It was about nine in the morning, and Dalsky, slowly pacing the front
room, "Quiz-Compend" in hand, was reviewing his lesson. He had a
certain dignity and nobleness of feature which consorted well with the
mysterious pallor of his oval face, and to which, by the way, his
moral complexion gave him perfect right. Then, too, his middle-sized
form was exceedingly well proportioned. But for the rest, his looks,
like everything else about him, presented nothing to produce an
impression.
Presently he deliberately closed the book, carefully placed it on his
whatnot, and, his eye falling upon the little flower-pot on the
window, he noiselessly stepped into the kitchen, where Tanya was
ironing some trifles on the dining-table.
"What are you looking for, Monsieur Dalsky?" she inquired amiably,
turning her flushed face to the boarder, who was then gazing about the
kitchen.
"Nothing--do not trouble yourself, Tatyana Markovna--I have got it,"
he answered politely, resting the soft look of his good gray eyes at
her, and showing the enameled cup which he was carrying to the
water-tap.
"It is high time to give my flower-pot its breakfast; it must have
grown hungry," he remarked unobtrusively, retracing his steps to the
front room, with the cup half filled with water.
"It gets good board with you, your little flower-pot," Tanya returned,
in her plaintive soprano, speaking through the open window, which
sometimes served to separate and sometimes to connect the kitchen and
the front room. "By the way, it is time for its master to have its
breakfast too. Shall I set the table, Monsieur Dalsky?"
"All rightissimo!" answered the student jestingly, with the remotest
suggestion of a chivalrous smile and a bow of his head.
As he ate, she made a playful attempt at reading the portly textbook,
which he had brought with him. Whenever she happened to mispronounce
an English word, he would set her right, in a matter-of-fact way;
whereupon she accepted his correction with a slight blush and a smile,
somewhat bashful and somewhat humorous.
Hardly a fortnight had elapsed since Dalsky had installed himself and
his scanty effects at the Luries', yet he seemed to have grown into
the family, and the three felt as if they had dwelt together all their
lives. His presence in the house produced a change that was at once
striking and imperceptible. When free from college and from teaching,
an hour or two in the morning and a few hours during the afternoon, he
would stay at home studying or reading, humming, between whiles, some
opera tune, or rolling up a cigarette and smoking it as he paced up
and down the floor--all of which he did softly, unobtrusively, with a
sort of pleasing fluency. Often he would bring from the street some
useful or decorative trifle--a match-box, a towel-ring, a bit of
bric-a-brac for the mantelpiece, a flower-pot. At supper he, Boris and
Tanya would have a friendly chat over the contents of the newspapers,
or the gossip of the colony, or some Russian book, although Boris was
apt to monopolize the time for his animadversions upon the occurrences
in the pearl-button shop, which both Tanya and Dalsky were beginning
to think rather too minute and uninteresting. "Poor fellow; the
pearl-button environment _has_ eaten him up," the medical student
would say to himself, with heartfelt commiseration. As to his own
college, he would scarcely ever refer to it. After supper he usually
left for his private lessons, after which he would perhaps drop in at
the Russian Students' Club; and altogether his presence did not in the
least encroach upon the privacy of the Luries' life, while, on the
other hand, it seemed to have breathed an easier and pleasanter
atmosphere into their home.
"Well, was there any ground for making so much ado?" Boris once said
triumphantly. "We are as much alone as ever, and you are not lonely
all day, into the bargain."
* * * * *
Dalsky had come to America with the definite purpose of studying and
then practicing medicine. He had landed penniless, yet in a little
over two years, and before his friends in the colony had noticed it,
he was in a position to pay his first year's tuition and to meet all
the other bills of his humble, but well ordered and, to him,
gratifying living.
He was a normally constituted and well-regulated young man of
twenty-five, a year or two Lurie's junior. There was nothing bright
nor deep about him, but he was seldom guilty of a gross want of tact.
He would be the last man to neglect his task on account of a ball or
an interesting book, yet he was never classed among the "grinds." He
was endowed with a light touch for things as well as for men, and with
that faculty for ranking high in his class, which, as we all know,
does not always precede distinction in the school of life. This sort
of people give the world very little, ask of it still less, but get
more than they give.
As he neither intruded too far into other people's souls, nor allowed
others too deep into his own confidence, he was at peace with himself
and everybody else in the colony.
V
Three months more had passed. The button factory was busy. Boris's
hard, uncongenial toil was deepening its impress upon him. When he
came from work he would be so completely fagged out that an English
grammar was out of the question.
He grew more morose every day.
Tanya was becoming irritable with him.
One afternoon after six she was pensively rocking and humming a
Russian folk-song, one of her little white hands resting on an open
Russian book in her lap. Dalsky was out, for it was one of those days
when he would stay at college until six and come home at about the
same time as Boris.
Presently she was awakened from her reverie by the sound of footsteps.
The door opened before she had time to make out whose they were, and
as her eye fell upon Boris, a shadow of disappointment flitted across
her brow.
Still, at the sight of his overworked face, her heart was wrung with
pity, and she greeted him with a commiserating, nervous, exaggerated
sort of cordiality.
After a little he took to expounding a plan, bearing upon their
affairs, which he had conceived while at work. She started to listen
with real interest, but her attention soon wandered away, and as he
went on she gazed at him blankly and nodded irrelevant assent.
"What is the use of talking, since you are not listening anyway?" he
said, mildly.
She was about to say softly, "Excuse me, Borya, say it again, I'll
listen," but she said resentfully, "Suit yourself!"
His countenance fell.
"Any letters from home?" he demanded, after a while, to break an
awkward stillness.
"No," she replied, with an impatient jerk of her shoulder.
He gave a perplexed shrug, and took up his grammar.
When Dalsky came he found them plainly out of sorts with each other.
Tanya returned his "Good health to you," only partly relaxing the
frown on her face. Boris raised his black head from his book; his
brusque "Good health, Dalsky!" had scarcely left his lips when his
short-sighted eyes again nearly touched the open grammar.
"You must excuse me; I am really sorry to have kept you waiting," the
boarder apologized, methodically taking off his overcoat and gently
brushing its velvet collar before hanging it up, "but I was
unavoidably detained at the lecture, and then I met Stern, and you
know how hard it is to shake oneself free from him."
"It is not late at all," Tanya observed, unnecessarily retaining a
vestige of the cloud upon her countenance. "What does he want, Stern?
Some new scheme again?"
"You hit it there, Tatyana Markovna; and, by the way, you two are to
play first violin in it."
"I?" asked Tanya, her countenance suddenly blazing up with confused
animation. "What is it?" Boris laid down his book and pricked up his
ears.
"He has unearthed some remarkable dialogue in Little Russian,--you
know everything Stern comes across is remarkable. Well, and he wants
the two of you to recite it or act it--that's your business--at the
New Year's gathering."
"What an idiotic plan!" was Boris's verdict, which his countenance
belied unceremoniously.
"Who else is going to participate?" inquired Tanya.
Fixing his mild gray eyes on his youthful landlady, Dalsky proceeded
to describe the prospective entertainment in detail. Presently he grew
absent-minded and lost the thread of a sentence. He noticed that, as
his listener's eyes met his, her gaze became unsteady, wandering, as
though she were looked out of countenance.
She confusedly transferred her glance to his fresh, clean-shaven face
and then to his neatly tied scarf and immaculate shirt front.
Boris wore a blue flannel shirt, and, as usual in the middle of the
week, his face was overgrown with what he jocosely called underbrush.
As he had warmed up to Dalsky's subject and rose to his feet to ply
him with questions, the contrast which the broad, leaf-shaped gas
flame illuminated was striking. It was one between a worn, wretched
workingman and a trim, fresh-looking college student.
Supper passed in animated conversation, as usual. When it was over and
the boarder was gone to his pupils, Boris, reclining on the lounge,
took up his "Dombey and Son" and Alexandroff's Dictionary. In a
quarter of an hour he was fast asleep and snoring. It attracted the
attention of Tanya, who sat near by, reading her Russian novel. She
let the book rest on her lap and fell to contemplating her husband.
His sprawling posture and his snores at once revolted her and filled
her with pity. She looked at the scar over his eyebrow, and it pained
her; and yet, somehow, she could not divert her eyes from it. At the
same time she felt a vague reminiscence stirring in her mind. What was
it? She seemed to have seen or heard or read something somewhere which
had a certain bearing upon the painful feeling which she was now
nursing, in spite of herself, as she was eyeing the scar over Boris's
eyebrow. What could it be?
A strenuous mental effort brought to her mind the passage in Tolstoi's
novel where Anna Karenina, after having fallen under Vronsky's charm,
is met by her husband upon her return to St. Petersburg, whereupon the
first thing that strikes her about him is the uncouth hugeness of his
ears.
It was not the first time her thoughts had run in this direction. She
had repeatedly caught herself dwelling upon such apparently silly
subjects as the graceful trick which Dalsky had in knocking off the
ashes of his cigarette, or the way he would look about the cupboard
for the cup with which he watered his plant, or, again, the soft ring
of his voice as he said, "Tatyana Markovna!"--the thoroughly Russian
form of address, not much in vogue in the colony. Once, upon touching
his flower on the window sill, she became conscious of a thrill,
deliciously disquieting and as if whispering something to her. And
yet, as the case of Anna Karenina now came to her mind, as an
illustration of her own position, it smote her consciousness as a
startling discovery.
"And so I am a married woman in love with another man!" was her first
thought; and with her soul divided between a benumbing terror and the
sweet titillation produced by a sense of tasting forbidden fruit, she
involuntarily repeated the mental exclamation:--
"Yes, I am a married woman in love with another man!"
And with a painful, savage sort of relish she went on staring at her
husband's scar and listening to his fatigued breathing. There was a
moment when a wave of sympathy suddenly surged to her heart and nearly
moved her to tears; but at the next moment it came back to her that it
was at Boris's insistence, and in spite of her sobs, that the boarder
had been taken into the house; whereupon her heart swelled with a
furious sense of revenge. The image of Dalsky floated past her mental
vision and agitated her soul with a novel feeling. When a moment or
two after she threw a glance at the looking-glass she seemed a
stranger to herself.
"Is this Tanya? Is this the respectable, decorous young woman that she
has been?" she seemed to soliloquize. "What nonsense; why not? What
have I done? Dalsky himself does not even suspect anything." It seemed
as if she were listening to the depth of her own soul for a favorable
answer to her question, and as if the favorable answer did not come.
She became fearful of herself, and, with another sudden flow of
affection for her husband, she stepped up to his side to wake him; but
as she came into close contact with him, the wave of tenderness ebbed
away and she left the room.
"It _is_ nonsense," she decided; "still, I must invent some pretext
for insisting upon his removal. Then I'll forget him, anyway."
Whether she would have had the courage to carry out her resolve or
not, is not known, for the task soon became superfluous.
A few days later, as Dalsky was drawing on his overcoat to leave for
his lessons, he said, rather awkwardly, addressing himself to both,
while looking at Boris:--
"By the way, I have to tell you something. I am afraid that devilish
college will make it impossible for me to live downtown."
Both Boris and Tanya grew pale.
"You see," Dalsky pursued, "the lectures and the work in the
dissecting-room are so scattered throughout the day that I don't see
my way out unless I get a room in the neighborhood of the college."
And to talk himself out of the embarrassing position, he went on to
explain college affairs with unnecessary detail.
As a matter of fact, however, his whole explanation, although not
based on an untruth, was not the real cause of his determination to
leave the Luries. He had known Boris in his better days, and now
sympathized with him and Tanya keenly. The frequent outbreaks of
temper between husband and wife, and the cloud which now almost
constantly hung over the house, heavily bore down upon him as a
friend, and made his life there extremely uncomfortable. At last he
had perceived the roving, nonplussed look in her eyes as their
glances met. Once become observant in this direction, he noticed a
thousand and one other little things which seemed to confirm his
suspicion. "Can it be that she is interested in me?" he said to
himself. For a moment the thought caressed his vanity and conjured up
the image of Tanya in a novel aspect, which lured him and spoke of the
possibility of reciprocating her feeling--of an adventure.
It was on the very next day that he announced his intention to move.