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"Draupadi said, 'I bow down unto _Dhatri_ and _Vidhatri_ who have thus

clouded thy sense! Regarding the burden (thou art to bear) thou thinkest

differently from the ways of thy fathers and grand-fathers! Influenced

by acts men are placed in different situations of life. Acts, therefore,

produce consequences that are inevitable; emancipation is desired from

mere folly. It seemeth that man can never attain prosperity in this

world by virtue, gentleness, forgiveness, straight-forwardness and fear

of censure! If this were not so, O Bharata, this insufferable calamity

would never have overtaken thee who art so undeserving of it, and these

thy brothers of great energy! Neither in those days of prosperity nor in

these days of thy adversity, thou, O Bharata, hath ever known anything

so dear to thee as virtue, which thou hast even regarded as dearer to

thee than life! That thy kingdom is for virtue alone, that thy life also

is for virtue alone, is known to Brahmanas and thy superiors and even

the celestials! I think thou canst abandon Bhimasena and Arjuna and

these twin sons of Madri along with myself but thou canst not abandon

virtue! I have heard that the king protecteth virtue; and virtue,

protected by him, protecteth him (in return)! I see, however, that

virtue protecteth thee not! Like the shadow pursuing a man, thy heart, O

tiger among men, with singleness of purpose, ever seeketh virtue. Thou

hast never disregarded thy equals, and inferiors and superiors.

Obtaining even the entire world, thy pride never increased! O son of

Pritha, thou ever worshippest Brahmanas, and gods, and the _Pitris_,

with _Swadhas_, and other forms of worship! O son of Pritha, thou hast

ever gratified the Brahmanas by fulfilling every wish of theirs! _Yatis_

and _Sannyasins_ and mendicants of domestic lives have always been fed

in thy house from off plates of gold where I have distributed (food)

amongst them. Unto the _Vanaprasthas_ thou always givest gold and food.

There is nothing in thy house thou mayest not give unto the Brahmanas!

In the _Viswadeva_ sacrifice, that is, for thy peace, performed in thy

house, the things consecrated are first offered unto guests and all

creatures while thou livest thyself with what remaineth (after

distribution)! _Ishtis Pashubandhas_, sacrifices for obtaining fruition

of desire, the religious rites of (ordinary) domesticity, _Paka_

sacrifices, and sacrifices of other kinds, are ever performed in thy

house. Even in this great forest, so solitary and haunted by robbers,

living in exile, divested of thy kingdom, thy virtue hath sustained no

diminution! The _Aswamedha_, the _Rajasuya_, the _Pundarika_, and

_Gosava_, these grand sacrifices requiring large gifts have all been

performed by thee! O monarch, impelled by a perverse sense during that

dire hour of a losing match at dice, thou didst yet stake and lose thy

kingdom, thy wealth, thy weapons, thy brothers, and myself! Simple,

gentle, liberal, modest, truthful, how, O king could thy mind be

attracted to the vice of gambling? I am almost deprived of my sense, O

king, and my heart is overwhelmed with grief, beholding this thy

distress, and this thy calamity! An old history is cited as an

illustration for the truth that men are subjects to the will of God and

never to their own wishes! The Supreme Lord and Ordainer of all

ordaineth everything in respect of the weal and woe, the happiness and

misery, of all creatures, even prior to their births guided by the acts

of each, which are even like a seed (destined to sprout forth into the

tree of life). O hero amongst men, as a wooden doll is made to move its

limbs by the wirepuller, so are creatures made to work by the Lord of

all. O Bharata, like space that covereth every object, God, pervading

every creature, ordaineth its weal or woe. Like a bird tied with a

string, every creature is dependent on God. Every one is subject to God

and none else. No one can be his own ordainer. Like a pearl on its

string, or a bull held fast by the cord passing through its nose, or a

tree fallen from the bank into the middle of the stream, every creature

followeth the command of the Creator, because imbued with His Spirit and

because established in Him. And man himself, dependent on the Universal

Soul, cannot pass a moment independently. Enveloped in darkness,

creatures are not masters of their own weal or woe. They go to heaven or

hell urged by God Himself. Like light straws dependent on strong winds,

all creatures, O Bharatas, are dependent on God! And God himself,

pervading all creatures and engaged in acts right and wrong, moveth in

the universe, though none can say _This is God!_ This body with its

physical attributes is only the means by which God--the Supreme Lord of

all maketh (every creature) to reap fruits that are good or bad. Behold

the power of illusion that hath been spread by God, who confounding with

his illusion, maketh creatures slay their fellows! Truth-knowing _Munis_

behold those differently. They appear to them in a different light, even

like the rays of the Sun (which to ordinary eyes are only a pencil of

light, while to eyes more penetrating seem fraught with the germs of

food and drink). Ordinary men behold the things of the earth otherwise.

It is God who maketh them all, adopting different processes in their

creation and destruction. And, O Yudhishthira, the Self-create Grandsire,

Almighty God, spreading illusion, slayeth his creatures by the

instrumentality of his creatures, as one may break a piece of inert and

senseless wood with wood, or stone with stone, or iron with iron. And

the Supreme Lord, according to his pleasure, sporteth with His

creatures, creating and destroying them, like a child with his toy (of

soft earth). O king, it doth seem to me that God behaveth towards his

creatures like a father or mother unto them. Like a vicious person, He

seemeth to bear himself towards them in anger! Beholding superior and

well-behaved and modest persons persecuted, while the sinful are happy,

I am sorely troubled. Beholding this thy distress and the prosperity of

Suyodhana, I do not speak highly of the Great Ordainer who suffereth

such inequality! O sir, what fruits doth the Great Ordainer reap by

granting prosperity to Dhritarashtra's son who transgresseth the

ordinances, who is crooked and covetous, and who injureth virtue and

religion! If the act done pursueth the doer and none else, then

certainly it is God himself who is stained with the sin of every act. If

however, the sin of an act done doth not attach to the doer, then

(individual) might (and not God) is the true cause of acts, and I grieve

for those that have no might!'"

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