CHAPTER XX

APPROACHING THE TRIBUNAL

The sun was mounting royally in the eastern sky. There was not a

breath of air to temper the rapidly heating atmosphere. The green

grassland rolled away on every hand, a fascinating, limitless plain

whose monotony drives men to deep-throated curses, and yet holds them

to its bosom as surely as might a well-loved mistress. It was a

morning when the heart of man should be stirred with the joy of life,

when lungs expand with deep draughts of the earth's purest air, when

the full, rich blood circulates with strong, virile pulsations, and

the power to do tingles in every nerve.

It was no day on which a man, branded with the worst crime known to a

cattle country, should set out to face his fellow men. There should

have been darkening clouds on every horizon. There should have been

distant growlings of thunder, and every now and then the heavens

should have been "rent in twain with appalling floods of cruel light,"

to match the hopeless gloom of outraged innocence.

But the glorious summer day was there to mock, as is the way of things

in a world where the struggles and disasters of humanity must be

counted so infinitesimal.

This was the morning when Jim Thorpe turned his stiffly squared back

upon the "AZ" ranch. He wanted no melodramatic accompaniment. He

wanted the light, he wanted the cheering sun, he wanted that wealth

of natural splendor, which the Western prairie can so amply afford,

to lighten the burden which had so suddenly fallen upon him.

It was another of Fate's little tricks that had been aimed at him,

another side of that unfortunate destiny which seemed to be ever

dogging him. Well might he have cried out, "How long? How long?"

Whatever the fates had done for him in the past, whatever his

disappointments, whatever his disasters, crime had found no place in

the accusations against him. It almost seemed as though his destiny

was working its heartless pranks upon him with ever-growing

devilishness.

With subtle foresight, and knowledge of its victim it timed its

efforts carefully, and directed them on a course that could hurt his

spirit most. Even when his inclinations, his sensibilities were at

their highest pitch, down came the bolt with unerring aim, and surely

in the very direction which, at the moment, could drive him the

hardest, could bow his head the lowest.

Four years in the cattle world had ingrained in him the instincts of a

traffic which possesses a wholesome appeal to all that is most manly

in men. Four years had taught him to abhor crime against that traffic

in a way that was almost as fanatical as it was in such men as McLagan

and those actually bred to it. He was no exception. He had caught the

fever; and the cattleman's fever is not easily shaken off. As McLagan

would show no mercy to his own brother were he a proven cattle-thief,

so Jim loathed the crime in little less degree. And he was about to

face the world, his world, branded with that crime.

It was a terrible thought, a hideous thought, and, in spite of his

squared shoulders, his stiffened back, his spirit, for the time, was

crushed under the burden so unjustly thrust upon him. He thought of

Peter Blunt, and wondered vaguely what he would say. He wondered what

would be the look in the kindly gray eyes when he spoke the words of

comfort and disbelief which he knew would await him. That was it. The

look. It was the thought behind the words that mattered--and could so

hurt.

As the miles swept away under his horse's raking stride, he tried to

puzzle out the riddle, or the "nut" he had set out to crack, as

McLagan had been pleased to call it. He could see no explanation of

it. Why his brand? He knew well enough that cattle rustlers preferred

to use established brands of distant ranches when it was necessary to

hold stolen cattle in hiding before deporting them from the district.

But _his_ brand. It was absurd from a rustler's point of view.

Everybody knew his small bunch of cattle. Any excessive number with

his brand on would excite suspicion. It was surely, as he had said,

the work of a prentice hand. No experienced thief would have done it.

He thought and thought, but he could see no gleam of light on the

matter.

As the miles were covered he still floundered in a maze of speculation

that seemed to lead him nowhither. But his efforts helped him

unconsciously. It kept his mind from brooding on the disaster to

himself, and, to a man of his sensibilities, this was healthy. He had

all the grit to face his fellow men in self-defense, but, to his proud

nature, it was difficult to stand up under the knowledge of a disgrace

which was not his due.

He was within a few miles of Barnriff when his mind suddenly lurched

into a fresh channel of thought. With that roving, groping after a

clue to the crime of which he was morally accused, Eve suddenly grew

into his focus. He thought with a shudder what it would have meant to

her had she married him instead of Will. He tried to picture her brave

face, while she writhed under the taunts of her sex, and the meaning

glances of the men-folk. It was a terrible picture, and one that

brought beads of perspiration to his brow.

It was a lucky--yes, in spite of Will's defections--thing for her she

had married the man she did. Besides, Will had mended his ways. He had

kept to the judgment that Peter Blunt had passed on him. Well, he

would have the laugh now.

Then there was Will's success. Everything had gone his way. Fortune

had showered her best on him, whether he deserved it or not. She

apparently found no fault in him. And they said he was turning out

thousands of dollars. But there, it was no use thinking and wondering.

The luck had all gone Will's way. It was hard--devilish hard.

Poor Eve! He caught himself pitying her. No, he had no right to pity

her. The pity would have been had she married him. And yet--perhaps

this would never have happened had she married him. No, he told

himself, it would never, could never have happened then. For, in the

fact of having won her, would not his luck have been the reverse of

what it was?

Suddenly he wondered what she would think when he told her--or when

others told her, as, doubtless by this time, they had already done. He

shuddered. She was in a cattle country. She was ingrained with all

its instincts. Would she condemn him without a hearing? When he went

to speak to her, would she turn from him as from something unclean?

Again the sweat broke out at his thought. She might. The facts were

deadly against him. And yet--and yet somehow---- No, he dared not

speculate; he must wait.

There was the humble little village on ahead of him, nestling like

some tiny boat amidst the vast rollers of the prairie ocean. There,

ahead, were his judges, and amongst them the woman who was still more

to him than his very life. He must face them, face them all. And when

their verdict was pronounced, as he knew it would be in no uncertain

manner, then, with girded loins, he must stand out, and, conscious of

his innocence, fight the great battle. It was the world--his

world--against him, he knew. What--what must be the result?

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