an icy wind blowing around your legs.

She noticed her father's strategic dispositions one morning just after

Christmas, when Charles Barthampton called to take her to a military

review. She went into the study to tell him of her proposed absence; but

Lord Blair put his foot down, saying to her that if she attended this

particular function she ought to do so in the company of a civilian, so

as to avoid inter-regimental jealousies: a palpable excuse which did not

bear scrutiny. He suggested that Daniel Lane should go with her; and

before Lord Barthampton could escape, his cousin was sent for, and

Muriel went off into the garden in annoyance, leaving the three men

together in the hall. Lord Blair thereupon tripped back to his study,

bidding Daniel offer his cousin refreshment in the library.

Lord Barthampton, however, was scowling with anger, and would have taken

his departure immediately. But Daniel took him by the arm in a grip

which, though friendly, was one of iron, and, forcing him into a chair,

handed him a cigar.

"Have a whisky-and-soda?" he then suggested.

"No," his cousin grunted. "I'm a teetotaller, damn you."

Daniel chuckled. "Good for you," he laughed. "Have some barley water?"

At this Lord Barthampton scrambled to his feet, but Daniel gently pushed

him back into the chair.

"I want to have a talk with you," he said. "I want to tell you how glad

I am to see that you are pulling yourself together. You look a different

man already."

His cousin glared at him warily from under his heavy brows. "Yes," he

replied, "I'm not going to give you any excuse for turning me out. When

you do so, you'll have to do it against my father's wishes and

intentions; and I hope he'll come back from the grave and haunt you."

He spoke with dramatic gloom, and Daniel could not help being sorry for

him.

"Oh, don't worry yourself," he assured him. "As long as you behave

yourself decently, you're quite safe."

"I doubt it," the other muttered, despondently.

"I heard the other day," said Daniel, "from one of your brother officers

that you'd sworn off cards too."

Charles Barthampton puffed viciously at his cigar. "I suppose you'll rob

me of all my fun before I'm through with you. Hadn't you better ask me

whether I've joined the Y.M.C.A., and regularly say my prayers?"

"No, I'll leave that to you," Daniel answered with a smile. "But there's

one thing I should like to ask you: have you taken any steps yet to give

anything to the poor?"

His cousin shook his head.

"Well, hurry up and do so," said Daniel.

Once more Lord Barthampton rose from his chair, and this time to his

relief, he was not pushed back again. "I'm late for the show," he

grumbled, "and anyway it's no fun staying here, being put through my

paces. You've got all the cards, and the game's in your hands. It makes

me sick."

"Yes, I'm sorry," Daniel replied, and he spoke with sincerity. "But

don't worry yourself. You're going on fine."

With that he let him go.

Upon the following day, Lord Blair again acted in a manner which showed

the movement of his thoughts. Muriel was going out to lunch at Mena

House, and Daniel suggested that she and the Bindanes should ride over

to his camp to tea. Lord Blair appeared to be delighted at the proposal,

and gave it such hearty support that Muriel was constrained to accept

the invitation.

Thus it came about, that soon after four o'clock Daniel was helping his

three visitors to dismount from the hired camels which had jolted them

over the desert to his tents; and no sooner had the attendant camel-men

taken charge of the animals, than he found himself smilingly following

in his friends' wake as Muriel began enthusiastically to conduct them

around the camp, as though she were its proprietress.

She pointed out the various lockers and revealed their contents with

pride; she showed how this table folded up, or how that chair could be

converted into a bed; she called attention to the portable book-shelf,

and held up for inspection some of the volumes which she had arranged;

she introduced the three yellow dogs, and explained the merits of the

kennel she had built for them.

In her interest and pride in the work of her hands there was a complete

absence of self-consciousness; and the situation engendered so warm a

sense of intimacy that she found herself calling Daniel by his Christian

name, as though this had long been her habit.

When tea had been drunk and the sun was setting, Kate Bindane took her

husband by the arm and suggested a stroll. At this, however, Muriel's

mind returned to the conventions, and she intimated her desire to

accompany them. But Kate, profiting by Daniel's momentary absence with

Benifett Bindane, argued the point with her.

"You stay with Mr. Lane, old girl," she said. "He wants to be with you,

I'm sure; and any way I want to be alone with Benifett. Damn it, we're

on our honeymoon!"

There was a touch of wistfulness in her friend's jocular words; and

Muriel had seen enough of their married life to be understanding. Kate

Bindane had a romantic heart under her uncompromising exterior; and her

cold-blooded husband, to whom she was obviously devoted, must have

played the lover about as ardently as a jellyfish. But out here in the

solitude, the glory of the setting sun might infuse a little warmth into

his veins, and might lift his thoughts above those schemes of commercial

enterprise which seemed to constitute his sole interest in Egypt.

The two couples therefore separated for a while; and Muriel strolled

with Daniel to a cluster of rocks, amidst which they presently seated

themselves upon the slope of a sand-drift, facing towards the south and

west. Before them, framed between the great boulders of sun-browned

limestone, the desert stretched out to the purple hills in the distance;

and above the hills the glory of the cloud-flecked western sky was

spread like a vision of the Isles of the Blessed.

The evening was warm and windless, and no sound came to their ears

except the occasional twitter of an early bat, and the far-off wail of a

circling kestrel. It was as though some magical leap through time had

been accomplished, whereby they two had alighted upon the earth in an

age before the advent of man and beast, or after the last trump had left

the planet again desolate. Yet there was no sense of death in these

rock-strewn spaces, but rather a pulse of sleeping nature which held the

reiterated promise of life. The sand upon which they lay was warm and

golden, and the rocks about them were not cold nor dead to the touch.

Muriel lay upon the slope, her hands behind her head; and Daniel,

sitting beside her, and looking down at her with his calm blue eyes, had

the sunset as his aureola, so that he put her in mind of some figure by

Bonozzo Gozzoli painted against gold. His massive head and shoulders

seemed to tower above her like those of a rugged presence rising out of

the rocks and sand of the wilderness; and she noticed for the first time

that his face was reminiscent of Watts' "Samson," a picture which had

always delighted her.

[Illustration: _A SCENE FROM THE PHOTOPLAY--BURNING SANDS_]

Neither she nor he found any need of words, and for some time there was

almost complete silence between them, so that one might have supposed

the spell of the desert to have bewitched them. His hands idly played

with the sand; and, as the grains ran between his fingers, she seemed to

feel the memories of all her days slipping from her, until only this one

little moment of the present remained.

"Well?" she asked at last, and there was the question of all the ages in

her eyes.

"No man can escape his destiny," he replied; but the words did not seem

to be detached: rather they were the conclusion of a mute analysis to

which they had both contributed.

Again there fell a silence between them, a silence, however, so filled

with unspoken words that in it their relationship grew immeasurably more

close. The glory of the sunset began to fade, and the veil of the

twilight descended gently about them; but in their hearts it was dawn,

and the sunrise was very near.

At length he arose and stretched his arms to their full extent. Muriel

gazed up at him, wondering how he would choose to seal the compact

which, so it seemed, had been made between them in this period of their

silence. Suddenly she was conscious that her heart was beating fast, and

its throbbing brought her back from her dream.

She sat up, and looked at him for a moment with fear in her eyes; for it

was as though she had spoken words in the depths of her being which her

tongue would have been too reticent to utter.

Daniel clasped his hands behind the back of his head, and stood watching

her, a whimsical smile on his face. His expression was one of

perplexity, almost of amusement at the incomprehensibility of Fate.

"Come," he said, "we had better be going, Muriel, my dear."

He took her hand in his and raised her to her feet.

"Yes, Daniel, we had better be going," she replied.

She linked her arm in his; and thus they walked slowly back to the

tents, he looking down at her, and she looking up at him, and around

them the vast spaces of the desert already dim with the coming of night.

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