CHAPTER XVI.

NEW AND OLD COMPANIONS.

The Sabbath came, God’s holy day, and the family attended a church which

was at some little distance. Mr. and Mrs. Hope and their daughter, the

ladies arrayed in all the splendour of fashion, went in state in the

carriage, with two footmen in attendance, while the boys preferred

walking over the fields with their tutor.

Ernest, as he entered the church, drew the eyes of the whole congregation

upon himself, which made him more uncomfortable than ever. “Am I not to

escape even here from Vanity Fair?” thought he; “cannot even these walls

shut out the world!”

Straight in front of the seat which he occupied was a marble monument of

singular beauty, which naturally attracted his attention. It represented

the figure of a very lovely babe, sleeping amongst water-lilies, the

attitude and countenance depicting the peaceful slumber of innocence.

Below was an inscription, which the boy read with strange emotion:—

IN MEMORY OF ERNEST, ELDEST SON OF THE FIRST LORD FONTONORE,

WHO WAS ACCIDENTALLY DROWNED BEFORE HE HAD COMPLETED THE FIRST

YEAR OF HIS AGE.

“’Tis thus the snow-flake from the skies,

Touching the sod, dissolves and dies;

Ere mists of earth can its whiteness stain,

Raised by the sunbeams to heaven again.

“Though parted now on life’s thorny way,

’Twere weak, ’twere cruel, to wish his stay;

We must toil on through trials, griefs, alarms—

He was borne to the goal in his Saviour’s arms.”

After service was over, Clementina took a fancy—for she was always

governed by fancies—to walk home with her cousins instead of driving

with her parents. She therefore pursued the path across the fields with

Ernest, whilst Charles and his tutor walked a little way behind.

“I was so much diverted at church,” said the young lady, in the flippant

manner which she mistook for wit, “I was so much diverted to see you

looking so seriously at the inscription upon your own monument. It was so

funny, I could hardly help bursting out laughing, only that would have

been very improper, you know.”

“The inscription made me feel anything but inclined to laugh,” observed

Ernest.

“Well, I would give the world,”—had the world belonged to Clementina, she

would have given it away ten times a-day,—“I would give the world to know

what you were thinking when you read those fine verses upon yourself.”

“I was thinking whether it would indeed have been happier for me to have

died when I was a little one, before I had known anything of the world

and sin.”

“Oh, dear me! those are the dreadful, gloomy notions which you get from

your horrid, methodistical tutor.”

“Clementina, I will not hear him spoken of in that manner,” said Ernest,

with a decision of tone which the young lady had never heard him make use

of before. She was either offended, or thought it pretty to look so, for

stopping as they reached a very low stile, she called to Charles to help

her over it. She wished to vex Ernest, and raise a feeling of jealousy

toward his brother; but she was successful in neither of her designs, as

Ernest very contentedly turned back to Mr. Ewart, and left the fair lady

to pursue her walk with the companion whom she had chosen.

“I am so sorry for you, dear Charles!” said Clementina, in a voice rather

more affected than usual; “it is so dreadful to be turned out of your

right by a low, vulgar creature like that.”

“But you see I don’t think him either low or vulgar,” replied Charles,

good humouredly. “He has high feelings, and high principles; and as for

being vulgar, a boy who thinks so much, and upon such subjects as he

does, can never, as Mr. Ewart said to me once, have a vulgar mind.”

[Illustration: RETURNING FROM CHURCH.]

“I find him intolerably dull,” said Clementina.

“I am sorry for it,” was her cousin’s dry reply.

Clementina was now offended with Charles in his turn, and had there been

a third party less unmanageable than Mr. Ewart, she would doubtless have

chosen him to accompany her, in the delightful hope of annoying both

her cousins. The silly girl was almost unconsciously forming a plan to

separate the brothers, and make them jealous of each other, by sometimes

favouring the elder, sometimes the younger, so as to draw their whole

attention towards herself. You may think that it was some unkind and

bitter feeling that made her wish thus to destroy their happiness and

union, and act the part of a tempter towards her companions; but it was

nothing but selfish vanity and folly—so that she was amused, she cared

not who suffered; the power to give pain she considered as a triumph—it

is reckoned so in Vanity Fair.

She turned round to see if Ernest were watching her movements, but was

extremely provoked to find him so deeply engaged in serious conversation

with the clergyman, that her presence seemed altogether forgotten.

Clementina had therefore no resource but to walk on with Charles, doing

her best to put all the sermon out of his head, by rattling on about her

delight at the prospect of soon going to London, her distress at its not

being the gay season, her conviction that young ladies ought to come out

at fourteen, how she was charmed at the prospect held out of a child’s

ball in Grosvenor Square, but in despair at the dear countess not being

in town! Such is the conversation of Vanity Fair.

In the afternoon Mrs. Hope informed Ernest of the intended move, which

circumstances had led her to make earlier than she had intended. “I

propose remaining in London till after Christmas,” she said; “of course

you and your brother will accompany us.”

“And Mr. Ewart?”

“There is no room in our town house for him,” replied the lady, who,

like her husband, had little love for one, the unworldliness of whose

character seemed a silent reproach upon her own.

“It would surely be a great pity that I should leave my studies,” said

Ernest; “pray remember how much time I have lost already.”

“Oh, I’ve quite decided on your coming. To acquire a fashionable air, and

the good breeding of the _haut-ton_, is quite as indispensable as any

book-learning.”

The truth was that the lady had no idea of losing an opportunity of

displaying to her acquaintance her nephew, the young peer.

On the following evening Charles came to his brother, who was engaged in

the dry study of a Latin grammar, to announce to him the arrival of Jack

and Ben, who had just been landed at the gardener’s cottage.

“I must go and see them at once,” said Ernest, rising.

“’Tis late and cold; I think that you might wait till to-morrow.”

“Oh no; they are strangers here, poor boys, they have none but me to bid

them welcome.”

“Then I’ll go with you to see the meeting,” said Charles, taking down his

cap from its peg.

There was something of awkwardness, a little mixed with fear, in the

manner of Ben, as the young nobleman kindly held out his hand to him; but

Jack had lost none of his own reckless, impudent air, and strangely did

his voice remind Ernest of former days as he called out, as if still in

his cottage on the common, “I say, Mark, here’s a fine change for you!”

“I don’t believe that the boy knows how to blush,” whispered Charles.

“But I hope that you don’t mean to keep us long here,” continued Jack,

looking round rather contemptuously on the clean little dwelling.

“What do you mean?” replied Ernest; “surely you prefer it to the

poor-house!”

“Why, you don’t think that I’ll stand living in a cottage, while my

brother is in a castle! That would be rather a good joke I should say.”

“He’s no brother of yours,” cried Charles, angrily.

“I’m as good as he any day,” muttered the boy, glancing at Ernest with

mingled envy and dislike. The young peer mastered his temper, though it

cost him an effort. “I have placed you,” said he, “where one much wiser

than either of us thinks that you will be best; I hope that you will be

comfortable, and learn your work, and never have real cause to regret

coming here.” With these words Ernest and Charles quitted the cottage,

overhearing as they passed out Ben’s disappointed exclamation, “I thought

he’d have made us gentlefolk too!”

“How hard it is to do good!” said Ernest, with a sigh of mortification,

when they had walked a few steps from the place. “I see the wisdom of

Mr. Ewart’s doubts, when he said that he believed that there might be

objections to this plan.”

“Well, you’ve acted kindly, and you’ll have your reward,” observed

Charles.

“Not in the gratitude of these boys.”

“Did you do it to purchase their gratitude?” asked his brother. “Mr.

Ewart says that some do good actions to buy praise, and some to buy

gratitude, but both look for an earthly reward, and, therefore, for one

which can never be sure. It is the cup of cold water given for the Lord’s

sake which is remembered and rewarded above.”

“True,” replied Ernest, “and if we do good only in order to be loved,

the many, many disappointments which we meet with, will soon make us

weary in well-doing. That benevolence only will be steady and sure which

comes from a wish to please that Master in heaven who never can change or

forget.”

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