Clotilde seemed to find little difficulty after her return from the
Continental trip in settling down into her new position in life. She
made plenty of mistakes, no doubt, but Elbraham's notions of management
were so far from perfect that he proved to be no fair judge. His ideas
were that his young wife should keep plenty of company, dress well, and
do the honours of his house in excellent style.
As far as display was concerned, this she did; and, Elbraham being
nowise opposed to the plan, she frequently had Marie to stay with her.
In fact, her sister would have quite taken up her abode at Palace
Gardens had Clotilde carried the day; but though she pressed her
constantly, talked of her own dulness in town, and made various excuses
for keeping Marie at her side, the latter refused to remain there long.
Still, Marie was frequently at Palace Gardens, and whenever she was
staying in town Lord Henry Moorpark made frequent calls, and was always
pressed by Clotilde to return to dinner.
The old gentleman smiled his thanks, and accepted the invitations with
no little sign of pleasure; but he made no farther advance in his suit,
and seemed to resign himself calmly to his fate, and to be content to
bask, so it appeared, in Marie's presence; she, for her part, always
being kindly affected towards her elderly friend. The officers from
Hampton Court, too, were frequent guests at Palace Gardens, dining there
in state, but never when Marie was staying with her sister.
"I wonder," said Clotilde, rather archly to Glen, "that you do not try
and exchange troops, so as to be stationed at Kensington instead of
Hampton Court. I see some of your regiment is here."
"Yes," said Glen carelessly; "but really, Mrs Elbraham, I think I like
Hampton Court better than Kensington."
Clotilde bit her lip, but she showed no further sign of annoyance, and
the conversation changed.
Had Glen been a vain man, he would have been delighted at the evident
desire Clotilde now displayed for his company; but there was little
vanity in his composition. He told himself that he would treat her as
if she had never made the slightest impression upon him; and as, he
could hardly tell why, he felt a kind of awakening interest in Marie,
who he knew had refused Lord Henry Moorpark, he gladly accepted all
invitations, in the hope of seeing more of Marie at her sister's house,
but only to be disappointed.
Still, he encountered her occasionally at Hampton, sometimes at Lady
Littletown's--now and then in the gardens, for their intercourse to be
of the most distant kind if the Honourable Philippa was present; but
friendly--almost affectionate--if it were in the presence of the
Honourable Isabella alone.
For the poor lady, failing to make any impression upon Glen, felt a kind
of gentle satisfaction in administering to his pleasure. She saw how
eager the young officer and her niece were to meet, and this, like a
pale beam of reflected light, tended to brighten her own sad life, so
that she smiled and sighed and palpitated gently, telling herself, as
her trembling hand wandered about the plaits of her old-fashioned dress,
that it was very sweet to see others happy.
So great was her enjoyment that often and often, as Glen and Marie, with
Ruth for companion, strolled up and down, poor Isabella Dymcox would
take her place upon one of the seats, saying that she was rather tired,
and shed a few sad tears, which trickled down her withered cheeks,
almost unknown to the dreaming author of their being.
It came upon Glen like a surprise on the night of Mrs Elbraham's
grandest "at home" to find that Marie was there; and after being
welcomed by his host and hostess, the first very warmly, and the second
with a searching look in her eyes, a strange sense of pleasure came over
him on seeing Marie standing near, looking, it seemed to him, more
handsome than he had ever seen her look before.
There was a dreamy, anxious look in her eyes as they encountered his,
and her gloved hand certainly conveyed a trembling, tender pressure when
he first shook hands, so that when at last he left her side, he began
asking himself whether it was possible that he had been making a
mistake, and casting away a living substance for a false deluding
shadow.
"Nonsense," he said impatiently, as the hot blood seemed to rush through
his veins. "I can't be so frivolous." Then, with a half-laugh, "Broken
hearts are not so easily mended, and Marie can only feel a sort of pity
and contempt for a fellow who preferred her sister."
But somehow in the course of the evening his eyes encountered Marie's
from time to time, and, as far as he could judge, there was neither pity
nor contempt in them, but a genuine look of tender regard which took him
again and again to her side.
Yes; he felt before he came that he liked Marie, and that it was quite
possible for a nearer tie than liking to grow up between them in the
course of time, but this evening a veil of denseness seemed to have
fallen from his eyes, and he read a score of looks and ways in quite a
new light.
He hesitated for a while when once or twice he found himself near
Clotilde, who seemed to affect his society a good deal that evening, and
almost imperiously summoned him with a look to her side.
He went almost gladly, for there was a new sense of joy in his breast.
He felt that he was triumphing over the young wife, and yet it was the
pitying triumph of a great conqueror who could afford to be merciful;
and this feeling grew as he glanced at the splendidly-attired, handsome
woman ablaze with diamonds, and then at her coarse, common-looking
elderly husband, who, with his round head down between his shoulders,
kept bustling about among his guests, like a society showman displaying
the beauty of the bejewelled woman he had placed in a gilded cage.
"I can afford to be merciful now," thought Glen. "Good heavens! what a
blind fool I have been! Why, she is worth a thousand Clotildes, and I
was a fool not to see her superiority before!"
He paused just then to ask himself whether he were not still blind and
foolish with conceit, for why should Marie care for him? But just then
his eyes caught hers, and an electric glance made his pulse throb and
hopes run high, as he told himself that it was no conceit upon his part,
but the truth, and that after all he had not really loved Clotilde.
"No, my dear madame," he said to himself; "it was a fancy such as a weak
man like your humble servant is prone to indulge in. Yes," he
continued, and there was a faint smile on his lip as he caught sight of
Clotilde just then watching him; "I thank my stars that I escaped your
wiles. You are as handsome a woman as I ever met, and I certainly
thought I loved you, but, by Jove, what an escape I have had!"
Glen's thoughts were in his eyes, upon which Clotilde's were fixed, but
she did not interpret them aright; not even when he gazed at her almost
mockingly, as if asking her if she were satisfied with her choice, to
which he bade her welcome.
"By Jove, what will Dick say?" thought Glen, as he saw the little fellow
cross to Marie. "Poor boy! Well, he will have to get over it, just as
he has got over a score of other tender passions. And I thought he said
he was in too much trouble about his sisters to think of matrimony for
himself."
The rooms grew more crowded, and Glen longed to cross to Marie's side,
but somehow he was always prevented, save for one five minutes, when
Clotilde was by the entrance receiving some new arrivals. Those five
minutes, though, were five intervals of joy during which very little was
said, but that little was enough to endorse most fully without a
positive declaration the ideas that had so lately begun to unfold.
The evening wore rapidly on. Marie was standing by the piano talking to
little Dick Millet, and her eyes met those of Glen gazing at her across
the room.
He was about to answer the summons they seemed to convey, when Lord
Henry Moorpark, looking exceedingly old and yellow by the light of the
chandeliers, but gentlemanly and courtly as ever, rose from his seat and
crossed to where Marie stood, entering into conversation, as in his sad
and deferential way he seemed to have set himself to hover about in the
presence of the woman he loved.
"A very, very bright and pleasant party, my child," he said tenderly.
"I hope you are enjoying it."
"Oh, so much!" cried Marie, darting a grateful look in his eyes. For it
was so noble and good of him, she told herself, and she felt that she
quite loved the tender-hearted old nobleman for the generous way in
which he had seemed to sink his lover's love in that of a guardian for a
child.
"Yes, it is bright and pleasant," continued Lord Henry; "but I feel very
much out of place here, and as if I ought to be quietly sipping my glass
of port at my club. How noble your sister looks, and how happy!"
"Noble, indeed!" said Marie eagerly. "She is very handsome, and I hope
she is happy."
"Indeed, I hope so too, my child; but here comes some one else to take
my place."
For as he was speaking, Glen, who felt that if he did not make an effort
he would have no further speech with Marie that night, was coming to her
side, but only to be captured and carried off in another direction.
"Then I need not go yet," said Lord Henry, who was watching the little
comedy through his half-closed eyes, "unless I go and relieve guard, and
set Captain Glen at liberty."
"Oh, no, no!" whispered Marie, whose face betrayed her mortification.
"It would look so particular.--Clotilde saw him coming to me," she added
to herself, "and it was done in spite."
"Perhaps it would," said Lord Henry quietly. "I like Captain Glen. He
is very manly and handsome. The _beau ideal_, to me, of a soldier. I
must know more of him, and of his amusing little friend yonder, who is
pointing his moustaches and looking daggers in my direction. He is
another admirer of yours, is he not, Marie?"
"Oh, poor boy: it is ridiculous!" exclaimed Marie, half scornfully.
"There is something very likeable about him, too, except when he is in
his foolish fit."
"His foolish fit?" said Lord Henry inquiringly.
"Yes, and tries to talk nonsense. I was compelled to dismiss him, and
forbid his coming near me unless he could talk sensibly."
Fresh announcements were made from time to time, and then a servant
approached Clotilde, who immediately began to pair off her guests for
the supper.
"Take in Marie, dear Lord Henry," she said as she came to where they
were standing; and soon after, in passing, she said softly to Glen. "I
shall reserve myself for you."
Glen bowed, and waited patiently as the guests went down to the banquet
spread in a large marquee set up in the garden, where beneath the red
and white striped awnings the brilliant swinging gasaliers turned the
glass and lustrous plate upon the long tables into a blaze of
scintillations, which illumined with fresh tints the abundant flowers.
Elbraham had given Edgington and Gunter orders to "do the thing
handsome," and they had unmistakably carried out his wishes, even to his
own satisfaction; while, to give an additional charm to the supper, the
strains of an excellent band, concealed behind a great bank of flowers
and plants of the gayest foliage, suddenly began to float through the
great marquee.
"It is like a scene in fairyland," said Clotilde, as Glen took his seat
beside her, and after she had glanced down the table to see that the
little squat figure of Elbraham was hidden from her gaze by a line of
epergnes and jardinieres.
"Yes, it is magnificent," replied Glen gravely and with his eyes fixed
upon Marie, seated some little distance below them in company with Lord
Henry Moorpark, the former gazing at him in a half-reproachful way.
"I made Elbraham invite you," whispered Clotilde, sipping the champagne
that had just been poured into her glass.
"Indeed!"
"Yes; of course, I shall have all my old friends here as much as I
please."
"I suppose so," said Glen rather dreamily. "Of course, you are very
happy?"
She darted a quick look at him, one that he did not meet, for he bent
over his plate and appeared to be busy with his supper.
"How dare you say that to me!" she said in a low voice. "Oh, it is too
cruel--and from you!"
Glen shuddered, for he half expected that his hostess's words would be
heard.
"I beg pardon," he said hastily. "I will take more care."
"No, no," she said, in the same deep, earnest tones: "scold me, say
cutting, contemptuous things to me. I am a wretched creature, and
deserve all."
Glen seized and emptied his champagne-glass at a draught, and as he set
it down he glanced towards the opening in the marquee, as if seeking a
way to escape.
An awkward pause followed, and, judging that his companion was
self-angry at her slip of words, Glen was magnanimous enough to try and
pass them over, changing the conversation, or rather trying, by a
dexterous movement, to draw it into another channel.
"Where did you go?" he asked.
"When? During my wedding trip?" she asked, with a curious tone of
bitterness in her voice.
It was a badly-planned question, Glen felt, but he must go on with it
now.
"Yes. Paris, of course?"
"Oh yes, we went to Paris and Berlin, and then through Switzerland, I
believe; but it was all one miserable dream."
She had spoken almost loudly, and the blood mounted to the young
officer's cheeks as he again wondered whether her words had been heard.
But he need not have been uneasy, for those nearest were intent upon
their plates or upon each other.
"You are very angry with me," said Clotilde suddenly; and for a moment
he caught her eye, and asked himself directly after whether Marie had
seen that glance, which she had, and suffered a raging pang.
"Angry? No," said Glen lightly, "why should I be angry, Mrs Elbraham?
Surely a lady has a right to make her own choice. I was a competitor;
and an unfortunate one."
"Do you think you were unfortunate?" asked Clotilde eagerly.
"As unfortunate as you were favoured; why, my dear Mrs Elbraham, you
are here the mistress of a palace. Had I had my way, you would have
been condemned to share some shabby barrack-lodging. Hence I
congratulate you."
"Ah!"
Glen's face flushed more and more. It might have been from the
long-drawn, half-despairing sigh on his left; or the champagne, of which
he pretty freely partook in his excitement, might have been answerable
for his heightened colour, but certainly he did not go the way to
diminish it, for he drained the glass at his side again and again,
dashing off into a hurried conversation and talking brightly and well,
till he heard a fresh sigh upon his left, and encountered another glance
from his hostess's large dark eyes--a look full of reproach and appeal.
This time Glen smiled. The wine was working, and he saw matters from
another point of view.
Throwing off, then, the consciousness that had troubled him, he laughed
and chatted with her till his words or the wine brought a warm flush
into her creamy skin, and again and again he received a languishing look
from the large dark eyes--a look that would have made some men turn
giddy, but which only made Glen smile.
The party at last arose and began to file back into the brilliantly-lit
saloons, the band having now been stationed in the flower-filled hall,
and an improvised dance commenced, a couple beginning to turn to the
strains of one of Gungl's waltzes, and a dozen more following suit,
agitating the perfumed air, and filling it with the scintillations of
jewels.
They passed from the great marquee into the hall, the strains of the
waltz making Glen long to go to Marie and ask her to be his partner for
that dance.
He was thinking this when he was brought back to himself by the low,
sweet voice of Clotilde.
"You are _distrait_," she said half reproachfully.
"Yes. I was thinking of the music," he said. "I want a waltz."
"No, no," she said hurriedly; and she pressed his arm. "I must not
dance to-night. Take me in this way."
She pointed to a door and they passed through into the great
conservatory, softly lit up by tinted globes placed amidst the flowers
and foliage of the rich exotics that filled the place. There was a
delicious calm there, and the air was fragrant with the cloying scents
of flowers; musical with the tinkle of falling water as a jet flashed in
many-tinted drops and sparkled back into a fern-hung basin; while as if
from a distance came the softened strains of the voluptuous waltz.
It was a place and a time to stir the pulses of an anchorite, and yet
Glen hardly seemed to heed the beautiful woman who hung heavily and more
heavily upon his arm, till he said suddenly--
"Is not this the way?"
"No, along here; let us go through this door."
"This door" was one at quite the end, leading into a kind of boudoir;
but ere they reached it, and as they were nearly hidden by the rich
leaves and flowers, Clotilde turned to her companion with a low, piteous
sigh--gazing wildly in his eyes. "Oh, Marcus, why did I marry that
man?"
Volume 3, Chapter IV.