"I'm well enough to do what I've got to do, Corona; and until it's

done.... Besides, there is Jibbey."

"Where is Mr. Jibbey this morning?"

"He has gone up the creek, fishing. I made him go. If I didn't take a

club to him now and then he'd hang over me all the time. There never was

another man like him, Corona. And at home we used to call him 'the black

sheep' and 'the failure,' and cross the street to dodge him when he'd

been drinking too much!"

"He says you've made a man of him; that you saved his life when you had

every reason not to. You never told me that, John."

"No; I didn't mean to tell any one. But to think of his coming out here

to nurse me, leaving Verda on the very night he married her! A brother

of my own blood wouldn't have done it."

The young woman was looking up with a shrewd little smile. "Maybe the

blood brother would do even that, if you had just made it possible for

him to marry the girl he'd set his heart on, John."

"Piffle!" growled the man. And then: "Hasn't the time come when you can

tell me a little more about what happened to me after the doctor put me

to sleep that night at the dam?"

"Yes. The only reason you haven't been told was because we didn't want

you to worry; we wanted you to have a chance to get well and strong

again."

The man's eyes filled suddenly, and he took no shame. He was still shaky

enough in nerve and muscle to excuse it. "Nobody ever had such friends,

Corona," he said. "You all knew I'd have to go back to Lawrenceville and

fight it out, and you didn't want me to go handicapped and half-dead.

But how did they come to let you take me away? I've known Macauley ever

since I was in knickers. He is not the man to take any chances."

The young woman's laugh was soundless. "Mr. Macauley wasn't asked. He

thinks you are dead," she said.

"What!"

"It's so. You were not the only one wounded in the fight at the dam.

There were two others--two of M'Graw's men. Three days later, just as

Colonel-daddy and Billy Starbuck were getting ready to steal you away,

one of the others died. In some way the report got out that you were the

one who died, and that made everything quite easy. The report has never

been contradicted, and when Mr. Macauley reached Brewster the police

people told him that he was too late."

"Good heavens! Does everybody in Brewster think I'm dead?"

"Nearly everybody. But you needn't look so horrified. You're not dead,

you know; and there were no obituaries in the newspapers, or anything

like that."

The man got upon his feet rather unsteadily.

"That's the limit," he said definitively. "I'm a man now, Corona; too

much of a man, I hope, to hide behind another man's grave. I'm going

back to Brewster, _to-day_!"

The young woman made a quaint little grimace at him. "How are you going

to get there?" she asked. "It's twenty miles, and the walking is awfully

bad--in spots."

"But I _must_ go. Can't you see what everybody will say of me?--that I

was too cowardly to face the music when my time came? Nobody will

believe that I wasn't a consenting party to this hide-away!"

"Sit down," she commanded calmly; and when he obeyed: "From day to day,

since I began coming out here, John, I've been trying to rediscover the

man whom I met just once, one evening over a year ago, at Cousin Adda's

house in Guthrieville: I can't find him--he's gone."

"_Corona!_" he said. "Then you recognized me?"

"Not at first. But after a while little things began to come back; and

what you told me--about Miss Richlander, you know, and the hint you gave

me of your trouble--did the rest."

"Then you knew--or you thought--I was a criminal?"

She nodded, and her gaze was resting upon the near-by gravel heaps.

"Cousin Adda wrote me. But that made no difference. I didn't know

whether you had done the things they said you had, or not. What I did

know was that you had broken your shackles in some way and were trying

to get free. You were, weren't you?"

"I suppose so; in some blind fashion. But it is you who have set me

free, Corona. It began that night in Guthrieville when I stole one of

your gloves; it wasn't anything you said; it was what you so evidently

believed and lived. And out here: I was simply a raw savage when you

first saw me. I had tumbled headlong into the abyss of the new and the

elemental, and if I am trying to scramble out now on the side of honor

and clean manhood, it is chiefly because you have shown me the way."

"When did I ever, John?"--with an up-glance of the gray eyes that was

almost wistful.

"Always; and with a wisdom that makes me almost afraid of you. For

example, there was the night when I was fairly on the edge of letting

Jibbey stay in the mine and go mad if he wanted to: you lashed me with

the one word that made me save his life instead of taking it. How did

you know that was the one word to say?"

"How do we know anything?" she inquired softly. "The moment brings its

own inspiration. It broke my heart to see what you could be, and to

think that you might not be it, after all. But I came out here this

morning to talk about something else. What are you going to do when you

are able to leave Sunrise Gulch?"

"The one straightforward thing there is for me to do. I shall go back

to Lawrenceville and take my medicine."

"And after that?"

"That is for you to say, Corona. Would you marry a convict?"

"You are not guilty."

"That is neither here nor there. They will probably send me to prison,

just the same, and the stigma will be mine to wear for the remainder of

my life. I can wear it now, thank God! But to pass it on to you--and to

your children, Corona ... if I could get my own consent to that, you

couldn't get yours."

"Yes, I could, John; I got it the first time Colonel-daddy brought me

out here and let me see you. You were out of your head, and you thought

you were talking to Billy Starbuck--in the automobile on the night when

you were going with him to the fight at the dam. It made me go down on

my two knees, John, and kiss your poor, hot hands."

He slipped his one good arm around her and drew her close.

"Now I can go back like a man and fight it through to the end," he

exulted soberly. "Jibbey will take me; I know he is wearing himself out

trying to make me believe that he can wait, and that Verda understands,

though he won't admit it. And when it is all over, when they have done

their worst to me----"

With a quick little twist she broke away from the encircling arm.

"John, dear," she said, and her voice was trembling between a laugh and

a sob, "I'm the wickedest, _wickedest_ woman that ever lived and

breathed--and the happiest! I knew what you would do, but I couldn't

resist the temptation to make you say it. Listen: this morning

Colonel-daddy got a night-letter from Billy Starbuck. You have been

wondering why Billy never came out here to see you--it was because he

and Mr. Stillings have been in Lawrenceville, trying to clear you. They

are there now, and the wire says that Watrous Dunham has been arrested

and that he has broken down and confessed. You are a free man, John;

you----"

The grass-cropping pony had widened its circle by a full yard, and the

westward-pointing shadows of the firs were growing shorter and more

clearly defined as the August sun swung higher over the summits of the

eastern Timanyonis. For the two on the house bench, time, having all its

interspaces filled with beatific silences, had no measure that was worth

recording. In one of the more coherent intervals it was the man who

said:

"Some things in this world are very wonderful, Corona. We call them

happenings, and try to account for them as we may by the laws of chance.

Was it chance that threw us together at your cousin's house in

Guthrieville a year ago last June?"

She laughed happily. "I suppose it was--though I'd like to be romantic

enough to believe that it wasn't."

"Debritt would say that it was the Absolute Ego," he said, half

musingly.

"And who is Mr. Debritt?"

"He is the man I dined with on my last evening in Lawrenceville. He had

been joking me about my various little smugnesses--good job, good

clothes, easy life, and all that, and he wound up by warning me to watch

out for the Absolute Ego."

"What is the Absolute Ego?" she asked dutifully.

John Montague Smith, with his curling yellow beard three weeks

untrimmed, with his clothes dressing the part of a neglected camper, and

with a steel-jacketed bullet trying to encyst itself under his right

shoulder-blade, grinned exultantly.

"Debritt didn't know, himself; but I know now: it's the primitive

man-soul; the 'I' that is able to refuse to be bound down and tied by

environment or habit or petty conventions, or any of the things we

misname 'limitations.' It's asleep in most of us; it was asleep in me.

You made it sit up and rub its eyes for a minute or two that evening in

Guthrieville, but it dozed off again, and there had to be an earthquake

at the last to shake it alive. Do you know the first thing it did when

it took hold and began to drive?"

"No."

"Here is where the law of chances falls to pieces, Corona. Without

telling me anything about it, this newly emancipated man-soul of mine

made a bee-line for the only Absolute Ego woman it had ever known. And

it found her."

Again the young woman laughed happily. "If you are going to call me

names, Ego-man, you'll have to make it up to me some other way," she

said.

Whereupon, the moment being strictly elemental and sacred to

demonstrations of the absolute, he did.

THE END

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BOOKS BY FRANCIS LYNDE

PUBLISHED BY CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS

The Real Man. Illus.

The City of Numbered Days. Illus.

The Honorable Senator Sage-brush.

Scientific Sprague. Illus.

The Price.

The Taming of Red Butte Western.

The King of Arcadia. Illus.

A Romance In Transit.

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