_Harvey Ricks had always bit off more than he cared to chew.
Somehow, he had always managed to chew, and swallow. Now, standing
for the first time in the vacuum of Space, he wondered if this was
the bite that would choke him._
[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
Amazing Stories November 1961.
Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
The cargo was crated for delivery at Los Angeles, where the workers
didn't consider it anything special. In the company where they worked,
this particular cargo was of the type called a Standing Repeater.
That is, a new order was shipped out every six months, regular as
clockwork. First the order department mailed off a suggested list of
specifications to the General Transits, Ltd. main office in Tangiers.
Next, the list came back, usually with a few substitutions inked in,
and was sent down to LA, to the warehouse, for the specific items to be
crated for shipment.
There were seven aluminum crates in the cargo, each a three-foot cube.
Aluminum was still the lightest feasible crating material, and this
cargo was destined for the Quartermaster Base orbiting the Moon.
The seven crates left the warehouse by helicopter and were flown
north to the airport mid-way between LA and San Francisco. There they
spent thirty-two hours in another warehouse before being flown to the
Tangiers Poe. (Even in nomenclature, Man made it apparent that his
thoughts these days were ever outward, away from Earth. The spaceport
on Earth was called Tangiers Poe, which stood for Port Of Embarkation.
The spaceport on the Moon was called Moon Pod, for Port Of Debarkation.
It was as though Man didn't want to admit that he still had to make the
round trip.)
The cargo arrived at the Tangiers Poe a day ahead of schedule, and
spent one more night in a warehouse. Across the field, the four
lighters from Station One were being unloaded. Their cargo was almost
exclusively manufactured items from the factories on the Moon.
Manufacturers had discovered, to their astonishment, that the lighter
gravity and the accessible vacuum and the ready availability of free
raw materials on the Moon more than offset the additional cost of
labor and buildings and transportation. In the last fifteen years, the
Moon had become studded with heavily-automated factories, producing
everything from delicate electronic equipment to razor blades. Though
human exploitation of the Moon had begun as a military venture, back
in the late nineteen-sixties, by 1994 it had been taken over almost
completely by commercial interests.
A few of the cartons being unloaded across the field were samples or
data from the scientific teams on the Moon. These teams, all affiliated
with one university or another, were for the most part supported by
the manufacturers themselves. As at all times in the past, commercial
business success had been shortly followed by commercial philanthropy.
A part of the profits of what one newspaper columnist had dubbed the
Moonufacturers were siphoned off to give scientists an opportunity
and a freedom for research and investigation unavailable through any
short-range Government grant.
There were as yet no tourist facilities either for travel to the Moon
nor for a stay on the Moon. A rumor was current that a number of hotel
and restaurant corporations were banding together to found a Moon
resort, but so far nothing had come of it.
The seven aluminum crates spent the night in the Poe warehouse, and in
the morning were turned over to Glenn Blair, whose charge they would be
for the next thirty-three days, until they reached the Quartermaster
Base.
* * * * *
Glenn Blair was a big man, big-boned and fully-fleshed, with a
short-cropped head of light hair. Thirty-four years of age, he had
been for the last seven years one of the two Chief Cargomasters for
General Transits, Ltd., the franchised operator of the Earth-Moon
transportation system.
He came into the warehouse now with Cy Braddock, the Poe Cargo Chief,
and the two of them compared the stacked crates half-filling the
warehouse with the manifest flimsies attached to Braddock's, checking
off each item as they found it. When they came to the seven crates
from Los Angeles, Blair said, "Cargo for QB. Let's see, what's the
specification?" He read the line on the manifest, and grinned. "I
forgot it was time for another shipment. Six months already." He patted
the nearest of the seven crates. "The boys at QB will be happy to see
you fellas," he said.
Braddock looked over his shoulder and read the specification. "What's
so important about that stuff? I thought that was low priority."
"Check your regs, Cy. These fellas are priority number one. If they
don't get to QB, there'll be hell to pay. Within a month, QB would be
more dangerous than a cannibal village."
Braddock shook his head. "You people have a funny set of values,"
he said. "The more I know about you, the happier I am to stay right
here. Come on, let's finish the checkout and get loading. Takeoff is
scheduled for eleven-seventeen."
They finished the first checking of the cargo, and went on out of the
shed and across the sunbaked tarmac toward the lighter. The Tangiers
Poe was a great concrete oval, ringed by warehouse sheds and repair
huts and administration buildings. All of Earth's space shipping was
conducted here, close to the Mediterranean coast of North Africa, where
perfect flight conditions were rarely marred by clouds or rain or cold.
Where flight plans include three variables--a lighter moving from a
moving Earth to a moving Space Station--no one can afford delays caused
by bad weather.
In the shed, the cargo handlers loaded small open-sided carts, which
were then driven across the field to the lighter. The cargo for QB
came out on the second cart, and Glenn Blair supervised its careful
stowing and tying down in the hold, then made the second check after
its specification line on the manifest. The first checkmark meant that
he had found the seven crates in undamaged condition in the shed. The
second one meant that he had accepted delivery onto the lighter. Eight
more checkmarks would be made before the cargo was finally delivered to
QB.
All cargo and personnel traveling between the Earth and the Moon made
the trip in five stages. Stage One was transit from the surface of the
Earth to the Space Station, aboard a torpedo-shaped ship familiarly
known as a lighter. Stage Two was aboard the Station, during its
fifteen-day trip from perigee, four hundred miles up, to apogee,
eighty-four thousand miles from Earth. (Space Stations One and Two
circled the Earth, one at perigee whenever the other was at apogee, so
that a shipment left for the Moon every fifteen days.) Stage three was
via a ship technically known as V-T-V (vacuum-to-vacuum) but informally
called the Barbell, because of its shape. This stage also took fifteen
days, and covered sixty-two thousand miles, terminating at its meeting
with Space Station Three, eighty-four thousand miles from the Moon.
Station Three orbited the Moon every fifteen days, so that this lap of
the trip, Stage Four, took seven and a half days. And finally Stage
Five, via another lighter, was from Station Three at perigee two
hundred fifty miles above the Moon to the surface of the Moon itself
or, as in the case of the seven aluminum crates from Los Angeles, from
Station Three to Quartermaster Base, the maintenance satellite for the
whole system, in permanent orbit two hundred miles above the surface of
the Moon.
Although it had taken four lighters, this trip, to bring down to the
Poe the shipment of manufactured goods and scientific samples from
the Moon, only one lighter was required for the return shipment. The
Moon colony was not yet self-supporting, but the first steps in that
direction had already been made. A part of the colony's food was
home-grown, hydroponically. New plant buildings and new machinery were
built right on the Moon, by firms whose only customers were other Moon
companies. Clothing and furnishings were made of synthetics.
Most of the Moon-bound cargo was paperwork, of one sort or another.
There was the fifteen days accumulation of mail for the Moon
personnel, sheafs of new product specifications for the managers of the
Moon plants, financial reports, and so on. The rest, except for the
cargo for QB, was primarily food, meat and dairy products and other
foods unavailable through hydroponics. There were also three engineers,
new employees of Interplanetal Business Machines, replacing three men
whose two-year contracts were ending and who would be coming back to
Earth on the next transit.
* * * * *
Blair greeted the three men at the lighter ramp, checking their names
and identity cards against the manifest and then saying, "My name's
Blair, Glenn Blair. I'm Cargomaster on this trip, and you boys are part
of the cargo. You've got any questions or problems, bring them to me.
I'm liaison between you and the rest of the Transit personnel. Okay?"
One of the engineers said, "If we decide we can't take it we shouldn't
bug the working types, is that it?"
"You're Ricks? Yes, Ricks, that's exactly it. None of you people have
been off-planet before, so you can't make any sure statements about
how you'll act. A good quarter of our first-time passengers are plenty
scared. It's nothing to be ashamed of. If any of you feel it getting to
you come to me. Don't try to burrow your way through the wall, don't
try to kill yourself, don't go running around screaming. We've had
all of that, at one time or another, and it plays merry hell with the
working day."
Ricks grinned. "If I need a shoulder to cry on, Mister Blair," he said,
"I'll run straight to you."
"You do that. Come on, I'll show you your quarters."
Blair led the way up the ramp and into the lighter. The bottom half
of the ship was engine and fuel-space, and most of the upper half was
cargo hold, leaving only two levels at the top for human occupancy. The
uppermost level was the control room, with passenger space on the level
beneath.
The three engineers, Ricks in the lead, followed Blair up the inside
ladder to the second level, a smallish circular room with twelve bunks,
in tiers of three, around the walls. The center space was empty.
"There's only four of us," said Blair, "so we can all take middle
bunks. The middle's best; there's less noise and vibration."
"Beds for the babies, is that it?" said Ricks.
Blair grinned at him. "You wouldn't want to be standing up when
we blast," he said. "Now, you lie face down in these bunks. This
indentation is for your knees, and this pillow up here is for your
chin. You hold onto these handles here, in front of the pillow, and you
brace your feet against this bar back here. Just before we blast, you
dig your chin down into that pillow hard. If you have your mouth open,
you're liable to get up to the Station minus a few teeth. In front of
each bunk here, you see these three lights. The green one means you can
relax, talk if you want to, readjust your position, whatever you want.
The orange one means a blast within one minute, and the red one means
a blast within ten seconds. The red one stays on throughout a blast.
Okay?"
Ricks said, "The company had us play with these cribs. They filled us
in pretty good."
"I'm glad to hear that. I'm always pleased to get my human cargo to the
Pod alive. Let's get into the bunks now and get ourselves ready. Blast
is due in a couple minutes."
Blair saw to it that the three engineers were properly situated in
their bunks, and then he crawled into the one nearest Ricks. He had the
feeling that young man would be needing his hand held in just a few
minutes.
* * * * *
Harvey Ricks was not a crybaby. Way back in grammar school, he was
known as the kid who couldn't be made to cry. A lot of the other kids
tried it, and some of them were pretty ingenious, but no one ever
succeeded. Harvey Ricks was not a crybaby.
He didn't cry when he flunked out of MIT, either, in the first semester
of his sophomore year. He wanted to, God knows, but he didn't. He
simply packed his gear and went on home, and spent six months thinking
it over. Until the MIT fiasco, schoolwork had always come readily to
him. He'd never had to do much studying, and so he'd never learned the
methods or picked up the habit. He'd managed to breeze through his
secondary schooling with natural intelligence and smooth glibness, and
he'd tried the same technique at college. It hadn't worked.
During those six months at home, he'd learned _why_ it hadn't worked.
He still had his textbooks, and he spent a lot of time with them, not
so much out of a desire to learn as out of a nostalgia for the school
that had rejected him. Gradually he began to see where he'd gone wrong.
He was at a level of learning now where natural intuition and glibness
weren't enough. There were facts and concepts and relationships in
those textbooks that he just couldn't pick up in a rapid glossing of
the subject matter, and there were other things in the textbooks that
he couldn't even understand until he had a sure grip on the earlier
work.
Six months of brain-beating in his own home finally did for him what
thirteen years of formal schooling had not done; it taught him _how_ to
study, and it taught him _why_ to study. At the end of that time, he
was accepted by a lesser engineering school in the northeastern United
States, and this time he did it right.
In this second school, however, he was known as the boy who'd flunked
out of MIT. It was much the same as his reputation for non-crying in
childhood. He hadn't really wanted, then, to be known as the boy who
wouldn't cry--all he'd really wanted was for people not to try to make
him cry. But he hadn't known how to manage that, and so he'd built up a
brittle sort of bravado, a challenging attitude that was actually only
the other side of the crying coin.
The bravado was still his only defense when he was known as the boy
who'd flunked out of MIT. His whole attitude seemed to say, "So
what? I'm still a smarter better engineer than all the rest of you
clods combined, and that goes for you fourth-rate teachers, too." As
a result, he had plenty of time for studying. No one at school was
particularly anxious for his company.
The funny part of it was that he was right. As a child, the other kids
_couldn't_ make him cry. As an engineering student, he _was_ better
than anyone else in his class. After two semesters, with a string of
'A' marks to his credit, he re-applied at MIT and was accepted on
a probationary basis. He graduated seventh in his class--held back
only by his poor freshman marks--and was immediately snapped up by
Interplanetal Business Machines.
Interplanetal ran him through the normal engineer trainee courses,
familiarizing him with the company's line of equipment. He sailed
through, fascinated by this actual concrete usage of what had been only
theoretical knowledge at school, and since he finished first in his
class he was given his choice of geographical area of assignment.
By now, bravado was an ingrained characteristic of Harvey Ricks.
Interplanetal maintained a Moon Division, which built computers
and office equipment for lease to the other Moon industries, and
all personnel there were volunteers on a two-year contract. It was
inevitable that Harvey Ricks would volunteer.
* * * * *
Throughout his life, bravado had made him do what he could but didn't
want to do. He _could_ hold the tears back, though he didn't want to
have to, and his attitude had forced him to prove it, time and time
again. He _could_ buckle down and study, though he'd have preferred
to loaf, and his own challenge to his classmates had forced him to do
it. He _could_ spend two years on the Moon, though he would much rather
have lived that time in New York or San Jose, and so here he was on his
way to the Moon.
He tried to stop himself from being such a wise guy, but he always
failed. Before he knew what was happening, he'd have his mouth wide
open and his foot in it up to the knee. Like with this Cargomaster,
Blair. He hadn't _wanted_ to bait the man, he hadn't wanted to show
off and act the smart-aleck, but he'd done it just the same. If, at
any time in the next month of the journey, he felt himself slipping,
he'd have no one to stiffen his backbone for him but himself. If he'd
only kept his mouth shut and minded his own business, he could have
relaxed, knowing that an older and wiser hand was always there, ready
and willing to help him keep his balance. This way, as usual, he had
put himself in the position where he had to rely totally on himself.
Lying face down in the bunk, chin on the squarish foam-rubber pillow,
he eyed the three lights in front of him grimly and silently cursed
himself for forty-seven kinds of fool. He was the reverse of the boy
who cried wolf too much. He cried wolf too seldom. One of these days
he would send all the hunters away and a wolf would come along too big
for him to handle by himself. That day, Harvey Ricks would have his
reckoning.
He wondered if the day was coming sometime in the next month.
The orange light flashed on.
Behind him, the voice of the Cargomaster came softly, talking to them
all. "You fellows take it easy now," he was saying. "Breathe deep and
slow. Don't get all tensed up. Don't hold on to those handles so tight
you bunch your shoulder muscles all up. Don't try to kick those foot
bars right off the bunks. Just relax. If you tense your bodies all up,
you'll take a lot worse licking than if you just lie easy. You can get
yourselves a broken bone just by being too tense when we blast. Inhale
slow and easy, now. Exhale slow and easy. Just keep a light grip on the
handles, lie easy and relaxed, like you were going to doze off in a
minute."
The voice droned softly in the small room, and Ricks knew the man was
trying to relax them just by the sound of his voice. But for Ricks,
with his perverse bravado, it had just the opposite effect. His body
kept tensing up and tensing up, and there was nothing he could do to
stop it. His hands, gripping the chrome-plated handles as though they
would snap them in two, were sweating already, and his shoulders were
aching with strain. His feet pushed so hard against the bar that his
knees were completely off the bunk.
_I'm going to panic_, he thought, _I'm going to scream_. _I'm going to
jump up off this bunk and get myself killed when we blast._
Only shame kept him in the bunk, only shame kept the scream unsounded
in his throat. He had acted the bigshot with the Cargomaster, acted the
know-it-all. He _couldn't_ give in, he _couldn't_ turn around and show
himself a phony and a weakling.
The red light flicked on.
Sweat ribboned down his face. The back of his shirt clung to him,
soaked through with perspiration. His collar was too tight, cutting off
air, and his belt buckle was grinding into his middle.
He pushed his chin down into the pillow, and stared at the red light.
He had to swallow, his mouth was full of saliva. But he was afraid to.
If he was swallowing when the blast came, he could strangle. That had
happened in the past, more than once. Perspiration stung his eyes,
but he was afraid to blink. He had to keep staring at the red light,
staring at the red light.
A heavy iron press slammed into his back, grinding him down into the
bunk, stomping his feet down off the bar, shoving his face into the
pillow. His mouth was full of saliva, dribbling out now between his
lips, staining the pillow, mixing with his perspiration. The bunched
muscles of his shoulders whined in agony, and his hands, numb now,
slipped from the handles and lay limp, fingers curled, before his eyes.
* * * * *
The red light was still on, waving and changing as he tried to keep
watching it. His eyes burned and, despite himself, the lids came down,
as though weighted with heavy magnets.
With closed eyes came nausea. He had no equilibrium any more, no
balance. There was no longer any up or down, there was only himself,
crushed between the bunk and the heavy iron press.
He held his breath, closed his throat, kept it down. Breakfast swirled
and lumped in his stomach, wanting to come up, but he kept it down. He
couldn't have it, he couldn't stand it, to have the Cargomaster see him
lying in his own sickness. He kept it down.
The iron press went away, with a suddenness that terrified him. He
could breathe again, he could swallow, he could move his arms and legs,
he could wipe the sweat out of his eyes and look at the blessed green
light.
The Cargomaster was on his feet in the middle of the room, by the
ladder, saying, "Okay, fellows, that's it for a while. We'll be at
a steady one-G for a while now. There'll be another little jolt in
maybe twenty minutes, when we come into phase with the Station. In the
meantime, you all can rest easy."
One of the other two, Standish, said timidly, "Excuse me, are there
any--do you have any, uh, bags?"
"Sure thing. Right in that little slot under the light panel."
"Thank you."
"Don't feel bad. You haven't really been initiated into space till
you've lost at least one meal. How are you other two doing?"
"Okay, I guess," said Miller, the third one.
"Fine. And you, Ricks?"
"I'm doing just lovely. This is a great little old roller-coaster
you've got here."
Blair grinned. "I thought you'd like it," he said.
Harvey Ricks had proved himself again.
* * * * *
Station One was leaving perigee, hurtling around the Earth on the long
elliptical curve that would take it, fifteen days from now, eighty-four
thousand miles towards the Moon. The lighter came curving up from Earth
into the path of the Station's orbit and fifty miles ahead. As the
Station overtook it, it slowly increased its speed, until the two were
neck-and-neck. Slowly, the lighter pilot maneuvered his ship closer to
the station, until the magnetic grapples caught, holding the ship to
the curving grid jutting out from the hatchway in the high center of
the doughnut. A closed companionway slid out along the grid, attached
itself to the airlock in the side of the lighter, and formed a hermetic
seal. The lock was open, and the Station cargo handlers came aboard for
the unloading.
The seven aluminum crates of the cargo for QB were stacked on a powered
cart, driven across the companionway to the Station proper, and taken
by elevator down two levels, thence down one of the three interior
corridors to the outer ring, and were finally stowed in Section Five,
with the rest of the shipment.
Glenn Blair and the Station Manager, Irv Mendel, oversaw the unloading,
making the appropriate row of checkmarks as each item was transferred
from lighter to station. Blair then went back up and got the three
engineers, all of whom seemed a little shaken by this first stage of
the journey, though Ricks was doing his best to hide it. "Don't worry,"
Blair assured them, "the worst part of the trip is done with. From now
on, it's quarter-G all the way."
Standish, who had so far been sick twice and who was now holding tight
to the nearest support as though afraid he might float up and out of
sight any minute, grinned weakly and said, "I don't know which is
worse, too much gravity or too little. Do people really get used to
this?"
"In a couple of days," Blair told him, "you'll be running around as
happy as a feather in an updraft. Once you get used to it, there's
nothing in the universe as much fun as weighing only one-quarter what
you're used to."
"I hope I get used to it soon," said Standish, "before I starve to
death."
Blair led the way down the ladder and through the companionway to
the Station. The three passengers were introduced to Irv Mendel, who
told them how much they'd enjoy quarter-G in a couple days, and then
they were shown their cubicles, in Section One, which would be their
home for the next fifteen days. Their luggage--thirty-eight pounds
permissible--had preceded them into the rooms, which were small but
functional. There was, in each room, a bed and a chair and a small
writing table, a lamp and a narrow closet and a tiny bathroom complete
with shower stall and WC. The floor was uncarpeted black plastic and
the walls and ceiling were cream-painted metal. It took the engineers
a while to get used to the idea that the floor was _not_ what they
would have thought of as the 'bottom' of the Station from the outside.
The floor of their cubicles was, on the outside, the outer edge of the
Station. The center of the Station was not to the left or right, it was
directly overhead.
The outer ring of the Station was divided into twelve sections.
Sections Nine, Ten and Eleven housed the permanent Station personnel,
including the weathermen and television relay men and so on. Sections
Five, Six and Seven were cargo holds, and Sections One, Two and Three
were transient quarters. (The three engineers were in Section Two.)
Sections Four, Eight and Twelve contained the utilities, the sources of
light and heat and air, as well as the chow hall and food storage. At
the bulkhead separating each Section, floor and ceiling met at an angle
of thirty degrees. A man could do a loop-the-loop simply by walking
dead ahead down the main corridor until he came back to his starting
point.
Once the three engineers were safely settled in their cubicles, Blair
took the elevator back up to the center of the Station, where Irv
Mendel was waiting for him in his office. Blair went through the same
sort of paperwork as he'd done with Cy Braddock, and when they were
finished Mendel said, "How are these three kids? Going to give us any
trouble?"
"I'm not sure. Standish has a pretty weak stomach, it may take him
a while to get adjusted, but I think he'll just grin and bear it.
Miller's all right. I'm not too sure about Ricks. He's pushing himself
a little hard, one of these guys who wants to be an old salt before he
ever gets into the water. If he cracks, he may do it in style."
Mendel leaned back in his chair, arms behind his head. "You know,"
he said, "when I was a kid, all I ever wanted was to get out here in
space. I grew up reading about Moon-shots and orbiting satellites and
I thought, 'By Golly, there's the frontier of tomorrow. There's where
the adventurers are going to be, the explorers and the prospectors and
the soldiers of fortune. That's the place for me, boy.' Romance and
adventure, that's the way I saw it." He grinned and shook his head. "I
forgot all about the twentieth century's most significant invention:
Red tape. It never even occurred to me that space would be a job like
this. Paperwork all over the place, schedules to meet and financial
reports to make out, young fuzzy-faced kids to be nursemaided. It never
even occurred to me."
"If you hate it so much," Blair told him, "why not go on back to Earth?"
"Are you kidding? Do you know what I weigh down there? Two hundred and
fourteen pounds. Maybe more by now, I'm not sure. Besides, it's even
worse down there. Paperwork up to your nose. It's only half that high
up here. If you know what I mean."
"I know what you mean. Lighter gone?"
"Long gone. Halfway back to Earth by now. Left while you were with your
Boy Scouts."
"So we're on our way again." Blair got lazily to his feet, and
stretched. "After a couple days on Earth," he said, "quarter-G feels
like a good quiet drunk. Think I'll go lie down in the rack and think
about philosophy. See you later."
"Right. Hey, by the way."