CHAPTER V

Catharine went home, or rather to the Terrace, soon afterwards, and found

that there was no intention of removing to the High Street, although,

notwithstanding their three months' probation in the realms of

respectability, Mrs. Colston had not called, and Mrs. Furze was beginning

to despair. The separation from the chapel was nearly complete. It had

been done by degrees. On wet days Mrs. Furze went to church because it

was a little nearer, and Mr. Furze went to chapel; then Mrs. Furze went

on fine days, and, after a little interval, Mr. Furze went on a fine day.

A fund had been set going to "restore" the church: the heavy roof was to

be removed, and a much lighter and handsomer roof covered with slate was

to be substituted; the stonework of many of the windows, which the rector

declared had begun to show "signs of incipient decay," was to be cut out

and replaced with new, so as to make, to use the builder's words, "a good

job of it," and a memorial window was to be put in near the great west

window with its stained glass, the Honourable Mr. Eaton having determined

upon this mode of commemorating the services of his nephew, Lieutenant

Eaton, who had died of dysentery in India, brought on by inattention to

tropical rules of eating and drinking, particularly the latter. Oliver

Cromwell, it was said, had stabled his horses in the church. This,

however, is doubtful, for the quantity of stable accommodation he must

have required throughout the country, to judge from vergers and

guidebooks, must have been much larger than his armies would have needed,

if they had been entirely composed of cavalry; and the evidence is not

strong that his horses were so ubiquitous. It was further affirmed that,

during the Cromwellian occupation, the west window was mutilated; but

there was also a tradition that, in the days of George the Third, there

were complaints of dinginess and want of light, and that part of the

stained glass was removed and sold. Anyhow, there was stained glass in

the Honourable Mr. Eaton's mansion wonderfully like that at Eastthorpe.

It was now proposed to put new stained glass in the defective lights.

Some of the more advanced of the parishioners, including the parson and

the builder, thought the old glass had better all come out, "the only way

to make a good job of it"; but at an archidiaconal visitation the

archdeacon protested, and he was allowed to have his own way. Then there

was the warming, and this was a great difficulty, because no natural exit

for the pipe could be found. At last it was settled to have three

stoves, one at the west end of the nave, and one in each transept. With

regard to the one in the nave there was no help for it but to bore a hole

through the wall. The builder undertook "to give the pipe outside a

touch of the Gothic, so that it wouldn't look bad," and as for the other

stoves, there were two windows just handy. By cutting out the head of

Matthew in one and that of Mark in another, the thing was done, and, as

Mrs. Colston observed, "the general confused effect remained the same."

There were one or two other improvements, such as pointing all over

outside, also strongly recommended by the builder, and the shifting some

of the tombs, and repairing the tracery, so that altogether the sum to be

raised was considerable. Mrs. Colston was one of the collectors, and

Mrs. Furze called on her after two months' residence in the Terrace, and

intimated her wish to subscribe. Mrs. Colston took the money very

affably, but still she did not return the visit.

Meanwhile Mrs. Furze was doing everything she could to make herself

genteel. The Terrace contained about a dozen houses; the two in the

centre were higher than the rest, and above them, flanked by a large

scroll at either end, were the words "THE TERRACE," moulded out of the

stucco; up to each door was a flight of stone steps; before each front

window on the dining-room floor and the floor above was a balcony

protected by cast-iron filigree work, and between each house and the road

was a little piece of garden surrounded by dwarf wall and arrow-head

railings. Mrs. Furze's old furniture had, nearly all, been discarded or

sold, and two new carpets had been bought. The one in the dining-room

was yellow and chocolate, and the one upstairs in the drawing-room was a

lovely rose-pattern, with large full-blown roses nine inches in diameter

in blue vases. The heavy chairs had disappeared, and nice light elegant

chairs were bought, insufficient, however, for heavy weights, for one of

Mr. Furze's affluent customers being brought to the Terrace as a special

mark of respect, and sitting down with a flop, as was his wont, smashed

the work of art like card-board and went down on the door with a curse,

vowing inwardly never again to set foot in Furze's Folly, as he called

it. The pictures, too, were all renewed. The "Virgin Mary" and "George

the Fourth" went upstairs to the spare bedroom, and some new oleographs,

"a rising art," Mrs. Furze was assured, took their places. They had very

large margins, gilt frames, and professed to represent sunsets, sunrises,

and full moons, at Tintern, Como, and other places not named, which Mrs.

Furze, in answer to inquiries, always called "the Continent."

Mr. Furze had had a longish walk one morning, and was rather tired. When

he came home to dinner he found the house upset by one of its periodical

cleanings, and consequently dinner was served upstairs, and not in the

half-underground breakfast-room, as it was called, which was the real

living-room of the family. Mr. Furze, being late and weary, prolonged

his stay at home till nearly four o'clock, and, notwithstanding a rebuke

from Mrs. Furze, insisted on smoking his pipe in the dining-room.

Presently he took off his coat and put his feet on a chair, Sunday

fashion.

"My dear," said his wife. "I don't want to interfere with your comfort,

but don't you think you might give up that practice of sitting in your

shirt-sleeves now we have moved?"

"Why because we've moved?" interposed Catharine.

"Catharine, I did not address you; you have no tact, you do not

understand."

"Coat doesn't smell so much of smoke," replied Mr. Furze, giving, of

course, any reason but the true reason.

"My dear if that is the reason, put on another coat, or, better still,

buy a proper coat and a smoking-cap. Nothing could be more appropriate

than some of those caps we saw at the restoration bazaar."

"Really, mother, would you like to see father in a velvet jacket and one

of those red-tasselled things on his head? I prefer the shirt-sleeves."

"No doubt you do; you are a Furze, every inch of you."

There is no saying to what a height the quarrel would have risen if a

double knock had not been heard. A charwoman was in the passage with a

pail of water and answered the door at once, before she could be

cautioned. In an instant she appeared, apron tucked up.

"Mrs. Colston, mum," and in Mrs. Colston walked.

Mrs. Furze made a dash at her husband's clay pipe, forgetting that its

destruction would not make matters better; but she only succeeded in

upsetting the chair on which his legs rested, and in the confusion he

slipped to the ground.

"Oh, Mrs. Colston, I am so sorry you have taken us by surprise; our house

is being cleaned; pray walk upstairs--but oh dear, now I recollect the

drawing-room is also turned out; what _will_ you do, and the smell of the

smoke, too!"

"Pray do not disconcert yourself," replied the brewer's wife,

patronisingly; "I do not mind the smoke, at least for a few minutes."

Mrs. Colston herself had objected strongly to calling on Mrs. Furze, but

Mr. Colston had urged it as a matter of policy, with a view to Mr.

Furze's contributions to Church revenues.

"I have come purely on a matter of business, Mrs. Furze, and will not

detain you."

Mr. Furze had retreated into a dark corner, and was putting on his

waistcoat with his back to his distinguished guest. Catharine sat at the

window quite immovable. Suddenly Mrs. Furze bethought herself she ought

to introduce her husband and daughter.

"My husband and daughter, Mrs. Colston."

Mr. Furze turned half round, put his other arm into his waistcoat, and

bowed. He had, of course, spoken to her scores of times in his shop, but

he was not supposed to have seen her till that minute. Catharine rose,

bowed, and sat down again.

"Take a chair, Mrs. Colston, take a chair," said Mr. Furze, although he

had again turned towards the curtain, and was struggling with his coat.

Mrs. Furze, annoyed that her husband had anticipated her, pulled the easy-

chair forward.

"I am afraid I deprived you of your seat," said the lady, alluding, as

Mrs. Furze had not the slightest doubt, to his tumble.

"Not a bit, ma'am, not a bit," and he moved towards Catharine, feeling

very uncomfortable, and not knowing what to do with his hands and legs.

"We are so much obliged to you, Mrs. Furze, for your subscription to the

restoration fund, we find that a new pulpit is much required; the old

pulpit, you will remember, is much decayed in parts, and will be out of

harmony with the building when it is renovated. Young Mr. Cawston, who

is being trained as an architect--the builder's son, you know--has

prepared a design which is charming, and the ladies wish to make the new

pulpit a present solely from themselves." The smoke got into Mrs.

Colston's throat, and she coughed. "We want you, therefore, to help us."

"With the greatest pleasure."

"Then how much shall I say? Five pounds?"

"Would you allow me just to look at the subscription list?" interposed

Mr. Furze, humbly; but before it could be handed to him Mrs. Furze had

settled the matter.

"Five pounds--oh yes, certainly, Mrs. Colston. Mr. Cawston is, I

believe, a young man of talent?"

"Undoubtedly, and he deserves encouragement. It must be most gratifying

to his father to see his son endeavouring to raise himself from a

comparatively humble occupation and surroundings into something demanding

ability and education, from a mere trade into a profession."

Catharine shifted uneasily, raised her eyes, and looked straight at Mrs.

Colston but said nothing.

Meanwhile Mr. Furze was perusing the list with both elbows on his knees.

The difficulty with his hands and legs increased. He was conscious to a

most remarkable degree that he had them, and yet they seemed quite

foreign members of his body which he could not control.

"Well, ma'am, I think I must be going. I'll bid you good-bye."

"I have finished my errand, Mr. Furze, and I must be going too."

"Oh, pray, do not go yet," said Mrs. Furze, hoping, in the absence of her

husband, to establish some further intimacy. Mr. Furze shook Mrs.

Colston's hand with its lemon-coloured glove and departed. Catharine

noticed that Mrs. Colston looked at the glove--for the ironmonger had

left a mark on it--and that she wiped it with her pocket-handkerchief.

"I wish to ask," said Mrs. Furze, in her mad anxiety to secure Mrs.

Colston, "if you do not think a new altar-cloth would be acceptable. I

should be so happy--I will not say to give one myself, but to undertake

the responsibility, and to contribute my share. The old altar-cloth will

look rather out of place."

"Thank you, Mrs. Furze; I am sure I can answer at once. It will be most

acceptable. You will not, I presume, object to adopting the design of

the committee! We will send you a correct pattern. We have thought

about the matter for some time, but had at last determined to wait

indefinitely on the ground of the expense."

The expense! Poor Mrs. Furze had made her proposal on the spur of the

moment. She, in her ignorance, had not thought an altar-cloth a very

costly affair, and now she remembered that she had no friends who were

not Dissenters. Moreover, to be on the committee was the object of her

ambition, and it was clear that not only had nobody thought of putting

her on it, but that she was to pay and take its directions.

"I believe," continued Mrs. Colston, "that the altar-cloth which we had

provisionally adopted can be had in London for 20 pounds."

A ring at the front bell during this interesting conversation had not

been noticed. The charwoman, still busy with broom and pail outside,

knocked at the door with a knock which might have been given with the

broom-handle and announced another visitor.

"Mrs. Bellamy, mum."

Catharine leaped up, rushed to meet her friend, caught her round the

neck, and kissed her eagerly.

"Well, Miss Catharine, glad to see you looking so well; still kept the

colour of Chapel Farm. This is the first time I've seen you in your new

house, Mrs. Furze. I had to come over to Eastthorpe along with Bellamy,

and I said I _must_ go and see my Catharine, though--and her

mother--though they _do_ live in the Terrace, but I couldn't get Bellamy

to come--no, he said the Terrace warn't for him; he'd go and smoke a pipe

and have something to drink at your old shop, or rather your new shop,

but it's in the old place in the High Street--leastways if you keep any

baccy and whiskey there now--and he'd call for me with the gig, and I

said as I knew my Catharine--her mother--would give me a cup of tea; and,

Miss Catharine, you remember that big white hog as you used to look at

always when you went out into the meadow?--well, he's killed, and I know

Mr. Furze likes a bit of good, honest, country pork--none of your nasty

town-fed stuff--you never know what hogs eat in towns--so Bellamy has a

leg about fourteen pounds in the gig, but I thought I'd bring you about

two or three pounds of the sausages myself in my basket here," and Mrs.

Bellamy pointed to a basket she had on her arm. She paused and became

aware that there was a stranger sitting near the fireplace. "But you've

got a visitor here; p'r'aps I shall be in the way."

"In the way!" said Catharine. "Never, never; give me your basket and

your bonnet; or stay, Mrs. Bellamy, I will go upstairs with you, and you

shall take off your things."

And so, before Mrs. Furze had spoken a syllable, Catharine and Mrs.

Bellamy marched out of the room.

"Who is that--that person?" said Mrs. Colston. "I fancy I have seen her

before. She seems on intimate terms with your daughter."

"She is a farmer's wife, of humble origin, at whose house my

daughter--lodged--for the benefit of her health."

"I must bid you good-day, Mrs. Furze. If you will kindly send a cheque

for the five pounds to me, the receipt shall be returned to you in due

course, and the drawing of the altar-cloth shall follow. I can assure

you of the committee's thanks."

Mrs. Furze recollected she ought to ring the bell, but she also

recollected the servant could not appear in proper costume. Accordingly

she opened the dining-room door herself.

"Let me move that ere pail, mum, or you'll tumble over it," said the

charwoman to Mrs. Colston, "and p'r'aps you won't mind steppin' on this

side of the passage, 'cause that side's all wet. 'Ere, Mrs. Furze, don't

you come no further, I'll open the front door"; and this she did.

Mrs. Furze felt rather unwell, and went to her bedroom, where she sat

down, and, putting her face on the bedclothes, gave way to a long fit of

hysterical sobbing. She would not come down to tea, and excused herself

on the ground of sickness. Catharine went up to her mother and inquired

what was the matter, but was repulsed.

"Nothing is the matter--at least, nothing you can understand. I am very

unwell; I am better alone; go down to Mrs. Bellamy."

"But, mother, it will do you good to be downstairs. Mrs. Bellamy will be

so glad to see you, and she was so kind to me; it will be odd if you

don't come."

"Go _away_, I tell you; I am best by myself; I can endure in solitude;

you cannot comprehend these nervous attacks, happily for you; go _away_,

and enjoy yourself with Mrs. Bellamy and your sausages."

Catharine had had some experience of these nervous attacks, and left her

mother to herself. Mrs. Bellamy and Catharine consequently had tea

alone, Mr. Furze remaining at his shop that afternoon, as he had been

late in arrival.

"Sorry mother's so poorly, Catharine. Well, how do you like the

Terrace?"

"I hate it. I detest every atom of the filthy, stuck-up, stuccoed hovel.

I hate--" Catharine was very excited, and it is not easy to tell what

she might have said if Mrs. Bellamy had not interrupted her.

"Now, Miss Catharine, don't say that; it's a bad thing to hate what we

must put up with. You never heard, did you, as Bellamy had a sister a

good bit older than myself? She _was_ a tartar, and no mistake. She

lived with Bellamy and kept house for him, and when we married, Bellamy

said she must stay with us. She used to put on him as you never saw, but

he, somehow, seemed never to mind it; some men don't feel such things,

and some do, but most on 'em don't when it's a woman, but I think a

woman's worse. Well, what was I saying?--she put on me just in the same

way and come between me and the servant-girl and the men, and when I told

them to go and do one thing, went and told them to do another, and I was

young, and I thought when I was married I was going to be mistress, and

she called me 'a chit' to her brother, and I mind one day I went upstairs

and fell on my knees and cried till I thought my heart would break, and I

said, 'O my God, when will it please Thee to take that woman to Thyself!'

Now to wish anybody dead is bad enough, but to ask the Lord to take 'em

is awful; but then it was so hard to bear 'cause I couldn't say nothing

about it, and I'm one of them as can't keep myself bottled up like ginger-

beer. You don't remember old Jacob? He had been at Chapel Farm in

Bellamy's father's time, and always looked on Bellamy as his boy, and

used to be very free with him, notwithstanding he was the best creature

as ever lived. He took a liking to me, and I needn't say that, liking of

me, he didn't like Bellamy's sister. Well, I came down, and I went out

of doors to get a bit of fresh air--for I'm always better out of

doors--and I went up by the cart-shed, and being faint a bit, sat down on

the waggon shafts. Old Jacob, he came by; I can see him now; it was just

about Michaelmas time, a-getting dark after tea, though I hadn't had any,

and he said to me, 'Hullo, missus, what are here for? and you've been a-

cryin',' for I had my face toward the sky and was looking at it. I never

spoke. 'I know what's the matter with you,' says he; 'do you think I

don't? Now if you go on chafing of yourself, you'll worrit yourself into

your grave, that's all. Last week there was something the matter with

that there dog, and she howled night after night, and I never slept a

wink. The first morning after she'd been a-yelping I was in a temper,

and had half a mind to kill her. I felt as if she'd got a spite against

me; but it come to me as she'd got no spite against _me_, and then all my

worriting went away. I don't say as I slept much till she was better,

but I didn't _worrit_. Now Bellamy's sister don't mean nothing against

you. That's the way God-a-mighty made her.' I've never forgot what

Jacob said, and I know it made a difference, but the Lord took her not

long afterwards."

"But I don't see what that has to do with me. It isn't the same thing."

"Yes, that's just what Bellamy says. He says I always go on with

anything that comes into my head; but then it has nothing to do with

anything he is saying, and maybe that's true, for one thing seems always

to draw me on to another, and so I go round like, and I don't know myself

where I am when I've finished. A little more tea, my dear, if you

please. And yet," continued Mrs. Bellamy, when she had finished half of

her third cup, "what I meant to say really has to do with you. It's all

the same. You wouldn't hate the Terrace so much if you knew that nobody

meant to spite you, as Jacob says. Suppose your father was driven to the

Terrace and couldn't help it, and there wasn't another house for him, you

wouldn't hate it so much then. It isn't the Terrace altogether. Now,

Miss Catharine, you won't mind my speaking out to you. You know you are

my girl," and Mrs. Bellamy turned and kissed her; "you mustn't, you

really mustn't. I've seen what was coming for a long time. Your mother

and you ain't alike, but you mustn't rebel. I'm a silly old fool, and I

know I haven't got a head, and what is in it is all mixed up somehow, but

you'll be ever so much better if you leave your mother out of it, and

don't, as I've told you before, go on dreaming she came here because you

didn't want to come, or that she set herself up on purpose against you.

And then you can always run over to Chapel Farm just whenever you like,

my pet, and there's your own room always waiting for you."

An hour afterwards, when Mrs. Bellamy had left, Mr. Furze came home. Mrs.

Furze was still upstairs, but consented to be coaxed down to supper. She

passed the drawing-room; the door was wide open, and she reflected

bitterly upon the new carpet, the oleographs, and the schemes erected

thereon. To think on what she had spent and what she had done, and then

that Mrs. Colston should be received by a charwoman with a pail, should

be shown into the room downstairs, and find it like a public-house bar!

If Mr. Furze had been there alone it would not so much have mattered, but

the presence of wife and daughter sanctioned the vulgarity, not to say

indecency. Mrs. Colston would naturally conclude they were accustomed to

that sort of thing--that the pipe, Mrs. Bellamy and the sausages, the

absence of Mr. Furze's coat and waistcoat, were the "atmosphere," as Mrs.

Furze put it, in which they lived.

"That's right; glad to see you are able to come down," said Mr. Furze.

"I must say that Catharine is partly the cause of my suffering. When

Mrs. Colston called here Catharine sat like a statue and said not a word,

but when her friend Mrs. Bellamy came she precipitated herself--yes, I

say precipitated herself--into her arms. I've nothing to say against

Mrs. Bellamy, but Catharine knows perfectly well that Mrs. Colston's

intimacy is desired, and _that's_ the way she chose to behave. Mrs.

Bellamy was the last person I should have wished to see here this

afternoon; an uneducated woman, a woman whom we could not pretend to know

if we moved in Mrs. Colston's circle; and what we have done was all done

for my child's benefit. She, I presume, would prefer decent society to

that of peasants."

Catharine stopped eating.

"Mrs. Bellamy was the last person _I_ should have wished to see here."

"I don't know quite what you mean, but it is probably something

disobedient and cruel," and Mrs. Furze became slightly hysterical again.

Catharine made no offer of any sympathy, but, leaving her supper

unfinished, rose without saying good-night, and appeared no more that

evening.

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