CHAPTER IX.

When Magdalena was led from the presence of Juan, she was conducted

through many chambers and passages, which gave her an idea of the

immense extent of the palace, to the quarter especially appropriated to

the women, and which was as carefully guarded from the approach of the

other sex as the harem of an oriental monarch. It consisted of a series

of dormitories and other small apartments, as well as a vast hall,

covered with pictured tapestry and knots of flowers, in which the daily

labour of the loom and spindle was shared by all, the princess and the

slave alike, mingled with the more elegant occupations of embroidery and

feather-painting.

But the toil of the day had been long since over, and when she entered,

the maidens were amusing themselves, some talking and laughing, and

others dancing to the sound of flutes, and all unconscious or heedless

of the perils that were about to hem them in.

The appearance of a vision so strange, so often imagined, yet never

before seen--a woman of the race of the invaders, and one at once so

majestic and lovely as Magdalena--produced an immediate sensation

throughout the merry crew. The dancing ceased, the music of the pipe was

exchanged for a murmur of admiration, and all eyes were turned upon the

novel apparition. But it was observable, that the maidens indulged in no

rude demonstrations of curiosity or surprise. They neither thronged

about her, nor uttered any loud exclamations; and however ardently they

gazed, when unperceived, each cast her looks modestly to the floor, the

moment she found the eyes of the stranger directed upon her.

Troubled as were Magdalena's thoughts by the strangeness of her

situation, and conscious of her inability to exchange a word with these

new companions, she yet felt a sort of relief, and even pleasure, to

find herself once more surrounded by individuals of her own sex, who, as

was evident from their appearance, were neither rude in manners nor

degraded in mind.

In this happier frame of feeling, she suffered herself to be conducted

to a chamber, where two young female slaves attended her with

refreshments of meats, fruits, and confections, and pointing to a couch

of robes, upon a little platform under a canopy, left her to her

meditations.

She rose from a troubled and dreamy slumber at the dawn, and waited

impatiently for the moment when she should be led to Juan. The slaves

again made their appearance, bearing, besides food, which they set

before her, rich garments of the most splendid hues, which they desired

her by signs to substitute for her monastic attire. To this she acceded,

after some hesitation, thinking it needful to humour the wishes of those

upon whose friendship her existence, as well as that of Juan, so

obviously depended. She exchanged, at least, the gray veil for a broad

mantle embroidered with feathers and gold, and placed over her other

dress three several tunics, each of a different hue, and each gorgeously

ornamented. Her toilet was completed when the slaves had encircled her

arms and neck with jewels, and wreathed her hair with chains of gold; to

all which she passively, yet impatiently, submitted.

Thus dressed and decorated, she was conducted again to the great hall,

and seated upon a throne cushioned over with feathers of every hue,

when, to her great surprise, she found herself the object upon whom was

to be showered marks of the most extraordinary honour. The crowd of

maidens was huddled in the farther end of the apartment, where they

stood with downcast eyes, giving place to a female, evidently of exalted

rank, who came from among them, followed by five or six girls, much more

splendidly dressed than the others, one of whom bore in her arms a

sleeping infant.

The Indian lady was distinguished from her attendants by apparel similar

in hues and splendour to that worn by Magdalena, and she had on her head

a little cap or caul of emeralds, mingled with pearls. Her face was

prepossessing, her figure well proportioned, and her bearing not without

dignity. Yet there was in her aspect something of trouble and

hesitation, and she went through the business of salutation, or rather

homage, for so it appeared, with visible reluctance. She approached the

throne, and kneeling before it, took Magdalena's hand, and laid it upon

her head, speaking a few words which the Christian did not comprehend.

Then taking the infant from the girl who bore it, she laid Magdalena's

hand upon its innocent brows, in the same manner; after which she

stepped aside, and the young attendants went each separately through the

same ceremony. This accomplished, she stole from the apartment, and in a

few moments, the spindle rolled, the shuttle of the simple loom rattled,

and the fingers of the embroiderers and feather-painters moved over

their tasks.

The morning passed away, and Magdalena still expected a summons to the

presence of Juan. The evening darkened, the fragrant torches were

lighted, the pipe and dance were again summoned to close the labours of

the day, and Magdalena was, a second time, conducted to her chamber, to

muse with fear and distrust over her singular situation.

The second day beheld the same ceremonies, succeeded by the same labours

and diversions, and still not a movement indicated the approach of a

messenger. She looked upon the maidens around,--their faces were grave

and placid. They gazed upon her no more, except when her eyes were

averted. She imagined a thousand reasons to account for her seclusion.

Was her brother, notwithstanding his assurances to the contrary, in a

state of as much restraint as herself? Or--was it possible?--did it not

depend upon himself?--was it possible, he did not desire to see her? She

thought of his slowness to admit her claim of consanguinity; she thought

of the words of Camarga,--of their wildness--Had not Juan said he was

insane?--of their insufficiency. Nay, she remembered that Juan spoke of

_his_ father, whom he well remembered; and among the tears she shed of

doubt and disappointment, she blushed at the boldness and warmth with

which she had advocated her claims.

Another day came,--another, and still another; and her heart sickened

and her cheek grew pale with suspense and humiliation. Then impatience

waxed into anger, and she stalked among the maidens with looks of

determination, as if she would have commanded them to lead her from what

she justly conceived to be imprisonment. But _how_ command them? Her

language was as the language of the gods to them, and their words were

to her as unmeaning as the songs of the birds at the windows. Eyes can

speak many things, but not all; and signs are of too arbitrary a nature

to serve as the medium of communication betwixt two hemispheres. If she

strove to depart from the chamber, she was followed by the two slaves,

who seemed to be specially devoted to her service, and who, attending

her from room to room, yet arrested her with humble and supplicating

gestures, when she seemed to be overstepping the limits of the harem. If

she persisted, she found herself in the power of certain antique

beldames, who prowled around the sacred chambers, bearing wands to

indicate their authority, and who opposed themselves, though without

rudeness, to further egress. If she still made her way through these,

she found herself stopped by passages, in which were armed barbarians,

who did not hesitate to block up the avenues with their shields and

spears. In other words, she found that she was a prisoner, confined to a

society as recluse, as peaceful, and perhaps as happy as that from which

it had been her misfortune to be released. The pride and energy of her

nature were here lost; for there was nothing with which to contend,

except her feelings, and nothing to excite, save a sense of wrong,

inflicted she knew not by whom, nor why.

This was precisely the state of things to tame her spirit into

submission and inaction; and, almost insensibly to herself, she began to

accommodate her deportment to her condition, substituting anxiety for

anger, and despondence for decision. She began to think that Juan was,

like herself, a prisoner; and the apprehension of his distresses weighed

on her heart more heavily than the sense of her own; and, as with all

her strength of mind and passion, there was a tinge of superstition

running through all her thoughts, she beheld, in the singular train of

calamities that had brought her so often to his side, a revelation and

proof that she was ordained, finally, to rescue him from this, as well

as the other ills, which oppressed him. Another thought brooded also in

her bosom. Hitherto, whatsoever efforts she had made for his good, had

ministered only to his griefs; and what had they brought to _her_? From

the moment in which she had first attempted deceit, by concealing the

sanctity of her profession, her life had been but a history of agony and

shame. Had she avowed herself, immediately after the shipwreck, the

bride of the cross, Hilario had not died under the knife of the

assassin, Juan Lerma had not forfeited the favour of his general, and

she herself had, perhaps, closed her life in the peace with which it had

begun. She began to picture to herself the sinfulness of her evasions of

vows, and to consider these the causes of her sufferings. Such thoughts

as these, and a thousand others, divided and harassed her mind by turns,

and confounded while they tormented. But one idea never left her--and

that was, the uncertainty of the fate of Juan Lerma, and the hope that

it might be reserved for her to free him from the bondage of infidels.

But how was this to be effected? She knew not.

Her first vague desire was to gain a friend among the grave and

passionless creatures, by whom she was surrounded. She examined all

their countenances, and soon fixed upon several in which she thought she

could trace kindly feelings and simplicity of character. She strove also

to acquire a little of their language,--an effort which she soon gave

up, not so much from the difficulty of acquisition, as from the

remoteness of any benefit to be derived in that way.

She perceived that the Mexican lady who, each morning, for the first

fortnight of her captivity, (after which time she was seen no more,)

commenced the ceremonies of salutation, so humble, and indeed to her so

irksome, must be of the highest rank,--perhaps the queen of Guatimozin

himself; though it seemed improbable that one so exalted would

condescend to homage so servile. She was conscious also, that the six

maidens who attended upon this princess were of no mean rank; for though

they frequently remained in the hall, engaged in labour, like the rest,

it was clear that the others looked upon them with the greatest

deference. Of these she had long singled out one who was superior to the

others in beauty and mildness of countenance; and it seemed to her that

this one, in going through the morning ceremony, endeavoured to make her

sensible that she did so with sincerity and feeling. Thus, besides

placing Magdalena's hand on her head, she carried it also to her lips,

expressing as much desire as her countenance could convey, to be

esteemed the Christian's friend.

These things almost escaped Magdalena's notice at first; but she

afterwards remembered them, and strove to respond with manifestations of

similar inclination. She observed, however, that the maiden gradually

changed from tranquillity to melancholy, as if something preyed upon her

spirits. She repeated, indeed, her salutation each morning, but it was

no longer with smiles, and with a disposition to linger about

Magdalena's person. On the contrary, she retired without delay to a

little nook under a window, where she continued her task among feathers

and flowers, seldom stirring from the spot. It was evident to the

penetrating eye of Magdalena, that the Indian maiden was wasting away

under some grief as poignant and enduring as her own; and though she

attributed it only to some of the evils of war, the commencement of

which had long since been indicated by the distant explosions of

artillery, she was the more favourably impressed by the damsel's

emotion, since none of the others seemed to share it, nor to betray

either fear or anxiety.

She attempted then to come to some understanding with this maiden. She

sat down by her in her little nook, and watched, with what, had she been

in a better frame of mind, would have been admiration, the progress of

her toils, as well as the effects of previous labours. She beheld, with

surprise, garlands and bouquets of flowers, constructed of feathers, and

imitated with such wonderful precision, that when they were mingled with

a few natural ones, and impregnated with their odours, it seemed almost

impossible that they could be artificial. The same art has existed in

other parts of the continent, and is practised to this day, in some of

the nunneries of Brazil. There were also pictures, worked with the same

beautiful materials, upon a groundwork of prepared cloth, which were

chiefly confined to the representation of flowers and birds. When

Magdalena first visited the maiden, she found her engaged upon what

seemed a wood-pigeon, surrounded by a little wilderness of flowers and

leaves. The design, though simple, was pretty and spirited; yet the

maiden seemed dissatisfied with her work, and altered it daily, as if

each day still more displeased; until, at last, she seemed to have hit

upon a plan more to her taste, when she pursued her task with what

seemed a morbid ardour. When Magdalena looked at it last, she found the

whole design and character of the work changed. The flowers had been

displaced by stones and brambles; an arrow was represented sticking

through the neck of the bird; and the story of a wounded heart was told

in the metaphor of the poor flutterer, harmed by some wanton bolt, and

left dying in a desert place.

When Magdalena beheld this painted sentiment, she took the hand of the

artist, and pressing it as if with sympathy, pointed to her bosom. A

faint tinge of blood passed over her embrowned visage, but she looked

confidingly into Magdalena's face, as if not ashamed to confess her

grief. When Magdalena was persuaded she was understood, she directed the

painter's eyes to the bird, and then pointed expressively to her own

bosom, as if to signify that she also was unhappy. The maiden bowed her

head upon her breast, and Magdalena saw that tears were stealing from

her eyes. She thought they were the tears of sympathy; and when the

damsel looked up, she cast off all reserve, and indicated as plainly as

she could, by gestures, that she desired to make her way into the

garden.

The maiden shook her head, and would have departed, but that Magdalena,

rendered indiscreet by her impatience, arrested her, to make trial of a

new appeal. She took the jewels from her hair, and without reflecting

that the rank of the maiden, indicated by gems quite as valuable as her

own, might render her inaccessible to such temptation, she made as if

she would have thrown them upon her head and neck. She was sorry for the

act; for as soon as the maiden understood what she designed, she drew

back with a look of offended dignity, and with cheeks burning at once

with mortification and anger. Then, gathering up her little picture, her

bodkins, and basket of coloured feathers, she left the apartment, and

returned to it no more that day.

Amid all her grief at the disappointment of her hopes, Magdalena had yet

generosity enough to appreciate the spirit of the young pagan, and to

lament having outraged her feelings.

That night, when the female slaves had departed from her chamber, and

she was musing disconsolately in the light of a little night-lantern,

consisting of a taper of resinous wood, surrounded by thin plates of

gold, perforated with holes in many fantastic figures, which transmitted

the light, she was roused by a sigh; and looking up, she beheld, to her

great surprise, the young artist standing before her, in an attitude of

sad and patient humility. As soon as the visitor perceived that she was

seen, she approached, and knelt at Magdalena's feet, who now saw, with a

touch of shame, and, at first, even of resentment, that, as if in

requital of the insult of the morning, she held in her hands all the

jewels that had decorated her hair and person, and offered them for her

acceptance. But Magdalena's displeasure soon passed away; for the jewels

were proffered with the deepest humility, and the damsel's eyes were

suffused with tears. She murmured out some words, too, and the tone was

expressive of grief.

All this was mysterious to Magdalena, who puzzled herself in vain to

account for the act and the donation. She restored the jewels, and the

maiden being wholly submissive, she replaced them about her person with

her own hands; and then, taking advantage of the opportunity, made

another effort to come to a better understanding with her. She

remembered that her companion was a painter, and being herself a little

skilled in the art, she drew with a bodkin from her hair, upon the soft

wood of the table that supported her lamp, the figure of a man in

Spanish costume, bound in a cell. The representation was awkward, yet it

appeared that the damsel understood it; for she took the bodkin, and

immediately, though with a trembling hand, completed the picture by the

addition of another figure, representing a Mexican, with a crown like

that Magdalena had seen on the head of Guatimozin, who, with one hand,

extended to him the handle of a macana, while threatening him with

another, brandished above his head.

This was expressive enough, and Magdalena's alarm for the safety of the

young man was only removed when the maiden drew what was plainly

designed for a buckler, interposed between the weapon and his head.

Magdalena then, without further hesitation, leaped to the grand object

of her desires, by drawing the figure of a man paddling in a canoe. This

also her companion understood, and replied to it significantly enough,

by surrounding the little vessel with many others, filled with Indians,

or other human beings, who attacked it with showers of arrows and darts.

"Alas! is there no hope for us then? no hope for my poor brother?"

exclaimed Magdalena, wringing her hands. "Maiden! maiden! carry me but

to him!--Alas, I speak as to a stone statue!"

She then resumed the bodkin, and returning to the first sketch, she drew

the figure of two women, entering the cell. The response to this ended

her hopes immediately. The Indian girl sketched the outlines of men,

armed with spears, circling around the whole cell.

Magdalena sank upon the couch in despair, and almost in a frenzy. The

maiden, frighted by the vehemence of her grief, endeavoured to soothe

her, by pressing her hand to her bosom and forehead, and covering it

with kisses and tears; after which she stole quietly from the chamber.

It was many weeks before Magdalena beheld her again. She vanished from

the hall, she came no more to kneel on her footstool in the morning, and

display her melancholy visage to the stranger. Magdalena's heart died

within her. She was in a solitude among living creatures,--the most

oppressive of all solitudes. Her suspense was intolerable, and preyed

upon her health, until she was wasted to a shadow, and the pagan damsels

eyed her, when she appeared among them, with looks of pity. She

succumbed at last to her fate; the fever of her mind extended to her

body; and she was missed from the hall, as well as the young artist. She

became ill, and she threw herself upon her couch, to waste away with

passion and delirium. But there was still a gleam of happiness to break

upon her.

One night, when the dancing,--now no longer pursued with spirit, for the

cannon of the Spaniards sounded each day louder and nearer,--had ceased,

and the flutes were breathed upon no more, she felt her hand pressed

with a gentle grasp. She looked up, and beheld the Indian girl at her

side, eyeing her with compassion. She sprang to her feet, in an ecstacy

of delight, and embraced her; for she hailed her appearance as the

herald of joy.

"Oh, maiden! maiden!" she cried, "what news of my brother?"

The damsel replied with the only words in her power, but the best she

could have used, had she been acquainted with the whole speech of

Castile. She looked sadly but firmly into Magdalena's face, and murmured

softly,

"Juan Lelma"--

The accent was imperfect and false, but the sounds were music to

Magdalena. She clasped the young barbarian again in her arms, but her

caresses were only responded to by tears and sobs, which seemed to

increase in proportion to her own raptures. But Magdalena was too wild

with hope to think of the sorrows of her friend. She saw that the Indian

held in her hand, two long and capacious mantles of a plain stuff,

which, she knew, were to veil them from evil eyes, while they crept to

the cell of her brother. But the maiden checked her impetuosity. She

removed the trinkets from her head and person, and again offered them to

the Christian; and persisted to do so, though still most gently and

humbly, until Magdalena, thinking this might be some important ceremony,

a proof perhaps of friendship offered and received, and perceiving, what

was more influential still, that it was necessary to hasten the

proceedings of her visitor, consented to receive them. She yielded to

her importunities, and the Indian girl clasped around her ankles, arms,

and neck, and twisted in her hair, all the jewels that had decorated her

own person, besides hanging round her neck the silver cross and

rosary,--Magdalena's own gift to Juan,--which she received with rapture,

not doubting that he had sent it to her as a token and a full warrant to

submit herself to the guidance of the young infidel. This accomplished,

she assisted Magdalena to secure the larger mantle about her figure, and

wrapped herself in the other. Then beckoning the Christian to follow,

and signing to her to preserve silence, she led the way from the

chamber.

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