CHAPTER XVI

While three members of the party had thus been walking and talking, the

principal subject of their discussion, Bubbles Dunster, had gone through

an exciting and unpleasant experience.

When starting out for a solitary walk to give Span a run, she saw, with

annoyance, James Tapster following her, and to her acute discomfiture he

managed to stammer out what was tantamount to an offer of marriage.

Though, in a sense, she had certainly tried to attract him, she felt,

all at once, miserably ashamed of her success. So much so, indeed, that

she pretended at first not to understand what he meant. But at last she

had to leave such pretence aside, and then it was she who surprised Mr.

Tapster, for, "You must let me have time to think over the great honour

you have done me," she said quietly. "If you want an answer now, it must

be _no_."

He protested sulkily that of course he would give her as much time as

she wanted, and then she observed, slyly, "I am sure that you yourself

did not make up your mind to be married all in a minute, Mr. Tapster.

You weighed the pros and cons very carefully, no doubt. So you must give

me time to do so too."

Bubbles' measured words, the feeling that she was, so to speak, keeping

him at arm's length, took the hapless Tapster aback, and frightened him

a little. He had felt so sure that once he had made up his own mind she

would eagerly say "Yes!" Often, during the last few days, he had told

himself, with a kind of mirthless chuckle, that _he_ was not going to be

"caught"; but when, at last, he had made up his mind that Bubbles would

make him, if not an ideal, then a very suitable, wife, it seemed strange

indeed that she was not eager to "nail him." That she was not exactly

eager to do so was apparent, even to him.

Calling Span sharply to her, the girl turned round, and began making her

way towards the house again; finally she disappeared with Span in the

direction of the servants' quarters.

James Tapster, walking on by himself, began to feel unaccountably

frightened. He asked himself, uneasily, almost uttering the words aloud

in his agitation, whether, after all, he had been "caught"; and whether

Bubbles was only "making all this fuss" in order to "bring him to heel"?

But two could play at that game. He toyed seriously, or so he believed,

with the idea of ordering his motor and just "bolting"; but of course he

did nothing of the kind. The more Bubbles hung back, the more he wanted

her; her coldness stung him into something nearer ardour than he had

ever felt.

And Bubbles? Bubbles felt annoyed, uneasy, even obscurely hurt. It often

happens that an offer of marriage leaves a girl feeling lonely and

oppressed. Deep in her heart she knew she would never, never, _never_,

become Mrs. Tapster. On the other hand, she was aware that there were

many people in the London set among whom she now lived and had her

being, who would regard her as mad to refuse a man who, whatever his

peculiarities, possessed enormous wealth. If only she could have had a

tenth part of James Tapster's money without James Tapster, what a happy

woman she would have been!

As it was, Bubbles told herself fretfully that she had no wish to be

married. She was not yet tired of the kind of idle-busy life she led; it

was an amusing and stimulating life; and though she had her dark hours,

when nothing seemed worth while, up to the present time there had been

much more sunshine than shadow. The girl was sufficiently clever and

sensitive to realize her good fortune in the matter of Bill Donnington.

Sometimes, deep in her heart, she told herself that when she had drunk

her cup of pleasure, amusement, and excitement to the dregs--perhaps in

ten years from now--she would at last reward Donnington's long faithful

love and selfless devotion. And rather to her own surprise, during the

half-hour which followed Tapster's uninspired proposal, Bubbles thought

far more of Donnington than she did of the man who had just asked her to

become his wife.

Sitting all alone in the hall, crouching down on a footstool close to

the fire, for somehow she felt tired--tired, and exhausted--she made one

definite resolution. She would give up, as far as she was able, the

practice of those psychic arts which she knew those who loved her

believed to involve a real danger to her general well-being. What had

happened the afternoon before had frightened her. She had been entirely

unconscious of the awful phenomena which had taken place, and she was

becoming seriously alarmed at her own increasing power of piercing the

veil which hangs between the seen and the unseen. What she had told

Donnington during their talk in the old darkened church had been true:

she often felt herself companioned by entities who boded ill, if not to

herself, then to those about her. Since yesterday, also, there had hung

heavily over her mind a premonition that she, personally, was in danger.

Now she told herself that perhaps the peculiar, disturbing sensation had

only been a forerunner of James Tapster's unexpected offer of marriage.

* * * * *

"What would you say to our all going out for a walk?" Luncheon was just

over, and Varick was facing his guests. The only one missing was Dr.

Panton, who had gone up to his room, saying he had some work to do.

"I'm afraid it must be very wet and slushy," said Blanche Farrow

dubiously. It had snowed in the night, and now a thaw had set in.

She had an almost catlike dislike of wet or dirt; on the other hand, she

was one of those people who are generally willing to put aside their own

wishes in favour of what those about them wish to do; and she saw that

for some reason or other Lionel Varick wanted this suggestion of his to

be carried out.

"I can take you to a place," he exclaimed, "where I think we shall find

it dry walking even to-day. It's a kind of causeway, or embankment"--he

turned to Helen Brabazon--"which some people say was built by the

Romans."

"I think a walk would be very nice," she agreed.

Helen did not look like her usual cheerful, composed self. The

experience which had befallen her the day before still haunted her mind

to the exclusion of everything else. Perhaps a good long walk would make

her feel a different creature, and chase that awful image of Milly

Varick in her grave-clothes from her brain.

And so in the end the whole party started off, with the exception of

Miss Burnaby and Dr. Panton. Bubbles tried hard to get out of going on

what she frankly said seemed to her "a stupid expedition," but

Donnington had a theory that the open air would do her good, and as for

Varick, he exclaimed in a good-humoured but very determined tone: "If

_you_ won't come, Bubbles, I give the whole thing up!" In a lower voice

he added: "Naughty as you are, you're the life and soul of the party."

And thus it was to please Varick, rather than Donnington, that Bubbles

started on what was to be to all those that took part in it a memorable

walk.

Poor Donnington! The young man felt alarmed and perplexed concerning

Bubbles' general condition. He knew something that had shocked and

startled her had happened the day before, but when he had tried to find

out what it was, she had snubbed him.

Like so many people wiser and cleverer than himself, Donnington found it

impossible to make up his mind concerning psychic phenomena. When

kneeling by Bubbles' side in the dimly-lit church he had accepted,

almost without question, her own explanation of her strange and sinister

gift, but by now he had argued himself out of the belief that such

things could be in our work-a-day world.

There was someone else of the party who was also giving a great deal of

anxious thought to Bubbles' uncanny powers. Blanche Farrow, like Helen

Brabazon, could not banish from her mind the experience which had

befallen her in the hall last evening. Every time she looked at Lionel

Varick there rose before her that terrible vision of the two unquiet

spirits who had stood, sentinel-wise, on either side of him....

Again and again in the long watches of a wakeful night, Blanche

had-assured herself that what she had seen was no more real than is a

vivid dream. She had further told herself, taking comfort in the

telling, that the power possessed by Bubbles was now understood, and

accounted for, by those learned men who make a scientific study of

hypnotism. Yet, try as she would, she could not banish from her mind and

from her memory the unnerving experience.

They were crossing the moat bridge when there came a shout from the

house. They all stopped, to be joined, a minute later, by Dr. Panton.

"It's an extraordinary thing," he exclaimed, "I fully intended to give

up this afternoon to writing, but somehow I suddenly felt as if I _must_

look out of the window! You all looked so merry and bright that I have

thrown my work to the winds, and here I am, coming with you."

"I was rather counting on you to keep Miss Burnaby company."

Varick's tone was not very pleasant, and Panton for a moment regretted

he had come; but as he had passed through the hall he had seen the old

lady nodding over a book, and he was well aware that had he stayed

indoors, it would have been to work up in his own room.

Bill Donnington suddenly discovered that Bubbles was wearing absurd,

high-heeled, London walking shoes. "Go back and put on something more

sensible," he said shortly; "I'll wait for you--we'll soon pick up the

others."

But Bubbles answered sullenly: "My heavy walking boots got wet this

morning."

Even as she spoke, she stood irresolute. Why not make her unsuitable

foot-gear an excuse for staying at home? She told herself discontentedly

that she hated the thought of this walk. But Donnington would have none

of it. "Never mind," he said firmly, "you can change your shoes and

stockings the minute you come in."

Bubbles submitted with an ill grace, and after the whole party were

clear of the islet on which stood Wyndfell Hall, she refused pettishly

to walk anywhere near him. She hung behind, even rejecting the company

of James Tapster, to whom, however, she was for the most part fitfully

gracious; and when, at length, the whole party were sorting themselves

into couples, she found herself walking last with Varick, the others

being all in front of them.

Varick was disagreeably conscious that with his present companion his

charm of manner--that something which drew to him all women and most

men--availed him not at all. Still, to-day, he was determined to get on

good terms with Bubbles. So well did he succeed that at last something

impelled her to say rather penitently: "I want to tell you that what

happened yesterday afternoon was not my fault, and that I'm very sorry

it happened, Lionel."

Donnington, who was just in front, heard Varick answer, lightly: "You

can hardly expect me to believe that, Bubbles! But I would give a good

deal to know how you do it?" As she made no answer, he went on: "It's a

remarkable thing to be able to will people into seeing something which

is not there!"

Donnington strained his ears to hear the low, defiant answer: "I give

you my word of honour that I knew nothing, _nothing_, till you came and

woke me up!"

What was it that had happened yesterday? The young man felt almost

unbearably anxious to know. All he knew was that it had greatly

affected, surprised, and disturbed those who had been there.

Suddenly Varick's tones floated again towards the listener: "I'll take

your word for it, my dear girl. After all, it's all in the picture. What

with our ghosts, our practical jokes, and so on, we're having a regular

old-fashioned Christmas! Still, when I heard Miss Brabazon give that

dreadful cry, I did feel that one could have too much of a good thing."

Even Donnington detected the false _bonhomie_ in Varick's voice.

Bubbles laughed back, not very pleasantly. "I did you a good turn when I

got rid of Mr. Burnaby. I thoroughly scared him! Your nice young

doctor's a very good exchange for that disagreeable old man."

"Yes, and Panton's a very clever fellow, as well as one of the best,"

said Varick heartily. "I am glad he managed to get out this afternoon."

"I thought you didn't want him to come," said Bubbles sharply.

"I knew he had some important work to finish."

Varick felt annoyed. Somehow Bubbles always seemed to be convicting him

of insincerity.

They were now close to the embankment, of which their host had drawn an

attractive picture. But Blanche looked up at it with some dismay. The

scene under the wintry sky looked wild and singularly dreary. Many of

the fields were under water, and stretches of the marshy land were

still covered with wide streaks of snow. Across the now sullen-looking,

cloudy sky there moved a long processional flight of cawing rooks.

The whole party closed up for a few moments. Then they walked up the

steps which led to the high causeway along which Varick had promised his

friends a dry walk. Sure enough, once they had reached the top, they

found that the melting snow had already drained off the narrow brick

path. Even so, it was slippery walking, and for her part Blanche Farrow

felt sorry that they had left the muddy road.

The party soon separated into couples again, Miss Farrow and Dr. Panton

leading, while Bubbles and Varick came last, behind all the others. "We

must look just like the animals going into the ark," said the girl

disagreeably.

Whatever the others might be feeling, Dr. Panton was thoroughly enjoying

this muddy walk. He found it singularly pleasant to be with agreeable,

well-bred people, who were all so fit that not one of them, with the

exception of James Tapster, had even asked him a question bearing on

health--or the lack of it. It had been pleasant, too, to meet Miss

Brabazon again, for they had become friends, rather than acquaintances,

over poor Mrs. Varick's deathbed.

Behind Dr. Panton and Miss Farrow--for the brick path which formed the

crest of the embankment only held two walkers comfortably--were the

least well-assorted couple of the party, Bill Donnington and James

Tapster. They just plodded along side by side, now and again exchanging

a laconic word or two. Tapster's half-formed hope had been that he would

walk with Bubbles this afternoon; but, when it came to the point, he

had made no real effort to secure her company.

The unfortunate man was feeling very nervous and uneasy--afraid lest he

had been too precipitate in his wooing, for Bubbles frightened as well

as fascinated him. Even he half realized that, as her husband, he would

be tolerated rather than welcomed in a world of which he was anxious to

form part, though in his heart he at once despised and feared its

denizens.

At times he was even tempted to wish that she had said "No" at once--and

that although he knew that he would have been very surprised and

disappointed had she done so. On the whole he thought that after a

period of maidenly hesitation she would say "Yes"; and, having inherited

from an acquisitive father a positive, concrete kind of mind, as he

trudged along he began ruminating over the question of Bubbles' marriage

settlements. On one thing he was determined. Nothing should induce him

so to arrange matters that in the event of his death Bubbles should be

able to dower some worthless fortune-hunter with his, Tapster's, wealth!

He felt certain that her father's solicitors would try and arrange that

this might come to pass--"lawyers are such cunning devils"--and he grew

purple with rage at the thought.

How surprised Donnington would have been could he have looked into his

dull companion's mind!

In addition to Dr. Panton, two other people were really enjoying this

uncomfortable walk, for Helen Brabazon and Sir Lyon Dilsford had plenty

to say to one another. It was very seldom that Sir Lyon found a young

woman interested in the subjects he himself had most at heart. He found

it a curiously pleasant experience to answer her eager, ignorant

questions on sociological and political subjects. It was clear that Miss

Brabazon only regarded herself as the trustee of her vast wealth, and

this touched her companion very much. Also, what had happened

yesterday--that sudden, intimate confession of what had taken place in

the hall--had made their relations to one another much closer. But

neither of them had alluded to it again.

As for Lionel Varick and Bubbles Dunster, they were now lagging some way

behind the others. More than once the girl suggested that she should

slip away and go back to Wyndfell Hall alone, but her host would not

hear of it. He declared good-humouredly that soon they would all be

homeward bound; so, apathetically, Bubbles walked on, her feet and her

head aching.

The old Roman embankment now formed part of the works connected with a

big reservoir, and at last the walkers reached a kind of platform from

whence they could see, stretching out to their right, a wide,

triangular-shaped piece of water.

Blanche Farrow was for turning back; but Helen Brabazon, Sir Lyon, and

Varick were all for going on, the more so that Varick declared that at a

cottage which formed the apex of the reservoir they would be able to get

some tea. So off they started again, in the same order as before, to

find, however, that the narrow brick-way, instead of being drier--as one

would have expected it to be above the water--was more slushy and

slippery than had been the path running along the top of the older part

of the embankment. Yet the steep bank leading down to the sullen,

half-frozen surface of the reservoir had been cleared of the grass and

bushes which covered the slopes of the rest of the causeway.

They had all been walking on again for some minutes when Donnington

turned round. "Take care, Bubbles! It's very slippery just here."

"I'm all right," she called back pettishly. "Mind your own business,

Bill. I wish you wouldn't keep looking round!"

Donnington saw Varick put out his right hand and grasp the girl's arm

firmly; but even so it struck him that they were both walking too near

the edge on the side to the water. Still, he didn't feel he could say

any more, and so he turned away, and again began trudging along by the

silent Tapster's side.

For a while nothing happened, and then all at once there occurred

something which Donnington will never recall--and that however long he

may live--without a sensation of unreasoning, retrospective horror

welling up within him.

And yet it was only the sound--the almost stuffless sound--of a splash!

It was as if a lump of earth, becoming detached from the wet bank, had

rolled over into the deep water.

At the same moment, or a fraction of a moment later, Varick laughed

aloud; it was a discordant laugh, evidently at something Bubbles had

just said, for Donnington heard the words, "Really, Bubbles!" uttered in

a loud, remonstrating, and yet jovial voice.

And then, all at once, some instinct caused the young man to wheel

sharply round, to see, a long way back from the others, Varick standing

solitary on the brick path.

His companion had vanished. It was as if the earth had swallowed her up.

"Where's Bubbles?" shouted Donnington.

But Varick, still standing in the middle of the path, did not look as

if he heard Donnington's question. The young man set off running towards

him.

"What's happened?" he cried fiercely. "Where's Bubbles, Varick?"

Varick was ashen; and he looked dazed--utterly unlike his usual

collected self.

"She stumbled--and went over the side of the embankment. She's in the

water, down there," he said at last, in a hoarse, stifled voice.

Donnington turned quickly, and stared down into the grey water. He could

see nothing--nothing! He threw off his coat.

"Was it just here?"

He looked at Varick with a feeling of anguished exasperation; it was as

if the horror and the shock had congealed the man's mental faculties.

Suddenly Varick roused himself.

"Can you swim?" He gripped Donnington strongly by the arm. "If not,

it's--it's no good your going in--you'd only drown too."

Donnington wrenched himself free from the other's hold, and, rushing

down the bank, threw himself into the icy cold water....

Suddenly he saw, a long way off, a small, shapeless, mass rising ... he

swam towards it, and then he gave a sobbing gasp of relief. It was

Bubbles ... Bubbles already unconscious; but of that he was vaguely

glad, knowing that it would much simplify his task.

Very soon, although he was quite unaware of it, the affrighted, startled

little crowd of people gathered together just above the place where he

was painfully, slowly, swimming about, looking for a spot where he

could try and effect a landing with his now heavy, inert burden.

Dr. Panton threw himself down flat across the path and held out a

walking stick over the slippery mud bank, but the stick was hopelessly,

grotesquely out of Donnington's reach.

All at once Blanche Farrow detached herself from the others and began

running towards the cottage which formed the apex of the reservoir. "I'm

going for a rope," she called out. "I'll be back in three or four

minutes." But, thanks to Dr. Panton's ingenuity, the man in the water

had not to wait even so short a time as that.

"Have any of you a good long scarf?" asked the doctor, and then, quite

eagerly for him, James Tapster produced a wonderful scarf--the sort of

scarf a millionaire would wear, so came the whimsical thought to Sir

Lyon. It was wide and very long, made of the finest knitted silk. When

firmly tied to the handle of the walking stick, the floating end of the

scarf was within reach of Donnington. With its help he even managed to

secure a foothold on the narrow one-brick ledge which terminated the

deep underwater wall of the reservoir.

The doctor called down to him with some urgency: "I wish you could

manage to hoist her up, Donnington. _Time_ is of the utmost importance

in these cases!"

But Donnington, try as he might, was too spent to obey; and it seemed an

eternity to them all before Blanche Farrow reappeared, helping an old

man to drag a short ladder along the muddy path.

And then, at last, after many weary, fruitless efforts, the inert,

sodden mass which had so lately been poor little Bubbles Dunster was

pushed and hoisted up the slippery bank, and stretched out on to the

narrow brick way.

Mr. Tapster, who had shown much more agitation and feeling than any of

those present would have credited him with, had taken off his big loose

coat and laid it on the ground, and at once Varick had followed his

example. But as Bubbles lay there, in the dreadful immobility of utter

unconsciousness, both Blanche Farrow and Helen Brabazon believed her to

be dead.

A tragic, fearfully anxious time of suspense followed. Blanche looked

on, with steady, dry eyes, but Helen, after a very little while, turned

away and hid her face in her hands, sobbing, while the doctor was

engaged in the painful process of trying to bring the apparently drowned

girl to life. More than once Blanche felt tempted to implore him to

leave off those terribly arduous efforts of his. It seemed to her so--so

horrible, almost degrading, that Bubbles' delicate little body should be

used like that.

Everyone was too concerned over Bubbles to trouble about her rescuer.

But all at once Varick exclaimed: "We don't want you down with rheumatic

fever. I'll just march you back to the house, my boy!"

"Not as long as she's here," muttered Donnington, his teeth chattering.

"I'm all right; it doesn't matter about me."

He alone of the people gathered there believed that Dr. Panton's

perseverance would be rewarded, and that Bubbles would come back to

life. It did not seem to him possible that that which he had saved, and

which he so loved and cherished, could die. Though he was beginning to

feel the reaction of all he had gone through, his mind was working

clearly, and he was praying--praying consciously, in an agony of

supplication.

And at last, with a sensation of relief which brought the tears starting

to his eyes, Dr. Panton saw that his efforts were to be successful;

Bubbles, after a little choking gasp, gave a long, fluttering sigh....

It was then that the doctor had to thank Sir Lyon and Helen Brabazon.

One of them, or both of them together, had thought of going back to the

house and of getting an invalid chair which Helen remembered having seen

in a corner of one of the rooms when she had been shown over the house

by her host.

Even so, it was a very melancholy little procession which followed the

two men carrying the chair on which Bubbles now lay in apathetic

silence.

* * * * *

But everything comes to an end at last, and, after having seen Bubbles

put to bed, Dr. Panton turned his attention to Donnington, and he did

not leave his second patient till the young man felt, if still shivery

and queer, fairly comfortable in bed. Then the doctor went down to find

the other three men in the dining-room, having hot drinks.

Of the three Varick and Sir Lyon showed on their faces traces of the

emotion and anxiety which they had been through; but James Tapster

looked his normal, phlegmatic self.

"I wonder what exactly happened?" exclaimed Panton at last. "I suppose

the whole thing was owing to these high-heeled shoes which women _will_

wear."

Varick nodded, and, as he saw that Panton expected him to say

something, he muttered: "Yes, it must have been something of the kind

that made her trip."

"It was a near thing," went on the doctor thoughtfully. "She was very

far gone when we got her out at last. I don't mind admitting now that,

when I began, I had hardly any hope of being able to bring her round."

He waited a moment and then added, as if to himself: "In fact, there

came a time when I would have left off, discouraged, but for the look on

that boy's face."

"What boy?" asked Tapster, surprised.

"Donnington, of course! I felt I must bring her back to life for his

sake."

James Tapster opened his mouth. Then he shut it again. He told himself

that it would, of course, have been very disappointing for Donnington to

have plunged into that icy water all for nothing, as it were.

The four men remained silent for awhile, and then Varick said slowly:

"She can't have been in the water more than a minute before Donnington

was in after her--for of course I gave the alarm at once."

Sir Lyon looked at him quickly. "I thought Donnington turned round and

missed her?"

"Donnington must have heard me call out." Varick was lighting a

cigarette, and Sir Lyon saw that his hand shook; "and yet when I saw her

roll down the bank I was so paralyzed with horror that my voice seemed

to go."

He looked appealingly at his friend Panton.

"Yes, I can well understand that," said the doctor feelingly. "I have

known shock close the throat absolutely." He added: "Did you see her

sink and rise again twice before Donnington got at her, Varick? I have

always wondered whether drowning people always come up three times--or

if it's only an old wives' tale."

"Yes, no, I can't remember--"

Varick put his hand over his eyes, as if trying to shut out some

dreadful sight. Then he groped his way to a chair, and sat down heavily.

"I say, Varick, I _am_ sorry."

Dr. Panton looked really concerned. "We've been thinking so much of Miss

Bubbles and of her rescuer that we have forgotten you!" he exclaimed.

Their host leant forward; he buried his face in his hands. "I shall

never forget it--never," he muttered brokenly. "The horror that seized

me--the awful feeling that I could do nothing--nothing! I felt so

absolutely distraught that I seemed to see _myself_, not Bubbles,

floating down there--on the surface of the water."

He looked up, and they were all, even Tapster, painfully impressed by

his look of retrospective horror. Dr. Panton told himself that Lionel

Varick was an even more sensitive man than he had hitherto known him to

be.

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