CHAPTER XI

It was the vigil of the Assumption, a hot, cloudy Wednesday. Aunt

Martina sat on the portico spinning, while Giovanna, who was pregnant,

sifted grain near by. Usually two women perform this task, but Giovanna

was doing it alone. First she stirred the grain around in the sieve and

extracted all bits of stone, then she sifted it carefully into a piece

of cloth placed in a large basket that stood before her. She was seated

on the ground, and beside her was another basket heaped with grain that

looked as though it were piled with gold dust.

Instead of growing fat the "wife with two husbands," as she was called

in the neighbourhood, had become much thinner; her nose was red and

somewhat puffed; there were dark circles around her eyes, and her lower

lip was drawn down with an expression of discontent.

Some dishevelled-looking roosters, which now and again fell to fighting

and strewed the floor with feathers, were laying siege to the basket;

from time to time one of them would succeed in thrusting his bill

inside; then Giovanna, with loud cries and threats, would drive him off,

but only to stand watchful and alert, ready to return to the charge the

moment her attention wandered.

Her attention wandered frequently. Her expression was sad, or rather,

indifferent--that of a self-centred person dwelling continually on her

individual woes. The skies might fall, but she would consider only how

the event might be expected to affect her personally. She was barefoot

and quite dirty, as Aunt Martina hated to have her soap used.

The two women worked on in silence, but the older one watched her

companion out of the corner of her eye, and whenever she was slack about

driving off the chickens, she screamed at them herself.

At length one, bolder than the rest, jumped on the edge of the basket

and began greedily pecking within.

"Ah--h--ah, a--a--ah!" shrieked Aunt Martina. Giovanna turned with a

sudden movement, and the rooster, spreading its wings, flew off,

leaving a trail of yellow grains behind it, which, in dread lest her

mother-in-law should scold her (she was always in dread of that), she

hastily began to gather up.

"What a nuisance they are!" she exclaimed peevishly.

"Ah, I should say they were, a downright nuisance," said the other

mildly. "No, don't lean over like that, my daughter, you'll hurt

yourself; let me do it," and leaving her spindle she stooped down and

began to pick up the grains one at a time, while a hen seized the

opportunity to pull at the bunch of flax on her distaff.

"Ah! ah, you! I'll wring your neck for you!" shrieked Aunt Martina,

suddenly turning and espying it, and as she drove it off, the others all

instantly fell to gobbling up the grain.

The younger woman went on with her task, bending over the sieve, silent

and abstracted.

From the portico could be seen the deserted common, Aunt Bachissia's

bare little cottage in the sultry noontide glare, a burning stretch of

road, yellow, deserted fields, and a horizon like metal.

The clouds, banked high one upon another, seemed to rain heat, and the

stillness was almost oppressive. A tall, barefooted boy passed by,

leading a couple of small black cows; then came a young woman, likewise

barefoot, who stared at Giovanna with two round eyes, then a fat white

dog with its nose to the ground; but that was all; no other incident

broke the monotony of the sultry noontide.

Giovanna sifted and stirred ever more and more languidly. She was weary;

she was hungry, but not for food; she was thirsty, but not for drink;

through her whole physical nature she was conscious of a need of

something hopelessly lost.

Her task finished, she leaned over and began pouring the grain back from

one basket to another.

"Let it be, let it be," said Aunt Martina solicitously. "You will do

yourself some harm."

Giovanna, starting presently to carry the grain to the "mill" (a

grind-stone turned by a small donkey, which grinds a hundred litres of

grain in four days), her mother-in-law prevented her and took it

herself. Left alone, Giovanna went into the kitchen, looked cautiously

around, and then began to search through the cupboards. Nothing

anywhere; not a piece of fruit, no wine, not so much as a drop of liquor

wherewith to quench the intolerable thirst that tormented her. She did,

at last, find a little coffee, which she heated, and sweetened with a

bit of sugar from her pocket, carefully re-covering the fire when she

had done.

The mouthful of warm liquid seemed, however, the rather to augment her

thirst. Giovanna felt that what she wanted was some soft, delicious

drink, something that she had never tasted in all her life and--never

would. A dull anger took possession of her, and her eyes grew bitter.

Walking over to the door of the storeroom, she shook it, although

knowing perfectly well that it was locked; her lips grew white, and she

murmured a curse below her breath. Then, barefoot as she was, she went

out, noiselessly crossed the common, and called her mother.

"Come in," answered the latter from the kitchen.

"I can't; there's no one in the house."

Aunt Bachissia came and stood in the doorway; glancing up at the sky,

she remarked that it looked threatening, and that there would probably

be a storm that night.

"Well, I don't care," said Giovanna sullenly. "It may rain every bolt

out of heaven!" Then she added more gently: "But may that which I bear

be saved from harm."

"Upon my soul, you are in a bad humour. What has become of the old

witch? I saw you sifting grain."

"She has taken it to the 'mill.' She was afraid to let me go for fear I

might steal some."

"Patience, my daughter; it will not always be like this."

"But it is like this, and like this, and I can't stand it any longer.

What sort of a life is it? She has honey on her lips and a goad in her

hand. 'Work, work, work.' She drives me like a beast of burden, and

gives me barley-bread, and water, and no light at night, and bare feet.

Oh, as much of all that as ever I want!"

Aunt Bachissia listened, unable to offer any consolation. She was,

indeed, accustomed to hear these plaints poured into her ears daily. Oh,

Aunt Bachissia had been fooled as well! and had to work harder than ever

before, though for that she cared little; it was Giovanna's really

wretched condition that gave her the most concern.

"Patience, patience; better times are coming; no one can rob you of the

future."

"Bah, what does that amount to? I shall be an old woman by that

time,--if I haven't died already of rage! What good will it do to be

well off when you're old? You can't enjoy anything then."

"Eh! yes, you can, upon my soul," said the other, her green eyes

gleaming like a couple of fireflies. "I could enjoy a great many things

well enough! Eh, eh! To have nothing to do all day long, and roast meat

to eat, and soft bread, and trout, and eels, and to drink white wine,

and rosolis, and chocolate----"

"Stop!" cried Giovanna, with a groan; and she told how she had been

unable to find anything wherewith to quench her burning thirst.

"You must have patience," repeated the mother. "That comes from your

condition. If you had the most delicious things in the world to choose

from--liquors from the King's own table--you would still be thirsty."

Giovanna kept gazing up at the house with the portico, her eyes weary

and hopeless, and her mouth drawn down sullenly.

"Yes, we will have rain to-night," said the other again.

"It can rain as much as it wants to."

"Is Brontu coming home?"

"Yes, he is, and I am going to tell him about everything to-night; yes,

I shall speak to him about it this very night."

"My soul, you are? And what is it that you are going to speak to him

about?"

"Why, I am going to tell him that I can't stand it any longer, and if he

only wanted me so as to have a servant and nothing else, he will find

that he has made a mistake, and--and----"

"You will tell him nothing of the sort!" said the old woman

energetically. "Let him alone; doesn't he have to work and live like a

servant himself? What is the use of bothering him? He might send you

packing, and marry some one else--in church."

Giovanna began to tremble violently, her expression softened, and her

eyes filled.

"He's not bad," she said. "But he gets tipsy all the time, and smells as

strong of brandy as a still; it makes me sick sometimes. Then he gets so

angry about nothing at all. Ugh, he's unbearable! It was better--it was

far, far better----"

"Well," demanded Aunt Bachissia coldly, "what was better?"

"Nothing."

This was the kind of thing that went on all the time. Giovanna did

nothing but brood over memories of Costantino; how good he had been, how

handsome, and clean, and gentle. A deep melancholy possessed her, far

more bitter than any sorrow one feels for the dead; while her

approaching maternity, instead of bringing consolation, the rather

increased her despair.

The afternoon wore on, grey and leaden; not a breath of air relieved the

suffocating stillness. Giovanna established herself on the tumble-down

wall, beneath the almond-tree, and her mother came and sat beside her.

For a while neither of them spoke; then Giovanna said, as though

continuing a conversation that had been interrupted:

"Yes, it is just the way it used to be at first, after the sentence; I

dream every night that he has come back, and it is curious, but do you

know, I am never frightened,--though Giacobbe Dejas declares that if

Costantino ever did come back he would kill me. I don't know, but I

somehow feel in my heart that he is coming back; I never used to think

so, but I do now. Oh! there is no use in looking at me like that. Am I

reproaching you for anything? I should say not. You would have a better

right to reproach me. What good has it all done you? None at all; you

can't even come to see me any more--up there----" She thrust out her lip

in the direction of the white house. "My mother-in-law is afraid you

might carry some dust off on your feet! And I can't give you anything,

not a thing; do you understand? Not even my work. Everything is kept

locked up, and I am treated exactly like a servant."

"But I don't want anything, my heart. Don't make yourself miserable over

such trifles. I am not in need of anything," said Aunt Bachissia very

gently. "You must not worry about me; all I care about is that money I

borrowed from Anna Dejas. I don't see how I am ever to pay her, but she

will wait."

Giovanna reddened angrily, and wrung her hands, exclaiming in a

high-pitched voice: "Well, anyhow, I shall certainly speak to him about

that to-night, the nasty beast; I am going to tell him that at least he

might pay for the rags I have on my back. Pay for them! Pay for them!

May you be shot!"

"Don't speak so loud; don't get so excited, my soul. There is no use, I

tell you, in losing your temper. What good will getting angry do you?

Suppose he were to turn you out."

"Well, he may if he wants to; it would be better if he did. At least, I

could work for myself then, instead of slaving for those accursed

people. Ah, there she is, coming back," she added in a lower tone as the

black-robed figure of Aunt Martina appeared in the open glare of the

common. "Now, I'll get a scolding for leaving the house empty; she's

afraid some one will steal her money. She has heaps of it, and she

doesn't even know about it; she can't tell one note from another, nor

the coins either. She has ten thousand lire,--yes, a thousand

scudi----"

"No, my soul, two thousand."

"Well, two thousand, hidden away. And I am not allowed a drop of

anything to refresh me, or to slake this burning thirst inside me!"

"It will all be yours," said Aunt Bachissia, "if you will only be

patient and bide your time. When the angels come some day and carry her

off to Paradise, it will all belong to you."

Giovanna cleared her throat, and rubbed it with one hand; then she

resumed hotly: "They may drive me out if they want to, it makes no

difference to me. Listen: the communal clerk says I am Brontu's wife,

but it seems to me as though I were just living with him in mortal sin.

Do you remember what sort of a marriage it was? Done secretly, in the

dark almost; without as much as a dog present; no confections--nothing.

And then Giacobbe Dejas--choke him!--laughing and yelling out: 'Here he

comes, the beauty!' and then the 'beauty' came."

"Now you listen to me," said Aunt Bachissia in a low penetrating voice.

"You are simply a fool. Upon my word, you always were, and you always

will be. Why do you give up so? and for such trifles too? I tell you

every poor daughter-in-law has got to live just as you are living. Your

harvest-time will come; only be patient and obedient, and you will see

it will all come out right. Moreover, just as soon as the baby is born I

believe you will find that things are very different."

"No, nothing will be different. And then--if there were no

children--they will only chain me faster to that stone that is dragging

me down and trampling on me. Would you like to know something? Well, my

real husband is Costantino Ledda, and----"

"And I'll stop your mouth! You are beside yourself, my soul; be quiet!"

"--and if he comes back," Giovanna went on, "I'll not be able to return

to him on account of having children."

"I will stop your mouth," repeated Aunt Bachissia, trembling and rising

to her feet with a movement as though she were about to put her threat

into execution. There was no need, however, for Giovanna saw her

mother-in-law coming across the common and broke off.

Aunt Martina, spinning as she walked, slowly approached the two women.

"Taking the air?" she enquired, without raising her eyes from the

whirling spindle.

"Fine air! The heat is suffocating. Ah, to-night we may get some rain,"

replied Aunt Bachissia.

"It undoubtedly is going to rain; let us hope there will be no thunder,

I am so afraid of thunder. The devil empties out his bag of nuts then. I

hope and trust Brontu will be in before evening. What shall we have for

supper, Giovanna?"

"Whatever you like."

"Are you going to stay out here? Don't run any risks; it might be bad

for you."

"What will be bad for me?"

"Why, the evening air; it is always a little damp. It is safer to stay

inside; and you might be getting supper ready. There are some eggs, my

daughter; eggs and tomatoes; prepare them for yourself and your husband;

I am not hungry. Really, do you know," she continued, turning to Aunt

Bachissia: "I have no appetite at all these days. Perhaps it is the

weather."

"Perhaps it is the devil perched on your croup, and your own

stinginess!" thought the other. Giovanna neither spoke nor moved; she

seemed completely immersed in her own dismal thoughts.

"The 'panegyric' is to be at eleven to-morrow, such an inconvenient

hour! Shall you go, Giovanna? It has always been at ten o'clock in other

years."

"No; I shall not go," replied Giovanna in a dull tone. She was ashamed

now to be seen in church.

"Yes, at that time it is apt to be warm; it is just as well that you

should not go. But it seems to be raining," she added, holding out her

hand. A big drop fell and spread among the hairs on its back. Tic, tic,

tic,--other great drops came splashing down, on the motionless

almond-tree, and on the ground, boring little holes in the sand of the

common. At the same time the sky appeared to be lightening; there was a

vivid gleam, and a great, yellow cloud, with markings of a darker shade,

sailed slowly across the bronze background of the sky.

The women took refuge in their houses, and immediately afterwards the

rain began to fall in earnest; a heavy, steady downpour, with neither

wind nor thunder, but almost frightening in its violence. In ten minutes

it was all over, but enough had fallen to soak the ground.

"God! Oh, God! Oh, San Costantino! Oh, Holy Assumption!" moaned Aunt

Martina. "If Brontu is out in this he'll be like a drowned chicken," and

she studied the heavens anxiously, though never for a moment ceasing to

spin, while Giovanna began to prepare the supper. Listening to the

clatter of the rain, she, too, felt a vague uneasiness; not, indeed, on

her husband's account, but in dread of some unknown, indefinable evil.

All at once the yellow light that had accompanied the downpour melted in

the west into a clear, pale blue sky; the rain stopped suddenly, the

clouds opened and parted, skurrying off,--under one another, on top of

one another--like a great crowd of people dispersing after a reunion.

The light was sea-green; the air was fresh and reviving, filled with the

odour of damp earth and of dried grass that has had a thorough soaking,

and with the sound of shrill, foolish crowings of roosters mistaking

this pale, clear twilight for the dawn. Then,--silence. Aunt Martina's

black figure, eternally spinning on the portico, made a dark splotch

against the green sky. Giovanna was lighting the fire, bending over the

hearth, when a long, tremulous neigh broke on her ears; the tremor in

the sound seemed to communicate itself to her, and she straightened

herself up, trembling as well, and looked out. Brontu was arriving, and

she was frightened--what about----? About everything and nothing at all.

A tiny gleam flashed out from Aunt Bachissia's cottage; by its light the

old woman was endeavouring, with the aid of a rough broom, to sweep out

the water that had poured over her threshold. The sky, beyond the yellow

fields, looked like a stretch of still, green water; and in the

foreground the almond-tree, glossy and dripping, dominated everything

around it. Beneath the almond-tree, in the last gleam of daylight,

Brontu appeared on horse-back; horse and rider alike black and steaming,

and lagging along as though sodden and weighted by the deluge that had

poured over them.

The two women came running out to meet him, uttering many expressions of

horror, possibly a trifle exaggerated in tone, but he paid no attention

to them.

"The devil! the devil! the devil!" he muttered, drawing his feet heavily

out of the stirrups, and lifting first one and then the other. "Go to

the devil who sent you!--My shoes are water-logged! Why don't you get

to work?" he added crossly, marching off to the kitchen.

The two women began at once to unload the horse, and when Giovanna

followed him a little later, he at once demanded something to drink, "to

dry him." "Change your clothes," she told him.

But no, he did not want to change his clothes; he only wanted something

to drink,--"to dry him"--he repeated, and grew angry when Giovanna would

not get it for him. He ended, however, by doing precisely as she

said,--changed his clothes, took nothing to drink, and, while waiting

for supper, sat carefully rubbing his wet hair on a towel, and combing

it out.

"What a deluge! what a deluge!" he said. "A regular sea pouring straight

out of heaven. Ah, I got my crust well softened this time!" He gave a

little laugh. "How are you, Giovanna? All right, eh? Giacobbe Dejas sent

all kinds of messages. You act like smoke in his eyes."

"You ought to stop his tongue," said Aunt Martina. "He's only a dirty

serving-man; if you didn't let him take such liberties he would respect

you more."

"I stopped more than his tongue; he wanted me to let him come in

to-night. 'No,' I said; 'you'll stay where you are, and split.' He's

coming in to-morrow, though."

"To-morrow? and why to-morrow? Ah, my son, you let yourself be robbed

quite openly; you don't amount to anything!"

"Well, after all, to-morrow is the Assumption," said he, raising his

voice, and putting the finishing touches to his hairdressing. "And

Giacobbe is a relation, so let it rest. There, Giovanna, see how

handsome I am!" He smiled at her, showing his splendid teeth.

He did, in truth, look so handsome, and clean, and radiant, with his

shining locks and fresh colour, that Giovanna felt a momentary

softening. Presently he began to hum a foolish little song that children

sing when it rains:

"'Rain! rain! rain

Ripe grapes, and figs----'"

And so, they all sat down to the evening meal in high good humour and

contentment. Aunt Martina, excusing herself on the plea of having no

appetite, ate nothing but bread, onions, and cheese; articles of diet,

however, of which she happened to be particularly fond,--but this in no

wise interfered with the general harmony of the supper. After they had

finished Brontu asked Giovanna to go out with him for a little walk;

just to ramble about with no particular object, among the paths and

deserted lanes of the village.

The sky had completely cleared, a few flickering stars glimmered faintly

from out its pellucid depths; and the air was full of the odour of dead

grass and wet stones. Quantities of sand and mud had been washed over

the paths, but Giovanna wore her skirts very short, and such heavily

nailed shoes that they struck against the stones with a sound like

metal. Brontu took hold of her arm and began to invent wonderful pieces

of news, as his custom was when he wanted to interest her.

"Zanchine," said he, naming one of the men, "has found something. What

do you suppose it is? A baby."

"When?"

"Why, to-day, I think. Zanchine was digging up a lentisk when he heard a

'wow, wow'; he looked, and there was a baby, only a few days old. Well,

that wasn't so wonderful; but now comes the queer part. A little cloud

suddenly came flying through the air, and swooped down on Zanchine and

seized the baby. It was an eagle who had evidently stolen the baby

somewhere and hidden it among the bushes, and when he saw Zanchine

looking at it, he shot down and----"

"Get out!" said Giovanna. "I don't believe a single word you say."

"Make me rich, if it's not true."

"Get out, get out!" said Giovanna again impatiently, and Brontu, seeing

that instead of being amused, she was out of humour, asked her if she

had had a bad dream. She remembered the one she had told her mother of,

and made no reply.

In this way they came to the other side of the village; that is, to the

part where Isidoro Pane lived. A spectacle of indescribable loveliness

lay spread before them. The moon, like a great golden face, gazed down

from the silver-blue west; and the black earth, the wet trees, the

slate-stone houses, the clumps of bushes, and the wild stretch of

upland--everything, as far as the eye could reach, to the very utmost

confines of the horizon, seemed bathed in a tender, half-tearful smile.

The two young people passed close by the fisherman's hut; they could

hear him singing. Brontu stopped.

"Come on," said Giovanna, dragging him by the arm.

"Wait a moment; I want to knock on the thing he calls his door."

"No," she said, trembling. "Come away, come on, I tell you; if you don't

come, I'll leave you by yourself."

"Oh! yes, that's true; you and he have had a quarrel; I haven't, though;

I'm going to knock on his door."

"I'm going on, then."

"He was singing the lauds of San Costantino," said Brontu, as he

rejoined her a few moments later. "The one the saint gave him on the

river-bank that time. That old man is stark mad."

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