LADY MILLET'S CHOICE.

Rich men are not always to be congratulated, especially if they are

good-looking and weak. Frank Morrison was both, and in early days after

her wedding Renee found that a loveless marriage was not all bliss.

But she had marked out her own course, and, with the hopefulness of

youth, she often sat alone, thinking that she would win her husband

entirely to herself, and that when he fully saw her devotion he would

give up acquaintances whom he must have known before they were wed.

One Sunday evening, and she was seated waiting, when she heard a

well-known step upon the stairs.

It was quite dinner-time, and she was waiting, dressed, for her

husband's return, looking sad, but very sweet and self-possessed; and as

he entered the room she ran to meet him, put her arms round his neck and

kissed him on lips that had been caressing others not an hour before.

"Ah, Renee," he said quietly, "waiting dinner? So sorry, little woman.

I could not get near a telegraph office, or I would have sent and told

you."

"I have not waited long, Frank," she said cheerfully. "I am so glad you

have come back."

"But that is not what I meant, dear," he replied. "I am only returned

to dress. I dine out."

"Dine out, Frank?" she said, trying hard not to seem troubled.

"Yes--obliged to. Two or three fellows at the club. Couldn't refuse.

You will excuse me to-night, little one?"

"Oh yes, Frank," she said quickly, "if you must go, dear. I will not

say I am not disappointed; but if you must go--"

"Yes, I must, really," he said. "Don't fidget, and don't wait up.

There may be a rubber of whist afterwards, and I shall be late."

"How easy it is to lie and deceive!" thought Renee, as, with the same

calm, placid smile, she listened to her husband's excuses. "You are

going, Frank, to that handsome, fashionable-looking woman? You will

dine with her, and spend the evening at her house, while I, with

breaking heart, sit here alone, mad almost with jealousy I dare not

show."

Thoughts like these flitted through her mind as she put up her face and

kissed him before quietly ringing the bell for her dinner to be served,

and going down to the solitary meal.

Her husband came in for a moment to say good-bye, cheerfully, and then

she was alone.

It was a hard and a bitter task, but she fulfilled it, sitting there

calmly, and partaking of her solitary dinner. It was for his sake, she

said, for no servant must dream that they were not happy; all must go on

as usual, and some day he would come back repentant to her forgiving

arms, won by her patience and long-suffering.

She sat thinking this over and over again later in the drawing-room with

a sad smile upon her lips, pitying, but telling herself that she could

be strong enough to fulfil her self-imposed task. Not one word of

reproach should be his, only tenderness and kindness always. She was

his wife, and would forgive; yes, had already forgiven, and granted him

a dispensation for the sins against her that he might commit.

"Poor Frank, he never loved me as he thought he did; but I shall win him

yet," she murmured; and then started, for she fancied that she heard a

door close.

She saw nothing, though, and paid little heed, for if it was, it might

easily be one of the servants in the farther drawing-room, one of the

set of three, the third being quite a small boudoir, where she was

seated, while the others were only half lit.

She leaned back in her low chair dreaming of the happy days to come,

when her husband would return to her, and then her thoughts glided off

to Gertrude and her projected marriage.

"I wonder whether I shall have a child," she thought, "and if so,

whether I shall be, in time to come, as mamma is. Poor Gerty! it seems

very shocking that she, too, while caring for another, should be almost

forced to accept the addresses of an old man like Lord Henry Moorpark.

For that's what mamma means," she said half aloud.

Then she sat dreaming on and wondering whether some reports she had

heard about John Huish were true--reports of a very dishonourable

nature, but which she had carefully hidden from her sister.

"It may be all scandal," she murmured; "but I am getting hard now--so

soon! ah, so soon! Where there is smoke, they say, there is fire. Poor

Gerty! Better Lord Henry--who seems to love her--than that she should

waste her days on a worthless man. And yet I liked John Huish. Uncle

Robert likes him, too; and I never knew him wrong, in spite of his

retired life."

But it would be strange, she thought, if both she and her sister should

have set the affections of their young hearts upon men who upon being

tried proved to be unworthy of trust. "Poor Gerty!--poor me!" she said,

half laughing. "It is a strange world, and perhaps, after all, our

parents are right in choosing our partners for life."

Then she started once more, for she knew that she was not alone, and on

turning, there, in evening dress, his crush hat in his hand, and looking

calm, handsome, and sardonic enough for an incarnation of the spirit of

evil himself, stood Major Malpas.

"Nervous, Mrs Morrison? Good-evening. Did you not hear me announced?

No? Your carpets are so soft."

He almost forced her to hold out her hand to him as she sat up, by

extending his own, and he took it and raised it respectfully to his

lips.

"But where is Frank?" he asked.

"My husband dines out this evening," said Renee coldly.

"Indeed! how unfortunate! He asked me to run over one evening for a cup

of coffee and a cigar. Perhaps he will return soon."

"Not till quite late," said Renee, who tried hard not to show that she

was troubled by the visit.

"I am so glad to see you better, Renee," he said, taking a chair near

her, and speaking in a low, earnest voice.

Renee started, for it was the first time since her marriage that he had

called her by her name; and as she met his eyes she felt that it was

also the first time since the same event that he had gazed at her with

such bold admiration.

What could she do? She could not bid him leave her; and, besides, she

felt that in a few minutes his gentlemanly instincts must lead him to

go, and, indeed, what was there to fear? He was a gentleman--a friend

of her husband--and he had called to see them.

"How times are changed, Renee!" he said, after a pause, as he gazed at

her pensively. "Once your eyes used to brighten and the colour flushed

into your cheek when I came near. Now, is it a dream--a trick of fancy?

I find you another's, and you turn from me with coldness."

"Major Malpas," said Renee quietly, "is this a suitable way of

addressing the wife of your friend?"

The mask fell off at these words.

"Friend!" he cried bitterly, as he drew his chair close to the couch on

which she sat; "he is no friend of mine. Friend! What, the man who has

robbed me of all that was dear--who has made my life a desert! Friend?

Renee, you mock me by using such a word."

"Major Malpas!" she cried loudly.

"Hush!" he exclaimed, throwing down his hat. "Hear me now, for the time

has come, and I must speak, even though it be to wound the heart of the

tenderest and sweetest of women. Renee, can I call the man friend who

deliberately forsakes you for the society of a notorious woman--an

actress!"

"Friend? No," cried Renee with flashing eyes, as she rose to ring; but

he caught her wrist and stayed her. "No; nor he you, if this is your

friendship--to come and blacken my husband's name with foul calumny to

his wife."

"Stop!" he said. "You shall not ring. Calumny! foul! Is it a foul

calumny to say that he was driving her in the Park to-day, that he is

dining with her and her friends to-night? Shame, Renee, that you should

speak thus to the man who has ever been your faithful slave."

"Major Malpas, I insist upon your leaving me this instant. There is the

door!"

"Leave you! No," he cried, seizing her other hand, as he fell upon his

knees at her feet, "not till I have told you, Renee, that the old love

never died in my heart, but has grown up stronger, day by day, till it

has mastered my very being."

That same night there was a party given by Madame Dorinde, limited to

eight, fairly balanced between the sexes. The dinner was to be good,

the supply of wines very liberal, especially as they cost the hostess

nothing.

But they were a curious collection of guests, such as would have puzzled

a student of human nature. Certainly he would have understood the

status of Madame Dorinde, a handsome, showy woman, with plenty of smart

repartee on her lips, and an abundance of diamonds, rubies, and emeralds

for neck, arms and fingers--the gifts of the admirers of her histrionic

powers. He would have told you that this would be a bright and gay

career for a few years, and then probably she would drop out of sight.

There was a pretty, fair girl with good features and the glow of youth

on her cheeks, putting to shame the additions of paint, and who seemed

to think it right to laugh loudly and boisterously at everything said to

her; there was Miss Grace Lister, the first burlesque actress of the

day, dark, almost gipsy-looking in her swarthy complexion, whose colour

was heightened by the novelty and excitement of the scene; Lottie

Deloraine, _nee_ Simpkins, of the Marquise Theatre; Frank Morrison and a

couple of washed-out habitues of the stalls lounged about the room, and

the assembled company were beginning to wonder why dinner was not

announced.

"What are we waiting for, Dory?" said Morrison at last. "Aren't we all

here?"

"Only for an old friend of mine. You know him--John Huish," said the

hostess rather maliciously; and then she added to herself, "He'll keep

your eyes off Gracy Lister, my gentleman."

Morrison screwed up his face a little, laughed in a curious way, uttered

the ejaculation "Oh!" and then smiled as the door was opened and a smart

soubrette loudly announced "Mr John Huish!" the bearer of that name

entering hurriedly, looking flushed and full of apologies, which were at

once received and the dinner commenced.

It was intended to be free and easy and full of spirit; but somehow it

seemed as if a spirit of discontent had crept in, and from time to time,

though there was no open unpleasantly, flashes of annoyance played like

the summer lightning which prefaces a storm over the table with its

sparkling glass.

Madame Dorinde had a great favour to ask of her admirer, Frank Morrison,

and sought to put him in the best of humours; but to her great annoyance

she found him preoccupied, for his attention had from the first moment

been taken up by Grace Lister, and his eyes were being constantly turned

in her direction as, after a time, forgetting past troubles and neglect

in the gaiety and excitement of the scene, Madame Dorinde looked

brighter and more animated than she had seemed for weeks.

All this annoyed Huish, who was not long in detecting the glances

directed by Frank Morrison at the glowing beauty of Grace, and he was

the more annoyed because, just before dinner, he had whispered to the

giver of the feast:

"Have the cards on the table as soon as you can. You propose."

"There will be no cards to-night, my friend, so you need not expect to

win any money," the hostess had replied; and the young man had bitten

his lip, and sat thinking how he could turn the little party to his own

account.

"Why, I say, Huish," Morrison cried gaily, a little later on, "what a

canting humbug you are! I never thought to meet you at a party like

this;" and he smiled significantly. "We always thought you were a kind

of saint."

"I am--sometimes."

"It's wonderful," sneered Morrison.

"Yes, it is a wonder, my dear fellow; but you set me such an example."

The two habitues of the stalls nodded to one another their approbation

of the retort, and Madame Dorinde, to calm what threatened to be one

ebullition with another, called for champagne.

As the dinner went on, the elements of discord began to leaven the party

with greater effect, and a calm observer would have felt sure that the

evening would not pass away without a quarrel. Morrison slighted his

hostess more than once, and a redder spot burned in her cheeks right in

the centre of a rather unnatural tint, while Huish, out of sheer

bravado, on seeing how Morrison kept trying to draw Grace into

conversation, directed his to Madame Dorinde.

"By the way, why hasn't Malpas come?" said Morrison at last. "I

expected to see him here with little Merelle."

"Better employed, perhaps," said Madame Dorinde tartly; and the young

girl with the youthful look laughed very heartily.

"I say, Huish," said Morrison at last, on finding that his attentions to

Grace were resented by her companion, "I shall see little fair somebody

to-morrow. You know whom I mean. What tales I might tell!"

"Tell them, then," said Huish sharply; "perhaps I shall retort by

telling too."

"Oh, tut, tut, tut!" cried Dorinde. "Nobody tells tales out of school."

"This is not the School for Scandal, then," said one of the habitues of

the stalls; and the fair young lady laughed again.

"I say, Dorinde," said Morrison at last, rather uneasily, "why is not

Malpas here?" and as he spoke he directed a peculiar smile at Grace.

Huish drew his breath hard, but said nothing. He set one of the _menu_

cards close to his plate, wrote something on the back, and, waiting his

time, doubled it up at last.

"Give that to the gentleman opposite," he whispered to a waiter,

slipping a florin into the man's hand. "Don't say where it came from."

The man nodded, and Huish turned to chat gaily with Dorinde; then,

filling his glass slowly, he directed a sidelong glance at Morrison as

he took the card, glanced at its writing, crushed it up in his hand, and

closed his eyes, as a spasm ran through his countenance and he turned

pale as death.

No one else noticed it, and he opened his eyes and glanced quickly round

to see that the company were all busily conversing. Then, rising

quietly, he left the room, walked slowly to the lobby of the great

building, where he had left hat and coat, and went out of the house.

Then he let his excitement have its full vent.

"Hansom!" he shouted, leaping into the first he saw. "Chesham Place--

double fare--gallop."

The horse dashed off in answer to the sharp cut of the whip, and as it

tore along Piccadilly Frank Morrison strove to get rid of the fumes of

the wine he had been drinking, and to think calmly.

"She is too pure and sweet and true a woman--I don't believe it," he

said, grinding his teeth. "Whom I am cursed scoundrel enough to

neglect. Who could have written that? Curse him! that John Huish, of

course. What a scoundrel he has turned out!"

"Bah! what am I railing at?" he cried. "Whom do I call scoundrel? Damn

you!" he roared, forcing up the little trap in the roof of the hansom.

"Faster, man, faster."

There was another lash of the whip, and the horse galloped furiously.

"Scoundrel, indeed! he is no worse scoundrel than I. He is an open

roue, while I stoop to all kinds of beggarly petty subterfuges to

conceal the life I lead. I won't believe it, though; it is a malicious

trick of John Huish's because he was jealous--and he has fooled me."

"Well," he muttered, after a pause, "a good thing too. I'm sick of the

whole thing--cards, lose, pay, feast a woman who does not care a _sou_

for me. Heavens, what a fool I am! John Huish, you have ousted me;

take my place and welcome. Renee, little woman, I'll come back, and be

a good boy now."

He said this with a mocking laugh, and then changed his position

impatiently in the cab, growing, in spite of his words, more excited

every moment.

"How could Huish know?" he said, gnawing his nails. "Impossible; and,

besides, he is too good and tried a friend. Suppose he did drop in,

what then? Why, he is wiser than I: he prefers the society of a sweet

good little woman to that of a set of painted animals, who have not a

scrap of reputation big enough to make a bow for their false hair."

"There, I've been tricked," he exclaimed, as the cab turned down out of

Knightsbridge and he neared Chesham Place. "Never mind; I'll forgive

him for fooling me, and I'll try to leave all this wretched, stupid life

behind. We'll go abroad for a bit; or, no, we'll go yachting--there'll

be no temptations there. I'm going to begin afresh. We'll have a new

honeymoon, Renee, my little girl. But--but--if that fellow's words were

true!"

The gas-lamps seemed to spin round as he stopped the cab, and he leapt

out to hastily thrust some money in the drivers hand, and then walked

sharply down the Place till he came opposite his own house.

"Curse it--it can't be so!" he groaned, as he saw the dimly-lit

drawing-room. "If it were true, I should go mad or go to the bad

altogether. I won't believe it. Malpas, old fellow, I beg your

pardon," he muttered. "Renee, my child, if heaven will give me

strength, I'll confess to you like an honest man that I've been a fool

and an idiot, and ask you to forgive me."

"Yes, and she'll forgive me without a word," he said, as he opened the

door, quickly threw off hat and coat, and ran up the great stone

staircase three steps at a time, then, trying to control the agitation

that made his heart beat so heavily against his side, he threw open the

door, closed it hastily, and walked across the faintly-lit room into the

next, where he could see into the little boudoir with its bright

furniture, flowers, and graceful hanging-lamp, which shed a softened

light through the place.

The next instant he had entered, and was standing there face to face

with his wife, who with flushed face stood trembling before him,

supporting herself by-one hand upon the chimney-piece.

"Renee," he cried, turning white with rage, as his worst suspicions

seemed confirmed, "what does this mean?"

"Frank, Frank!" stretching out her hands towards him as she tottered a

couple of steps and then reeled and would have fallen, but he caught her

and swung her round on to the couch, where he laid her, and stood gazing

down for a few moments.

Then, looking dazed, and trembling in every limb, he turned round, his

eyes rested on the curtains which shut off the little conservatory, and

with two strides he reached them, tore them aside, and then started

away.

It was exactly what he had wound himself up to expect; but his faith in

his injured wife was so strong that, as he drew back, he could scarcely

believe his eyes, and with a giddy feeling stealing over him, he stood

staring wildly at the apparition that he had unveiled. The blood seemed

to swell in a chilling flood to his heart, and for a few moments he

could neither speak nor move.

Then with an electric rush it seemed to dart again through every vein in

his body, making his nerves tingle, and he flew at the man who had crept

like a serpent into his Eden.

"Devil!" he cried hoarsely; and he tried to seize his enemy by the

throat.

With a deft movement of the arms, though, Malpas struck his hands aside,

caught them by the wrist, gave them a dexterous twist, and forced the

other, stronger man though he was of the two, upon his knees.

"Fool! idiot!" he said, in a low voice. "Do you wish to publish it all

over Belgravia?"

"You crawling, deceitful fiend!" cried Frank Morrison, making a savage

effort to free himself, and succeeding so that he closed, and a sharp

struggle ensued, which again went against the young husband. For his

adversary was an adept in athletic exercises, and taking advantage of a

low ottoman being behind, forced him backwards so suddenly that he fell,

and in a moment was down with Malpas's hands in his necktie and a knee

on his chest.

"Are you mad?" he said, panting and trying to recover his breath; "what

do you want?"

"Your life, you crawling, lying villain," gasped Morrison.

"Look here, Morrison, be a man of the world," said Malpas quietly. "So

far, I don't suppose they have heard anything downstairs, so why make a

scene? If you wish it, I'll meet you in Belgium; that is," he added,

smiling, "if you consider that your honour has suffered."

"You scoundrel!" panted Morrison. "You have blasted my home!"

"Bah! don't go into high sentiment. Blasted your home? Hang it, man,

talk sense! What did you care for your home? Where have you been

to-night?"

"Where I pleased," cried Morrison, with subdued rage in his eyes; but he

lowered his voice.

"Exactly, you had your little affair to attend to: why should not madame

have her guest by way of solace, in the absence of so true and faithful

a husband?"

"You villain!" panted Morrison again, as he caught the wrists that held

him down.

"Villain, if you like to use such strong language, _mon cher_; but for

heaven's sake be calm--be a man of the world! We don't live in the old,

sentimental Darby-and-Joan days, my dear fellow, but in times when it is

fashionable to follow one's own sweet will. You are like the dog in the

manger: obstinate--selfish--brutal. Go to, my dear friend, and enjoy

yourself, but let others live and enjoy themselves too."

For answer Frank Morrison made a desperate struggle to rise, but he was

quite helpless under the strong pressure of his opponent's knee.

"For goodness' sake, be calm," said Malpas angrily. "Hang it, man, what

did you expect in our matter-of-fact world! You brought me here

constantly, and you left us together constantly. Do you forget that we

were old lovers before you came between us? There, you are coming to

your senses, I hope."

He stepped away quickly towards the door, and Frank Morrison sprang up

and made as if once more to seize him, but with a violent thrust Malpas

sent him backwards and was gone.

Frank Morrison stood motionless till he heard the front door close; then

with a moan of anguish he turned towards where Renee still lay

insensible upon the couch.

"My punishment!" he groaned: "and I believed in her so thoroughly; I

thought her so pure, so sweet that--out upon me! I left her, dog that I

was, for garbage. Curse him!" he cried in a paroxysm of rage, "curse

her, with her smooth, white, innocent looks! The whole world is blasted

with villainy, and there is not one among us worthy of a moment's

faith."

"Frank--husband," moaned a voice, and Renee, pale as death, rose

trembling to clasp her hands before him.

He caught them in his, dragged her up savagely, and then swung her down

upon her knees.

"And you, too, of all women in the world! Curse you! curse you! may

you--"

"Frank, my own, I--"

"Out upon you!" he cried. "I'll never look upon your smooth false face

again!"

Choking with her emotion, she tried to speak--to cling to him; but he

snatched himself away, and as she fell heavily upon the carpet he rushed

from the house.

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