CHAPTER III

FRANK HARRIS

It must have been five or six years ago that a friend came to me with

the news that Frank Harris had expressed a desire to see some of my

verse. Precisely what my friend had told Harris about me, I do not

know; something very exaggerated, perhaps; something complimentary,

doubtless; something that piqued Harris’s curiosity, it was evident. As

Harris is one of the few modern writers for whom my boyish admiration

has survived manhood, I felt subtly gratified that he should take

even a fleeting interest in me, and I sat down at once and copied out

various poems that had already appeared in _The Academy_, under Lord

Alfred Douglas’s editorship, and in _The English Review_ in the days of

Ford Madox Hueffer, and, more recently, when edited by Austin Harrison.

With my verses I sent a letter, hypocritically modest as regards

myself, honestly full of admiration as regards Harris. He replied from

his villa in Nice, sending me a long letter in which he did me the

honour to enter fully into the supposed merits and demerits of my work.

Of one poem he said that it was not sufficiently sensual, and I have

never been able quite to understand what he meant, for I had, with some

particularity, described seven naked ladies swimming in a pool, and I

had felt that my verses had obviously enough expressed my feelings.

The correspondence continued until, one day, Harris wrote to tell me

he was returning to London and to invite me to visit him there. In the

event, however, my first meeting with Harris was in Manchester, whither

he came to lecture on Shakespeare to the local dramatic society. Jack

Kahane (a great friend of mine) and I met him at the Midland Hotel upon

his arrival, and from the very first moment he intoxicated me. Whilst

he changed from his travelling clothes to evening dress he talked and

ejaculated, beseeching us to remain with him as he had had “a rotten

journey from London and felt unutterably bored.” I remember very little

of what he said except that, with some venom, he called Browning “a not

unprosperous gentleman.” He refused to eat or drink before his lecture

and, presently, we went down to the large room in the hotel where he

was to speak.

We found there a mixed assembly. Everybody in Manchester, it should

be explained, writes plays; at least, I never yet met a man in that

delectable city who does not. Moreover, they “study” them. They weigh

and compare the merits of Stanley Houghton and Ibsen, Harold Brighouse

and Strindberg, Allan Monkhouse and Bjornson, Arnold Bennett and

Hauptmann, Laurence Housman and Brieux, and so forth. They search

for “inner meanings”; the more earnest of them hunt for “messages”;

the more delicate seek to perceive Fine Shades. They are veritable

disciples of Miss Horniman—priggishly intellectual, self-consciously

superior. And, of course, the rock of their salvation is St Bernard.

Innocuous people enough, but impossible to live in the same city with.

To this assembly of earnest, pale men and spectacled women Harris was

to lecture, and I looked from them to Harris and from Harris to them

with joyful expectations. From the very first sentence he was fiery and

provocative, throwing out daring theories, anathematising all forms

of respectability, upholding with unparalleled fierceness a wonderful

ideal of chivalry and nobility and condemning, _en bloc_, the whole

human race, and particularly that portion of it seated before him.

Ladies rustled; men stirred uneasily. Then, having delivered himself

of a passage of hot eloquence, he paused. A clock ticked. He looked

defiantly at us and still paused. A fat lady in the front row, palpably

embarrassed by the long silence and, no doubt, feeling that she had

reached one of the most dramatic moments of her existence, banged her

plump hands together and ejaculated: “Bravo!” A few other ladies of

both sexes joined her, but Harris was not to be placated. Thrusting

out his chin, he began again. And this time he attacked the Mancunian

literary idol, Professor C. H. Herford, a great scholar, but a more

than suitable object for Harris’s ridicule. Herford is a man who has

not lived fully: a semi-invalid, asthmatic, bloodless and spectacled;

a man of books and rather dusty books; in effect, a professor. He

had recently reviewed Harris’s book, _The Man Shakespeare_, in _The

Manchester Guardian_, and had called it “a disgrace to British

scholarship.” Why this should have annoyed the author I cannot tell,

but Harris is at times a little unreasonable. Indeed, “annoyance” but

feebly describes the feeling that spent itself in scalding invective

and the most terrible irony. Each sentence he spoke appeared to be the

last word in bitterness; but each succeeding sentence leaped above

and beyond its predecessor, until at length the speaker had lashed

himself into a state of feeling to express which words were useless.

He stopped magnificently, and this time the room rang with applause.

It is probable that not half-a-dozen people present believed his

attack on Professor Herford was justified; indeed, it is probable that

not half-a-dozen were qualified to form any opinion of value on the

matter. Nevertheless, they applauded him with enthusiasm, and they did

so because they had been deeply stirred by eloquence that can only be

described as superb and by anger that was lava hot in its sincerity.

Briefly, the lecture was an overwhelming success.

I was soon to discover that Harris, like all the men of genius I have

met, is vain. I do not mean that he overrates his gifts: he does not;

nor that his recognition of his own genius is offensively insistent:

such is very far from being the case. I mean that he is inordinately

proud, innocently and childlikely proud, of things that are not of the

least consequence. At supper in the French Restaurant the head waiter

slipped noiselessly across to the table at which Harris, Kahane and I

were sitting. (Harris is the kind of man who acts as a magnet to all

head waiters—a high tribute to his dominating personality.) When our

orders had been given the waiter, turning to go, said: “Very good,

Mr Harris.” On the instant Harris looked up. “So you know me?” he

asked. “Yes, sir. I have had the pleasure of waiting on you in Monte

Carlo and, if I am not mistaken, in New York as well.” It is difficult

to describe the naïve pleasure Harris took in this: it stamped him at

once as a man of the world—he who, of all people, required, in our

opinion, no such stamp.

For six hours we talked—talked long after every other visitor in the

hotel had retired, and we were left alone in the Octagon Court in a

pool of dim light. Harris is the only brilliant talker I have met who

has not made me feel an abject idiot. To begin with, though he has a

pronounced strain of violence, almost of brutality, in his nature, he

is always infinitely courteous. He will listen to your (I mean my)

feeble contributions to a discussion with interest which, if feigned,

is so admirably feigned that you are completely deceived. And he can

keep this sort of thing up indefinitely. Moreover, though his mind is

agile enough, his speech is rarely quick; it is slow and deliberate,

but without hesitation, without a single word of tautology.

I cannot hope, after so long a lapse of time, to reproduce, however

faintly, the true quality of Harris’s conversation, but I remember the

substance of it most vividly. In his lecture earlier in the evening he

had mentioned Jesus Christ, and the reference to our Saviour had been

so original in its implication, yet so reverent in its manner, that I

felt he must have much that is new to say on a subject that has aroused

more discussion than any other during the last two thousand years. So I

broached it tentatively. He was aroused immediately, and skilfully drew

me out to discover if I had anything new to say. I had not. I merely

voiced what must be an age-long regret, that only one side of Christ’s

nature has been presented to us in the Gospels; that the feasting,

joyous Christ has been only faintly indicated; and that His tolerance

towards the weaknesses of the body’s passions had always been shirked

by those of the priestly craft. I thought it possible that at some

future crisis in the world’s history Christ might come again and, on

His second coming, present to the world a more complete embodiment of

all the potentialities inherent in human nature.

With much of this Harris agreed, though I soon perceived that his mind

had for long been intuitively building up, and giving true proportion

to, those elements in Christ’s nature that are only hinted at in

the Gospels. He was all for a full-blooded, passionate Jesus, for a

Jesus who had tested the body’s powers, for a Jesus who was crucified

by passion before He was crucified by Pilate. In a word, he applied

to Jesus the same intuitive method that he had already applied to

Shakespeare. The danger of this method, of course, is that one is

tempted (and it is almost impossible not to succumb to the temptation)

to project one’s own personality into that of the man one is studying.

“My next book shall be about Jesus Christ,” said Harris. “No man in

these days has written honestly about Him.”

“Shall you write as a believer?” I asked.

“Most assuredly,” he replied.

Then Harris told us some stories—stories he had written, stories he

had yet to write. I remember Austin Harrison once saying to me: “Frank

Harris is the most astounding creature! He will tell you a story

and tell it so marvellously that, when he has finished, you say to

yourself: ‘That is the most wonderful thing I have ever heard.’ And

you say to him: ‘Why, in God’s name, don’t you write that?’ Well, he

does write it, and when you read it you see that, after all, it is by

no means so wonderful a thing as you had thought it.” But this is only

half true. The story that is told is a very different thing from the

story that is written: so different, indeed, that one cannot find any

basis for comparison. In telling a story Harris is elliptical; a faint

gesture serves for a sentence; a momentary silence is an innuendo; a

lifting of the eyebrows, a look, a dropping of the voice, a slowness

in his speech—all these take the place of words. He is an exquisite

actor and he is at his best when he is sinister and menacing. One

need scarcely say that the effect of one of Harris’s stories, told in

private, with only one or two listeners, is extremely powerful, for his

personality, so quick to melt and suffuse his speech—colouring it and

vitalising it—is strong and strange and full of tropical richness....

But the actor’s gift is not rare, whereas that combination of

talents that makes a great short-story writer is met with only once

or twice in a generation. Harris’s claims to greatness in this

direction cannot justly be denied, though of late years there has

been a noticeable tendency to treat his work as though it were not

of first-rate importance. His choice of subject, the violence of his

thought, his strict honesty of mind, his open contempt for many of his

contemporaries—these have brought him enemies whose only method of

retaliation is to decry work they will not understand.

But Harris could not be happy without hostility. There is something of

the jaguar in his nature; he must, for his soul’s peace, have his teeth

in the flesh of an enemy. And, if he is not fighting an individual, he

is offending society at large. Years ago, so Harris told me, when he

was editing _The Fortnightly Review_ with such distinction, he printed

one of his own short stories in that magazine—a story that, for one

reason or another, gave great offence to a large section of readers.

Within twenty-four hours he had a hornet’s nest about his ears, and

the directors of the firm, Messrs Chapman & Hall, who published the

_Fortnightly_, met in solemn conclave to discuss what should be done

with so injudicious and reckless an editor. Needless to say, Harris

stood by his guns, and one can imagine the splendidly arrogant way

in which he would uphold his right to insert anything he chose in a

magazine edited by himself. But discussion made matters only more

critical, and Harris told me he would have been compelled to hand in

his resignation if an unforeseen event had not occurred. That event

was the entrance of George Meredith, who, at that time, was a reader

for Messrs Chapman & Hall. As soon as his eyes lit on Harris he held

out his hand, and walked quickly up to him, saying: “My warmest

congratulations! Your story in the new number is quite the finest thing

you have done—an honour to yourself and the _Fortnightly_!” That left

no further room for discussion and, needless to say, Harris retained

his editorship of the great magazine.

My first meeting with Harris was of the friendliest nature, and on his

return to London he wrote to me thanking me for something I had written

about him in _The Manchester Courier_. (I noticed with amusement that

_The Manchester Guardian_, unable, no doubt, to forgive Harris for

attacking Professor Herford, had absolutely ignored the Shakespeare

lecture, except to announce baldly that it had been given.)

Very soon after this meeting in Manchester I went to live in London,

and called on Harris in Chancery Lane. He was running a curious

illustrated weekly, entitled _Hearth and Home_, and I remember sitting

in a little back room in his office turning over the files of his

magazine and wondering what on earth he hoped to do with such a

production. It was tame; it was watery; it was feeble. I looked at him

quizzically.

“What do you think of it?” he asked.

“Well, don’t you see?...” I began hesitatingly; “don’t you see that ...

well, now, look at the _title_!”

“Title’s good enough, don’t you think?”

“Oh yes, good enough ... good enough for Fleetway House. Why not sell

it to Northcliffe? But you’ve got no Aunt Maggie’s column, and no

Beauty Hints, and no Cupid’s Corner! Oh, Harris!”

He laughed, and invited me out to lunch.

I never discovered what strange circumstances had conspired to make

him the possessor of this extraordinary production. No doubt he bought

it for nothing, with the intention of rapidly improving it and selling

it for something substantial later on. But I believe it died soon

after—perhaps urged on to its grave by some verses of mine which were

printed close to an advertisement of ladies’ ——.

On our way out of the office we were joined by a very beautiful lady

who, it soon transpired, shared my admiration for Harris’s genius. We

jumped on to a bus running at full speed and alighted, a couple of

minutes later, at Simpson’s.

Harris should write a book on cookery. Perhaps he will. Harris should

run a hotel. But he has already done so. Harris should be induced to

print all the indiscreet things he says over coffee and liqueurs....

It was a close study of Simpson’s menu that started the cookery

discussion. The Beautiful Lady and I were told what was wrong and what

was right with the menu. And then there began a discourse, profound,

full of strange knowledge and recondite wisdom, a discourse that

Balzac should have heard, that the de Goncourts would have envied.

We listened, amazed. And a waiter, having rushed to our table in the

stress of his work, stood anchored, his mouth slightly open, his whole

attention riveted on the Master from whom no gastronomic secrets were

hid. Truly, Harris was amazing!

After a considerable time his enthusiasm evaporated and we began to

eat. And then ensued a long talk, full of indiscretions, of most

enjoyable malice. Harris told us many things that, perhaps, it would

have been wiser if he had kept to himself. But, in spite of his venom,

his real hatred of certain individuals, he never for a moment permits

himself to be blinded to the quality of a man’s work.

“So-and-so is the most detestable person,” he said, speaking of a

well-known writer, “but he is one of the few real poets alive.” Again:

“X is the most generous-hearted man I have ever met; it’s a pity he

can’t learn to write.”

Mention of Richard Middleton, who had only recently died by his own

hand in Brussels, troubled him, and it was clear that he had not yet

recovered from the shock of this tragedy.

“He killed himself in a mood of sheer disgust—disgust at his lack of

success. True, he was still young, and was becoming more widely known

month by month; also, he had many friends. Nevertheless, life did not

give him what he asked and, tired of asking, he ended life. I remember

him coming to me just before he left England. He wanted to get away.

Some mood of loathing had come to him; he was fretful, yet determined.

I offered him my villa at Nice; it was empty, the caretaker would

attend to his wants and he would have ample leisure for his work. He

hesitated, stayed in London a day or two longer and then disappeared to

Brussels.... I know the poison he used, and a score of times I have

gone over in my mind the tortures he must have endured.”

Harris paled; his face twitched and, involuntarily, as it seemed,

his shoulders twisted themselves. Brooding, he was silent for a few

minutes, and then, collecting himself with a little shudder, began to

speak of other things.

A little later the Beautiful Lady departed and we were left alone.

“And now,” said Harris, “tell me about yourself. What are you doing?

Why have you left Manchester?—but there is no reason to ask that. Tell

me this—are you making enough money for yourself?”

“Well, I’ve lived in London just one week,” said I, “and my tastes are

rather expensive. Just before I left Manchester a very experienced

journalist told me I should be making a thousand pounds a year at the

end of eighteen months; another, equally experienced, declared I should

never make more than six pounds a week. I hope the second one won’t

prove correct.”

He mused for a few moments.

“You ought to make a thousand pounds a year pretty easily, I should

think,” he said at length. “Whom do you know?”

I knew nobody, and said so. He thereupon took a piece of paper from his

pocket and wrote a list of names; at the top of the list stood J. L.

Garvin; at the bottom, Lord Northcliffe.

“Northcliffe’s away,” he said, “buying forests in Newfoundland to

make paper with. However, he’ll be back in a week or two, and in the

meantime I’ll write you a letter to give to him. And now we’ll take a

taxi and see people.”

Harris gave up the whole of that day to me and, largely owing to him,

I had within the next few days more work offered to me than I could

possibly get through. From time to time, months later, good things

would come my way, and nearly always I could trace them to something

generous and fine that Harris had said of me.

It was chiefly because he was so generous with his time that I so

rarely called upon him. Often I would curb a strong desire to see him,

feeling that however embarrassing my visit might be, he would, out of a

quixotic kindness, throw up his work and come with me to talk. For this

reason I had not seen him for some little time, when, one morning, I

received a letter from him reproaching me for my absence. “Why have you

hidden yourself for so long?” he asked. “I go to the Café every night;

come, you will find me there.”

“The Café,” of course, was the Café Royal. It so chanced that, that

very afternoon, my duties took me to a symphony concert in the Queen’s

Hall; the concert over, I found myself passing the Café Royal on my way

from the Queen’s Hall to Piccadilly Circus, and turned in on the remote

chance of finding Harris.

At the end of the passage, near the windows where French papers are

displayed, I found a crowd of a dozen excited men, all talking and

gesticulating. The rest of the Café was empty, as one would expect at

that time of the day. In the middle of the small crowd was Harris, who

caught my eye almost at once. He came to me, and I saw that he was

rather agitated.

“Come and sit over here, Cumberland,” he said. “I’ve just been through

a beastly quarter of an hour.”

It appeared that a well-known and very distinguished _littérateur_ had

quarrelled with him in the Café.... Blows had been exchanged....

We talked of money—an ever-absorbing topic both to Harris and to me. He

told me his books had brought him practically nothing. For _The Bomb_,

if I remember correctly, he received fifty pounds—certainly not more

than one hundred pounds.

“If I had been compelled to live by what my books have brought

me,” he said, “I should have starved. Yet it is not long ago that

Arnold Bennett assured me that I should be able to earn five thousand

pounds a year if I gave my whole time to fiction. But Bennett is

wrong. My books, ever since _Elder Conklin_ was published, have been

enthusiastically praised, but they have not had large sales. Most

authors must find book-writing the most unremunerative work in the

world. I put an enormous amount of labour into _The Bomb_, as I do

into all my books, and the labour was not made any the less from the

fact that much of the earliest part of the book is autobiographical.

In my young manhood I worked as a labourer, deep under water, at the

foundations of Brooklyn Bridge; it is all described in my book.”

Though I went to the Café Royal at frequent intervals after that I very

rarely saw Harris there. He had abandoned _Hearth and Home_, or it had

abandoned him, and he was now throwing away his brilliant gifts on

_Modern Society_. I was elected an honorary member of the Cabaret Club,

run by Madame Strindberg, the widow of the great Swedish writer, and I

used to look in there occasionally in the early hours of the morning,

expecting to run across Harris, who, I heard, also visited that exotic,

underground and rather riotous place. But I never chanced to see him,

and two or three months must have passed without my hearing of him.

In March, 1914, I went to Athens for a holiday. Something brave and

wonderful in that city, some ancient Bacchic madness, some fierce

exaltation of soul took hold of me, and I remember sitting down one

night, after a visit to fever-stricken Eleusis, to write to Harris,

feeling the necessity of expressing myself to one who would understand.

The reader may be amused that I should think Harris akin to ancient

Greece, but if the reader is amused he does not know Harris. Only A. R.

Orage is more Greek in spirit than he is. In reply Harris wrote at

great length, full of the fervour of a young student. He told me that

in his young manhood he had spent a year of study in that wonderful

city, and urged me to visit him on my return to England.

But I was destined not to see him again. Very soon after my return

to England he got into trouble with reference to something libellous

that he had published in _Modern Society_. He was kept in prison, if

I remember rightly, for about a month. I sought permission to visit

him there, but was refused, and I was staying in Oxford when he was

released.

Soon after the war broke out he wrote me the following letter from

Paris:—

23, Avenue du Bois de Boulogne, Paris,

_29th Aug. ’14_.

My dear Cumberland,—I’m just back from the frontier.... This war

of nations is going to test every man as by fire before it’s

over. It will be long in spite of Mr Kipps and Bernard Shaw. The

Russian masses will hardly come decisively into action (they

have scarcely any railways and no good roads) till next May or

June, and long before then, or rather in a couple of months from

now, the French will be pressed back to within twenty miles of

besieged Paris, when I hope the English forces on the flank will

stop the German advance. Then will begin the slow process of

driving the Germans home, which will be quickened by the Russian

weight behind Cossack pricks. Fancy one _man_ having the power to

set 400 millions of men fighting for their lives. And then they

talk of man as a rational animal!!

Don’t say you like what I wrote in _The Daily Sketch_; all my

best things were carefully cut out and filled up with drivel,

till my cheeks burned.

Your sketch of me is very kindly; the fault you find in me is not

a fault. Jesus, Shakespeare, Napoleon—all the greatest men have

known their own value and insisted on it—perhaps because they

have all _come to their own and their own received them not_.

When you have done great work you feel it is not yours, but given

to you; you are only a reed shaken in the wind; you can judge

it as if it had nothing to do with you. Moreover, you see that

this failure to recognise greatness is the capital sin of all

time, the sin against the Holy Ghost which He said could never be

forgiven. Modesty is the fig-leaf of mediocrity—don’t let us talk

of it. Remember how Whistler scourged it.

I’m writing now on _Natural Religion_—my best thing yet: I’ve

done more than Nietzsche: don’t think I’m bragging. I am the

Reconciler; though my cocked nose and keen eyes may make you

think me a combatant. Twenty years hence, Cumberland, if your

eyes keep their promise, you’ll think differently of me. I

remember as a young man getting Wagner to praise himself and

saying to myself that no man was ever so conceited as the little

hawk-faced fellow with the ploughshare chin. Did he not say that

the step from Bach to Beethoven was not so great as that from

Beethoven to Wagner! And yet for these fifteen years past I have

agreed with him and find nothing conceited in the declaration.

Only weak men are hurt by another man’s conceit; are we not gods

also to be spoken of with reverence?

To see the world in a grain of sand

And Heaven in a wild flower,

To hold Infinity in your hand

And Eternity in an hour.

The question for you is, have I quickened you? Encouraged you to

be a brave soldier in the Liberation War of Humanity? Did virtue

come out of me? or discouragement? Now at nearly sixty I am about

to rebuild my life: my own people have stoned and imprisoned and

exiled me. Well—the world’s wide. In October I shall be in New

York, ready for another round with Fate. Meanwhile, all luck to

you and all good will from your friend,

Frank Harris.

Remember this word of Joubert: there is no such sure sign of

mediocrity as constant moderation in praise. Ha! Ha! Ha! Yours

ever,

F. H.

There is not in this letter a single word to indicate that he was not,

heart and soul, in sympathy with the Allied Cause. Late in September,

1914, I was myself in Paris, having visited Amiens and the Marne. I

took the earliest opportunity of calling upon Harris, but discovered

that he had left his rooms a few days earlier, leaving no indication

of his next resting-place. On calling upon the American Consul I

discovered that my friend had already sailed for the States.

Subsequently he wrote bitterly about England in an American paper. I

never had an opportunity of reading his articles, but I read various

extracts from them in British newspapers, and was astounded both by

the views they contained and by the manner in which those views were

expressed.

Years ago Ruskin wrote Rossetti a curious letter: he said he could

regard no man as friend who did not value his (Ruskin’s) gifts as

highly as he (Ruskin) did. Harris, no doubt, adopted the same kind of

attitude towards England. England refused to accept him at his own

estimate and, at length, in fierce disgust, Harris turned his back on a

country which he deemed unworthy of him.

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