CHAPTER III

A WILD SCHEME

Three-quarters of an hour later Rose was cuddled up in Christian's bed.

When the two heads were almost touching, and the brown cheek and the

pale one were pressed close together, and two little hands were clasped

tightly under the bedclothes, then Christian began to unburden her

mind. The door was shut; the house was quiet--that is, the nursery part

of the house; Miss Thompson, the governess, had a headache, and would

certainly not appear on the scene again until morning; nurse was noted

for her deep and long sleep; the servants were far away. If father and

mother came in long past midnight, they would not trouble Christian in

her distant bedroom; she was safe. She felt that she was quite safe;

but the feeling that if she were discovered she would most certainly be

punished added to the fascination of the moment.

"Rose," she said, "I must not speak loud, but I have something most

important to tell you. What do you think is going to happen?"

"Well, Miss Christian," replied Rose, "the whole house seems to be, so

to speak, on a twitter. There's my great-aunt; she don't seem to know

whether she's on her head or her heels. There's something up, but I

don't know what it is."

"You'll know in a minute or two; I'll tell you. Now listen; only

remember, first, it is a most tremendous secret between you and me."

"Yes, yes," said Rose; "I love secrets." She pressed a little closer to

Christian.

"You are quite my very greatest friend, you know, Rosy," said

Christian. "There's Belle Webster and Bertha Hole; they think

themselves quite chummy with me, but you are my real friend. We

understand each other, we have had so many thrills together."

"Oh, yes," said Rose, "yes! Only I don't like you when you are

Charlotte Corday. I was Marat once, you know, and I didn't like that

time."

"Well, I'm not Charlotte now. Perhaps I'll never be again. But listen.

The secret is our secret. It is too funny, Rosy. The rest of the house

think that it is theirs, but it is ours all the time. Now then! I

was so cold up in my attic--my darling fairy attic--this afternoon

that I ran down to get warm in mother's boudoir. I hid myself behind

the curtains. It was so cozy that I dropped asleep. I was lying on

the window ledge, and there were cushions, and a soft pillow, and

everything to make it delicious. When I woke I heard mother talking to

that horrid Neil woman."

"I know her," said Rose. "She snubbed me once awfully; she said I had

no call to be coming here so often."

"Well, she has no more right in the house than you have," replied

Christian. "But now you will be astonished."

She proceeded to relate the entire story--all that her mother had said,

and all that Miss Neil had said; and having given the outlines, she

further impressed the fact on Rose that she, Christian, was to be sent

to school next week. She was to be sent to school, as it were, in the

dark, and she was not to be told anything about it until the night

before she went.

"They want to keep it dark until the very last minute," she said. "It

is fun, isn't it, Rose?"

"Fun," said Rose--"fun!"

Her voice quivered. It quivered so much that it suddenly ended in a

choking sob.

"Why Rosy," cried Christian, immensely touched, "you are not crying

just because I must go?"

"Miss, I can't bear it," said Rose. "There's no one else ever took a

mite of notice of me. I can't help thinking of myself altogether, miss;

I can't truly. There's mother; she makes me sit at the dressmaking till

I'm fit to faint, and I have no fun--never! I'm like you, miss; I can't

make friends outside. I have one friend, and she seems to fill all my

heart, and you are she; and if we are to be parted, Miss---- Oh, Miss

Christian! I can't--I can't bear it."

Christian, notwithstanding her bravery, found herself crying also. She

put her arms around Rose, buried her head in her neck, and sobbed.

"It is awful," she said after a pause. "I did not think so much of

parting from you, Rosy, but it is quite terrible; for it isn't even

as if I were going to an ordinary school, and coming back for the

holidays; but I am going to a severe-discipline one, and I am not

coming back--I am to spend the holidays and all there. I might as well

be dead, mightn't I, Rose?"

"It's worse nor if you were dead."

"Oh, Rose, it couldn't be worse!"

"It is," said Rose, "for if you were dead I could go on Sundays and

take flowers to your grave; I could--I could. Oh, it is much worse! I

would save up and buy 'em; no one should hinder me. It is much worse

nor if you were dead."

The pathetic picture so conjured up of Rose bending over her grave and

putting flowers there was so affecting that Christian sobbed again.

After a time, however, she ceased crying.

"We must do something," she said; "we are both young, and we have both

got a lot of spirit."

"Oh, haven't I?" said Rose. "There's nothing daunts me when I'm put

to it. Mother says I'm the very naughtiest little girl she ever

come across. She threatens perhaps I'll get ugly, just because I'm

so desperate naughty. She says that sometimes when you are so mad

with spirits, and so desperately fond of yourself, you fall ill with

smallpox and that sort of thing. I don't believe it, of course, but she

does hold it over me. She seems as sure that I'll take smallpox as that

I'll have a cold. It's queer, isn't it?"

"It's silly, I call it," said Christian. "Now then, Rose, don't let's

talk any more about that. If you have got spirit, so have I. Suppose,

now, that I don't go to that school."

"How will you manage that?" said Rose

"Did you ever hear of a girl running away?" asked Christian. "That's

the thought that has come to me. I thought that if you and I were

together we could run away. We could support ourselves, I suppose."

"Not without money," said the practical Rose. "It's a lovely

thought--the most daring and truly delicious thought I ever heard

of--but it wants money."

"I've got seven pounds," said Christian. "Ever since I was a little,

tiny girl my godmother has sent me a pound on my birthday, and I

haven't spent any of the money. How far would seven pounds go?"

"Oh! a long way; it's a heap of money," said Rose. "Why, it's one

hundred and forty shillings. That's an awful lot."

"Yes, I thought it was," said Christian. "I remembered the money the

very moment mother talked about not letting me know until the night

before. I shall listen, of course, when she does speak, and I will

pretend to be good and submit. Perhaps she will be so sorry for me

that she will give me some more pocket money. I hope she will. But what

I really mean to do is to slip away somewhere with you, Rosy--to go to

some place with you where we can live together. Have you got any money

of your own?"

"A shilling," replied Rose sadly. "I took a long time to save it up.

Had you died, Miss Christian, I would have spent it on flowers for your

grave; so now I will spend it in running away with you--that I will."

"You can't do more, Rosy," said Christian. "Well, we must make our

plans, and we must not tell one single human being. We have got to

consider how we can live in the very cheapest way, for one hundred and

forty shillings will not go far. I suppose they will send the police

after us. Isn't it splendid, Rosy? Can you really believe that two

young ordinary girls are going to do such a desperate thing?"

"You aint an ordinary girl, Miss Christian."

"Well, perhaps I am not."

"You always was cut out for the part of heroine," continued Rose;

"anyone could see that with half an eye. Why, haven't you been William

Tell and Joan of Arc and Charlotte Corday for ever so long? And afore

that you were fairy queens and fairy princesses, and witches, and

such-like. You're cut for the part, miss, and now the time has come."

"It has," said Christian, whose heart was beating fast. "We must think

out most of our plans before we go to sleep."

The two girls did think. They were both far too excited to feel

sleepy. Their voices kept on murmuring in an even, monotonous sound,

which could scarcely penetrate through the closed door of Christian's

bedroom.

After a fashion they made their plans. What Christian had only wildly

dreamt of became definite and something that could be done. Seven

pounds was seven pounds, and judiciously spent--spent, too, by a girl

of the Rosy sort, a girl who knew poverty and how to live very small

and very cheap--it would certainly go a long way.

Strange to say, Christian's conscience did not trouble her. She had

been thoroughly well brought up, but her heart was sore now. Her mother

had spoken almost coldly about parting with her one lonely girl. She,

Christian, was to be sent to an awful strict-discipline school, where

she had to stay for years and years, away from all those she loved in

the world. She would take her life into her own hands; she would do a

desperate, wicked thing, and she would not let her conscience prick her.

"We will do it," she said over and over again to Rosy. "You, Rosy, must

find out where it is best for us to go, and then you must come and tell

me everything."

"I will," replied Rosy. "I know a girl called Judith, and I think she

will help us. Once she spent a whole winter in a gypsy's caravan. She

did enjoy herself. She had a fine time, and she had to spend nothing at

all. But they had to dye her with walnut juice; maybe you wouldn't like

that, Miss Christian."

"No, I shouldn't like that at all," said Christian, who rather prided

herself on her fair but somewhat pale complexion. "But that needn't

happen, need it?"

"Oh, no; but it happened to Judith. She was dyed with walnut-juice, and

she wore gypsy's clothes."

"I shouldn't mind that part," said Christian.

"She had a great taste for music," continued Rosy, "and she played a

tambourine and danced. They got her up as a sort of Italian gypsy girl,

and she danced wonderful pretty in the streets. She didn't seem ever

to want for money after that; she got so many pennies. You can dance,

can't you, Miss Christian? You've had lots of lessons."

"Dance!" said Christian, a sort of thrill running down to her feet and

making them move up and down even though she was in bed. "I should

just think I can dance. There's nothing in the world I love better.

Oh, Rosy, if we could make our living by dancing it would be too

scrumptious!"

"Well, I'll find out everything to-morrow and let you know," said

Rosy. "I mustn't come here, for my great-aunt would be angry; but I'll

come the day after, and I'll bring all the news with me. Let's think.

To-morrow will be Thursday; you aint to go afore Tuesday next week.

There's lots of time, only the more money you can get the better it

will be. I'll come here on Friday night at the latest."

"Well, then, perhaps we had better go to sleep now," said Christian,

who was tired at last. The very novelty of the thing made her tired.

She dropped off into a heavy slumber, dreaming all through the night of

wonderful things: of gypsies and their caravans; of Italian girls with

tambourines, and little sequins round their heads. She fancied herself

an Italian girl in a red frock. She thought how pretty she would look,

and how sweet it would be to dance. She would let her abundance of hair

fall over her neck and shoulders. A fair Italian girl would be even

more captivating than a dark one; and Rosy--pretty Rosy--could be the

dark one. Oh, they would have a good time! They would enjoy themselves.

And it couldn't be wrong; for if father and mother chose to go to

Persia and not show any grief at parting from Christian, why should not

Christian take her life in her own hands?

She awoke in the morning and found that Rosy's place was vacant, that

astute little girl having left the side of her dearest friend and

gone back to nurse. For it would never do for nurse to guess that the

young girls were, as she would express it, hatching mischief. Nurse was

somewhat suspicious as far as her grandniece was concerned. She knew

Rose's character. She had often condoled with her mother on having such

a naughty child. Of course, Rosy was very pretty, and she was very fond

of Miss Christian; and--worse luck--Miss Christian was very fond of

her; and there never was a more masterful child than dear young Miss

Christian. Yes, even if Rosy was nurse's own relation, she did not want

Christian to see too much of her. But this week of all weeks the child

she loved should not be crossed; she should have every single thing she

wished for--yes, every single thing; nurse herself would see to that.

Nurse considered that Miss Christian was treated shamefully: bundled

off to school just as though she were a baby; parted from the nurse who

loved her as if she were her own child; taken from the old home and

from that strange, mysterious attic where she had spent so much of her

time; torn from everyone and taken to school--to a school a long, long

way off. Nurse felt piteous tears very near her eyes.

Mr. and Mrs. Mitford had decided to board nurse out during their

absence in Persia. The other servants were to be dismissed. Miss

Thompson, with an excellent reference and six months' salary over and

above what was owing her, would seek another situation. The house would

be let to strangers. Christian in reality would have no home.

But when she woke the next morning, and faced the fact that her home in

Russell Square would not be hers much longer, Christian did not feel

low-spirited, for she and Rosy would certainly carry out their plan in

all its details. She was in high spirits, therefore, at breakfast, and

enjoyed getting Miss Thompson, as she expressed it, to give herself

away. Miss Thompson found it almost impossible to keep her secret

with Christian looking at her, and questioning her, and pretending to

observe nothing, and yet showing in her eyes that she knew all.

Miss Thompson went down soon after breakfast to have an interview with

Mrs. Mitford.

"Somehow," she said--"although I don't like to say it--somehow I think

the child has an inkling of what is going on. Would it not be better to

tell her? She would be more prepared, and would not feel it so much at

the time."

"If she has an inkling she is bearing it very well," said Mrs. Mitford.

"My dear," she added, turning to her husband, who came into the room at

that moment, "Miss Thompson is talking about our dear Christian. She

says that the child seems to guess that something is happening."

"I am sure she guesses," said Miss Thompson, blushing and trembling a

little at her own audacity. "She looks at me with such very questioning

eyes, and tries to lead me on, as it were, to betray myself."

Mr. Mitford laughed. "Just like Chris," he said. "She always was a bit

of an oddity. But, my dear," he added, turning to his wife, "we will

not tell her, all the same. I couldn't stand the thought of the child

crying and moaning for the last few days. She may guess--although I

don't think she can really--but she is not to be told. Understand, Miss

Thompson, the child is not on any account to be told."

"Now listen," said Mrs. Mitford as Miss Thompson was leaving the room;

"you needn't keep her to her lessons. You may take her to the Zoo or to

Maskelyne and Cook's this morning--anywhere just to give her a bit of

fun. Keep her out as much as you can."

"But she will be so surprised; she knows that you are so particular

about her lessons."

"Well, tell her that I think she is looking rather pale, and that she

may have a holiday. Use some tact, Miss Thompson; you can manage it if

you like."

Miss Thompson left the room and returned to the schoolroom. Christian

was busily engaged pulling out her favorite books from their places in

the bookcase and examining them. She knew that she and Rosy could only

take one or two books away with them, and she was undecided whether

to select her new and beautiful edition of the Arabian Nights or a

battered old Shakespeare. She was extremely fond of Shakespeare, but on

the whole she felt inclined to take the Arabian Nights.

"They will suit Rosy," she said to herself. "I don't believe Rosy has

read any of them--or at least hardly any; and Rosy is too young and too

ignorant for Shakespeare. Yes, I think I will select----"

"What in the world are you doing, Christian?" said Miss Thompson as she

entered the room.

"Pulling my books about."

"Then put them all back on the shelf at once, dear."

"I was only wondering," said Christian. "There's more reading in the

Arabian Nights, I think it will do. Do you mind my putting a little bit

of blue ribbon in my copy of the Arabian Nights, Miss Thompson?"

"But why, dear--why?"

"I shall recognize it then at once. Now I suppose we have got to do

horrid lessons."

"It's a very strange thing to me, Christian, that such an intelligent

girl as you should dislike lessons. I should have imagined that you

would love your history and your literature."

"I like Spanish history best," said Christian; "it is the most

bloodthirsty."

"My dear, that is a horrid thing to say."

"Well, it's true," answered Christian. "It's much less dull than

English history--English history, I mean, as it's written. I wish I

could make stories out of it. Wouldn't you all gape and scream and jump

about, and feel that you must fight like anything, if you listened to

my stories? Think of 'John of Gaunt'; and think of the 'Black Prince';

and oh! think of 'Agincourt' and the 'Field of the Cloth of Gold.' Oh,

dear! oh, dear! couldn't I make the whole thing shine? And wouldn't I

just? But English history as it is written is very, very dull."

"I don't agree with you. When you are older you will know that English

history written by such men as Macaulay and Froude is most beautiful

and thrilling. Now I have news for you."

"You do look strange!" said Christian; "what can be the matter?"

"I have just been down to see your mother."

"Oh, can I see her?" said Christian, a swift change passing over her

face. "Can I? May I? I want so badly to ask her a question."

"She is going out; she does not wish to be disturbed."

"Oh, I know all about that."

"You know about it?"

"Yes; but never mind. Tell me what your secret is, Miss Thompson; I can

see it is bubbling all over your face."

"Your mother says that you are looking pale, and that you may have a

holiday."

Christian smiled. Her smile came gradually: at first it was just a

little dimple in her left cheek; then it spread to her lips; then it

filled her eyes; then a wave of color mounted to her face, and she

burst into a hearty fit of laughter. But when she ceased laughing there

were tears in her eyes.

"My dear," said her governess, "are you well?"

"Yes, I am quite well. So I am to have a holiday. Where shall we go?"

"Where would you like to go?"

"May we go where I like?"

"Yes; but what do you think of the Zoo?"

"Oh, I know it so well."

"Would you like Maskelyne and Cook's?"

"No; I want to do something else, and it will take the whole day long.

Thompson--dear, darling---- You don't mind my calling you Thompson, do

you?"

"Well, Chris, I am accustomed to it by now, am I not?"

"Of course you are; and you are a dear!"

Christian flung her arms round her governess's neck, and rubbed her

soft cheek against Miss Thompson's somewhat lined one.

"What I should really like, Thompson dear----"

"What is that, Christian?"

"Well, to hang on your arm and walk very close to you, and chatter all

the time."

"You may."

"And not wear my best dress."

"You may wear your common dress."

"Then I do see that things are going to be heavenly! I want to walk

slowly--very slowly--up Oxford Street, and then down Regent Street, and

then down Piccadilly, and then up Bond Street; and perhaps we might go

to Baker Street. And while we are walking I want to watch and watch,

and look and look----"

"At the shops, do you mean?"

"No, no; things in the streets."

"What things, love?"

"Little Italian girls and boys with monkeys and tambourines; and Happy

Families, too. Oh, I do love Happy Families!"

"But you can see them any day in the Square."

"Yes; but I want to look at them with fresh eyes."

"Fresh eyes, Christian?"

"Yes. I dreamt about a little Italian girl last night, and I felt that

I loved her."

"We can easily see them," said Miss Thompson, "wherever we are; and it

needn't take the whole day."

"When we are tired we can have lunch somewhere," continued Christian;

"and I should like to give the Italians a lot of buns, and the monkeys

some nuts. Oh! I want to stare well at them all. I want to see for

myself what the little Italians look like, and how they do their

dancing, and how they manage their monkeys."

"You are a strange child, Christian; but there is nothing wrong in your

wish to see the Italians. Have you any other desires?"

"Well, I should like--only I'm afraid you won't do it--to go into an

awfully slummy place, and walk upstairs and see what the bedrooms are

like, and to question some of the women as to what they eat, and how

much they pay for what they eat. For, you see, even if you have close

on eight pounds, it can't be expected to last forever. Oh, dear! what

have I said? Have I said anything very, very funny, Miss Thompson?"

"Yes, Christian, you have; but then, you are eccentric."

"So I am. Will you be such a darling as to take me into a slummy place?"

"Certainly not. You may look at the Italians from a distance, but

we will keep in clean streets if you please. Now go and put on your

things; I will give you the best sort of day I can."

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