Section 19. So their tears were mingled; so once more, being

sufficiently plowed up with agony, they might behold the deeps of each

other’s souls. Being at their last gasp, and driven to desperation, they

would make the convulsive effort, and break the crust of dullness and

commonplace, and reveal again the mighty forces hidden in their depths.

At such hours he beheld Corydon as she was, the flaming spirit, the

archangel prisoned in the flesh. If only he could have found the key to

those deep chambers, so that he could have had access to them always!

But alas, they knew only one path that led to them, and that through the

valley of despair. From despair it led to anguished struggle, and from

struggle to defiance, to rage and denunciation--and thence to visions

and invocations, raptures and enthralments. So this night, for instance,

behold Corydon, first holding her husband’s hands, and shuddering with

awe, and pledging her faith all over again; and then, later on, when the

dawn was breaking, sitting in the cold moonlight with a blanket flung

about her, her wild hair tossing, and in her hand the revolver with

which she had meant to destroy herself. Behold her, making sport of her

own life-drama--turning into wildest phantasy her domestic ignominies,

her inhibitions and her helpmate’s blunderings; evoking the hosts of

the future as to a festival, rehearsing the tragedy of her soul with all

posterity as her audience. When once these mad steeds of her fancy were

turned loose, one could never tell where their course would be; and

strange indeed were the adventures that came to him who rode with her!

There seemed to be no limit to the powers of this subliminal woman

within Corydon. Her cheeks would kindle, her eyes would blaze, and

eloquence would pour from her--the language of great poetry, fervid and

passionate, with swift flashes of insight and illumination, tumultuous

invocations and bursts of prophecy. Thyrsis would listen and marvel.

What a mind she had--sharp, like a rapier, swift as the lightning-flash!

The powers of penetration and understanding, and above all the sheer

splendors of language--the blazes of metaphor, the explosions of

coruscating wit! What a tragic actress she might have made--how she

would have shaken men’s souls, and set them to shuddering with terror!

What an opera-singer she could have been, with that rich vibrant voice,

and the mien of a disinherited goddess!

It was out of such hours that the faith of their lives was made; and it

was out of them also that Thyrsis formed his idea of woman. To him woman

was an equal; and this he not only said with his lips, he lived it in

his feelings. The time came when he went out into the world, and learned

to understand the world’s idea, that woman meant vanity and pettiness

and frivolity; but Thyrsis let all this pass, knowing the woman-soul.

Somewhere underneath, not yet understood and mastered, was pent this

mighty force that in the end would revolutionize all human ideas and

institutions. Here was faith, here was vision, here was the power of all

powers; and how was it to be delivered and made conscious, and brought

into the service of life?

Most women liked Thyrsis, because they divined in some vague way this

attitude; and some men hated him for the same reason. These men, Thyrsis

observed, were the slave-drivers; they held that woman was the weaker

vessel, and for this they had their own motives. There were women,

too, who liked to be ruled; but Thyrsis never argued with them--it was

enough, he judged, to treat any slave as a free man, or any servant as a

gentleman, and sooner or later they would divine what he meant, and the

spirit of revolt would begin to flicker.

BOOK XIII

THE MASTERS OF THE SNARE

_They stood upon the porch of the little cabin, listening to the silence

of the night.

“How far away it all seems!” she said--

“How many a dingle on the loved hill-side

Hath since our day put by

The coronals of that forgotten time!”

“It makes one feel old,” he said--“like the coming of the night!”

“The night!” she repeated, and went on--

“I feel her finger light

Laid pausefully upon life’s headlong train;--

The foot less prompt to meet the morning dew,

The heart less bounding at emotion new,

And hope once crush’d less quick to spring again!”_

Section 1. Throughout this long winter of discontent came to them one

ray of hope from the outside world. “The Genius” was given in the

little town in Germany, and Thyrsis’ correspondent sent the twenty-five

dollars, and wrote that it had made a great impression, and that more

performances were to be expected. Then, after an interval, Thyrsis was

surprised to receive from his clipping-bureau some items to the effect

that his play was to be produced in one of the leading theatres in

Berlin. He wrote to his correspondent for an explanation, and learned

to his dismay that his play had been “pirated”; it was, of course, not

copyright in Germany, and so he had no redress, and must content himself

with what his friend referred to as “the renowns which will be brought

to you by these performances”.

The play came out, in the early spring, and apparently made a

considerable sensation. Thyrsis read long reviews from the German

papers, and there were accounts of it in several American papers. So

people began to ask who this unknown poet might be. The publishers of

“The Hearer of Truth” were moved to venture new advertisements of the

book--whereby they sold perhaps a hundred copies more; and Thyrsis was

moved to pay some badly--needed money to have more copies of the play

made, so that he might try to interest some other manager. He carried

on a long correspondence with a newly-organized “stage society”,

which thought a great deal about trying the play at a matinée, but did

nothing.

Also, Thyrsis received a letter from one of the country’s popular

novelists, who had heard of the play abroad, and asked to read it.

When he had read it and told what an interesting piece of work it was,

Thyrsis sat down and wrote the great man about his plight, and asked

for help; which led to correspondence, and to the passing round of the

manuscript among a group of literary people. One of these was Haddon

Channing, the critic and essayist, who was interested enough to write

Thyrsis several long letters, and to read the rest of his productions,

and later on to call to see him. Which, visit proved a curious

experience for the family.

He arrived one day towards spring, when it chanced that Corydon was in

town visiting the dentist. Thyrsis had just finished his dinner when he

saw two people coming through the orchard, and he leaped up in haste

to put the soiled dishes away, and make the place as presentable as

possible. Mr. and Mrs. Channing had come in their car (they lived

in Philadelphia), and were followed by an escort of the farmer’s

children--since an automobile was a rare phenomenon in that

neighborhood. The entrance to the peach-orchard proved not wide enough

for the machine, so they had to get out and walk; and this they found

annoying, because the ground was wet and soft. All of which seemed to

emphasize the incongruity of their presence.

Haddon Channing might have been described as a dilettante radical. He

employed a highly-wrought and artificial style, which scintillated with

brilliant epigram; one had a feeling that it rather atoned for the evils

in human life, that they became the occasion of so much cleverness in

Channing’s books. Perhaps that was the reason why most people did not

object to the vagueness of his ideas, when it came to any constructive

suggestion. In fact he rather made a point of such vagueness--when

you tried to do anything about a social evil, that was politics, and

politics were vulgar. One could never pin Channing down, but his idea

seemed to be that in the end all men would become free and independent

spirits, able to make their own epigrams; after which there would be no

more evil in the world.

And here he was in the flesh. It seemed to Thyrsis as if he must have

made a study of his own books, and then proceeded to fit his person

and his clothing, his accent and his manner, to make a proper setting

thereto. He was tall and lean, immaculate and refined; he spoke

with airy and fastidious grace, pouring out one continuous stream of

cleverness--any hour of his conversation was equivalent to a volume of

his works at a dollar and a quarter net.

Also, there was Mrs. Channing, gracious and exquisite, looking as if she

had stepped out of one of Rossetti’s poems. She was a poetess herself;

writing about Acteon, and Antinoüs, and other remote subjects. Thyrsis

assumed that there must be something in these poems, for they were given

two or three pages in the thirty-five-cent magazines; but he himself had

never discovered any reason why he should read one through.

Section 2. They seated themselves upon his six-foot piazza; and Thyrsis,

who had very little sense of personality, and was altogether wrapped up

in ideas, was soon in the midst of a free and easy discussion with them.

It seemed ages since he had had an opportunity to exchange opinions with

anyone except Corydon. With these people he roamed over the fields

of literature; and as they found nothing to agree about anywhere, the

conversation did not flag.

A strange experience it must have been to them, to come to a lonely

shanty in the woods, and encounter a haggard boy, in a cotton-shirt and

a pair of frayed trousers, who was all oblivious of their elegance,

and unawed by their reputation, and who behaved like a bull in the

china-shop of their orderly opinions. Mrs. Channing, it seemed, was

completing her life-work, a volume which was to revolutionize current

criticism, and lead the world back to artistic health; to her, modern

civilization was a vast abortion, and in Greek culture was to be sought

the fountain-head of health. She sang the praises of Athenian literature

and art and life; there was sanity and clarity, there was balance and

serenity! And to compare it with the jangled confusion and the frantic

strife of modern times!

To which Thyrsis answered, “We’d best let modern times alone. For here

you’ve all facts and no generalization; and in the case of the Greeks

you’ve all generalization and no facts.”

And so they went at it, hot and heavy. Mrs. Channing, her Greek serenity

somewhat ruffled, insisted that she had studied the facts for herself.

The other proceeded to probe into her equipment, and found that she knew

Homer and Sophocles, but did not know Aristophanes so well, and did not

know the Greek epigrams at all. Thyrsis maintained that the dominant

note in the Greek heritage was one of bewilderment and despair; in

support of which alarming opinion he carried the discussion from the

dreams of Greek literature to the realities of Greek life. Did Mrs.

Channing know how the Greeks had persecuted all their great thinkers?

Did she know anything about the cruelties of their slave-code?

“Have you ever studied Greek politics?” he asked. “Do you realize, for

instance, that it was the custom of statesmen and generals who were

defeated by their political rivals, to go over to the enemy and lead an

expedition against their homes?”

“Isn’t that putting it rather strongly?” asked Mrs. Channing.

“I don’t think so,” he answered. “Didn’t the conquerors of both Salamis

and Platasa afterwards sell out to the Persian king? And then you talk

about the noble ideal of woman which the Greeks developed! Don’t you

know that it was nothing but a literary tradition?”

“I had never understood that,” said Mrs. Channing.

To which the other answered: “It was handed down from imaginary Homeric

days. The Greek lady of the Periclean age was a domestic prisoner and

drudge.”

Section 3. Then, late in the afternoon, came Corydon; and this part of

the adventure must have seemed stranger yet to the Channings. Corydon

wore a shirt-waist and a ten-cent straw hat, trimmed with some white

mosquito-netting, and an old blue skirt which she had worn before her

marriage, and had enlarged little by little during the period of her

pregnancy, and had taken in again after the baby was born. Also she was

pale and sad-looking, much startled by the sight of the automobile,

and the sudden apparition of elegance. She got rid of her armfuls of

groceries and bundles, and seated herself in an inconspicuous place,

and sat listening while the argument went on. For a full hour she never

uttered a word; only once during the controversy over the “Greek lady”,

Mrs. Channing turned to her and asked, “Don’t you agree with me?” But

Corydon could only answer, “I don’t know, I have not read much history.”

And who was there to tell the visitor that this strange, wide-eyed girl

knew more about the tragedies and terrors of the Greek temperament than

she with all her culture and her college-degrees could have learned in

many life-times?

The two stayed to supper, and Corydon and Thyrsis set out the meal

upon the rustic outdoor table; they apologized for their domestic

inadequacies, but Mrs. Channing declared that she “adored picknicking”.

The evening was spent in more discussion; and finally it was decided

that the visitors should stay over night at the hotel in town, and come

out again in the morning.

Thyrsis concluded, as he thought the matter over, that the two must have

been fascinated by this domestic situation, and curious to look deeper

into it. Perhaps they saw “material” in it; or perhaps it was that

Haddon Channing was really impressed by Thyrsis’ powers, and sought to

understand his problems and help him. Whatever may have been the motive

for it, when they came the next morning, the critic took Thyrsis for a

walk in the woods and proceeded to discuss his affairs. And meanwhile

his wife had set herself to the task of probing the innermost corners of

Corydon’s soul.

The burden of Channing’s discourse was Thyrsis’ impatience and lack of

balance, his fanaticism and his too great opinion of his own work. “My

dear fellow,” he said, “you are the most friendless human being I have

ever encountered upon earth. How can you expect to interest men if you

don’t get out into the world and learn what they are doing?”

“That means to get a position, I suppose?” said Thyrsis.

“No, not necessarily--” began the other.

“But I haven’t money to live in the city otherwise.”

That was too definite for Channing, and he went off on another tack. He

had been reading “The Higher Cannibalism”, and he could not forgive it.

A boy of Thyrsis’ age had no right to be seething with such bitterness;

there must be some fundamental and terrible cause. He was destroying

himself, he was eating out his heart in this isolation; he was so

wrapped up in his own miseries, his own wrongs--in all the concerns of

his own exaggerated ego!

They were seated beside a little streamlet in the woods. “What you

need is something to get you out of yourself,” the critic was

saying--“something to restore your sanity and balance. It’ll come to you

some day. Perhaps it’ll be a love-affair--you’ll meet some woman who’ll

carry you away. I know the sort you need--they grow in the West--the

great brooding type of woman-soul, that would fold you in her arms and

give you a little peace.”

Thyrsis was silent for a space. “You forget,” he said, in a low voice,

“that I am already married.”

The other shrugged his shoulders. “Such things have happened, even so,”

he said.

Thyrsis had taken his part in the conversation before this, defending

himself and setting forth his point of view. But now he fell silent. The

words had cut him to the quick. It seemed to him an insult and a bitter

humiliation; here, at his home, almost in the presence of his wife! What

was the man’s idea, anyway?

And suddenly he turned upon Channing with the question, “You think that

I’ve married a doll?”

The other was staggered for a moment. “I don’t know what you’ve

married,” he replied.

“No,” said Thyrsis. “Then how can you advise me in such a matter?”

“I see that you’re not happy--” the other began.

“Yes,” said the boy. “But I don’t want any more women.”

There was a pause, while Thyrsis sat pondering, Should he try to explain

to this man? But he shook his head. No, it would be useless to try. “She

is not in your class,” he said.

“How do you mean?” asked the other.

“She has none of your culture, none of your social graces. She can’t

write, and she can’t sing--she can’t do anything that your wife does.”

“I’m afraid,” said Channing, in a low voice, “you don’t take my remarks

in the right spirit.”

“Even suppose that she were not what you call a ‘great woman-soul’,”

persisted Thyrsis--“at least she has starved and suffered for me; and

wouldn’t common loyalty bind me to her?”

“I have tried to do something very difficult,” said the other, after a

silence. “I have tried to talk to you frankly. It is the most thankless

task in the world to tell a man his own faults.”

“I know,” said Thyrsis. “And that’s all right--I’m perfectly willing. I

don’t mind knowing my faults.”

“It is evident that you have resented it,” declared the other.

Thyrsis answered with a laugh, “Don’t you admit of replies to your

criticisms? Suppose I’m pointing out some of your faults--your faults as

a critic?”

Channing said that he did not object to that.

“Very well, then,” said Thyrsis. “I simply tell you that you have missed

the point of my trouble. There’s nothing the matter with me but poverty

and lack of opportunity; and there’s nothing else the matter with my

wife. We’re doing our best, and it’s the simple fact that we’ve endured

and dared more than anybody we’ve ever met. And that’s all there is to

it.”

It was evident that Channing was deeply hurt. He turned the conversation

to other matters, and pretty soon they got up and strolled on. When they

came near to the house, he went off to see his chauffeur, and Thyrsis

stood watching him, and pondering over the episode.

It was the same thing that had happened to him in the city; it was the

thing that would be happening to him all the time. He saw that however

wretched he might be with Corydon, he would always take her part against

the world. Whatever her faults might be, they were not such as the world

could judge. Rather would he make it the test of a person’s character,

that they should understand and appreciate her, in spite of her lack

of that superficial thing called culture--the ability to rattle off

opinions about any subject under the sun.

So it was that loyalty to Corydon held him fast. So her temperament was

his law, and her needs were his standards; and day by day he must become

more like her, and less like himself!

Section 4. He returned to the house, entering by the rear door. The baby

was lying in the room asleep, and out upon the piazza, he could hear

Corydon and Mrs. Channing. Corydon was speaking, in her intense voice.

“The trouble with me,” she was saying, “is that I have no confidence!

Other women are sure of themselves--they are self-contained, serene,

satisfied.”

“But why shouldn’t you be that way?” Thus Mrs. Channing.

“I aim too high,” said Corydon. “I want too much. I defeat myself.”

“Yes,” said the other, “but why--”

“It’s been the circumstances of all my life! I’ve been

defeated--thwarted--repressed! Everything drives me back into myself.

There is nothing I can _do_--I can only endure and suffer and wait. So

all the influences in my life are negative--

‘I was sick with the Nay of life--

With my lonely soul’s refrain!’”

“What is that you are quoting?” asked Mrs. Channing.

“It’s from a poem I wrote,” said Corydon.

“Oh, you write poetry?”

“I couldn’t say that,” was the reply. “I have no technique--I never

studied anything about it.”

“But you try sometimes?”

“I find it helps me,” said Corydon--“once in a great while I find lines

in my mind; and I put them together, so that I can say them over, and

remind myself of things.”

“I see,” said Mrs. Channing. “Tell me the poem you quoted.”

“I--I don’t believe you’d think much of it,” said Corydon, hesitating.

“I never expected anybody--

“I’d be interested to hear it,” declared her visitor.

So Corydon recited in a low voice a couple of stanzas which had come to

her in the lonely midnight hours. Thyrsis listened with interest--he had

never heard them before:

“What matters the tired heart,

What matters the weary brain?

What matters the cruel smart

Of the burden borne again?

I was sick with the Nay of life--

With my lonely soul’s refrain;

But the essence of love is strife,

And the meaning of life is pain.”

There was a pause. “Do you--do you think that is worth while at all?”

asked Corydon.

“It is evidently sincere,” replied Mrs. Channing. “I think you ought to

study and practice.”

“I can’t make much effort at it--”

But the other went on: “What concerns me is the attitude to life it

shows. It is terrible that a young girl should feel that way. You must

not let yourself get into such a state!”

“But how can I help it?”

“You must have something that occupies your mind! That is what you need,

truly it is! You’ve got to stop thinking about yourself--you’ve got to

get outside yourself, somehow!”

Thyrsis caught his breath. He could tell from the tone of the speaker’s

voice that she was laboring with Corydon, putting forth all her energies

to impress her. He was tempted to step forward and cry out, “No, no!

That’s not the way! That won’t work!”

But instead, he stood rooted to the spot, while Mrs. Channing went

on--“This unhappiness comes from the fact that you are so self-centred.

You must get some constructive work, my dear, if it’s only training your

baby. You must realize that you are not the only person who has troubles

in the world. Why, I know a poor washerwoman, who was left a widow with

four children to care for--”

And then suddenly Thyrsis heard a voice cry out in anguish, “Oh, oh!

stop!” He heard his wife spring up from her chair.

“What’s the matter?” asked Mrs. Channing.

“I can’t listen to you any more!” cried Corydon. “You don’t know what

you’re saying!--You don’t understand me at all!”

There was a pause. “I’m sorry you feel that,” said Mrs. Channing.

“I had no right to talk to you!” exclaimed the other. “There’s no one

can understand! I have to fight alone!”

At this point Thyrsis went into the kitchen, and made some noise that

they would hear. Then he called, “Are you there, dearest?”

“Yes,” said Corydon; and he went out upon the piazza. He saw her

standing, white and tense.

“Are you still talking?” he said, with forced carelessness.

And as Mrs. Channing answered “Yes,” Corydon said, quickly, “Excuse me a

moment,” and went into the house.

So the poet sat and talked with his guest about the state of the weather

and the condition of the roads; until at last her husband arrived,

saying that it was time they were starting. Corydon did not appear

again, and so finally Thyrsis accompanied them out to their car, and saw

them start off. They promised to come again, but he knew they would not

keep that promise.

Section 5. He went back to the house, and after some search he found

Corydon down in the woods, whither she had fled to have out her agony.

“Has that woman gone?” she panted, when he came near.

“Yes, dear,” he said. “She’s gone.”

“Oh!” cried Corydon. “How dared she! How dared she!”

“Get up, sweetheart,” said Thyrsis. “The ground is wet.”

“She’s gone off in her automobile!” exclaimed the girl, passionately.

“She spent last night at a hotel that charged twelve dollars a day,

and then she told me about her washerwoman! Now she’s gone back to her

beautiful home, with servants and a governess and a piano and everything

else she wants! And she talked to me about ‘occupation’! What _right_

had she to come here and trample on my face?”

“But why did you let her, dearest?”

“How could I _help_ myself? I had no idea--”

“But how did you get started?”

“I’ve nobody to confide in--nobody!” cried Corydon. “And she wanted

to know about me--she led me on. I thought she sympathized with me--I

thought she understood!”

“She’s a woman of the world, my dear.”

“She was just pulling me to pieces! She wanted to see how I worked!

Don’t you see what she was looking for, Thyrsis--she thought I was

_material!_”

“She only writes about the Greeks,” said Thyrsis, with a smile.

“I’m a horrible example! I’m neurasthenic and self-centred--I’m the

modern woman! She read me a long lecture like that! I ought to get

busy!”

“Dearest!” he pleaded, trying to soothe her.

“Busy”! repeated Corydon, laughing hysterically. “Busy! I wash and dress

and amuse a baby! I get six meals a day for him, I get three meals for

us, and clean up everything. And the rest of the day I’m so exhausted I

can hardly stand up, and a good part of the time I’m sick besides. And

then, if I think about my troubles, it’s because I’ve nothing to do!”

“My dear,” Thyrsis replied, “you should not have put yourself at her

mercy.”

“How I hate her!” cried Corydon. “How I _hate_ her!”

“You must learn to protect yourself from such people, Corydon.”

“I won’t meet them at all! I’m not able to face them--I’ve none of their

weapons, none of their training. I don’t want to know about them, or

their kind of life! They have no souls!”

“It isn’t easy for them to understand,” said Thyrsis. “They have never

been poor--”

“That woman talks about the Greek love of beauty! What sacrifice has she

ever made for beauty--what agony has she ever dared for it? And yet

she can prattle about it--the phrases roll from her! She’s been

educated--polished--finished! She’s been taught just what to say! And I

haven’t been taught, and so she despises me!”

“It’s deeper than that, my dear,” he said. “You have something in you

that she would hate instinctively.”

“What do you mean?”

“I’ve told you before, dearest. It’s genius, I think.

“Genius! But what use is it to me, if it is? It only unfits me for life.

It eats me up, it destroys me!”

“Some day,” he said, “you will find a way to express it. It will come,

never fear.--But now, dear, be sensible. The ground is wet, and if you

sit there, you will surely be laid up with rheumatism.”

He lifted her up; but she was not to be diverted. Suddenly she turned,

and caught him by the arms. “Thyrsis!” she cried. “Tell me! Do you blame

me as she does? Do you think I’m weak and incompetent?”

Whatever answer he might have been inclined to make, he saw in her

wild eyes that only one answer was to be thought of. “Certainly not, my

dear!” he said, quickly. “How could you ask me such a question?”

“Oh, tell me! tell me!” she exclaimed. And so he had to go on, and

sing the song of their love to her, and pour out balm upon her wounded

spirit.

But afterwards he went alone; and then it was not so simple. Little

demons of doubt came and tormented him. Might it not be that there was

something in the point of view of the Channings? He took Corydon at her

own estimate--at the face value of her emotions; but might it not

be that he was deluding himself, that he was a victim of his own

infatuation?

He would ponder this; he tried to have it out with himself for once.

What did he really think about it? What would he have told Corydon if he

had told her the bald truth? But such doubts could not stay with him for

long. They brought shame to him. He was like a man travelling across the

plains, who comes upon the woman he loves, being tortured by a band of

Apaches; and who is caught and bound fast, to watch the proceedings.

Would such a man spend his time asking whether the woman was weak and

incompetent? No--his energies would be given to getting his arms loose,

and finding out where the guns were. He would set her free, and give

her a chance; and then it would be time enough to measure her powers and

pass judgment upon her.

Section 6. It was a long time before the family got over that

visitation. Corydon burned all Channing’s books and she wrote a long and

indignant letter to Mrs. Channing, and then burned the letter. Thyrsis

never told her about his conversation with the husband, for he knew she

would never get over that insult. For himself, he concluded that

the Channings were lucky in having got into a quarrel with them, as

otherwise he would surely have compelled them to lend him some money.

In truth, the advent of some fairy-godmother or Lady Bountiful was badly

needed just then. They had struggled desperately to keep within the

thirty-dollar limit, but it could no longer be done. Illnesses were

expensive luxuries; and there was the typwriting of the book--some

twenty dollars so far; also, there were many things that happened when

one was running a household--a tooth-ache, or a telegram, or a hot-water

bottle that got a hole in it, or a horse that ran away and broke a

shaft. Little by little the bills they had been obliged to run up at the

grocer’s and the butcher’s and the doctor’s had been getting beyond

the limits of their monthly check; and to cap the climax, there came a

letter from Henry Darrell, saying that the next two checks would be the

last he could possibly send.

So Thyrsis set to work once more at the shell of that tough old oyster,

the world. He made out a “scenario” of the rest of his new book, and

sent it with the part he had already done to his friend Mr. Ardsley.

Then for three weeks he waited in dread suspense; until at last came a

letter asking him to call and talk over his proposition.

Mr. Ardsley had been reading all Thyrsis’ manuscripts, nor had he failed

to note the triumph of “The Genius” abroad. It became at once apparent

to Thyrsis that the new book had scored with him; it was a book that

could hardly fail, he said--if only it were finished as it had been

begun. Thyrsis made it clear that he intended to finish it; no man

could gaze into his wild eyes, and hear him talk of it in breathless

excitement, without realizing that he would die, if need be, rather than

fail.

So then the author went in to have a talk with the head of the firm.

He spread out the treasures of his soul before this merchant, and

the merchant sat and appraised them with a cold and critical eye. But

Thyrsis, too, had learned something about trade by this time, and was

watching the merchant; he made a desperate effort and summoned up the

courage to state his demands--he wanted five hundred dollars advance, in

installments, and he wanted fifteen per cent. royalty upon the book. To

his wonder and amazement the merchant never turned a hair at this; and

before they parted company, the incredible bargain had been made, and

waited only the signing of the contracts!

Thyrsis went out from the building like a blind man who had suddenly

received his sight. It seemed to him at that moment as if the last

problem of his life had been solved. He sent off a telegram to Corydon

to tell her of the victory, and a letter to Darrell, saying that he need

send no more money--that the path was clear before his feet at last!

Section 7. This marked a new stage in the family’s financial progress;

and as usual it was signalized by a grand debauch in bill-paying. Also

there was a real table-cover for Corydon, and a vase in which she

might put spring-flowers; there were new dresses for the baby, and more

important yet, a new addition to the house. This was to be a sort of

lean-to at the rear, sixteen feet wide and eight feet deep, and divided

into two apartments, one of which was to be the kitchen, and the other

an extra bed-room. For they were going to keep a servant!

This was a new decision, to which they had come after much hesitation

and discussion. It would be a frightful expense--including the cost

of the extra food it would add over thirty dollars a month to their

expenses; but it was the only way they could see the least hope of

freedom, of any respite from household drudgery. It had been just a year

now since they had set out upon their adventure in domesticity; and in

that time Corydon figured that she had prepared two thousand meals for

the baby. She had fed each one of them, spoonful by spoonful, into

his mouth; and also she had washed two thousand spoons and dishes, and

brushed off two thousand tables, and swept two thousand floors. And with

every day of such drudgery the heights of music and literature seemed

further away and more unattainable.

Thyrsis had seen something of servants in earlier days--he had memories

of strange figures that during intervals of prosperity had flitted

through his mother’s home. There had been the frail, anaemic Swedish

woman, who lived on tea and sugar, and afterwards had gone away and

borne nine children, more frail and anaemic than herself; there had been

the stout personage with the Irish brogue who had dropped the Christmas

turkey out of the window and had not taken the trouble to go down after

it; there had been the little old negress who had gone insane, and

hurled the salt-box at his mother’s head. But Thyrsis was hoping that

they might avoid such troubles themselves; he had an idea that

by watching at Castle Garden they might lay hold upon some young

peasant-girl from Germany, who would be untouched by any of the

corruptions of civilization. “A sort of Dorothea”, he suggested to

Corydon; and they agreed that they would search diligently and find such

a “_treffliches Mädchen_”, who would be trusting and affectionate, and

would talk in German with the baby.

So now he spent several days hunting in strange places; and at last, in

a dingy East-side employment-office, he came upon his _Schatz_. She was

buxom and hearty, and fairly oozed good-nature at every pore; she had

only been a week in the country, and was evidently naïve enough for

any purpose whatever. She had no golden hair like Dorothea, but was

swarthy--her German was complicated with a Hungarian accent, and with

strange words that one had not come upon in Goethe and Freitag, and

could not find in any dictionary.

Thyrsis helped to gather up her various bags and bundles, and

transported her out to the country. On the train he set to work to gain

her confidence, and was forthwith entertained with the tale of all her

heart-troubles. Back in the Hungarian village she had fallen in love

with the son of a rich farmer, quite in Hermann and Dorothea fashion;

but alas, in this case there had been no “_gute verstandige Mutter_” and

no “_würdiger Pfarrer_”--instead there had been a hateful step-mother,

and so the “_treffliches Mädchen_” had had to come away.

They reached the little cottage at last; and then what a house-cleaning

there was, what scrubbing of floors; and brushing out the cobwebs, and

scouring of lamp-chimneys and scraping of kettles and sauce-pans! And

what a relief it was for Corydon and Thyrsis to be able to go off for

a walk together, without first having to carry the baby up to the

farm-house! And how very poetical it was to come back and discover

Dorothea with the baby in her lap, feeding it a supper of _butter-brod_

with a slice of raw bacon!

As time went on, alas, it came more and more to seem that the

Dorothea idyl had not been meant to be taken as a work of realism. The

“_treffliches_ _Maedchen_” was perhaps _too_ kind-hearted; her emotions

were too voluminous for so small a house, her personality seemed to

spread all over it. She would sing Hungarian love-ditties at her work;

and somehow calling these “folksongs” did not help matters. Also, alas,

she distributed about the house strange odors--of raw onions, boiled

cabbage and perspiration. So, after three weeks, poor Dorothea had to be

sent away--weeping copiously, and bewildered over this cruel misfortune.

Corydon and Thyrsis went back again to washing their own dishes; being

glad to pay the price for quietness and privacy, and vowing that they

would never again try, to “keep a servant”.

Section 8. The spring-time had come; not so much the spring-time of

poets and song-birds, as the spring-time of cold rains and wind. But

still, little by little, the sun was getting the better of his enemies;

and so with infinite caution they reduced the quantity of the baby’s

apparel, and got him and his “bongie cowtoos” out upon the piazza.

Meantime Thyrsis was over at his own place, wrestling with the book

again. He had told himself that it would be easy, now that he was free

from the money-terror. But alas, it was not easy, and nothing could make

it easy. If he had more energy, it only meant that his vision reached

farther, and set him a harder task. Never in his life did he write a

book, the last quarter of which was not to him a nightmare labor. He

would be staggering, half blind with exhaustion--like a runner at the

end of a long race, with a rival close at his heels.

Also, as usual, his stomach was beginning to weaken under the strain.

He would come over sometimes, late in the afternoon, and lay his head

in Corydon’s lap, almost sobbing from weariness; and yet, after he had

eaten a little and helped her with the hardest of her tasks, he would go

away again, and work half through the night. There was nothing else he

could do--there was no escaping from the thing; if he lay down to rest,

or went for a walk, it would be only to think about it the whole time.

He would feel that he was not getting enough exercise, and he would

drive himself to some bodily tasks; but there was never anything that he

could do, that he did not have the book eating away at his mind in the

meantime. It was one of the calamities of his life that there was no way

for him to play; all he could do was to take a stroll with Corydon, or

to tramp over the country by himself.

He finished the book in May; and he knew that it was good. He sent it

off to Mr. Ardsley, and Mr. Ardsley, too, declared himself satisfied,

and sent the balance of the money. So Thyrsis sank back to get his

breath, and to put back some flesh upon his skeleton. He was wont to say

when he was writing, one could measure his progress upon a scales; every

five thousand words he finished cost him a Shylock’s price.

This summer was, upon the whole, the happiest time they had yet known.

The book was scheduled to appear early in September; and they had money

enough to last them meantime, with careful economy. Their little home

was beautiful; they planted some sweet peas and roses, and Thyrsis even

began to dig at a vegetable-garden. Also, it was strawberry-time, and

cherry-time was near; nor did they overlook the fact that they lived

in close proximity to a peach-orchard. These, perhaps, were prosaic

considerations, and not of the sort which Thyrsis had been accustomed to

associate with spring-time. But this he hardly realized--so rapidly was

the discipline of domesticity bringing his haughty spirit to terms!

He built a rustic seat in the woods, where they might sit and read; he

built a table beside the house, where the dishes might be washed under

the blue sky; and he perfected an elaborate set of ditches and dykes, so

that the rain-storms would not sweep away their milk and butter in the

stream. He talked of building a pen for chickens--and might have done

so, only he discovered that the perverse creatures would not lay except

at the time when eggs were cheap and one did not care so much about

them. He even figured on the cost of a cow, and the possibility of

learning to milk it; and was so much enthralled by these bucolic

occupations that he wrote a magazine-article to acquaint his struggling

brother and sister poets with the fact that they, too, might escape to

the country and live in a home-made house!

With the article there went a picture of the house, and also one of

the baby, who had been waxing enormous, and now constituted a fine

advertisement. The winter had seemed to agree with him, and the summer

agreed with him even better. Thyrsis would smile now and then, thinking

of his ideas of martyrdom; it was made evident that one member of the

family was not minded for anything of the sort. The parents might

become so much absorbed in their soul-problems that they forgot the

dinner-hour; but one could have set his watch by the appetite of the

baby. Nature had provided him, among other protections, with a truly

phenomenal pair of lungs; and whenever life took a course that was not

satisfactory to him, he would roar his face to a terrifying purple.

He was one overwhelming and incessant outcry for adventure. He would

toddle all day about the place, getting his “mungies” into all sorts of

messes. He was hard to fit into so small a place, and there were times

when his parents were tempted to wish that some phenomenon a trifle less

portentous had fallen to their lot. But for the most part he was a great

hope--a sort of visible atonement for their sufferings. He at least

was an achievement; he was something they had done. And he could not be

undone, nor doubted--he put all skepticism to flight. In his vicinity

there was no room for pessimistic philosophies, for _Weltschmerz_ or

_Karma_.

Thyrsis would sit now and then and watch him at play, and think thoughts

that went deep into the meaning of things. Here was, in its very living

presence, that blind will-to-be which had seized them and flung them

together. And it seemed to Thyrsis that somehow Nature, with her strange

secret chemistry, had reproduced all the elements they had brought to

that union. This child was immense, volcanic, as their impulse had been;

he was intense, highly-strung, and exacting--and these qualities too

they had furnished. Curious also it was to observe how Nature, having

accomplished her purpose, now flung aside her concealments and devices.

From now on they existed to minister to this new life-phenomenon, to

keep it happy and prosperous and she cared not how plain this might

become to them--she feared not to taunt and humiliate them. And they

accepted her sentence meekly, they no longer tried to oppose her. Her

will was become an axiom which they never disputed, which they never

even discussed. No matter what might happen to them in future, the Child

must go on!

Section 9. Thyrsis utilized this summer of leisure to begin a course of

reading in Socialism--a subject which had been stretching out its arms

to him ever since he had made the acquaintance of Henry Darrell. He had

held away from it on purpose, not wishing to complicate his mind with

too many problems. But now he had finished with history, and was free to

come back to the world of the present.

There were the pamphlets that Darrell had given him, and there was

Paret’s magazine. Strange to say, the latter’s reckless jesting with the

philanthropists and reformers no longer offended Thyrsis--he had been

travelling fast along the road of disillusionment. Also, there was a

Socialist paper in New York--“The Worker”; and more important still,

there was the “Appeal to Reason”. Thyrsis came upon a chance reference

to this paper, which was published in a little town in Kansas, and he

was astonished to learn that it claimed a circulation of two hundred

thousand copies a week. He became a subscriber, and after that the

process of his “conversion” was rapid.

The Appeal was an “agitation-paper”. Its business was to show that side

of the capitalist process which other publications tried to conceal, or

at any rate to gild and dress up and make presentable. Each week came

four closely-printed newspaper-pages, picturing horrors in mills and

mines, telling of oppression and injustice, of unemployment and misery,

accident, disease and death. There would be accounts of political

corruption--of the buying of legislatures and courts, of the rule of

“machines” of graft in city and state and nation. There would be tales

of the manners and morals of the idle rich, set against others of the

sufferings of the poor. And week by week, as he read and pondered,

Thyrsis began to realize the absurd inadequacy of the placid statement

which he had made to his first Socialist acquaintance--that the solution

of such problems was to be left to “evolution”. It became only too clear

to him that here was another war--the class-war; and that it was being

fought by the masters with every weapon that cunning and greed could lay

hands upon or contrive. In that struggle Thyrsis saw clearly that his

place was in the ranks of the disinherited and dispossessed.

This was not a difficult decision; for in the first place he was one of

the disinherited and dispossessed himself; and in the next place, even

before the “economic screw” had penetrated his consciousness, he had

been a rebel in his sympathies and tastes. Jesus, Isaiah, Milton,

Shelley--such men as these had been the friends of his soul; and he had

sought in vain for their spirit in modern society--he had thought that

it was dead, and that he, and a few other lonely dreamers in garrets,

were the only ones who knew or cared about it. But now he came upon the

amazing discovery that this spirit, driven from legislative-halls and

courts of justice, from churches and schools and editorial sanctums, had

flamed into life in the hearts of the working class, and was represented

in a political party which numbered some thirty millions of adherents

and cast some seven million votes!

Beginning nearly a century ago, these workmgmen had taken the spirit of

Jesus and Isaiah and Milton and Shelley, and had worked out a scientific

basis for it, and a method whereby it could be made to count in

the world of affairs. They had analyzed all the evils of modern

society--poverty and luxury, social and political corruption,

prostitution, crime and war; they had not only discovered the causes of

them, but had laid down with mathematical precision the remedies, and

had gone on to carry the remedies into effect. In every civilized land

upon the globe they were at work as a political party of protest; they

were holding conventions and adopting programs; they had an enormous

literature, they were publishing newspapers and magazines, many of them

having circulations of hundreds of thousands of copies.

The strangest thing of all was this. Thyrsis was an educated man--or was

supposed to be. He had spent five years in schools, and nine years in

colleges and universities; he had given the scholars of the world full

opportunity to guide him to whatever was of importance. Also, he had

been an omnivorous reader upon his own impulse; and here he was, at the

end of it all--practically ignorant that this enormous movement existed!

In economic classes in college there had, of course, been some mention

of Socialism; but this had been of the utopian variety, the dreams of

Plato and St. Simon and Fourier. There had been some account of the

innumerable communities which had sprung up in America--with careful

explanation, however, that they had all proven failures. Also one heard

vaguely of Marx and Lassalle, two violent men, whose ideas were still

popular among the ignorant masses of Europe, but could be of no concern

to the fortunate inhabitants of a free Republic.

And then, after this, to come upon some piece of writing--such as, for

instance, the “Communist Manifesto”! To read this mile-stone in the

progress of civilization, this marvellous exposition of the development

of human societies, and of the forces which drive and control them; and

to realize that two lonely students, who had cast in their lot with

the exploited toilers, had been able to predict the whole course of

political and industrial evolution for sixty years, and to foresee

and expound with precision the ultimate outcome of the whole

process--matters of which the orthodox economists were still as ignorant

as babes unborn!

Or to discover the writings of such a man as Karl Kautsky, the

intellectual leader of the modern movement in Germany; such books as

“The Social Revolution”, and “The Road to Power”--in which one seemed to

see a giant of the mind, standing in a death-duel with those forces of

night and destruction that still made of the fair earth a hell! With

what accuracy he was able to measure the strength of these powers of

evil, to anticipate their every move, to plan the exact parry with which

to meet them! To Thyrsis he seemed like some general commanding an army

in battle, with the hopes of future ages hanging upon his skill. But

this was a general who fought, not with sword and fire, but with ideas;

a conqueror in the cause of “right reason and the will of God”. He wrote

simply, as a scientist; and yet one could feel the passion behind

the quiet words--the hourly shock of the incessant conflict, the grim

persistence which pressed on in the face of obloquy and persecution, the

courage which had been tested through generations of anguish and toil.

Thyrsis’ mind rushed through these things like prairie-fire; and all the

time that he read, his wonder grew upon him. How _could_ he have been

kept ignorant of them? He was quick to pounce upon the essential fact,

that this was no accident; it was something that must have been planned

and brought about deliberately. He had thought that he was being

educated, when in reality he was being held back and fenced off from

truth. It was a world-wide conspiracy--it was that very class-war which

the established order was waging upon these men and their ideas!

Section 10. It was not difficult for any one to understand the ideas,

if he really wished to. They began with the fact of “surplus value”. One

man employed another man for the sake of the wealth he could be made to

produce, over what he was paid as wages. That seemed obvious enough;

and yet, what consequences came from following it up! Throughout human

history men had been setting other men to work; whether they were called

slaves, or serfs, or laborers, or servants, the motive-power which had

set them to work had been the desire for “surplus value”. And as the

process went on, those who appropriated the profits combined for

mutual protection; and so out of the study of “surplus value” came the

discovery of the “class-struggle”. Human history was the tale of the

arising of some dominating class, and of the struggle of some subject

class for a larger share of what it produced. Human governments were

devices by which the master-class preserved its power; and whatever may

have been the original purposes of arts and religions, in the end they

had always been seized by the master-class, and used as aids in the same

struggle.

One came to the culmination of the process in modern capitalist society.

Here was a class entrenched in power, owning the sources of wealth, the

huge machines whereby it was produced, and the railroads whereby it was

distributed, and above all, the financial resources upon which the other

processes depended. One saw this class holding itself in power by means

of the policeman’s club and the militiaman’s rifle, by machine-gun and

battle-ship; one saw that, whether by bribery or by outright force, it

had seized all the powers of government, of legislatures and executives

and courts. One saw that in the same way it had seized upon the

sources of ideas; it controlled the newspapers and the churches and the

colleges, that it might shape the thoughts of men and keep them content.

It set up in places of authority men whose views were agreeable to

it--who believed in the beneficence of its rule and the permanence of

its system; who would pour out ridicule and contempt upon those who

suggested that any other system might be conceivable. And so the

class-war was waged, not merely in the world of industry and politics,

but also, in the intellectual world.

And step by step, as the processes of capitalism culminated, this war

increased in bitterness and intensity. For, of course, as capital

heaped up and its control became concentrated, the ratio of exploitation

increased. The great mass of labor was unorganized and helpless; whereas

the masters had combined and fixed their prices; and so day by day the

cost of living increased, and misery and discontent increased with it.

As capital expanded, and new machines of production were added, there

were more and more goods to sell, and more and more difficulty in

finding markets; and so came overproduction and unemployment, panics

and crises; so came wars for foreign markets--with new opportunities

of plunder for the exploiters and new hardships and new taxes for the

producers. And so was fulfilled the prophecy of Marx and Engels; under

the pressure of bitter necessity the proletariat was organizing and

disciplining itself, training its own leaders and thinkers forming

itself into a world-wide political party, whose destiny it was to

conquer the powers of government in every land, and use them to turn out

the exploiters, and to put an end to the rule of privilege.

This change was what the Socialists meant by the “revolution”--the

transfer of the ownership of the means of production; and it was about

that issue that the class-war was waged. Nothing else but that counted;

without that all reform was futility, and all benevolence was mockery,

and all knowledge was ignorance. So long as the means of producing

necessities were owned by a few, and used for the advantage of a few,

just so long must there be want in the midst of plenty, and darkness

over all the earth. Whatever evil one went out into the world to combat,

he came to realize that he could do nothing against it, because it was

bound up with the capitalist system, was in fact itself that system.

If little children were shut up in sweat-shops, if women were sold into

brothels, it was not for any fault of theirs, it was not the work of any

devil--it was simply because of the “surplus value”. they represented.

If weaker nations were conquered and “civilized”, that, too, was for

“surplus value”. And these epidemics of “graft” that broke out upon the

body politic--they were not accidental or sporadic things, and they were

not to be remedied by putting any number of men in jail; they were to

be understood as the system whereby an industrial oligarchy had rendered

impotent a political democracy, and had fenced it out from the fields of

privilege.

And so also was it with the dullness and sterility that prevailed in the

intellectual world. The master-class did not want ideas--it only wanted

to be let alone; and so it put in the seats of authority men who

were blind to the blazing beacon-fires of the future. It would be no

exaggeration to say that the intellectual and cultural system of the

civilized world was conducted, whether deliberately or instinctively,

for the purpose of keeping the truth about exploitation from becoming

clear to the people.

The master-class owned the newspapers and ran them. It had built and

endowed the churches, and taught the clergy to feed out of its hand. In

the same way it had founded the colleges, and named the trustees, who

in turn named the presidents and professors. The ordinary mortal took

it for granted that because venerable bishops and dignified editors and

learned college-professors were all in agreement as to a certain truth,

there must be some inherent probability in that truth; and never once

perceived how the cards were stacked and the dice loaded--how those

clergymen and editors and professors had all been selected because they

believed that truth to be true, and believed the contrary falsehood to

be false!

And how smoothly and automatically the system worked! How these

dignitaries stood together, and held up each other’s hands, maintaining

the august tradition, the atmosphere of authority and power! The bishops

praising the editors, and the editors praising the professors, and the

professors praising the bishops! And when the circle was completed,

what _lése_ _majesté_ it seemed for an ordinary mortal to oppose their

conclusions!

The bishops, one perceived, were “orthodox”--that is to say they were

concerned with barren formulas; and they were “spiritual”--they were

concerned with imaginary future states of bliss. The editors were “safe”

and “conservative”--that is to say, their souls were dead and their

eyes were sealed and their god was property. And when it came to the

selecting of the college professors, of the men who were to guide and

instruct the forthcoming generations--what precautions would be taken

then! What consultations and investigations, what testimonials and

interviews and examinations! For after all, in these new days, it could

be no easy matter to find men whose minds were sterilized, who could

face without blenching all the horrors of the capitalist regime! Who

could see courts and congresses bought and sold; who could see children

ground up in mills and factories, and women driven by the lash of want

to sell their bodies; who could see the surplus of the world’s wealth

squandered in riot and debauchery, and the nations armed and drilled and

sent out to slaughter each other in the quest for more. Who could know

that all these things existed, and yet remain in their cloistered halls

and pursue the placid ways of scholarship; who could teach history which

regarded them as inevitable; who could care for literature that had been

made for the amusement of slave-drivers, and art which existed for the

sake of art, and not for the sake of humanity; who could know everything

that was useless, and teach everything that was uninteresting, and could

be dead at once to the warnings of the past, and to all that was vital

and important in the present.

Section 11. Not since he had discovered the master-key of Evolution had

Thyrsis come upon any set of ideas that meant so much to him. It was not

that these were new to him--they were the stuff out of which his whole

life had been made; but here they were ordered and systematized--he had

a handle by which to take hold of them. The name of this handle was “the

economic interpretation of history”. And its import was that ideas

did not come by hazard, or out of the air, but were products of social

conditions; and that when one knew by what method the wealth of any

community was produced, and by what class its “surplus value” was

appropriated--then and then only could one understand the arts and

customs, the sciences and religions, which that community would evolve.

In the light of this great principle Thyrsis had to revise all his

previous knowledge; he had to cast out tons of rubbish from the chambers

of his mind, and start his thinking life all over again. Just as,

in early days, he had exchanged miracles and folk-tales for facts of

natural science; so now he saw political institutions and social codes,

literary and artistic canons, and ethical and philosophical systems, no

longer as things valid and excellent, having relationship to truth--but

simply as intrenchments and fortifications in the class-war, as devices

which some men had used to deceive and plunder some other men. What a

light it threw upon philosophy, for instance, to perceive it, not as

a search for truth, but as a search for justification upon the part

of ruling classes, and for a basis of attack upon the part of

subject-classes!

So, for instance, on the one side one found Rousseau, and on the other

Herbert Spencer. Thyrsis had read Spencer, and had cordially disliked

him for his dogmatism and his callousness; but now he read Kropotkin’s

“Mutual Aid as a Factor in Evolution”, and came to a realization of how

the whole science of biology had been distorted to suit the convenience

of the British ruling-classes. _Laissez-faire_ and the Manchester school

had taught him that “each for himself and the devil take the hindmost”

was the universal law of life; and he had accepted it, because there

seemed nothing else that he could do. But now, in a sudden flash, he

came to see that the law of life was exactly the opposite; everywhere

throughout nature that which survived was not ruthless egotism, but

co-operative intelligence. The solitary and predatory animals were now

almost entirely extinct; and even before the advent of man with his

social brain, it had been the herbivorous and gregarious animals which

had become most numerous. When it came to man, was it not perfectly

obvious that the races which had made civilization were those which had

developed the nobler virtues, such as honor and loyalty and patriotism?

And now it was proposed to trample them into the mire of “business”; to

abandon the race to a glorified debauch of greed! And this travesty

of science was taught in ten thousand schools and colleges throughout

America--and all because certain British gentlemen had wished to work

their cotton-operatives fourteen hours a day, and certain others had

wished to keep land which their ancestors had seized in the days of

William the Conqueror! Shortly after this Thyrsis came upon Edmond

Kelly’s great work, “Government, or Human Evolution”; and so he realized

that Herbert Spencer’s social philosophy had at last been cleared out of

the pathway of humanity. And this was a great relief to him--it was one

more back-breaking task that he did not have to contemplate!

Section 12. Then one of his Socialist friends sent him Thorstein

Veblen’s “Theory of the Leisure Class”; a book which he read in a

continuous ebullition of glee. Truly it was a delicious thing to find a

man who could employ the lingo of the ultra-sophisticated sociologist,

and use it in a demonstration of the most revolutionary propositions.

The drollery of this was all the more enjoyable because Thyrsis

could never be sure that the author himself intended it--whether his

sesquipedalian irony might not be a pure product of nature, untouched by

any human art.

Veblen’s book might have been called a study of the ultimate destiny

of “surplus value”; an economic interpretation of the social arts and

graces, of “fashions” and “fads”. Where men competed for the fruit of

each other’s labor, the possession of wealth was the sign of excellence.

This excellence men wished to demonstrate to others; and step by step,

as the methods of production and exploitation changed, one might trace

the change in the methods of this demonstration. The savage chief began

with nose-rings and anklets, and the trophies of his fights; then, as

he grew richer, he would employ courtiers and concubines, and shine by

vicarious splendor. He would give banquets and build palaces--the end

being always “the conspicuous consumption of goods”.

Later on came those stages when he no longer had to gain his wealth by

physical prowess; when cunning took the place of force, and he ruled by

laws and religions and moral codes, and handed down his power through

long lines of descendants. Then ostentation became a highly specialized

and conventionalized thing--its criterion changing gradually to

“conspicuous waste of time”. Those characteristics were cultivated which

served to advertise to the world that their possessor had never had to

earn wealth, nor to do anything for himself; the aristocrat became a

special type of being, with small feet and hands and a feeble body, with

special ways of walking and talking, of dressing and eating and

playing. He developed a separate religion, a separate language, separate

literatures and arts, separate vices and virtues. And fantastic and

preposterous as some of these might seem, they were real things, they

were the means whereby the leisure-class individual took part in the

competition of his own world, and secured his own prestige and the

survival of his line. Some philosopher had said that virtue is a product

like vinegar; and it was a pleasant thing to discover that French heels

and “picture-hats” and course-dinners were products also.

Thyrsis would read passages of this book aloud to Corydon, and they

would chuckle over it together; but the reading of it did not bring

Corydon the same unalloyed delight. In the leisure-class _régime_, the

woman is a cherished possession--for it is through her that the ability

to waste both time and goods can best be shown. So came Veblen’s grim

and ironic exposition of the leisure-class woman, an exposition which

Corydon found almost too painful to be read. For Corydon’s ancestors, as

far back as documents could trace, had been members of that class. They

had left her the frail and beautiful body, conspicuously useless

and dependent; they had left her all the leisure-class impulses and

cravings, all the leisure-class impotences and futilities to contend

with. They had taught her nothing about cooking, nothing about sewing,

nothing about babies, nothing about money; they had taught her only the

leisure-class dream of “love in a cottage”--and she had run away with a

poor poet to try it out!

The depth of these instincts in Corydon was amusingly illustrated by the

fact that she always woke up dull and discouraged, and was seldom really

herself until afternoon; and that along about ten o’clock at night, when

for the sake of her health she should have been going to bed, she would

be laughing, talking, singing, ablaze with interest and excitement.

Thyrsis would point this out to her, and please himself by picturing the

role which she should have been filling--wearing an empire gown and

a rope or two of rubies, and presiding in an opera-box or a _salon_.

Corydon would repudiate all this with indignation; but all the same

she never escaped from the phrases of Veblen--she remained his

“leisure-class wife” from that day forth. Not so very long afterwards

they came upon Ibsen’s “Hedda Gabler”; and Thyrsis shuddered to observe

that of all the heroines in the world’s literature, that was the one

which most appealed to her. Nor did he fail to observe the working of

the thing in himself; the subtle and deeply-buried instinct which made

him prefer to be wretched with a “leisure-class wife” rather than to be

contented with a plebeian one!

BOOK XIV

THE PRICE OF RANSOM

_The faint grey of dawn was stealing across the lake; and still the

spell was upon them.

“There thou art gone, and me thou leavest here

Sole in these fields! yet will I not despair.”

So she whispered; and he answered her--

“He loved his mates; but yet he could not keep,

Here with the shepherds and the silly sheep.

Some life of men unblest

He knew, which made him droop, and filled his head.

He went; his piping took a troubled sound

Of storms that rage outside our happy ground._”

Section 1. In the course of that summer there befell Corydon an

adventure; Thyrsis had gone off one day for a walk, and when he came

back she told him about it--how a young lady had stopped at the house to

ask for a drink of water, and had sat upon the piazza to rest, and

had talked with her. Now Corydon was in a state of excitement over a

discovery.

Whenever Thyrsis met a stranger, it was necessary for him to go through

elaborate intellectual processes, to find the person out by an exchange

of ideas. And if by any chance the person was insincere, and used ideas

as a blind and a cover, then Thyrsis might never find him out at all.

In other words, he took people at the face-value of their cultural

equipment; and only after long and tragic blunderings could he by any

chance get deeper. But with his wife it happened quite otherwise; this

case was the first which he witnessed, but the same thing happened

many times afterwards. With her there would be a strange flash of

recognition; it was a sort of intuition, perhaps a psychic thing--who

could tell? By some unknown process in soul-chemistry, she would divine

things about a person that he might have been a life-time in finding

out.

It might be a burst of passionate interest, or on the other hand, of

repugnance and fear. And long years of practice taught Thyrsis that this

instinct of hers was never to be disregarded. Not once in all her life

did he know her to give her affection to a base person; and if ever

he disregarded her antipathies, he did it to his cost. Once they were

sitting in a restaurant, and a man was brought up to be introduced by

a friend; he was a person of not unpleasant aspect, courteous and

apparently a gentleman, and yet Corydon flushed, and could scarcely keep

her seat at the table, and would not give the man her hand. Years after

Thyrsis came upon the discovery about this man, that he made a practice

of unnatural vices.

He came home now to find Corydon flushed with excitement. “She has such

a beautiful soul!” she exclaimed. “I never met anyone like her. And we

just took to each other; she told me all about herself, and we are going

to be friends.”

“Who is she?” asked Thyrsis.

“She’s visiting Mr. Harding, the clergyman at Bellevue,” was the answer.

Bellevue was a town in the valley, on the other side from the

university; it had a Presbyterian church, whose young pastor Thyrsis had

met once or twice in his tramps about the country. This Miss Gordon, it

seemed, was the niece of an elderly relative, his housekeeper; she

was studying trained nursing, and afterwards intended to go out as a

missionary to Africa.

“She’s so anxious to meet you,” Corydon went on. “She’s coming up to see

me to-morrow, and she’s going to bring Mr. Harding. You won’t mind, will

you, Thyrsis?”

“I guess I can stand it if he can,” said Thyrsis, grimly.

“You mustn’t say anything to hurt their feelings,” said Corydon,

quickly. “She’s terribly orthodox, you know; and she takes it so

seriously. I was surprised--I had never thought that I could stand

anybody like that.”

Thyrsis merely grunted.

“I guess ideas don’t matter so much after all,” said Corydon. “It’s a

deep nature that I care about. But just fancy--she was pained because

the baby hadn’t been baptized!”

“You ought to have hid the dreadful truth,” said he.

“I couldn’t hide things from her,” laughed Corydon, “But she says I can

make a Socialist out of her, and she’ll make a Christian out of me!”

His reply was, “Wait until she discovers the sensuous temperament!”

But Corydon answered that Delia Gordon had a sensuous temperament also.

“She seemed to me like a Joan of Arc. Just think of her going away from

all her family, to a station on the Congo River! She told me all about

it--how wretched the people are, and what the women suffer. She woke

up in the middle of the night, and a voice told her to go--told her the

name of the place. And she’d never heard it before, and hadn’t had the

least idea of going away!”

Thyrsis was unmoved by this miracle. “I suppose,” he said, “you’ll be

hearing voices yourself, and going with her. Tell me, is she pretty?”

“You wouldn’t call her pretty,” said Corydon, after a little thought.

“She’s just--just dear. Oh, Thyrsis, I simply fell in love with her!”

“You certainly chose an odd kind of an affinity,” he said. “A

Presbyterian missionary!”

“It’s worse than that,” confessed Corydon. “She’s a Seventh-day

Adventist.”

“Good God! And what may that be?”

“Why, she keeps Saturday instead of Sunday. She calls it the Sabbath.

And she thinks that ‘evolution’ is wicked, and she believes in some kind

of a hell! She’s not just sure what kind, apparently.”

“You watch out,” said he, “or the first thing you know she’ll be

baptizing the baby behind your back.”

“Would that do any good?” asked Corydon, guilelessly.

He laughed as he answered, “It would, from her point of view.”

To which she replied, “Well, if we didn’t know it and the baby didn’t, I

guess it wouldn’t do any harm.”

“And it might save him from some kind of a hell!” added Thyrsis.

Section 2. Miss Gordon came the next morning, Mr. Harding with her; and

the four sat out under the trees and talked. She was a girl some three

years older than Corydon, but much more mature; she was short, but

athletic in build, and with a bright personality. Thyrsis could see at

once those fine qualities of idealism and fervor which had attracted

Corydon; and to his surprise he found that, in addition to her religious

virtues, the Lord had generously added a sense of humor. So Delia Gordon

was really a person with whom one could have a good time.

The Lord had not been quite so generous with the Rev. Mr. Harding,

apparently. Mr. Harding was about thirty years of age, tall and

finely-built, with a slight, fair moustache, and a rather girlish

complexion. He was evidently of a sentimental inclination, very

sensitive, and a lovable person; but the sense of humor Thyrsis judged

was underdeveloped. He was inclined towards social-reform, and had a

club for working-boys in his town, of which he was very proud; he asked

Thyrsis to come and give a literary talk to these boys, and Thyrsis

replied that his views of things were hardly orthodox. When the

clergyman asked for elucidation, Thyrsis added, with a smile, “I don’t

believe that Jonah ever swallowed the whale”. Whereupon Mr. Harding

proceeded with all gravity to correct his misapprehension of this

legend.

The fires of friendship, thus suddenly lighted between the two girls,

continued to burn. Delia Gordon came nearly every day to see Corydon,

and once or twice Corydon went down to the town and had lunch with her.

They told each other all the innermost secrets of their hearts, and in

the evening Corydon would retail these to Thyrsis, who was thus put

in the way to acquire that knowledge of human nature so essential to a

novelist. Delia had never been in love, it seemed--her only passion was

for savage tribes along the Congo; but Mr. Harding had been involved

in a heart-tragedy some time ago, and was supposed to be still

inconsolable. Incredible as it might seem, he was apparently not in love

with Delia.

Also, needless to say, the pair did not fail to thresh out problems

of theology. Delia made in due course the dreadful discovery of the

sensuous temperament; and also she probed to the depths the frightful

ocean of unorthodoxy that was hid beneath the placid surface of Corydon.

But strange to say, this did not repel her, nor make any difference in

their friendship. Thyrsis took that for the sign of a liberal attitude,

but Corydon corrected him with a shrewd observation--“She’s so sure of

her own truth she can’t believe in the reality of any other. She _knows_

I’ll come to Jesus with her some day!”

It was a wonderful thing to Thyrsis to see his wife’s happiness just

then; she was like a flower which has been wilting, and suddenly

receives a generous shower of rain. It was just what he had prayed for;

having seen all along that her wretchedness was owing to her being shut

up alone with him. So now he did his best to repress his own opinions,

and to let the two friends work out their problem undisturbed.

“Oh, Thyrsis,” Corydon exclaimed to him, one night, “if I could only

have her with me, I’d be happy always!”

“Then why don’t you get her to stay with you?” asked Thyrsis, quickly.

“Ah, but she wouldn’t think of it,” said Corydon. “She doesn’t really

care about anything in the world but her Congo savages!”

“We might try,” said he. “When does she complete her course?”

“Not until the end of the year.”

“Well, we can do a lot of arguing in that time. And when the book is

out, we’ll have money enough, so that we can offer to pay her. She might

become a sort of ‘mother’s helper.’”

Section 3. So Thyrsis began a struggle with Jesus and the Congo savages,

for the possession of Delia’s soul. He set to work to interest her in

his work; he gave her his first novel, which contained no theology at

all; and also “The Hearer of Truth”--the social radicalism of which

he was pleased to see did not alarm her. And then he gave her the

war-novel, and saw with joy how she was thrilled over that. He laid

himself out to make his purpose and his vision clear to her; and then,

one afternoon, when Corydon had a headache and was taking a nap, he led

her off to a quiet place in the woods, and set before her all the bitter

tragedy of their lives.

He pictured the work he had to do, and the loneliness to which this

consigned Corydon; he told her of the horrors they had so far endured,

and what effect these had had upon his wife. He showed her what her

power was--how she could make life possible for both of them. For she

had that magic key which Thyrsis himself did not possess, she could

unlock the treasure-chambers of Corydon’s soul.

But alas, Thyrsis soon perceived that his efforts had been in vain.

Delia was stirred by his eloquence, but the only effect was to move her

to an equally eloquent account of the sufferings of the natives of the

Congo basin. It was important that he should get his books written; but

how much more important it was that some help should be carried to these

unhappy wretches! They never saw any books, they were altogether beyond

his reach; and who was to take the light to them? She told him harrowing

tales of sick women, beaten and tortured and burned with fire to drive

the devils out of them.

Thyrsis met this by attempting to broaden the girl’s social

consciousness. He showed her how the waves of intelligence, beginning at

the top, spread to the lowest strata of society--changing the character

of all human activities, and affecting the humblest life. He showed her

the capitalist system, and explained how it worked; how it reached to

the savage in the remotest corner of the earth, and seized him and made

him over according to its will. It was true, for instance--and not in

any poetic sense, but literally and demonstrably true--that the fate

of the Congo native was determined in Wall Street, and in the financial

centres of London and Paris and Brussels and Berlin. The essential thing

about the natives was that they represented rubber and ivory. And Delia

might go there, and try to teach them and help them, but she would

find that there were forces engaged in beating them down and destroying

them--forces in comparison with which she was as helpless as a child. It

was true of the Congo blacks, as it was true of the people of the slums,

of the proletariat of the whole earth, that there was no way to help

them save to overthrow the system which made of them, not human beings,

but commodities, to be purchased and passed through the profit-mill, and

then flung into the scrap-heap.

But Thyrsis found to his pain that it was impossible to make these

considerations of any real import to Delia. She understood them, she

assented to them; but that did not make them count. Her impulses came

from another part of her being. Her savages were naked and hungry and

ignorant and miserable; and they needed to be fed and clothed, and more

important yet, to be baptized and saved. She was all the more impelled

to her task by the fact that all the forces of civilization were arrayed

against her. The fires of martyrdom were blazing in her soul. She meant

to throw herself over a precipice--and the higher the precipice, and

the more jagged the rocks beneath, the greater was the thrill which the

prospect brought her.

Section 4. They went back to the house; as Delia had arranged to

spend the night with them, and as Corydon’s headache was better, the

controversy was continued far into the evening. Thyrsis took no part

in it, he listened while Corydon pleaded for herself, and pictured her

loneliness and despair.

Delia put her arms about her. “Don’t you see, dear,” she argued--“all

that is because you are without a faith! You cast out Jesus, and deny

him; and so how can _I_ help you? If you believed what I do, you would

not be lonely, even if you were in the heart of Africa.”

“But how can I believe what isn’t _true?_” cried Corydon; and so the

skeletons of theology came forth and rattled their bones once more.

A couple of hours must have passed, while Thyrsis said nothing, but

listened to Delia and watched her, probing deeply into the agonies and

futilities of life. He had given up all hope of persuading her to stay

with them; he thought only of the tragedy, that this noble spirit should

be tangled up and blundering about in the mazes of a grotesque dogma.

And the time came when he could endure it no more; something rose up

within him, something tremendous and terrible, and he laid hold of Delia

Gordon’s soul to wrestle with it, as never before had he wrestled with

any human soul except Corydon’s.

The truth of the matter was that Thyrsis loved the religious people;

it was among them that he had been brought up, and their ways were

his ways. This was a fact that came to him rarely now, for he was

hard-driven and bitter; but it was true that when he sneered at the

church and taunted it, he was like a parent who whips a child he loves.

Perhaps Paret had spoken truly in one of his cruel jests--that when a

man has been brought up religious, he can never really get over it, he

can never really be free.

So now Thyrsis spoke to Delia as one who was himself of the faith of

Jesus; he cried out to her that what she wanted was what he wanted, that

all her attitudes and ways of working were his. And here were monstrous

evils alive upon the earth--here were all the forces of hell unleashed,

and ranging like savage beasts destroying the lives of men and women!

And those who truly cared, those who had the conscience and the faith of

the world in their keeping--they were wasting their time in disputations

about barren formulas, questions which had no relationship to human

life! Questions of the meaning of old Hebrew texts that had often no

meaning at all, and of folk-tales and fairy-stories out of the nursery

of the race--the problem of whether Jonah had swallowed the whale, or

the whale had swallowed Jonah--the problem of whether it was on Friday

or Saturday that the Lord had finished the earth. Because of such things

as this, they drove all thinking men from their ranks, they degraded and

made ridiculous the very name of faith! As he went on, the agony of

this swept over Thyrsis--until it seemed to him as if he had the whole

Christian Church before him, and was pleading with it in the voice

of Jesus. Here was a new crucifixion--a crucifixion of civilization!

Thyrsis cried out in the words, “Oh ye of little faith!” Truly, was it

not the supreme act of infidelity, to make the spirit of religion, which

was one with the impulse of all life--the force that made the flower

bloom and oak-tree tower and the infant cry for its food--to make it

dependent upon Hebrew texts and Assyrian folk-tales! Delia preached to

him about “faith”; but what was her faith in comparison with his, which

was a faith in all life--which trusted the soul of man, and reason as

part of the soul of man, a thing which God had put in man to be used,

and not to be feared and outraged.

Then came Delia. She would not admit that her faith depended upon texts

and legends; it was a faith in the living God. She was not afraid of

reason--she did not outrage it--

“But you do, you do!” cried Thyrsis. “Your whole attitude is an outrage

to it! You never speak of ‘science’ except as an evil thing. You told

Corydon that ‘evolution’ was wicked!”

“I don’t see how evolution can help my faith”--began the other.

“That’s just it!” cried Thyrsis again. “That is exactly what I mean!

You do not pay homage to truth, you do not seek it for its own sake!

You require that it should fit into certain formulas that you have set

up--in other words that it should not interfere with your texts and your

legends! And what is the result of that--you have paralyzed all your

activities, you have condemned your intellectual life to sterility! For

we live in an age of science, we cannot solve our problems except by

means of it; the forces of evil are using it, and you are not using it,

and so you are like a child in their hands! Not one of the social

wrongs but could be put an end to--child-labor, poverty and disease,

prostitution and drunkenness, crime and war! But you don’t know how, and

you can’t find out how--simply because you have thrown away the sharp

tools of the intellect, and filled your mind with formulas that mean

nothing! How can you understand modern problems, when you know

nothing about economics? You have rejected ‘evolution’--so how can you

comprehend the evolution of society? How can you know that civilization

at this hour is going down into the abyss--dragging you and your

churches and your Congo savages with it? I who do understand these

things--I have to go out and fight alone, while you are shut up in your

churches, mumbling your spells and incantations, and poring over your

Hebrew texts! And think of what I must suffer, knowing as I do that

the spirit that animates you--the fervor and devotion, the ‘hunger and

thirst after righteousness’--would banish horror from the earth forever,

if only it could be guided by intelligence!”

Section 5. All this, of course, was effort utterly wasted. Thyrsis

poured out his pleadings and exhortations, his longing and his pain;

and when he had finished, the girl was exactly where she had been

before--just as distrustful of “science”, and just as blindly bent upon

getting away to her savages and binding up their wounds and baptizing

them. And so at last he gave up in despair, and left Delia to go to bed,

and went out and sat alone in the moonlight.

Afterwards, though it was long after midnight, Corydon came out and

joined him. He saw that she was flushed and trembling with excitement.

“Thyrsis!” she whispered. “That was a marvellous thing!”

He pressed her hand.

“And all thrown away!” she cried.

“You realized that, did you?” he asked.

“I realized many things. Why you set so much store by ideas, for

instance! I see that you are right--one has to think straight!”

“It’s like a steam-engine,” said Thyrsis. “It doesn’t matter how

much power you get up, or how fast you make the wheels go--unless the

switches are set right, you don’t reach your destination.”

“You only land in the ditch!” added Corydon. “And that’s just the way I

felt to-night--she’d take your argument every time, and dump it into a

ditch. And she’d see it there, and not care.”

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